Can you write one imagine where reader and E have a crush on each other and you guys are constantly close but deny it in not a bad way, but a blushy one, and all of their friends say nothing about it but clearly know that they are whipped for the other one cause they see like idk Ethan wanting to brush her hair just to be close to reader or reader cuddling silently into his side all cute and fluffy and shit like that 😂😍 //Hey Can you do a imagine where one of the twins helps you learn how to swim?//Tickle fight
Warnings: None, but fluff
A/N: So I decided to combine a few requests to make this beauty!
“Grayson stop!” I screeched as he was tickling me on the couch. We were watching some show whenever he decided it was time to tickle me. Ethan was editing this week’s video so it was just Gray and I.
“Why don’t you scream for your boyfriend Ethan?” He asked as he kept tickling me. He had tackled me basically at this point as I was laughing. I heard someone clear their throat in the doorway behind us.
“Hey Ethan!” I squeaked as Grayson was on top of me in between my legs. He had my arms pinned down against the couch as I let out a playful scream.
“Gray.” Ethan said lowly. Grayson looked up to him as his smile faded quickly.
“Sorry. Hey do you guys want to go to the beach? I need to get some sun before Hawaii.” Grayson smiled awkwardly.
“Are you going?” I asked Ethan with a smile. Grayson let out a cackle. Ethan shot him a look.
“Of course. I forgot how whipped you two were with each other. Why don’t you guys just date already?” Ethan and I both started blushing hard.
“Nah it’s a friendship.”
“It would be weird.”
“It could ruin what we have.”
“It’s fine.” Ethan and I bickered back and forth as we both looked away blushing. Okay so Ethan and I like each other. No doubt, but neither one of us wanted to admit it, because all three of us were bestfriends and we didn’t want to ruin what we have.
“Ethan you brush her hair for crying out loud. We have ‘friendly sleepovers’, but it’s you two cuddling in the foam pit or something while I wind up going to my room to sleep to avoid being a third wheel. Hell even if we’re all watching a movie I see you two holding hands and you two cuddling into each other. So don’t give me that ‘we’re just friend’ bullshit!” Grayson protested as we both laughed.
“Go change lil bro.” Ethan said trying to change the subject, which Grayson just let out a groan as he ran away from us so he could change. Ethan and I awkwardly stood there and giggled some.
“I’m going to go change.” I finally stated.
“Yeah I should too. Meet you back out here?” He asked and I nodded.
“Hey I’m going to go play some volleyball. Wanna join?” Grayson asked E and I, but we both just shook our heads. “Oh right. Now it’s time for Y/N and Ethan time. I’ll let you two be.” He ran off to the court leaving Ethan and I.
“Wanna go for a swim?” I laughed at Ethan’s question.
“No I think I’ll stay on the shore and get some sun!” I smiled. Ethan let out a chuckle.
“What? Afraid the sharks will getcha?” He asked as I threw my towel down. “Come on Y/N stop being a party pooper. We have things to do and adventures to be ready for like our trip to Hawaii.” Ethan said as he looked around the beach. “And no one is here. Come on.” He begged, but I shook my head.
“No Ethan I’m fine here thank you.” I started rubbing tanning lotion on, when Ethan got an idea. He then picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. “Ethan Grant!” I screamed and kicked, but it was no use. The truth was I didn’t exactly know how to swim. “Dolan I swear–” Before I could finish my threat, Ethan had dropped me in waist deep water. My body sank as I tried to resurface. My arms hooked around Ethan’s neck as I sputtered out water.
“Woah Y/N can you not swim?” Ethan asked as his arms looped around my waist to hold me tightly against him. His hands were barely above my butt. I ignored the awkward position we were in.
“No not really.” I admitted as I pressed my face into the crook of his neck.
“Y/N don’t be embarrassed. I’ll teach you.” He chirps. I just shook my head. “Okay well you don’t get much of a choice. Come on. I taught Gray to swim so it shouldn’t be that much harder.” Ethan chuckles as he gently sets me down. “Hey don’t worry I’ve got you okay?” Ethan could obviously tell I was nervous a little bit. I just nodded my head in agreement. Ethan sat me down to where I was standing on my own. He showed me the butterfly, breaststroke, and everything in between.
“Yeah I don’t think I can do that.” I giggled and so did he.
“You’ll get the hang of it. Okay now paddle Y/N.” Ethan says as he held my body above the water. I paddled a little as I lifted my feet from the sea floor, but quickly put them back.
“Ethan what if I drown?” I asked and he just chuckled.
“You won’t drown. I’ll give you CPR before that happens.” Ethan said chuckling. I groaned as I paddled hard, but went nowhere. I heard Ethan laughing. “Kick your feet Y/N!” He shouted at me as I kept on paddling. “Stretch your arms! Oh my gosh you swim like a rock!” Ethan couldn’t stop laughing. I stood up on my feet really irritated at him.
“I give up!” I snapped as I threw my arms up in surrendering.
“Woah woah Y/N hey I’m sorry. It’s okay.” Ethan said as he tried to get my attention, but it didn’t work.
“No Ethan! I can’t swim. I just won’t go to Hawaii with you and Gray in July. It’s fine.” I protested, but he ran, well I guess swam after me.
“Gosh you’re faster on land than in the water.” Ethan said as he grabbed my arm pulling me back. “Listen to me Y/N.” He snapped which caught my attention.
“What Ethan?” I snapped back.
“I’m sorry. I just get nervous around you so I act like a jerk. I just wanted to hold you okay? I want to help you and be there for you. I’m sorry. Can we please just forget all the dick things I said and try again?” He asked sucking his lip in between his teeth. I rolled my eyes at his confession, but agreed.
“Fine.” I followed Ethan back out into the water as he gently held my hand. Actually he picked me up and spun me around which made me shriek and him laugh. He then pulled me against his body as he slowly pulled me down. I tried to protest, but Ethan shushed me.
“Just trust me.” I let out a frustrated sigh as I felt Ethan laying me on my back in the water as his hands rested just under my back. I trusted him so I didn’t panic. “There you’re floating.” Ethan was so much taller than me that he could be on his knees on the seafloor and he would still be above the water as he held me up. “Flap your arms a little bit.” I did as I felt Ethan’s hands leave my backside I was still above the water.
“Ethan!” I screamed in sheer panic.
“I’m right here Y/N. I’m not leaving you alone okay? I’m here.” He smiles as do I. His hands go back to my backside as I smiled. “It’s not exactly swimming, but it’s kind of close.” He chuckled. Ethan’s eyes were going up and down my body making sure to keep me afloat. I changed my position as Ethan grabbed my hand to keep me above the water. Ethan and I looked each other in the eyes as we both smiled together. My hand gripped his shoulder as he wrapped my legs around his midsection. We just stared into each other’s eyes as we heard Grayson yell at us.
“Guys! These snow cones are amazing!” Ethan and I turned to look at Grayson. “Oh my God did I interrupt the big kiss? OMG I’m so sorry! Forget what I said! These snow cones are terrible!” He shouted as he ran away from us.
“You were saying?” I asked as we both chuckled.
“I wasn’t. I was doing.” He said as his lips closed in on mine. This was the kiss I waited for since Ethan and I first began our flirtationship. It was the kiss I’ve wanted for so long. He was such a great kisser too. My heart felt like it was going to thump out of my chest. His hand squeezed my waist tightly as I smiled into the kiss. My legs wrapped tighter around him too. We slowly pulled apart as he gave me a long lasting peck. We were both out of breath and it was safe to say we were both shook. He started smiling as he let out a sigh of relief. “That was better than I could have ever imagined.” He smiled. I smiled back.
“Finally!” Grayson cheered as I buried my face in Ethan’s chest as it was definitely turning red. “I’m going to have to call mom and tell her everything! Oh my gosh that was perfect!” Grayson cheered louder as I detached myself from Ethan’s body as he takes my hand in his as we walked up to the shore. As Grayson just asked us 20 questions, we just held hands and ate snow cones until the sun started going down. We all decided to stay at the beach and watch the sunset.
We built a fire and just relaxed. Now I was way too excited for Hawaii.
I was lying on Ethan’s lap as he played with my hair. “Best beach day ever.” He said as he bent down and pressed his lips to mine.
A few weeks after you returned to school, your forms teacher had announced that a class trip to Sapporo, Japan was going to happen in 2 weeks. You were initially annoyed at the late notice but were soon informed that it had been mentioned at least a month prior.
Sitting down beside Areum at your usual table, you stabbed your fork into your food and turned to her, brows furrowed in confusion.
“Wasn’t your class going on a school trip to Japan too?” She nodded whilst chewing her food and politely swallowed before answering.
“We’re going to Osaka. Your going to Sapporo right? That’s so cool!” Excitement was bubbling in her eyes and you let a soft smile spread on your lips at her innocence.
“Yeah but I’m stuck with Jungkook the whole trip.” Said boys head snapped up at your comment and he ran his hand through his hair, sending a quick scowl your way.
“Well I might just get bored with you, you know? Your not like those cute girlfriends who are always excited to see the love of their life. You hit me almost every time I see you.” You rolled your eyes and glanced at him with an eyebrow raised.
“I hit you with good reason. You’re secretly a pervert. And why are you making it sound like I actually hurt you?” Jungkook pursed his lips before grinning widely at you.
“You’ll feed me on this trip right?” Not having the will to argue with him, you simply nodded your head in agreement.
“Yeah whatever… you’ll have to make it up to me at some point during the trip though.” He vigorously nodded his head, his hair bouncing with every movement.
“Y/N, what do you want from Osaka? I’m bringing back gifts for everyone.” Turning your attention back to Areum, you watched as she took a bite of her food.
“How about snacks? So when we have our next sleepover we can binge on them.” She seemed to like your idea as a grin appeared on her face.
“What about you?” Areum shrugged her shoulders, a slightly apologetic look on her face.
“I’m not sure, I’ll leave it up to you.”
Well that wasn’t helpful at all.
The school day soon came to an end and you headed home, intent on getting your mother to sign your permission slip.
“Japan In two weeks? Why so soon?” You scratched the back of your head sheepishly and smiled at her.
“I was meant to tell you around a month ago but I wasn’t listening…” She gave you a stern look and for a moment you thought she wouldn’t let you go but she then set down her phone on the counter, requesting a pen.
Looks like you were going to Japan in a matter of two weeks.
Contrary to popular belief, the weeks did not go by agonisingly slow. If anything they passed by faster than usual and before you knew it, your school trip was only two days away. You decided to spend your Saturday shopping for the necessities needed with Areum.
“I think it’s super cute that you’re going on a trip with Jungkook!”
“Class trip. There’s still thirty one other students going with us. Including Hye Mi.” Areum’s face dropped at the mention of Hye Mi and you could feel the atmosphere turn sour. She hadn’t bothered you ever since your little fight, not that you expected her to. She still sent the occasional death stare but you didn’t mind. School wouldn’t be school without Hye Mi shooting you dirty looks from across the classroom.
“Anyway, I only need to get a neck pillow for the plane journey and then I’m all set. What about you?” Areum gave you the thumbs up and replied that she had finished shopping, placing her hands behind her back as she continued walking.
Stepping into the last shop, you purchased a neck pillow and exited just as quickly as you entered.
“Let’s go get something to eat now.” You spent the rest of your afternoon eating and discussing what each of you would do on the trip.
Monday rolled around and you arrived at school at the designated time. Rolling your suitcase through the front gates, you waved goodbye to your mother and younger sister before they set on their way to her school.
Spotting your class nearby, you strolled in their direction, noting that Jungkook still had yet to arrive. Settling yourself amongst them, you took your phone out of your pocket and scrolled through your contacts. Finding his number listed under ‘Golden Kookie’, you sent him a quick message.
'You’re going to be late.’
A tap on your shoulder made you turn your attention to the figure behind you. Hye Mi stood before you, glancing off to the side, avoiding eye contact.
“Er… can we talk quickly? Before Jungkook gets here because I’m pretty sure he’ll rip my head off if he sees me bothering you.”
You stood in slight shock for a couple of moments before agreeing to speak with her. You walked a little ways away from your class and Hye Mi crossed her arms, staring straight at you with a blank face.
“I kind of wanted to say sorry for all the shit I’ve put you through. You know… after we stopped being friends.”
Well that certainly came out of nowhere. She was practically burning holes into the back of your head just last Friday.
Hye Mi looked as if she wanted to roll her eyes in annoyance but held herself back and instead gave you a curt nod.
“Yeah. I was kind of hoping we could be friends again…”
You wanted to burst out laughing at that. Either she’s been replaced with a doppelgänger and you need to immediately hop on twitter to make a conspiracy thread about her or the punch you delivered to her face made her realise how much of a bitch she was.
Obviously the latter made more sense but you preferred the first option.
“No offence Hye Mi but do you honestly think that a simple sorry will suffice? That we’ll be bestfriends just like how we used to be? I don’t know if you noticed, but you attacked my best friend for no reason and bullied me for so long. So I hate to break It to you but we can’t be friends. At least not now. The most we can be is civil.”
She didn’t argue back, just stood with the same straight face she had plastered on her face all along. Taking that as your cue to leave, you spun on your heel and jogged back to your class. When you arrived, Jungkook was leaning against the schools wall, hands in his pockets, suitcase resting beside him. He was glaring at Hye Mi behind you but pushed off the wall and walked towards you.
You looked up at his distracted face and let a small smile grow on your own.
“None at all.”
When you had lined up with your class to collect your plane tickets and dropped off your suitcases, you were pleasantly surprised to find that you ended up being seated next to Jungkook. He had a satisfied grin on his face when he noticed and you thanked god that you hadn’t ended up with Hye Mi.
“Lucky you, you’re with me.” A smirk was playing on his lips and he threw an arm around your shoulder, guiding you back to your classmates. You had bumped into Areums class on your way and bid her a farewell, wishing her a safe journey. You then listened to your teachers instructions on what to do when boarding and leaving the plane before you all made your way to your terminal.
Ten minutes later you were all seated in your respective seats on board the plane. You had gotten yourself comfortable using your neck pillow and Jungkook sat beside you, a mask over his mouth. He was leaning over the empty seat beside him, staring out of the window whilst you prepared yourself for the annoying feeling of blocked ears when the plane took off.
“When we get there, what do you want to do?” Jungkook’s question snapped you out of your thoughts and you smiled at him.
He pulled his mask below his chin and pursed his lips, furrowing his brows at your answer.
“The teacher gave us the option to spend the first day in Japan exploring the hotel and its activities and your going to sleep? Don’t you want to spend time with me?”
Shrugging your shoulders, you grabbed a rice cake snack from your bag.
“You’re welcome to watch me sleep if that’s what you want.” He huffed and leaned back into his seat, glancing at the students across from you.
“You promised you would cook for me. Is sleep more important than your boyfriends hunger?” Grabbing another rice cake snack, you threw it onto his lap.
“There you go, happy? And you said I couldn’t cook anyway, so why is this a problem? I’ll make you instant noodles when we get there.”
Opening the packet, he stuffed the whole thing into his mouth and chewed, all the while glaring at you. His bulging cheeks killed the menacing look he was trying to deliver and he instead reminded you of a rabbit. Lifting the mask back over his mouth, he slipped into the seat beside him and lifted the arm rests. Laying down over both seats, he placed his head on your lap and closed his eyes. You weren’t even surprised at his sulking.
“I’m sleeping, wake me up when we get there.” Replying with a simple 'sure’, you began running your hand through his hair in a comforting manner. Grabbing your hand, he brought it down to his lips and placed a soft kiss to the back of it before placing it back on his head. It was his way of letting you know he was playing with you, pretending to mope.
Turning your attention to the side, you caught your classmates gaping faces. You supposed it was the softest and most vulnerable they had ever seen Jungkook.
You decided to catch up on sleep and pulled a sleeping mask from your bag and placed it on your head.
There was nothing to do now that Jungkook had ditched you for sleep.
But you were going to do the same…
Sometimes you hated being left alone with your thoughts.
Shaking your head, you leaned back into your seat and sighed, letting the drowsiness overcome your body.
The cheering of your classmates as the plane touched down startled you out of your light slumber which in turn caused Jungkook to awaken. Due to the fact you couldn’t see anything when you awoke, you panicked for a couple of seconds, your head whipping from side to side. Jungkook then removed the mask from your eyes and stared at you with amusment dancing in his own. Raising his arm up, he shielded your squinted eyes from the sunlight peeking through the window, the outline of his figure illuminated by the light. You had to take a minute to process how breathtaking he looked at that exact moment.
Something about me makes you upset.
I don’t know if it’s that we don’t talk anymore or if it’s because you forgot what it was like to touch me, or if it’s because you think I’m the worst human being on the planet. I just don’t know. In the corner of my eye, I saw you looking at me intensely. I tried to speak but you looked at me like I had just punched you in the stomach. Maybe that’s just how you feel when I talk to you. I don’t know if you’re lying to yourself. I don’t know if you wish I would come back… However, I do know that when you look away I look at you too sometimes. I just like to remember how things were. Maybe you do too. I don’t know if you hate me now or maybe you just hate that I don’t reach out anymore. I don’t know what we are or where we are going. I know that you’re not over us though. If you were, you wouldn’t cringe whenever I’m around and they say her name. You’re absolutely pathetic. However, I’m not really one to talk.
A/N: Just a short lil happy ending for people like me whose hearts can’t take sad endings :”)
Things were not quite the same since then. All physical contact was gone and you didn’t know how long it was since Changkyun last gave you a hug or even a small pat on the back. It was almost as if he was slightly wary around you, afraid that anything he did would give you the wrong idea. In short, the entire relationship you built over years was falling apart.
Awkwardness was something you never thought you’d ever feel around him but the more you tried to set things right, the more uneasiness it brought. He was starting to tell you less and less of his problems and you found your voice getting smaller and smaller as the days went past. You didn’t want to say things that might cause a misunderstanding or make it seem as if you were still hoping for a chance of some sort. You had already given up the idea of being more than a friend, but now, even staying as friends seemed hard.
“So…how was dance yesterday?” your voice was soft and shaky, as if you had no confidence in your ability to start a conversation going (which was not exactly wrong).
“Oh, uh yeah, we finished up a dance so it was good. How was the movie?”
“M-movie?” You tried to recall when was the last movie you watched and it definitely was not recent. “What movie?”
Changkyun frowned and placed his utensils down. “Wonho told me that he was going to the movies with you.”
“Oh, that. I was sick and couldn’t make it.”
“Sick? With what? Why?”
“What do you mean by why Changkyun,” you laughed. “People just fall sick because they do!”
The boy’s cheeks flushed and you smiled. “It’s been awhile since we had a proper conversation without stopping awkwardly halfway. Ah, wrong thing to say. I just ruined it again,” you said out-loud, mentally slapping yourself right after.
“I’m sorry…I mean, you’ve clearly moved on but I’m still stuck with all kinds of thoughts clouding my mind,” Changkyun said and you listened. This was the first time he was sharing with you what was on his mind. “You know, that day. I dismissed what you said in an instant before even thinking about it. I left it hanging with no explanation, I killed the entire idea that could have made us into something. You said that we were bestfriends and you meant it. But..but-”
“I know Changkyun I got it that day. We can’t take such a big step just because of an insignificant feeling that I have. Don’t worry about it okay? You see, I’m completely fine now. It’s you that’s acting all weird,” you chuckled lightly.
“No, you’re getting me wrong.”
“I’m getting you wrong? Just what are you even talking about now?”
“I’m saying that maybe…I don’t know, maybe we can give it a try?” He blurted out and you were stunned.
It seemed like a dream, just that you didn’t know whether it was a good or bad one. You knew the risks involved. What if things didn’t work out? Then everything would get so much worse. But what if it worked out? You understood how he felt that day when you threw out such a question. Then again, you were the one who wanted this in the first place. You knew the risks and you chose love over comfort.
“You’re not doing this out of pity are you? I mean, I’m not going to force you into anything. Honestly, I think things have gotten worse enough…I’m not going to risk anything more-”
“Do you love me?”
You looked at him, eyes wide and mouth ajar. Did he really just ask you that?
Did you? Did you love him more than a friend?
You had gone over this thousands of times. You did.
“I’ll tell you something..I love you too. I was just scared you know? Scared that it would go wrong.”
“Me too. But you know something? You just told me that you love me and I’m not scared anymore. I mean what I said, and if you do to, we have nothing to be afraid about.” You were so sure, you trusted him like how you always have and you knew that he trusted you.
He then smiled and it had been so long since you last saw such a bright smile. And at that moment, the both of you knew that your lives would only get brighter because you were living life together.
Yeaaaa it wasn’t really band camp but I’ve always wanted to start a story like that 🤦🏽♀️ ANYWAY . .I guess I’ll tell y'all about how I determined lockjaw was real first:
Once upon a time I used to be with the shits lol. My bestfriends and I were all servers. We used to either pop a pill (x) at the end of our shifts or after we got off & we’d be outside all mf night until the sun came up. I have stories for days just from us being high lmaoo. Me falling out of a moving car, coming outside to go home and my bestfriends car was on fire, niggas fighting females over some gay jealousy bs..yea. Wild times.
Well this one particular night we all popped and we were coupled up outside, riding around the mf city doing everything. We took some green grenade x pills that night & for whatever reason they didn’t affect any of the guys the right way. Usually we’d come in the house on straight business after I kicked it off in the car 😋. . But this time when we came in & everybody took their corner of the bed (don’t ask questions😂😂) shit didn’t pop off right.
So my guy pulls me to our lil side of the bed.. pushed me down and lifted my dress up..starts giving me head. His lips were big & soft af so it was okay, but I wasn’t too into that…I really was just ready to fuck. We switch positions. My mouth was already watering cuz I was ready to suck his dick. .i dropped to my knees and pulled his pants off cuz his high ass was moving too slow for me. So I’m doing the damn thing or whatever & he’s moaning, grabbing my hair, talking nasty all type of shit..and getting hard..but his dick would not stay hard. He’s like damn I don’t know what tf is going on but my mans won’t stay hard. I’m like bruh 🤦🏽♀️ so I keep going..I’m like naw I wanna fuck we gone get this right. Same thing, he got up but then went soft. At this point I’m irritated cuz I really wanted to fuck 😩 but I keep trying.😳
Me being high I didn’t realize how long I actually was trying until the next day. I woke up and got ready and went to work (remember I said I was a server at the time) & I went to take my first table and tried to talk to the customers…MAAAAN. Mouth was stiff then a mf😂😂😂😂 I had to go collect myself in the back and think like damn why is my mouth hurting? One of my bestfriends comes in and I told her what happened. She kindly reminded me “Well yea bitch you were on them knees the whole time” When I say we came in at about 650ish/7am..and they didn’t leave until about 930am 😐 I was trying to get this man hard the entire time. All because I wanted some dick😭
This is sort of embarrassing but . .
Taehyung and Yoongi are friends with benefits. Except they’re not friends.
-Alternatively: Hoseok drags Yoongi on a double date and the other guy ends up being none other than Kim Taehyung, the guy Yoongi has been casually hooking up with for a few weeks now.
Vaguely based on this prompt from Tumblr: does the “I slept with you the other day and I didn’t know we had a mutual friend and now we’re sitting across from each other for brunch and it’s awkward because I ran out when you were asleep” au exist bc I need that fic
Review: Another fuck buddy taegi for us taegi trash. I love this because we have bestfriend sope and background jihope! It’s the perfect combo of short, sweet and sexy.
Could you do a I Need U themed scenario for V,please?
“YN-Ah Stop it now, what are you trying to do ?! I know your jealous but you don’t have the right to talk about her like that! She will never cheat on me! Get out of here, now.”
It was the last few words I heard from him. It’s been a week since I don’t have any news now. No phone calls, no text, nothing. I was sitting on my bed, with my eyes full of tears, thinking about his last words. I used to be his bestfriend, we always told everything to each other, why is he thinking that I lied, that I just want to ruin his relationship with that girl?! All I want is him being happy, and as I know, this girl will hurt him, more than he can imagine.
I saw her that night with a man at the park, they were holding hands and he kissed her. Not just once and it wasn’t just a peck.
Few hours after I saw this scene I called him, for warning him. But I didn’t think that his “girlfriend” could make up things like that. She denied everything, and on top of that, she told him that I invented everything just to make them break up, because I loved him and that I was jealous. But that wasn’t the worst.
The worst was when I came to his house to explain everything, and he didn’t believe me. I was sad and angry at the same time. I went back home right after this and never leaved my bed. My bestfriend, wasn’t my bestfriend anymore.
I put a jogging and went outside, for a walk, it was dark already but I didn’t care. I was walking in that park when my phone rang. I really didn’t want to talk to anyone, I was about to shut it off when I saw his name on the screen.
Tears were back when I picked up. He was calling me, finally.
Nobody was talking, we could just heard sniffs and sobs on both sides of the phone.
“Mianhae… Mianhae…Mianhae…” That’s all he was saying.
“Mianhae y/n-ah, I didn’t listen to you… Mianhae, I was an idiot for trusting such a b*tch… Mianhae y/n…”
He was crying. I wasn’t talking.
I stopped my walk and just stood here, in the middle of that park, listening to his voice, that voice that I missed so much.
“I need you y/n”
Tears were streaming down as I ran trough the city, looking for Taehyung’s appartment.
“Forgive me y/n… please”
I was in front of his door, with my phone still near my ear when I knocked as loud and as fast as possible.
He opened the door. His eyes were as red as mine, his hair was messy, and he looked like he didn’t eat for few days. I dropped my phone and hug him tightly.
He buried his head in my neck, still sobbing and repeating “Mianhae… saranghae…”
I couldn’t say anything. He was so sad, and that was the thing I wanted to avoid the most. I was just here, hugging him, hopping that he will feel better after this. But I knew everything was over, when I saw these medicine boxes empty, on the floor.
I looked at him, with even more tears.
“Oh no please you didn’t…”
I felt his grip loosening. I tried to keep him standing but he was too heavy.
“Mianhae… Sranghae..” Were his very last words. He was laying down on the floor, eyes closed. he was dead.
“I love you too Taehyung-ah” I said, wiping my tears away and going to the bathroom. I took 2 boxes of medicine and a bottle of water. I came back to Taehyung’s dead body, I lay down next to him and swallowed all the pills.
Guys this my first smut and I got really embarrassed writing it omfg. I not a good smut writer. But I hope you guys enjoy!
“Ok y/n , pull yourself together.” I told myself for like the 100th time today. I struggled to find. Reason not to go to the Bieber Roast with my long time boyfriend Matt Espinosa. But the thing is that we weren’t very public about our relationship for the shear thought of being torn apart by the fans. I didn’t want to see Matt hurt and I knew that keeping our relationship on the down low was the better thing we could have done.
But I wanted to show Matt off, I really did, but when we got out into public is would be too risky.
But what most people don’t know is that Matt is insanely freaky. The worst part is he freaky at all the wrong times…well not that that is that bad. Sometimes it’s fun. The fear of getting caught. But when Matt is in the mood, he’s in the mood. And he goes in. Hard.
As I finished straightening my hair and put in my fanciest earrings I owned, curtesy of Matt, I was ready to go. I walked down the steps of our house and saw Matt stood facing the front door on his phone.
“You ready, babe?” I asked while walking down the steps.
“Yeah ba-” Matt turned around and looked up at me. He stood there mouth opened. “Damn babe, you look amazing.”
I blushed and looked down at my dress, fiddling with the hem of it. “Thanks.” I said laughing.
“Babe, I really mean it. You look fucking incredible.” Matt said taking my hand, pulling me into him. He spun me around so my back was towards him.
“This dress is gorgeous, but I’d look more amazing on the ground.” Matt said in my ear.
I shivered a bit. You see what I mean?
“Well we’re gonna be late babe.” You said walking away and grabbing my clutch.
Two can play at this game.
Matt walked is outside where we were greeted by a long, sleek limo.
“I figured a princess needed to ride in style.” Matt said grabbing my waist from behind, kissing me cheek. I didn’t even realize how hard I was smiling.
“Matt… I’m speechless. You didn’t have to do all this. Thank you so much.” I said kissing him.
“Well, I know how much courage it took you to come to this roast. I know how you feel about the fans and all. But, I didn’t want to be 3rd wheeling with Gilinsky so I thought I’d ask you to come. So thank YOU.” Matt said opening the limo door for me to step in.
It was almost like time stood still. I took a minute to admire my perfect boyfriend, standing there in his black tuxedo and shining black leather shoes. I wondered to myself how such a ravishing human being was MY boyfriend & only MINE.
I stepped into the car and Matt came in after me, closing the door behind him. The ride there was quite and calm. Matt & I enjoying each other’s company in privacy while we could. When we were almost to the destination, Matt was letting his friskiness get a hold of him. He put he hand on my upper thigh, inching it closer and closer to an area that was growing painfully uncomfortable by the minute. I crossed my legs to prevent him from making the next move he wanted to make. I looked up at him as if though nothing has just happened, smiling.
“You’ve got another thing coming to you babe.” Matt said in my ear. I got the goosebumps, thinking about all the things he could be planning to do.
Once we got to the destination, Matt got out and held the door for me. We walked the red carpet, where we saw Gilinsky and his “friend” Madison Beer who is a friend of Justin. I wasn’t to fond of Madison. Not because she wasn’t talented but she always made sly comments about me , or the way I looked, or the way I did anything for the matter. She always used to hit on Matt’s Bestfriend Nash when we all first became friends with her.
Matt held me close while cameras flashed and people yelled Matt’s name. We took some pictures but me being the camera shy one, tried to hide my face in Matt’s tux.
“Babe, c'mon. Show them that beautiful face.” Matt said. I lifted my head up and faced the cameras, watching all the lights flash here and there.
Matt and I walked inside, and sat in our directed seats. We were sitting at a table with Gilinsky & Madison. Madison was behaving herself tonight for once. I tried to bite me tongue and not say another when it came to her , it just wasn’t worth it.
About halfway through the roast, which was hilarious might I add, I decided it was time to switch the roles. It was time to give Matt a taste of his own medicine. I put my hand on his upper thigh, moving it slightly ever couple seconds. The feeling of my hand on his thigh was typical for him. I do this almost every time we’re together, but he was in for a huge surprise.
I moved my hand up to his crouch area, rubbing back and forth slightly. He tensed up underneath me taking in the new sensation he haven’t experienced with me ever. He didn’t dare to look at me , probably with the fear he’d pounce on me if he did. I bit my lip slightly, rubbing back and forth harder as he fidgeted in his seat.
“Y/n if you don’t stop when we get home your going to get punished.” Matt said in my ear harshly. Hearing those words gave me even more confidence to tease him more, growing wetter thinking about his plans.
I then unbuttoned his pants , slipping my hand halfway in before he swiftly grasped my hand, pausing it away.
“Your going to be so sorry for that.” Matt said through gritted teeth clearly annoyed.
“Sorry daddy.” I said in his ear. He quickly turned his head looking at me. He loves it when I call him that.
“Babe, you better stop.” Matt said looking very serious now. “We need to get out of here.” He says desperately.
“Your telling me.” I said under my breathe.
The roast seemed to go on forever , Matt and I both growing more needy for each other by the minute. Once the roast finally came to a close , Matt and I wasted no time in saying our quick goodbyes go Gilinsky & Madison. We rushed out of the guiding the roast was held in faster then a rocket it seemed.
Once we got into the limo, we both fought the urge to jump into each other knowing we both were in a someone secluded area.
But once we got home , it like a light switch went off. As soon as we stepped foot the house , I was pinned up against the now closed front door. Matt’s kisses attacking my neck quickly and needy. I melted under his touch as he slowed down more and more.
“Better be prepared babe. This isn’t about to be quick.” Matt said kissing my sweet spot. I was holding in so many moans trying to win this sort of game he had set up for us.
“Don’t hold back those moans babe. Let daddy hear them.” I let out a long string of moans that were so needy. Matt moaned into my neck. He stopped attacking my neck for a minute to pick me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he Carrie dis both up the steps. He laid us down on our bed once we got home.
He quickly discarded his suit jacket and was in the middle of loosing his tie when he leaned down leading us into another make out session.
Matt started kissing down my chest fiddling with my boobs thorough my dress.
“This needs to come off. Now.” Matt said demanding.
“Yes daddy.” You said.
“God y/n.” Matt said moaning.
Once my dress was discarded onto the ground , Matt went back to fiddling with my bra. He used is free hand to wrap around and undo the bra. With one hand. He started kissing , sucking, & nipping at my breasts leaving hickeys here and there. Once he got down the to place I needed him the most, he stopped.
“So beautiful.” Matt whispered against my clothed ‘area’ . I squirmed, but Matt placed both his large hands on either side of my hips , pinning them down. Looking up at me, I saw I Matt I hadn’t seen before. But it excited me. Matt pulled my panties, leaving me completely exposed. He ran a finger up my folds, making me squirm even more. He finally lowered his head kitten licking the area gently. He did this a few more times, but it wasn’t enough. He pulled away leaving me just wanting something more. He stepped away undressing the rest of himself, leaving himself completely exposed.
“I want you to beg for it.” Matt said.
“W-what?” I said shocked.
“You fucking heard me. You want it so bad? Beg for it.” Matt said. I moaned getting excited.
“Please Matt. I need you.” You said moaning.
“What’s my name?” He said raising an eyebrow growing angry. Shit.
“Ma- daddyyy.” You said. “Daddy I need you now. Fucking please daddy.” You said playing with your boobs.
“Don’t touch yourself like that.” Matt said sternly.
“Oh, and what are you gonna do it about it?” You said seductively. Before you knew it , you were being pinned it the bed. Matt placed him member between your legs and started thrusting into you.
“Matttt.” You moaned. You felt each other’s need.
“Baby, I’m gonna-” Matt said. “Come on babe.”
“Matt me too.”
You both released together , letting all your need and passion let loose. Matt collapsed on you kissing your neck one final time before laying next you.
Can you write one of were me and Andy have been friends since we were little but then when they started the band we hadn’t seen each other since until at a concert when your at a signing, plz? Thanks!☺️
Sorry if it’s short, I hope you like it c:
Currently, I stood near the end of what seems to be a never ending line. It was the late evening following a concert performed by Black Veil Brides, there was a signing and I couldn’t resist going. I longed to see my old best friend, a man who’s never seemed to leave my mind since I first met him. Diverting, my thoughts seemed to dwell on the moment when I was younger.
I was in the woods - alone - as the sun was approaching it’s set. It wasn’t my first time I spent there, sitting under the sky that was coated in stars. I enjoyed getting out of my house and going for long walks. It was a small simple woods and it calmed my nerves. Trees swayed peacefully, until I heard a crackle of twigs to my left. It made me jump, my hands quivered slightly. Intently, I listened out for following sounds, but there was none. Maybe it was a fox - I often see one or two scuttling around here. I never usually got scared; I was always here at sundown, I was used to the odd occurrences that happened around here. But for some reason, my nerves were on the edge. Slumping back against a tree, I retried to settle. But there it was again, that crackling sound of sticks, and this time it felt closer. I enclosed my legs tightly to my chest, who was it? Or, what was it? Admittedly, I was scared. Was it a person? Or something else? Something worse?
Hurriedly, I stood up, I didn’t plan staying here scared to my wits for a longer amount of time. I took a step away from my tree, then another, and another. I didn’t hear the unnerving sound once more. By now, the sun had almost vanished, and the shadows were at their longest stretch. It was a mesmerising moment to witness, and I soon forgot about the strange noises and walked on in the direction of my house. Suddenly, I crashed into something. Something taller than me, something that was alive and breathing. We both launched our bodies in opposite directions and trumpeted noises from our mouths. For a moment, my heart left my chest. I was purely horrified. But the horrifying atmosphere didn’t last long as I heard a burst of laughter from the other thing - person - that banged into me. It was human, he was human. I let out a sigh of relief as I tried to regain my breath.
“Oh, I am so sorry. You scared the shit out of me until then.” He murmurs between laughs. His voice was low and seductive, it hooked me right up. Then, my eyes met his. And boy, have I ever laid eyes upon anything as beautiful. A crystal blue shone in his iris’, they were more gorgeous than diamonds and held deeper fortune. My heart officially was thudding and stuck in my throat, my cheeks flushing with colour. Noticing, he tilted his head with a slight smirk. “I’m Andy.” He introduces, looking back at me with an intriguing glance. “Y/N.” I flutter my eyelashes awkwardly. I tried to look as appealing as possible, but I doubt it worked.
…From that day, up until our late teen years, we became bestfriends. Nothing more than that, although I wished it had proceeded onto something better. He was a great friend: sensitive, funny, caring. I had fallen so hard for him that I was unsure if I ever wanted to get up. However, the day came that Andy and I parted, when he went off to live his wild dream: to become a rock star. I thought he was nuts, and I was slightly hurt by his actions. He was good at singing, hell yes he was, but he wouldn’t become famous just like that. How could he of left this bestfriend? Due to that, we left each other on bad terms. I refused to talk to him. I never returned his calls, texts, anything. How could he expect me to? I shut myself away in my world of hurt, and I never wanted to leave it ever again.
As the years went on, Andy and his bands name got bigger and bigger: Black Veil Brides. Soon enough, they were known practically everywhere, performing shows and what not. Admittedly, I missed him, so god damn much. But I didn’t know what to do, I couldn’t just hunt him down and expect him to welcome me with open arms. Hell, he probably won’t even recognise me, or remember.
Then, a bad feeling hit me in the stomach. What was I doing here? What should I be expecting from Andy by seeing him at some signing? What difference will it make to what happened between us 7 odd years ago? All of the sudden, all my confidence of reuniting with my old bestfriend left me. I was regretting this… What a stupid idea. He won’t realise who I am, he won’t know what I’ll want. Well, I don’t even know what I want. This might just be some stupid goose chase for all I know, he won’t recognise me. I can bank on it…
“Hello?” A voice struck me out of my stupid thoughts. I realised I stood, alone, before the whole band. How many people must’ve walked past me in my heart-weakening day dream? “Hello?” The voice repeated, and I looked up. Only to meet the familiar eyes of the boy I used to know. They still glimmered in the right way, oceans still waved and crashed around, feeling much like my stomach right now. Butterflies were swarming. “Miss, are you alright?” Andy stood up from the signing table and stood in front of me.
“Andy..” I murmured breathlessly. It was him. With shorter hair and fairer features, it was definitely him. “Do I know you?” He drowned slightly, tilting his head like he used to. “You look awfully familiar.” He added, frown increasing. “It’s me… Y/N.” I smile frailly at my old bestfriend. “You know, from Ohio… We used to be friends…” I kick my feet awkwardly. He won’t remember…
Unexpectedly, he swings me up in his arms. “Y/N!” He cheered with a grin. I suddenly felt sixteen again, my heart dancing, his smile lancing contagiously on his lips. I earned some slightly confused looks from the rest of the band and they began to mutter between themselves. “That’s Y/N?” I heard Ashley whisper. But my eyes were set upon Andy as soon as possible as he blurts words excitedly.
“How long has it been? Oh it’s been years, so long, way too long. But look, I made it, didn’t I? I told you I would, I told you I would get somewhere. Look at me now - I’m famous Y/N! People know who I am, they know my music! I help people, I save their lives - me! I knew I could do it, I just knew it!” He says enthusiastically. “…you just never believed that I could.” His voices drifts, leaving our happy conversation far behind. “I… I’m sorry Andy…” I mutter, tucking some hair behind my ear. “I just…” I swallow hard. “It hurt me, it really did.” I drop eye contact. “What?” Andy asks, his hand lifting my chin. His touch sends shivers down my body. “When you said you were going, it just made me feel like you were leaving not looking over your shoulder, not once, even for me, and I was your best friend. I thought I meant something to you, and you just vanished, saying you were going to leave me and everything else behind. You have no idea how much that hurt me, Andy.” I murmur distantly. Talking about it triggered my old feelings, and I suddenly felt sad, although reunited with the man who used to mean the world to me. “Y/N..” Andy begins, searching for my eyes. “I, I never thought of it like that… From your point of view. I thought you, you thought I wouldn’t get anywhere, and that I’d fail. I thought you were pissed off because I was living my dream and you weren’t.” As he says the last sentence, a flame ignites in my temper.
“Living the dream?” I reply, squinting my eyes. “And I forgot about your easily your temper flared.” He mumbles quietly to himself. “You know, Andy, I could’ve lived my fucking dream. But you was too busy wrapped in your own little world to give a shit about my dream.” I hiss, it felt time to express my anger at him. “Your dream?” He raises his eyebrows. “Yes, Andy. My dream.” I say almost sarcastically. “Or were you too absorbed in thinking about yourself the whole time.” I growl. “What, what was your dream?” He asks intrigued. “To be with you.” I whisper to him hesitantly. “I wanted to be with you so badly, and you didn’t even see it. I wanted you to love me, and I wanted you to ask me to come with you.” I look at him hopefully. “…But you never asked.” My eyes divert and look to the floor. “And then you left me, alone, with no friends. Not a hope in the world.” I say coldly. “How on earth could you of expected me to want to talk to you? That’s why I never returned any of your calls or texts. I couldn’t stand the thought of you. My best friend, the guy I loved ditched me like I was a worthless penny.”
Turning my back, I walk away from Andy and the rest of his band, who were clearly shocked by me and Andy. I kept my head down and continued to strut angrily away from Andy. Of course it was a shit idea coming here. Who cares if he was my bestfriend? Who cares if I loved him? That’s all in the past, and I never plan on going back there ever again. The past hurts. Like fuck it does.
“Y/N..” I hear Andy’s voice and scuttling behind me. Ignoring him, I carry on walking. “Y/N,” He says louder, tugging at the sleeve of my jacket. Quickly, I shudder him off me. I don’t want him or anyone touching me. But he takes a firm hold of me and I stagger backwards into a street lamp. “Oh, Y/N.” He says, brushing a tear away from my eye with his thumb. “What.” I say sternly. “You know what.” He tilts his head apologetically. “I’m sorry for being an ignorant asshole those years back, really I am. Why didn’t you tell me how you felt?” He looks down into my eyes. Although it was dark, the blue tint still caught my eyes. “What was the point, Andy, really?” I suck on on my gum. He knew, what’s the point of confessing my feelings for him when I found out he was leaving? “If you just told me that, I, I would’ve…” He bites his lip and frowns. “Would’ve what?” I ask, eyes not being able to leave his luscious lips.
Spontaneously, he presses his lips to mine. Pinning me up against the street lamp, I lose my breath. I don’t know how to react, but soon I slink into the motion of the kiss and I wrap my arms around his neck. I’d never thought he would do this, ever. My heart melts in my chest after completing a series of somersaults. Parting away from me, I see the shy smirk on his face the day I first met him. “…I would’ve done that.” He smiles hopefully.
Okay so first things first, I didn’t hate Madison beer, I just didn’t like that she was with jack. Besides she was like six years old compared us all, and I didn’t think that he should date her, she wasn’t good enough for him. Of course I could also be thinking this because I thought no girl was good enough for him. We had become really great friends when we went on tour. All the boys and I were tight as ever. So watching him go and fall for some girl was, well different, especially because he was like my, I don’t know how to explain it other to say he was my person. I guess you could call him my other half but that was putting it lightly, however I strictly kept my thoughts as Friendly as possible. Though it was a struggle have you seen that mans jawline? God he was so sexy.
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“Jacki chan!!!” I yell.
Flinging myself at Jack as he opens the door to my apartment. He’d been gone on tour with his best friend Jack Johnson. I hadn’t seen him for over three months and to say it had drove me crazy was an understatement. The moment his eyes landed on me that weird feeling started up in my chest, and as his strong arms wrapped around my waist and he spun me around I couldn’t help the giggles that were spilling out of my mouth.
“Kitten.” He coos.
The nickname he’s given me has me smiling like an idiot as he gives me chaste kisses all over my face.
I pout my bottom lip sticking it out as he stops.
“Kitten I have to tell you something.” He says a bit worried.
“What is it jackie-poo?” I ask using yet another cheesy nickname.
Jack sets me down, yet keeps his arms locked around me as he looks me in the eye, biting his lip.
I suck in a breath through my teeth, feeling a blush rising to my cheeks as my heart pitter patters, he looks fucking sexy biting in his bottom lip like that. Though I wish it were my bottom lip between those teeth.
I frown slightly confused by the way my thoughts were going, when Jack clears his throat. So I look up at him slightly nervous by his newly nervous grimace.
“Kitten while I was on tour, I met someone, and um I hate to say this but you’re not my only girl anymore” he says speaking fast.
This information isn’t too bad as I had heard he’d been seen with some girl, but I hadn’t known that they were dating, which wrecked me on the inside. But I didn’t want to see my Jack upset so i forced on a smile.
“As long as I’m not going to be replaced then I guess it’s okay.” I whisper.
But even as I say these words, i’m trying to step back away from him and his warm arms and make some space between the two of us. But he isn’t having any of that as he wraps his arms tighter around me wresting his head atop my own.
“Thank goodness I didn’t want my main girl not talking to me or something” he whispers.
I gently push him away so that I can look into his eyes gulping a bit the fact that even though he has a girlfriend that he would still call me his main girl.
“Well in that case I aught to tell you, that I have another man in my life” I say.
“What? Who is he?!” Jack asks.
When I look up I can see that he’s slightly angry, his jaw is now clenched, making his sexy jawline even more pronounced. I can’t help it when I reach up, tracing my finger tips along it, which has his eyes looking hooded.
“Who is he kitten?” He growls.
I smile giggling again before taking his hand and leading him further into the house.
“He’s been in your apartment with you, what the fuck kitten!” Jack yells.
Chuckling I shrug but continue to pull him along before pushing him on the couch.
“Just wait here, he’s sleeping in my bed, I tired him out last night” I say biting my lip.
Enjoying the fact that Jack looked like he was going to murder someone. He was about to say something but I’m rushing up the stairs to get my man.
Coming down stairs I keep a straight face as I yell for Charlie. Barreling in comes my new man. Jacks jaw drops, causing me to laugh hard. Charlie is a dog, a bear like dog, with black fluffy hair making him look like a well bear.
“Your new man is a dog” Jack asks incredulous.
“Yup isn’t he the cutest thing?” I ask getting down on my knees to wrap my arms around his neck.
“For sure” Jack is mumbling as he rubs his hands through his hair.
When a loud ding is heard through out the room, and by the way his face lights up I can tell that it must be his new leading lady.
Not wanting to disturb his euphoria I get up, whistling for Charlie so that I can feed him. When we come back Jack has turned on the tv, Charlie makes his way over to him sniffing his hand and such. I watch as Jack takes the time to let him familiarize himself before petting Charlie, who lays at his feet giving out a content doggy sigh. I can’t help but smile and take a picture, liking the way Jack seems to make my apartment feel like home. Before moving to lay against him in the couch and taking a selfie, the caption reads: my bestfriend finally came home.
Before posting it on Twitter. Already hundreds of people have liked it and commented sweet things, though some of them say awful things, but I ignore them.
Jack and I have been watching the office though he continued to text his boo, making me wish that I had one. When I bite his shoulder, causing him to growl at me.
“All you’ve done is text your girlfriend, come on the office is on” I whine.
“Sorry it’s just apparently Madison wants to have a get together tonight for me and Johnson, to see all the guys and she’s asking me who to invite, since she doesn’t know them all that well,” he states.
“Oh okay that makes sense” I shrug turning back to the tv.
“Awe kitten, come on now don’t be like that” Jack groans before pulling me into his lap and hugging me close. Resting his head on my shoulder while I stroke the back of his neck.
Jack and I have always had an affectionate and physical relationship, so I couldn’t understand why I was so, flustered, feeling him rub my back, before slipping his hands under my shirt and massaging my back. And honestly I was glad I was wearing a bra because my nipples had turned hard.
I had to take a few deep breaths before I was able to say anything to my Jack.
“Well it’s just I thought tonight we would have our annual sleepover with Johnson, but now it’ll just be me and Charlie” I say.
“Kitten, we can do that later, come on Madison just wants to do something nice for me, and she’s my girlfriend” he says pleading.
Again that stupid word, girlfriend. Not wanting to be that clingy friend who tried to make herself the first priority I decided to let it go.
“Alright yeah, we can do our sleepover some other time” I agree.
“Thank you kitten” he says kissing my forehead.
I nod again before sliding off his lap, wanting to somehow punish him for messing up our traditions when in reality he could hangout with whoever he wanted on his first night back.
“Kitten, won’t you please come to my welcome back party?” He asks shooting me a begging look.
I frown at him flipping him off.
That’s when he lunges for me, attacking me with the tickles, until I can’t say anything but yes.
I’m sitting on Madison’s hotel room, watching as she twirls around her room, a big smile on her face. I’m guessing its because of her new boyfriend Jack, seeing her happy had me happy even if I wish it was me. Yeah I’m in love with my bestfriend even though I’m a girl I mean she’s beautiful and she helped me come to terms with everything.
Not wanting her to see me moping I start to play games on my phone when she tackled me to the bed and straddles me. I’m surprised and feel my heart race as I place my hands on each other sides of her thighs rubbing soothing motions. She’s grinning as she plays with my hair.
“What’s going on mads?” I ask slightly breathless.
“I’m throwing a welcome back party for Jack and everyone so far has agreed to come including the guest of honor!” She squeals.
I roll my eyes, but smile for her benefit.
“That’s awesome!” I say.
“I know now we just need to get ready.”
“We?” I ask.
“Yeah us, I can’t do this without my bestfriend!” She says her eyes widening at the idea.
“Look madi I’ll just third wheel, so how bout I help you get ready and then I’ll stay here watching tv and eating junk food without you talking about how bad it is for me.” I say hopefully.
“No way you’re coming with, besides Jack says his other bestfriend is going to be there and maybe you’ll guys hit it off” she days wiggling her eyebrows.
“I highly doubt it.” I sigh.
“Please come on pretty please” she starts to beg me pouting her bottom lip.
I’m so very tempted to crash my lips to hers, but I resist, letting out a loud groan before agreeing, though I stated I get to leave if I started to feel uncomfortable.
“Deal! Oh my gosh I’m so excited!” She squeals.
She kisses me hard on the side of the mouth before hopping off me and running towards our suitcases before jumping into the shower.
“Seriously Madison we have like 2 hours before we need to leave are you really going to take a shower right now? what about me?” I whine.
“Then come and shower with me you butthole” she yells back.
Walking down the street at night became suffocating. You were alone, yet it seemed like someone was right beside you. You breathed faster, pace quickened, your heartbeat began to race until you could hear it in your ear. Every sound made your heart beat a bit more and your chest began to feel too small. You would reach your home in a matter of seconds, so why are you so scared?
Once you reached your door, you opened it as fast as you could and closed it quickly in your wake. You fell on the floor, your heart still beating too fast. It wasn’t the first time you felt like this. It’s been a month now, you have been feeling as though someone is always by your side, whenever and wherever you are. You couldn’t bear it any longer. Your diary had been your only confidant and you thought maybe it was time to contact the police; you could go the next morning to ask for some help.
The sun was rising, waking you up by its shining rays. It was too bright and blinding you.
Blinding? How could that be possible? You always sleep with your shutters closed.
“Baby! Are you awake?”
You heard a soothing voice near your head and the light turned off.
“I’m sorry, I was toying with the flashlight. I wanted to see if you were awake, like the doctors do.”
Your eyes fluttered open as you looked to your side and saw the man right next to you. It takes time before you could see him clearly because of the light that had been in front of your eyes seconds ago. You nearly jumped out of bed when you saw him smiling innocently before collecting yourself as you tried to calm yourself down.
But your heart wasn’t racing and you soon realised that there was barely a heartbeat to calm.
By the time the stranger was talking, your eyes became used to the light of the room and could see where you were. The first thing you noticed was that you still were at home. It was your room and you were in your bed, not even tied up. But you couldn’t move, and it was worse.
“Baby? Why aren’t you answering?
You still weren’t able to speak due to the shock, almost choking on your own spit.
“I- I’m feeling a bit dizzy.”
The boy came to you, brushing his fingers through your hair.
“Just rest. I’m here to take care of you.”
“But how did you come in? And who are you?”
Your voice fade as you saw the shift in the face of the boy. He seemed shocked.
“Don’t you remember me? I was your neighbour and friend. We- We use to play together for so long, and you said I was your bestfriend. Jeon Jungkook.”
You didn’t remember that, but you began to think that it was dangerous not to agree, so you nodded your head, hoping the guy wouldn’t get angry. You weren’t in a good state to fight him anyways.
“You want to know how I got here and everything right? I’ll tell you everything. It will be like telling a story to a child that is about to sleep. That’s cute right?”
You nodded, waiting for Jungkook to continue and tell you everything. You couldn’t do anything beside that. Waiting. It was all you could do for now, so that’s what you did.
Jungkook began his explanations with how he stalked you everyday for a month now; confirming your previous feelings. He talk about the last month, how he had been tailing you, entering your house, and learning everything about you. Including your private life, telling you he was reading your diary. That’s how he knew you were going to ask help from the police; that’s why he administered you some sedative to maintain you from escaping.
“I was tailing you like usual, but you began walking faster. Your pace was quite hard to follow, baby. I had to speed up a bit while being at a good distance from you. God, it was so thrilling. That’s a shame I can’t tail you anymore.”
You began to feel really frightened. ‘Why can’t he tail me anymore?’ Your thoughts were muddled up and your heart began racing in your chest. Then, you realized the sedative must have begin dissipating and you felt like you could move a bit. You would wait until you can clearly move enough to escape before making a move.
“Why were you tailing me? Why didn’t you just come to me, so we could talk.”
He turn to you with a hurt expression on his face. He seemed so frail, he couldn’t be someone who would hurt you or anyone.
“I tried. Really. I wanted to come to you, talk to you, or just send you a letter. But you seemed to have forgotten everything about me. You saw me and you didn’t recognize me.”
He looked hurt and the anger could be heard in his voice.
“I wanted to get to know you better so I began stalking you a bit. Then a bit more.”
His voice was now deeper and he was talking in frensy. It took you some time to calm your heart and your thoughts that were racing through your body, firing it all.
“That was delicious. Seeing you everyday, every second of your life. I could even smell you. You became my everything. I needed more. I need more. I want you to be mine.”
You tried your best not to have your heart race again in your chest. You needed to get out of here and go to the police.
You were now able to move to move your body, you just needed a weakness from the boy so you could try to escape. It was your house so you knew it very well. It would be easy to get out.
You didn’t think twice when you kick him in the face, moving to the door in a second. You crashed into the door to find locked. You tried to open it a second time. It couldn’t be locked, you hadn’t any lock on your room door.
“You really thought I’d let you go easily? It’s not your home, not your room and in fact, there is a lock. I couldn’t help, I didn’t want to tie you up, so I had to lock the door. I’m really sorry sweetheart, but you can’t leave me.”
You were boiling. ‘Who does he think he is?’ You panicked and pick a fight with, knowing it would be vain, even if you took classes taekwondo, he is well built and 182 cm. ‘What do you think you can do, y/n?’
But you didn’t stop, you wanted to get out from here. You swung one punch to his face but he stopped it easily.
“Will you stop trying to fight me? You know you can’t, stay still.”
But you didn’t and just kept on trying to give punches here and there, and he kept avoiding them until the moment you felt your cheek redenning. He had punched you - a real one, not like those you were attempting.
“Stop! Why aren’t you stopping? Why? Just why? I tried everything to get you! You can’t leave me so easily. Stay. Please stay.”
He was now crying onto your neck. He held you tight as if you really were his girlfriend and he was trying to keep you. But you knew it wasn’t the case. Jungkook was an obsessive person you barely knew, but you couldn’t do anything. He was too strong for you to try anything. Besides, you weren’t even in your house.
“But where are we?” You asked, diverting his attention.
“We’re in my home. Our home. You like it? I designed the room as it was in your original place.”
He gave you a smile and you returned his gesture with a small one. You were distraught, but you tried to relax in your current predicament. ‘What do I do now? Will I really have to live with this psycopath for my entire life?’
“Yeah… I like it, but can we eat, please? I’m starving.”
“Oh yeah, I’ve brought some paints au chocolat. Do you some hot chocolate too? I know you drink hot chocolate sometimes. Or I can bring you some grapefruit juice. I know you like it, too; it makes you feel good.”
You froze. Hearing him talking about what you like as if he was your bestfriend or your boyfriend was terrifying, giving you goosebumps. It’s as though he learned your diary by heart. He knew every detail of your physical appearance, your mind, your family, and your habits.
Jungkook stepped out of the room and brought the food that had been waiting on a little table near the door. He brought the breakfast on a tray. It would have been so good if the man was your boyfriend. Not that you have one but still, you really wanted to do it with your boyfriend. You thought about the night you wrote that detail in your diary… ‘Oh! And that’s why he was doing that. That’s logical.’
He confessed his story to you so you could know him as much as he knew you. Jungkook was all honey and smiles again, like an actual boyfriend, and it felt right.
But true to form, the other side of him came out again, obscuring the kind features of his face; he was turning to a monster. He had savage drives and you had to find a way to restrict them. Only, there wasn’t a way for anyone to help him.
“Y/N, have you finished eating? So we can go take a bath.” He gave you his best smile, at this moment he seemed like an actual teenager, a genuine person. “Come with me.”
So you followed him, without any sort of question. You were trapped, enveloped by his strong arms. Jungkook led you to the bathroom, closing the door behind him. He asked you to undress as he was already half-naked, pulling his shirt off his body. You blushed, your cheeks reddening as you felt yourself burning inside. The guy was more than well built and you couldn’t help thinking his torso would make such a good pillow.
“Aren’t you going to take off your clothes? You need to take a bath!”
You weren’t saying anything, undressing. Jungkook undressed as well and you headed the bathtub. He really wanted to do all the things a couple would do, as taking a bath together. You remembered having wrote this in your diary. He sat on the bathtub, with you between his thighs, close to his torso. You could feel his bulge on your low back. He was hard. What you didn’t remember writing was that you really wanted to have sex in a bathtub, with hot water embracing your bodies.
So, Jungkook was here to remind you your fantasies, sliding a finger between your thighs, getting right to your already heated core. When he saw you shifting, he took your two hands into his free one and began fingering you with the other. He slid a long finger into you, his mouth kissing and biting your neck. He kissed your back hearing your moans, sweet in his ears, and inserted a second finger into your core, curling them and finding your sweet spot easily.
“You’re so tight baby, should we continue it in the bedroom?”
You felt quite woozy and didn’t argue against Jungkook. You followed him and laid on the bed, body lit with heat from his previous ministrations. As prepped everything and began to enter you, you couldn’t help the moans that escaped, quickly loving the way your body felt with him inside you. Jungkook was really the only one making a move while you simply appreciated the whole thing. Not that you didn’t know what to do, but your drugged state didn’t allow you to do much of anything. So you felt him, gripped his arms, scratched his back and after several strong thrusts in the right place, you came. The boy came not long after you, moaning out your name in a rather attractive voice.
“Are you okay baby? Are you feeling dizzy?” He watched you with a soft gaze, as you nodded your head. “That’s natural, you just had sex and I added something in your breakfast. Something sweet so you can be with me forever.”
The poison traveled your veins, giving you hot flushes, you weren’t able to speak nor think anymore. You felt your brain turning off, letting your mind fade away. As your heartbeat vanished, all that remained was your inert body, like a doll.