(Sorry to be nosey again aaaa and i just want to help anon) but we all have those days. Where we just keep on falling and falling believing that nothing good will ever come out of what's happening but it will trusts me. Maybe it's not today or tomorrow but it will happen. I know that rough times really suck (because I've been having them;; ) because we just gotta push forward. It may seem like life won't be how it is normally but they will always be people supporting you.