we hope this blog has been useful for people :):)

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THIS IS THE LAST THING I EVER WANTED TO POST.  above is a set of screenshots by a user that prefers to stay anonymous who has given us a facebook post from OCTOBER 14TH regarding our sarah ( as we called her ) and their sara’s death.  thank you to the people who took the time to translate them for me.  i want to remind you all that we had been asking questions about Sarah from the 14th - the 15th and the person who caused her harm did not tell us the truth.  he gave us false hope.  we predict that he deleted her posts while hacking her blog so her parents or the authorities didn’t see them.  he doesn’t deserve his name on this post and neither does his friends.  I get many people here want to “move on” and have “fun” on roleplay, but a second it takes to reblog this gives the worth of showing that a young girl’s voice was heard. don’t reblog this with nasty words about him.  don’t give him the power in this because I know we’re all angry, but this post is for sarah.  thank you. rest in peace angel. 

Pied Piper screwed me over. LOL

First of all… Ayayay… Wow… I didn’t expect… THANK YOU.

The song hit a sore spot, I guess. If you follow me and read the shit I write, you’d know. I fangirl with my sisters and I enjoyed it a lot. But things haven’t been easy around here. The more I get sad, the more I turn to KPop, mostly Bangtan, mostly Yoongi, mostly this blog.

It has been my escape, like for most of you guys too, I guess. But as my low points got worse, my escapism worsened too. And it roots from the fact that I think people have so many expectations from me which comes from my age and seniority and I can’t deliver. This blog has been the highlight of my day. Bangtan eased away my thoughts. But I think I need to balance it.

Pied Piper talks about how twisted our relationship is with these people we admire and, in all honestly, damn near worship is. Their songs and their whole being inspire us and make us happy. We spend time, we spend money, to keep up to date and in the hopes that somehow we are helping them reach their goals. It makes us feel like we are a part of it. No matter how far we are, we feel like we belong in something that keeps aspiring for more.

And they did clarify that we are a part of it. In a twisted way that can be imputing on our own lives, we have dedicated a part of ourselves to them. And though they are sorry for the way they have affected our lives negatively in some sense, they can’t let us go.

You guys are right! And thank you for reminding me that what makes me happy should just make me happy, reagrdles of age and I should just keep on finding happy. But at the same time, I can’t escape. So my resolution is temperance. When you run a blog, you tend to go deep. When it starts growing, you tend to have greed.

Thank you, for reminding me that this whole new journey is about learning how to love ourselves, myself. And KPOP, BANGTAN, YOONGI… these are parts of me. Bangtan is making us face reality by giving us the most HONEST, TWISTED LOVE SONG an idol group can give to their twistedly loving fans. I love them and I love this.

It’s scary though… thinking that I’m watching from the sidelines as the people I admire continue to move forward. I’m starting to feel like I’m just watching and not living. AND that, ladies and gentlemen, is the wrong way to live. The age thing… is an age thing. You keep thinking about how much time you have left to do what you thought you should be doing and where you should be at any given point. No matter what age, that thought comes.

This has gone long. My point is… WE NEED TO LIVE. I NEED TO LIVE for myself too. Our fandom is growing and we keep having these united goals we want to acheive but at the end of the day, we should never forget the goals we placed for ourselves. Invest in you and in what will give you peace and happiness. Build on towards your definition of success.

Thank you for caring to ask and for speaking your minds… this community… how can I leave it? I guess, I won’t completely. I still have some thinking to do… but… Thank you!

Change.

(I tried tagging for #language but apparently I can only pick tags that have been used on this blog recently, when on mobile - the keyboard doesn’t show up - and tgat one was not on the list so I’m tagging like this, hope it helps.)

My place is close to the paid parking in a shopping centre, and the machines you pay for parking for won’t take anything over a 20 PLN bill. Hence my place has a card that says “we don’t change money” in a visible place. It’s because sometimes we don’t even have the change to give when someone legit buys things and we have to send people away, not because we don’t want to. I get yelled at - at least 5 times during my shifts - that we should change money. (I take a weird amount of pleasure by opening the drawer and showing people that I literally do not have any change, just to shut them the fuck up.)

Also I get left 100 PLN for the morning shift. I literally am not able to give you change from 100 PLN or 50 PLN bills. (That also happens if about 3 persons in a row give me 100 PLN bill in later hours.) Please stop taking out anger on me and move your lazy ass to get change for your parking at other place. Mind you, most of those angry people try to buy something cheap just to get change.
No, fuck you.

Bonus: One time a lady bought something worth about 3 PLN, and she just wanted the change, so she actually left without the order. Smh

10

Come on now, did anyone really expect us to let Yui go without doing something special?

Since the wonderful person who made this blog and got it to where it is today decided to move on to other projects, we thought we’d make a post about it. And what other way to show our appreciation than to do it in the style we all know and love?
Now, naturally, all the mods get to say their piece. So let’s get to it, shall we?

She is an awesome peep. I will miss her. Sometimes I can still hear her voice wailing from the abyss
- Mod Makoa 🐢

You made a real amazing blog and everyone is so proud!! Goodnight sweet prince(ss)
- Mod Seris

Have fun with your new blogs and thanks for giving tons of people in the paladins community so much joy! ❤️
- Mod Bomb King 💣

I wanna thank you, Yui for letting me be part of this blog. It’s taught me a sense of responsibility and gave me bursts of creativity. Plus all the messages you sent us to thank us and make us feel better. Thank you for so much! It was nice working with you. I hope we cross paths again. Good luck with everything ^^
- Mod Lian <3

Yui, you’ve been a wonderful mod and role model for the blog. Your work has been immensely appreciated and I am grateful for the opportunity to be a  part of the mod group. I wish you all the best in your future endeavors and will miss seeing you around the blog. You will always have  a place here, but we will miss you dearly. Much love
- Mod Torvald 👓

And I’m sure any of the other mods and ex-mods would say similar things. 

Now, I suppose it’s my turn to soapbox.
Yui, I’ve been a fan on this blog since the early days. I used to just be an anon – some people may remember #DeftHandsCreed, gay female anon, or Sha Lin running from the law for hitting on Maeve, or some of the other confessions I’d sent in. Your sense of humor and style always made my day, and it was amazing to become part of a blog I was such a big fan of. I hope to keep this blog going long into the future, and to keep the spirit of the blog just the same as it’s always been! I hope not to disappoint too much. 😉

Now that Yui’s moving on to greener pastures, I supposed I’m the Mod in charge. But… it feels strange just having the head Mod named after a character when I’m so used to seeing Yui’s name on her posts. So, I’ve decided:

Overly sentimental post, over. I hope everyone continues to enjoy Confessions, even though everyone’s favorite founder has moved on! Remember to check out her new blogs because they’re awesome~

This is Aether, formerly Mod Sha Lin, signing off~ 🏹

(@youhavethewrong)

Hey guys!! This is my first follow forever and I’m really excited, even though I’ve been meaning to do this for a while. Sorry for the poorly made banner lol, but that’s probably the best I can do. I’ve had this sideblog for around two months now and so much has happened in that time. I’m so grateful because I never thought my little A.C.E sideblog I made for pure fun would grow so quickly and bring me to find so many awesome blogs and meet some of the kindest, most amazing people. Honestly, every Choice I have met has been so nice and welcoming and I really hope we stay this way! Anyway, let’s get started off with some mentions:

@sftmx: I know you’re not an A.C.E blog but there’s no way I could have a follow forever without including you. We started talking in February but I feel like I’ve known you for so much longer (way to be cheesy Maria). The both of us are such nerds, sending posts and memes back and forth, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. You’ve helped me with so much and I’m so happy to call you my friend. I LOVE YOU MIN ♥

@acejunhee: VIIIIIIIIIC WHERE DO I BEGIN?? There’s never a dull moment in our conversations tbh. We either talking about really deep stuff or memes. There’s no in between. This one time we were talking about really personal things and another we came up with a bunch of scenarios about A.C.E that we wanted to turn into comic and it was going great until we realized that both of us have 0 art skills. You’re so funny and sweet and I love you so much. I’m so glad you messaged me because I wouldn’t have been able to muster up the courage to do so. We’ve become great friends (I think) and I really hope we stay that way!

@aceschan: Marie, my qUEEN. You were one of the first people I started talking to and I’m so happy we did (start talking that is). You’re also hella gorgeous (All of you are ♥). We first started talking about some common interests and it took off from there!! You’re so kind and I wish you all the peppermint tea in the world ;)

@miniminsu: Right off the bat I should say that it’s hard to know when someone is trying to make a joke when you’re texting… and we found out the hard way… multiple times. Other times, we recited all the lyrics to some songs and called each other nerds for twenty minutes straight. Antonia, you’re so much fun and I’m unbelievably lucky to have met you. 

# - B

@1kimseyoons @4joshua

  @7ace @ace-joon

@ace-kingdom @ace7donghun

@ace7edits @aceandchoices

@acejuseyo @acelq

@binsmoon @bracesfromace

@byeonqkwan

C - J

@cacetus @cactuschan

@chanslaugh @choiceyourace

@dnghn @donghuns

@donghxns @houseoface

@incorrectace7quotes @inv-ace-sive

@ita-vero @jacesons

@jazzyjunhee @jelljellythesecond

@jun-and-hun @junbxee

@junhealing @junheeofficial

@junheeschoice @junjun-ace

@junsjason

K - S

@kang-chan @kang-yoochanie

@kangyoochanie @kim-seyooned

@nycyoochan @pnkchan

@princeseyoon @sehunniebunchesofyehet

@sehyoon1 @seywow

@soft-seyoon @stan-talent-stan-ace

T - Z

@toewow @wacested

@wowace7 @wowjunchandonghunjason

@wowjunhees @wowseyoons

@yoo-channie @yoochann

@yooschans @youjinslover

@yyoochan @zxco

And there we go!! I’d like to thank each and every one of you for being a part of my time here! These are all of the A.C.E blogs I follow, but I can’t wait for our boys to grow in popularity and with them, our fandom. 

Personal Update

Hi friends!!

I know a lot of people have told us that they don’t use twitter or instagram, just facebook and tumblr, so if you don’t I just wanted to post a couple updates here! Firstly I would like to thank all of you who still continue to support us even though we have not been able to do asks in such a long time! After graduating from college I kind of found myself thrust into adult life, so while we do still cosplay we just haven’t had time to sit down and reopen asks or make gifs. I know a lot of our SasuSaku mutuals have also left or have been spending less time on here, so it really means a lot when we still see familiar names in our notes or inbox. <3

I want to say that we could be more active on here again, but honestly I think we’re just getting to that age where running a blog has sort of been put on the back burner in exchange for building a future and family together (who knows maybe one day we can have a family blog hahaha). But! I have gotten a new job and we will be moving to a nicer place, and Kevin and I’s work schedules now line up so we may be able to do asks again every so often! I really miss doing them, so feel free to send any our way if you think of any! I hope that people will still continue to support us as we do more YouTube stuff. We’ve also become partners on YouNow, so we’ll be streaming there often too. We love you guys so much, you’re all what keeps us going. We’ll still be posting shoots and everything here too, but we miss you! Thanks for reading. :)

anonymous asked:

i don't think this is very urgent, so go answer some more important asks than this before you answer this one, but i think i might have maladaptive daydreaming? if i do, it isn't severe, and hasn't interfered with my actual life, but i'm just wondering if this is a bad thing? again, it hasn't caused any negative behavior, but i'm just kinda paranoid about it. oh, and please tag as aurora maladaptive so i can see :)

Hi lovely,

Thank you so much for getting in touch with us here at MHA, and I’m sorry it has taken us a while to get to your ask. Hopefully I’ll be able to give you a little information and reassurance!

Maladaptive daydreaming has not been recognised as a condition and there are no diagnostic criteria or treatments available. Saying that, I am going to list some of things that may suggest you are dealing with MD:

  • Extremely excessive and detailed daydreams
  • A sense of desire to continue daydreaming (almost like an addiction)
  • Daydreams triggered by everyday real-life things/events
  • Difficulty sleeping
  • Acting out actions whilst daydreaming; for example talking, gesturing, even crying.

MD is not always a negative thing, for some people it is a really effective way to cope with emotions or trauma they may be experiencing. However, it can become out of control and begin affecting people’s lives and lead to issues like not taking care of yourself in real-life. I am going to link you to our page about it here which contains some further information you may find useful.

Even though you say it is not interfering with your life, if you do think you may be experiencing maladaptive daydreaming, I recommend going and speaking to a mental health professional about it; your doctor may be a good place to start. Although it is not recognised as a condition, it is something that professionals are aware of and may be able to suggest some form of treatment. Talking therapies have been shown to improve symptoms of MD – a therapist can help you to understand why you are experiencing the dreams and what they mean, and hopefully will be able to give you some good coping mechanisms. Here is a link to our page about getting help, just in case it is something that you want to look into. 

As well as some professional guidance, there are online communities about maladaptive daydreaming where you can talk to people going through the same struggles as you. Here is one as an example. I’m sure people will be happy to share advice with you about recovery and how they dealt with the highs and lows of recovery!

I hope this has been of some use to you, lovely. Please get back in touch with us if there is anything else we can do for you! Take care,

Rhiann xo

@twopoppies I personally want to say thank you for your kindness and generosity over the past couple of months. To everyone who proudly liked or reposted those disgusting allegations about Gina and her friends I hope you rot in hell. I have been suffering from depression and anxiety for the past couple of months and Gina has been nothing but kind to me. She has been sending me blogs and posts all about helping depression anxiety and i for one want to say that is the type of human being she is. Because of all the bullshit the last couple of days and because of the vile people who made these allegations we are losing someone in this fandom so kind, loving, generous, and talented. I have one thing to say to the person who made the allegations. Karma truly is a bitch and I hope it comes back to bite your head off!!! To Gina…I want to say thank you for so generously letting us as a fandom be a part of your art. Wherever life takes you I wish you all the best! Love you and thank you again ♥️

Happy 1000 (and 7) Followers!

So here we are, 192 days after first starting the blog on February 9th, 2017. Doesn’t seem like that long, has it? Since then we’ve made 2,338 posts (we hope at least 2,000 of those were headcanons, but who’s counting?),  the blog has grown to 10 wonderful mods, and as of making this post, 1,007 of you wonderful people have supported this blog. 

We can really never say enough to thank you all for the tremendous support you have given us. A lot of stuff has happened (some for better or for worse) but I think we can all say that it’s been an incredible journey these last 192 days. 

To celebrate, we are releasing a new theme that will be easier on the eyes, and surprise, surprise! It’s Mod Face Reveal time! Not all mods will be revealing their faces since it’s only by choice. We would also like to dedicate today to a Q&A session in which we welcome any and all (respectful) asks about us mods and the blog. We really do encourage you to take part by sending in questions you might have had but never thought it was suitable to ask on a headcanon blog. Just keep in mind that questions should be respectable! 

We’ve also decided to compile some of our favourite personal headcanons, and crazy posts we’ve done on the blog before. Enjoy! To prevent this post clogging up your dash, we’ve put the mod face reveal and our personal favourites post under a cut.

On behalf of the mods and as the founder of Paladins Headcanons, I thank you (that’s right! You. The person reading this right now.) for the time and support you’ve given this blog, and here’s to many more milestones in the future.

- Mod Mal’Damba

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Hi guys, mod L here. 

I’m afraid I will be leaving the blog in about two days. I will be entirely inactive, except for reblogging this post and answering any questions you guys are having about why I’m leaving. 

Interacting with the followers here has been one of the joys in my life. Hearing about your girlfriends and crushes, and just existing as lesbians together is a beautiful gift and I’m so glad to have been part of it. We are, and will always be, a community. 

I’ve really loved this blog and the people following us, and I hope all of you will follow the new, even gayer blog I’m starting @sapphos-army. we’re not fully set up yet, but i think we’re pretty cool :p

Due to my leaving, mod applications will be reopened. I strongly recommend it.

[Mun Did Some Research]

Alright, so I scoured Tumblr to see if there were any other Ancient Google History Blogs besides the ones we know, and I’ve come up with a list of all the ones that aren’t taken. This is for the people who might want to make one, but don’t know if it’s been used yet. I also put in the Wikipedia page for them so you can get a bit of a backstory for your muse. As soon as one of them is taken, I’ll update this and cross out the one that has been made. I hope this is useful for everyone!

-Carthage  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carthage

-Iberia  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Iberian_Peninsula

-Ancient India  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_India

-Kievan Rus  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kievan_Rus%27

-Byzantine  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Byzantine_Empire

-Mesopotamia  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mesopotamia

If you choose one of these, please message me so that I can check the one you did off of the list! Thanks!

vidafelix  asked:

I'm really sad about everything that has been happening. I've started following you guys and reading your scans recently, but I want to say I really appreciate all of your efforts to upload manhwas in English, especially since I don't speak Korean so I can't read those on their original source. I'm sad that you guys have to create a private blog just so that people will stop using your work in ways you don't want to. But I hope everything will be alright in the end. :'(

thank you for your kind words. we hope everything will work well for us too~~~

- wawaa

anonymous asked:

srry quick question are y'all anti shallura? if so why? not that imfor it I'm just wondering

Uhmm yeah I’m pretty sure all of us are anti-shallura. This is because allura has been described as “a teenager” and shiro is a 25 year old man.. a bit weird tbh. It’s cool if other people want to ship it but we try to keep it off this blog as much as possible. I hope people understand! - Karri

Songbirds:

So, it’s been a long time since I’ve posted on here other than the usual updates. You’re probably all wondering what has been going on and why there was an influx of posts recently.

So… I suppose, it’s announcement time:

The truth is… I’ve thought a lot about this blog in the past few months. I’ve thought about why I started it, what it has accomplished, the friends I’ve made, and the people it has helped. It’s an amazing feeling. I started this blog just because I was looking forward to a game from a series and studio I adored. I never expected to gain over 16,000 followers!

I’ve had an amazing time getting to know many of you. It’s been an honor to reblog the work all of you have contributed to the fandom: text posts, edits, cosplay, art! You’re all such creative, amazing, wonderful people and you’ve made running this blog a part of my life that has influenced me in so many ways. Really, you are all so creative and both Geeke and I love our Songbirds.

So… this is where it gets hard.

I think that I’ve done what I’ve set out to do here.

It’s been a long time since the release of BioShock: Infinite, and this blog? It’s been up even longer. I’ve been doing my best to provide and share your creations to a large audience… and now, in 2015, I think it is safe to say that goal has been accomplished.

Recently, as you’ve noticed, I’ve been taking breaks; breaks that have only gotten longer and longer each time. Breaks that I’ve been using in order to keep myself grounded and healthy. The truth is, the breaks just aren’t enough anymore. While there are so many of you that support us and love this blog (and maybe even some of you love and care for us!), the truth of the matter is, there has been a large influx of negativity in the fandom. Negativity that I have seen here and negativity that I have personally been contacted about from other Songbirds looking for comfort and help.

I wish… I wish I could say I could continue this, but right now, that just is not what I can do.

There is a lot of other personal issues that are contributing to this choice, of course. School has become tougher, as we move into our fourth year, and Geeke and I just know that we can’t keep running this blog and take care of ourselves like we need to too.

The other issues are much more personal and neither of us feel comfortable sharing, but I hope you understand that we have to take care of ourselves first. We just aren’t able to be fully comfortable and keep the work needed for this blog up. It takes so much, much more than I think people realize, and when we run it, we are often stressed and have very little free time when it is paired with our other duties offline. We just want to be able to enjoy ourselves, to be really comfortable and happy.

On top of these factors, recently, I have been contacted by several of you who follow me on my personal blog, who have come to say you support this decision, as you have informed me that the fandom negativity and bullying has reached a peak. Many of you have also told me that content for the game has dwindled (also many of you have even informed me that the tags have become very NSFW and at times hostile), meaning that without an influx of content, we would be unable to run this blog in a way that would allow us as little stress as possible.

To those people, thank you for being honest and understanding about this. It truly meant a lot to us. I’m so sorry for the projects we weren’t able to complete and the giveaways that had to be cancelled. It’s been rough. Really, really rough. I wish it could be different and things could run smoothly, but we hope with all our hearts, that you understand.

So, with a heavy heart, we are officially retiring Fuck Yeah! BioShock: Infinite. It has been a lovely time and we are going to miss you. This blog will remain open as an archive, but we will not be assigning new mods and there will no longer be posts.

We are so sorry, to each of you, we love and miss you, Songbirds. Thank you, each and every one of you, for following us. Thank you for providing content for your fellow fans to reblog. Thank you for submitting. Thank you for your questions. Thank you for your theories. Thank you for your corrections, understanding, patience, and most of all…

Thank you, Songbirds, for your friendship and love.

- Cirque and Geeke

I know how you all feel and why

but I’m in no way giving up. Please hear me out.

If something in this show doesn’t make sense we question it. Think about the skull picture. The lost plot lines. John’s fucking letter! Arwel’s elephants. TPLoSH references. The lost footage from setlock. The promises of explaining everything, of making history, of the best writing they have done. These haven’t been met and they will be.

On an emotional level I am gutted, like most of you, but logically?

Think of every tjlce video by rebekah @quietlyprim and the metas from everyone but in particular that first ‘operation johnlock is go’ by nattie @loudest-subtext-in-tv and all that evidence we have burned into our minds and the interviews with the cast and writers. Remember Sherlocked when the music producers said they would keep us specifically in mind for writing the score.

All of those references to clue and to the princess bride.

“I’m not actually gay.”
“Well I am… Look at us both.”

“There’s always two of us.”

“The things you wanted to say but never said.”

“It’s always you. John Watson, you keep me right.”

This is not queerbaiting. This is romance AND WE KNOW THIS. We have done all these years.

Yes this is a really terrifying stunt, it’s honestly horrible and I won’t try to justify their actions with how it has affected our community tonight.

I’m begging you all. Please do not forget all that we know. This series and this episode are wrong and ‘off’ for a reason. The writers did NOT suddenly forget their show and how to write. The actors and crew did NOT suddenly forget what good writing is and call this series ‘the best’ against all their tastes of good television. The BBC did NOT commission a series of a show that loses all it’s previous tone and quality for no reason - because TFP was truly terribly written and presented.

But we have been told repeatedly - ESPECIALLY in this series - to not lose hope. We had a character named Faith in and episode where the meaning of a name is absolutely relevant and essential (Eurus, the East Wind). We had nurse Cornish saying that John’s blog has gone down hill a bit - in obvious reference to what the writers KNOW they are making of the show. Sherlock told us people always give up after three, but they really shouldn’t. There are hints at a fourth episode and I really believe we will get this.

It’s scary and horrible and please take time to care for yourself and mourn if you have to, but what we have here is not wrong. We said it’s elaborately planned gay or absolutely defying all laws of reason trash, and it appears we ended up with the second tonight, but it does just as I have said - it defies all reason.

In order to doubt TJLC you have to believe that the writer’s have suddenly forgotten how to write, that the actors suddenly have no taste, that the designers are suddenly so sloppy that they allow for a skull picture to be differently lit multiple times in the same scene (which arwel has explicitly said on twitter that it is completely purposeful). You also have to believe that thousands of people saw something and proved it to be there only to be told it isn’t in a way that not only defied us but defies the show itself and it’s creators.

This isn’t the end.

We WERE told.

DO NOT GIVE UP AFTER THREE.

Announcement

Hello everyone, new followers and old. I’m sure this is probably the first time hearing from us for many of you, we’re not computers (though I’m just speaking for me, I mean.. the other ones? I don’t know). 

It’s been a long time coming with this blog, we’ve accumulated a great number of followers over our time and we appreciate every one of you for following and supporting this blog. It’s wonderful to see that there’s still new players in the animal crossing community, I hope you’re having fun!

Although it’s been great, it’s sad for us to say that this blog is coming to an end. It does not mean we are deleting this blog. Everything is still accessible, we just won’t be queueing/posting anymore content. 

Although queueing up posts every so often seems to be a small responsibility and was fun for us seeing your creative and amazing homes, it has been becoming tedious tending to the blog’s upkeep.

*But here’s the thing, we will be leaving up our remaining queues and rummaging through our tag for the last of it (totalling 60), just so the people, who did tag us to this point, will be here! So please, if you want, stick around until then for them.

Thank you again and take care! 

Much appreciated, 

staff of acnl-homes.

Kylux Lookback ~ Part I.

Hello! As some of you may know, I was planning to do the Klyux Lookback. Now get ready for the party! (〜 ̄▽ ̄)〜
Also, sorry for being slow, I’ve had a hard time to find certain things. Many of the early shipping blogs had been deleted so it was kind of challenging.

Anyway, I hope you’ll enjoy it and find things on this list you’ll like.


November 2015:


December 2015:

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chansoo for exo-kai

Chanyeol looks so unnatural lying still in the hospital bed that Kyungsoo has half a mind to reach over and jolt him awake, even though Chanyeol wouldn’t be conscious for a while. The doctor had informed Kyungsoo of Chanyeol’s condition—some jargon about medically-induced comas that Kyungsoo thought only existed in movies and dull rambling about bruising in the brain that sounded very serious (and also very long-winded).

“Even if he’s not awake, he can still hear you,” the doctor had explained at the sight of Kyungsoo’s blank stare. “It might help if you talk to him.”

Talk to him? Kyungsoo thinks running from Seoul to Daegu in the rain might be easier, but it was now day three of the coma and he’d visited every day since Chanyeol got admitted.

“I got you sunflowers because you remind me of sunshine. Tell anyone I said that and you’ll be sleeping forever,” Kyungsoo murmurs to the unconscious man before reaching over and smoothing Chanyeol’s bangs away from his forehead. “You look stupid like that. Should probably spend more time on your hair before you have company over.”

Chanyeol doesn’t laugh at his joke. Kyungsoo scowls.

“You have a terrible sense of humor. Always laughing at the things that aren’t funny and never appreciating the things that are. Typical Chanyeol. What am I going to do with you?” Kyungsoo sets the sunflowers aside and sighs heavily. “You’d better wake up soon, you have no excuse.”

Quieter, he adds, “I miss you. Dolt.”

It could just be Kyungsoo’s imagination but there’s a soft smile blooming on Chanyeol’s lips. Sunshine indeed. Kyungsoo just smiles back.

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So far nothing has been answered. I give up.

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