we go through this every day

We were friends for about 2 months. I met him through my older sister when he started talking to her, but he was younger and closer in age to me. We talked every day and I would wait for messages from him. He lived about 45 minutes from me, in the west of the city and he would always want me to go meet with him but I was too scared, as going on public transit alone scares me. He understood, but didn’t like it. We never dated, but we were close. I remember he would say: ‘whenever we meet up, there’s something I have to tell you.’ And he said that he wouldn’t tell me over text because he was scared of rejection. I would always try to get him to spill, but he never did.
There was a carnival coming to the city and I told him I was going. So he said he would meet me there. He never did.
The breaker was when there was a convention in the city and I told him I was going. After a lot of convincing, he said he would go. I met up with him and hung out with him for about 20 minutes. He had a pass to buy so he said he needed to go to the ATM to get some money for it. So he went down the campus to find one. I texted him if he had found it and he said that it was ‘too hot and expensive’ so he just. Left. After that, I would message him and he wouldn’t reply. A couple days later he blocked me on Facebook, where we mainly talked. I was heartbroken. I liked him and he liked me, at least he did through text. When I would hang out with friends they would take my phone and text him, but it never did much. Eventually, I plucked up the courage to text him. He said someone else was in his life. We weren’t dating, so why would it have mattered? Plus, what was the likeliness of 'someone coming into his life’ right after I met up with him? I didn’t reply, and I wish I hadn’t told him I would stop texting. I wish I could have dug deeper into his shitty explanation.

anonymous asked:

I am so nervous asking my primary if I can go hang out with my "friend". Even if it is just to go out and chill. His anxiety flares sometimes when I want to do anything with him and it brings me to tears.

To tell you the truth, I am right there with you. More times than I can count. M is still insecure, sensitive, possessive, and territorial so it can be quite challenging at times even to this day. I want to say it gets better overall, but there will be some good days and some bad days. 

I try to do my best to be atoned to how M is feeling (for example not go spend time with someone else if we just had a fight or when he was feeling really down) but I also know that M has to work though some of his issues on his own because I cannot always hold his hand through it, nor should I have to. I cannot cancel every hangout for him, nor should I. 

We can hold hands and support each other, but we cannot be responsible for our partner’s emotions. They have to own their emotions. We did not cause their emotional responses. 

We’re working on slowly getting Emma used to sleeping in her own little bed, and it’s so great to stretch out and take up every inch of the queen sized bed while Emita is in her crib and my wife’s at work… and then I try to close my eyes and go to sleep but I just can’t get comfortable because I’m not snuggled up to either of them!

Even past that, it’s bittersweet because I know it’s a big step for her, but also we’ve slept snuggled up together literally every day of her life. Knowing that soon, there’s gonna come a night where she sleeps all the way through all by herself is sad lol

For some of us, the holiday season can be a hard one. That sucks, so we made something for all of us. It starts today, December 1, and it’s called 31 Days of Self-Care. It’s a list of purposeful, daily activities meant to pick yourself up, calm yourself down, and often a little bit of both. You can participate every day, some days, one day, whatever feels right. We’ll be posting daily prompts as well as reblogging some of our favorites we find in the #postitforward and #31daysofselfcare tag, so be sure to tag your posts! See the full list of prompts below.

Day…

  1. Question! What’s your happy place? Reply here or illustrate it.
  2. Post a link to a song that makes you feel happy. Send it to another Tumblr.
  3. Share something on your Tumblr for someone who might be going through a tough time. It can be anything: a photo, a GIF, or advice.
  4. Look at this cute GIF by My Whispered Colors (@mywhisperedcolors). When you’re done, look at it again. Then pass it on.
  5. Color in this square made by Tumblr Creatr Josh LaFayette (@joshlafayette).
  6. What does your dream world look like? Draw it, animate it, or just tell us about it.  
  7. Create an emoji spell for self-care, happiness, positivity, or all three!
  8. Make a list of three (or more!) things you like about yourself.
  9. Write a Tumblr chat post where you cheer yourself up after a bad day.
  10. Color! Here’s a square from Tumblr Creatr Geo Law (@getaloadageo). If you’d like, submit it to the Mental Health Quilt (@mentalhealthquilt) when you’re done.
  11. Question! What’s your favorite self-care activity? Reply here or illustrate it.
  12. 2016 was a rough year. Make a list of good things that happened.
  13. Cheer someone up today. What are some things you can do to make a friend in need feel better?
  14. Make a list of everything you do for self-care.
  15. Tag a Tumblr friend in a post and make a list of things you like about them.
  16. All of a sudden—a Dementor appears! You are about to cast a Patronus Charm. What would your favorite positive memory be?
  17. Make a list of everything you’re proud of accomplishing this year.
  18. Share a playlist of songs you can listen to if you need cheering up.  
  19. Spend 10 minutes looking through your Tumblr dashboard today. Send something cool to a Tumblr.
  20. Eat your favorite food today. Wait, post a picture of it first.
  21. Make a 2017 to-do list of positive things for yourself.
  22. Illustrate one nice thing you’ll do for yourself today.
  23. Make a list of things you can do for yourself when you’re feeling down.
  24. Color! Here’s a square made by Tumblr Creatr Brian Butler (@showdrawn). Make some magic with it.
  25. Tumblr-grams! Send this positive post by Thoka Maer (@thokamaer) to a friend on Tumblr.
  26. Take a silly/happy/crazy GIF of yourself with the Tumblr GIF maker.
  27. Post a video that makes you happy. Send it to a Tumblr friend.
  28. Make a list of five positive affirmations to live by.
  29. Draw something that makes you happy! Anything you want: a plant, a tree, a food, a person, a cat.
  30. Today is a mental day off. Remember to drink enough water and get enough sleep tonight.  
  31. It’s NYE! Make a list of things you’re looking forward to in the new year.

crazy that i’m only able to see life through my own eyes.. there’s over 7 billion other perspectives i’ll never be able to have.. over 7 billion stories i won’t ever be able to fully know. we all get such a small slice of the experience of life.. pass by strangers every day that we’ll never be aware of. what are they going through? what are they thinking about? i always wonder.. 

The trauma side of tumblr really seems to focus on survivors of csa, and that’s completely understandable, but I don’t see enough posts about kids who had to deal with serious neglect/emotional abuse. It can be devastating as well

shoutout to kids who had to grow up too fast because their parents never allowed them to be a kid

shoutout to kids who had to fend for themselves every day, or even little siblings

shoutout to kids who felt like the parent

shoutout to kids who cling hard to people because they never got the proper love and care that a parent should provide

shoutout to kids who have health issues because they were never taken care of, and it’s hard to recover from

shoutout to kids who felt abandoned and empty and like they had no childhood because their family wasn’t there 

You’re all valid and I’m so sorry for what we’ve had to go through. It’s tough. And I hope we can all heal from it 

We ended things and now I’m supposed to forget.
I’m supposed to wake up tomorrow and act like you didn’t have anything to do with my life. I have to act like it doesn’t bother me when I wake up and check my phone to realize there’s no text from you. I have to pretend my heart doesn’t drop every time I hear you’re name. I have pretend that I’m doing just as well as the day before.
I sit and wonder where you are, I wonder if you feel the same. I wonder if pretending we didn’t happen is as hard for you. But I can’t help but think, you’re going through your day just fine, without needing me in it.
—  v.m

jacksonwang852g7: We were in Houston and now we had our final fan meeting in LA 🙌it was really great to see the crowd ! 😚You guys were awesome! I also know that the only way that USA or any foreign IGOT7 know what we GOT7 are doing is only through the Internet😔, I know we don’t get to see each other a lot. That’s why every moment when we were with you guys is really precious! ❤️
And 2017! Stay awesome and be yourself! Do what you love, do what makes you happy , Live every day to the fullest. ✋Haters will never be satisfied✋Never let them stop you from growing. You are awesome and special in your unique way. 👍That is the reason why you should never be affected by anybody.
Thank you USA! 👏
We promise we are going to be back again! Soon! And till then! Stay healthy physically and mentally❤️ 

우리 얼마 전에 Houston 에 있었고 지금은 아쉽게 마지막 LA fan meeting 로 마무리 하게 됬네요 😔ㅠ 정말 그동안 여러분 만날수있어서 정말 너무 너무 좋았어요 여러분의 열정은 최고였어요 🙌
그리고 우리 해외 있는 🕊새들은 항상 우리의 소식 알고싶으면 인터넷으로 통해서 만 확인할수밖에 안되잖아요 😔ㅠ 그래서 같이 있는 매순간 더 더 소중한 시간인거에요 ❤️
그리고 2017 년 !!❤️ 새로운 시작이니까 자기 하고싶은거 했으면 좋겠어요! 행복했으면 좋겠어요! 그리고 매일 매일 후회 없이 화이팅 했으면 좋겠어요!!
무슨 일 하든 좋은 소리 있고 나쁜소리도 분명히 있을거에요 😔이세상 모두다 만족 시킬수없기 때문에 ㅠ 정말 여러분 많이 신경 쓰지말고 그 나쁜 소리들 나쁜 사람들 남들의 시선 때문에 절때로 무너지지 말고 자기 할것만 후회없이 열심히 하고 행복하면 되요! 그게 더 중요해요.
USA 이번에 정말 수고했어요!!! 🤗너무 행복한 추억이에요! 금방 다시 또 올테니까!!😆 몸도 건강 하고 마음이 도 건강해요! ❤️❤️ 

我们从Houston到 LA 终于到了我们最后的粉丝见面会❤️快乐的时间就是过得这么快😔能看到有这么多人来到我们的见面会!心情非常感动😆!还有我知道每一个海外的鸟宝宝们只可以在网上知道我们所有的行程,就是因为这个原因,每一刻每一分钟都对我来说很珍贵😔。非常珍惜每一瞬间😔
2017年!希望每一个人棒棒的!希望你们能够 做你们自己喜欢的事,对得起天地 做每件事自己满足,开心,不后悔就好了。不喜欢你的人,
✋无论你怎么样做 都是那么恨你,恨你是不需要理由的✋。不需要去满足他们。千万不要因为他们而影响到你的生活,太不值得了。做好自己,开开心心,是最好的。🤗
谢谢你们!我们会再去美国!希望你们身体健康内心也健康❤️

** My favourites

Lazy Saturdays and Eskimo Kisses (1/1 | 3,970 | Rated E) **

Even spends the weekend with Isak being cute and getting up to some shenanigans.

The aftermath (8/8 | 8,297 | Rated T) **

Since Skam is on hiatus till the 14th here’s my every day fanfiction of what I think Isak is going through after the events of Episode 5. It’ll cover all the 8 days until Skam comes back.

And if they taste the same, would you love again? (4/4 | 5,700 | Rated M) **

It’s like we are running our own private marathon yet we are lying there absolutely still apart from the breathing and my sobs that I just cant control. Because how can he not want this? How can he not feel whatever cosmic shit is happening when were together? I am so angry at him, I am so scared, and I haven’t got a fucking clue where we go from here, apart from that at this moment in time I don’t care. I just need him. I need him to tell me its alright, that he is mine, and that it was all a fucking mistake. But he doesn’t. Instead he just kisses me. And it’s fucking breathtaking.

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boyfriend!yugyeom

Originally posted by chichangyu

  • thanks to anon’s request for bf yugyeom you guys are going to have the pleasure of reading me gradually have a mental breakdown over how much i love kim yugyeom
  • okay!! you meet yugyeom through bambam
  • u and bam have been good friends for a few years and yet??? you’ve never met yugyeom
  • like you’ve met the others, but it’s like every time you come close to finally meeting yugyeom he’s just like “gotta go!!1″
  • at first you’re like “oh i just have terrible timing i’m sure we’ll get to really talk to each other one day”
  • but no
  • it’s like he’s avoiding you like the plague and you’re not sure whether to confront the others about it cause you know they know
  • they’re too nosy to not know
  • but also in the back of your mind you’re worried you’re making too much of a fuss about it
  • in the end you go up to bam like “does yugyeom hate me or what”
  • bam is both taken aback and also smirking. you know the smirk
  • “why, what ever do you mean-” “KUNPIMOOK BHUWAKUL I SWEAR TO GOD”
  • bam refuses to disclose anything to you bc of “bro code” and you’re low(high)key offended bc i mean, here you were, thinking that you were more bam’s bro than yugyeom well exCUSE YOU
  • still, he keeps his lips shut tight for the first time in his life so you resort to the others
  • you know jb won’t say anything, he’s a good dad
  • jinyoung would spill just to spite the evil maknae but apparently yugyeom promised he’d get jinyoung a new pair of sneakers so he was a no go too
  • jackson claimed he couldn’t say anything bc it was “too precious watching you two suffer”
  • mark just laughed and walked away
  • your last resort is youngjae, and you think that maybe you can win him over by buying him meat or something but even he’s somehow sworn to secrecy
  • for weeks, you are suffering
  • you’re like so close to giving up and just accepting that yugyeom actually hates your guts and the others are too nice to say anything abt it when you get a text from bam asking you to stop by their dorm to drop off a jacket that he left at your place
  • you have a key to their place so it’s super easy to get in and you’re thinking from the way bam phrased his text to you that he was actually home to receive the jacket
  • you’re proven wrong when you enter and instead of bam and the boys it’s just.. yugy
  • he’s somewhere in the middle of yelling at the tv and climbing over the back of the couch when he realizes he’s no longer alone
  • you kind of stand dumbfounded in the doorway with bam’s jacket in hand and your eyes wide and all you can muster is a “…whatcha doin”
  • yugyeom flashes like twenty shades of red and slowly sits back down on the couch like a normal person before he points at the paused scene on the tv, “i’m watching a really frustrating drama”
  • when you look over at the tv, you immediately recognize it and drop bam’s jacket without a second thought, barreling toward the couch to plop next to yugyeom and you miss the look of surprise and terror that crosses his face as you just start fan girling
  • “when did the new episode drop??” “did he kiss her yet?” “I honestly can’t stand this second lead you know” “can you believe it’s taken them ten episodes to even mention they have feelings for each other?”
  • yugyeom is both nervous and really kind of glad you like this drama as much as him but he was really hoping that you wouldn’t catch him, in all places, like this
  • but then you give him a small, reassuring smile and motion at the tv “go on, play it”
  • needlesss to say, bambam is the only one not surprised when the others come home to see you and yugyeom standing up on the couch, yelling nonsense over bottles of soju as the main lead misses his chance to confess again
  • suddenly, it’s like the avoiding you thing had never happened
  • instead of yugyeom bolting out of the door as soon as you come over, he’s sticking around, asking you how your day is, if you’ve eaten yet, if you wanna catch a movie later with him and youngjae
  • you two bond over your similar love in dramas and music and soon enough yugyeom and you aren’t even hanging at the dorm with the others anymore
  • yugyeom is picking you up at your place and taking you for long drives, to this bbq place he likes, to playgrounds to act like the grown little kids you are
  • it’s in the middle of one of your drama marathons that yugyeom works up the urge to kiss you for the first time
  • you’re kinda just curled up beside him, your head laying against his shoulder, and the main couple on the screen are kissing and yugyeom tenses but you don’t even notice
  • you just let out this lovey sigh like “i wish someone would kiss me like that”
  • you’re dropping hints ok
  • like the amount of times you’ve said something like that while you two watched your dramas together
  • the boy stupit okay
  • since the boys are out for the night, it’s the perfect chance, yugyeom thinks
  • but he’s still so nervous bc?? what if you got angry and rejected him and never talked to him or bam again? bam would kill him. yugyeom would kill himself before bam even had a chance
  • bouncing between actually doing it or just leaving your relationship how it was plagues him constantly, to the point where he can’t sleep without thinking of the “what if’s”
  • “o-oh yeah? im sure someone will one day” yugyeom tries to reassure you with a lame excuse
  • and like, you’ve had it
  • “god damn it kim yugyeom! do i have to spell this out for you?!” yugyeom blinks back at your outburst, his brows furrowed
  • he wants to ask why you’re yelling but you’re clearly not finished
  • “i have been dropping hints that i want to kiss you for god knows how long and you always sit back and say the same thing every time and i’m honestly at my wit’s end with you bc i can’t tell if you really don’t notice how i feel or if you really don’t care but-”
  • and. yeah. yugyeom has seen enough dramas to know what he’s supposed to do now
  • his lips find yours clumsily but it silences you immediately, and you let out a soft moan of approval before he peels back, lips shining with your spit as he tentatively touches over his mouth for a moment, then looks up at you bashfully like “did I do that right?”
  • turns out the reason he always ran away from you whenever you were around was bc he was crushing incredibly hard on you and all the boys knew it
  • instead of the boys coming home to you and yugyeom screaming at the tv they come home to you two making out on the couch and you can’t tell if jackson’s cheers or jaebum’s horrified screams are louder
  • so i’ve touched heavily on the fact that yugyeom loves dramas but i dont think I’ve made my point??
  • if he binges a show and likes a certain character he becomes that character
  • you were so close to strangling him that time he watched moon lovers and went around talking like wang so for a week
  • also always somehow twenty steps ahead of you with every drama
  • he walks by you starting a new drama and just snorts like “finally you’re watching it? took you long enough”
  • he’s seen every drama in existence
  • gets very emotionally involved to the point where he calls you crying in the middle of the night and you think something is legitimately wrong but he’s just like “he died!!! they killed him! i’m boycotting this show”
  • you let him cry it out tho cause same
  • also, boy is perpetually somewhere between romantic and awkward
  • sometimes he can really make you swoon but he’s such a sweetheart like five minutes later he’s spilling his drink down his shirt or something
  • whenever he sees you wearing any piece of his clothing he just smiles to himself and elects to take a thousand pictures of you in it
  • “yugyeom it’s just a hat” “i know but it’s my hat!! how cute is this??? youngjae come look at this-”
  • bambam gets kinda jealous when he finds out you’re more interested in yugy than him these days
  • like one day you come over to the dorm and he’s like “hey!!” and you’re like “heyyyy where’s yugyeom”
  • from that day on he just seethes in a corner as you ignore him for the maknae
  • sometimes you catch him and he’s so bitter when you ask him what’s up
  • “why don’t you ask yugyeom what’s up? since you love him so much”
  • he’s even the same way with yugyeom it’s like he wants to spend time with the both of you but like. not at the same time
  • probably third wheels too
  • he’s not sure if he’s grieving more over you or yugy
  • jackson is your number one fan by the way
  • you can not look at yugyeom for 0.000001 seconds without jackson claiming how in love you both are
  • he even manages to embarrass you both further by taking really silly pictures of the both of you and threatening to post it on instagram
  • “i love love, okay” sure jackson
  • there’s never a dull moment with yugyeom tbh
  • even when yall are just laying in silence its so nice with him
  • sometimes you absentmindedly groom him
  • you fix his hair, wipe things from his mouth, kiss his cute lil cheeks and scold him about eating better
  • he acts like he doesn’t like it but he really really does
  • if he “complains” and you pull your hand from his hair he’ll catch your wrist and put it back where it was with a pout “i didn’t say stop tho..”
  • he attempts to teach you how to dance like him but… that’s not happenin 
  • he does like this really cool move and then tells you to copy him and like you can’t help but laugh bc sure thing lmao
  • always dancin by the way
  • you’re standing in line? hes dancing
  • you’re brushing your teeth? dancing
  • you’re making dinner? dance
  • he’s such a wonderful bf tho like he’s bashful and sometimes he doesn’t always say how he feels right off the bat bc he’s not used to being open with his feelings like that but it only adds to how much you love him
  • he’ll look over at you when you’re both dozing off and just smile
  • he’s overflowing with the #fond
  • “you know, I wouldn’t mind if we stayed like this forever. got married and had kids and just lived our lives happy, you know? i just want to live my life happy. with you.”

other boyfriend!got7:

college boyfriend!mark

boyfriend!jackson

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i’ve been going through some art block even though i have MOUNTAINS of work to do, but every time i do a photo study i get a nice little system reset to my brain! so i did this pretty quick on and off throughout the day yesterday

it’s my karaoke khaleesi

my music mhysa

or it’s just rob in his extremely ill-fitting dress and insanely unkempt wig

when this karaoke theme is over i will be the absolute saddest

what i say: im fine

what i mean: i’m happy that in the closing number of The Book Of Mormon they reference the fact that Connor McKinley overcame his internalized homophobia however I think it would’ve added a lot to the story and McKinley’s character if there was some sort of Turn It Off reprise in which we could see him going through this emotional change. It is literally established that this man has vivid, traumatic nightmares regarding his sexuality every night. It would’ve added a lot to the production to witness him change his worldview as he begins to doubt the existence of god and the legitimacy of the Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter Day Saints. And lets talk about Kevin. Did Kevin’s arrival at the mission center influence Connor’s worldview? I mean obviously the nonsense that Kevin, Arnold, and Nabalungi started prompted Connor to question the legitimacy of what he’d been told his entire life. But he also tried to kiss Kevin after the general shot that guy. Like he just tried to kiss Kevin and it’s never acknowledged again. How big of a role did Kevin play in Connor’s emotional development? Why don’t we get to see it happen? Connor was in serious denial about his sexuality since 5th grade, is he okay? 

thats it thats the show 

everyone go home

My lunch from today-vegan noodle soup topped with bok choy, spinach, broccoli, sautéed mushrooms, chilli, lemon, coriander, crispy tofu and sesame seeds! With the year coming to a close and people coming up with new years’ resolutions, if you are even just tossing up the possibility of going vegan I’d highly recommend to just go for it! It’s so much easier than I thought it would be, especially once you get into the groove of things. Veganism has enriched my life and I feel as if I serve a purpose now when I sit down 3 times a day to a meal-through veganism, such a simple and elementary act can become purposeful and powerful. Never underestimate the power of your consumer behaviour and your individual impact because every dollar you spend is a political statement and collectively, we have ability to shape the world to become a more compassionate, peaceful and non-violent place ❤️

instagram @veganzoejessica 

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“People are growing up in an interesting time right now where social media dictates our image of perfection. We have all of these social media–famous people now who have set this bar, and it’s a very unrealistic bar. I start following models on Instagram and I get in this spiral where I follow one and then follow the next, and I’m like, why do I follow them? Every day, you look at that when you’re scrolling through your feed, and you start to feel like it’s normal. Everyone is different.
“We’re in the generation where we feel like we need to be doing something at all times. We’re obsessed with productivity, and it makes everyone incredibly anxious. I always feel like I’m not doing enough and I’m always hard on myself. Yesterday, I was in the car with Cole Sprouse, and I was saying how I get home and I don’t do anything. I just go to sleep and I feel so useless, and he was like, ‘You’re the lead in a TV show, you’re working 15-hour days, your show is about to air, you need to chill. You’re 22 years old, you just got out of college, you’re right where you need to be.’ Because of the way we grow up so fast now, we start to think we should be at a higher place. We don’t appreciate where we are in our process, and we always feel we need to be on the next level. We can’t just take a second. In doing this show, I’m starting to learn how to just let myself go home and go to sleep—and that’s okay. We can only appreciate where we are in our lives by taking it day by day. Stressing about feeling like you’re not trying hard enough doesn’t help; it only makes you less productive and less inclined to push forward.” — Camila Mendes

“Every day seems like a new low. I’m currently going through a transition with housing. I’ve got issues with her father. I’m on my own for the first time. I don’t even know where we’re going to live. But she’s always trying to cheer me up. One time she drew a rainbow, and put it in the mailbox, and told me I had mail. When she saw me crying on Mother’s Day, she said: ‘I got you, Mommy. You’re the best Mommy ever and I’m always going to hold you down.’ And she learned this song from the show Yo Gabba Gabba. It goes: ‘If you try it, you’ll like it.’ So that’s what she says to me whenever I feel like I can’t get out of bed.”

“When I was 5-8 years old, I’d go to Disney World EVERY summer, and I LOVED the Hunchback Of Notre Dame play. My all-time favourite Disney character was Clopin. I had a favourite Clopin in that show, and the last year I got to go, I wanted his autograph on a picture my mom had gotten blown up for me.However, he wasn’t in the show that day, and I got really upset, but my mom found one of the Cast Members and asked about him. He smiled and said he was at the park, and called him over to where we were. The guy went through the trouble of dressing up in the full costume to sign his autograph for me.To this day, Disney World is one of my favourite places to BE, and Clopin is STILL my all-time favourite Disney character.”

Leo

Shawn Mendes x Reader

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A/N: Anon requested ; Shawn’s about to go on tour and y/n is sad so before he leaves he gives her Leo so he can protect her and its super sentimental and sweet and symbolic. I hope this is alright!

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I wake up to the sun bleeding through the blinds, leaving rainbow reflections on the wall. I turn over to see Shawn’s bare back, his hair messy. He’s leaving to go on tour again today, a day I’ve been dreading for weeks now. We’ve basically spent every day together, trying to make up for lost time in advance. I hate it when he goes away for so long. I’m always so happy to see him pursue his passion and his love for music but it hurts so much to be separated for so long. I trace my finger lightly down Shawn’s spine, making the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. He groans as he turns over to face me. He rubs his eyes lazily before placing his hand under my chin, his thumb gliding along my bottom lip. “Good morning, beautiful.” He croaks, his voice so deep, as it always is when he first wakes up. “Not a good morning.” I say to him, pouting playfully. “I know… Hey-” he says lifting my chin up so our eyes meet again. I try to smile but Shawn sees right through me, knowing how I really feel. “2 months, then I’ll be home for a little while and I won’t let you leave my side. I promise, baby.” He says, trying to comfort me.

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