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Lieve,

Ik dacht toch dat ik dingen kon. Een goede vriendin zijn, luisteren, mensen steunen. Mensen opvrolijken, er voor anderen zijn, mensen helpen. Het is niet veel, maar het was iets.

Alleen lijkt alles en iedereen me te ontglippen. Iedereen heeft andere, betere, mooiere, leukere, lievere mensen gevonden in het leven. Op wat voor gebied dan ook - een nieuwe liefde, nieuwe vrienden, nieuwe mensen in het algemeen (of gewoon een nieuwe therapeut).

Voor de zoveelste keer kom ik tot dezelfde conclusie: ik ben overbodig, nergens voor nodig. Laat me maar.


(Schreef ik stoer, maar ondertussen ben ik te zwak om ziek te zijn én te zwak om normaal te zijn - de middenmoot die niemand mist.)

i knock on king harald of norway’s door weakly. there are bags under my eyes, i blink quickly to keep them open. i am….Tired 

“oh, it is you again” he says. he appears almost as tired as me. almost 

“harald, your highness, your majesty. you gotta do something. the trailer….it’s not coming. your country is content-starved….the world…..is….content-starved” i can barely finish my sentence. harald simply puts a hand on my shoulder, we remain silent as he nods for two whole minutes

-

harald and i show up to the storting (the norwegian parliement i’ve done my research) the following day. we stand in front of the members of the parliement 

“something must be done, and it must be done now.” i roll out the bill harald and i managed to write yesterday, The Bill To Make Julie Andem Drop The Season 4 Of Skam’s Trailer. i can hear a few whispers in the room “…oh god, finally”, “my daughter can’t stop talking about this trailer”, “my son failed his biology test last week, said he can’t think of anything else”, “my whole family has been losing sleep over this” 

and so they vote. without surprise, the vote is….unanimous. i sigh with relief. harald and i do our secret handshake. we dit it. 

but then 

the doors of the storting open once again. i turn around and see…….julie??? i immediately hand her the bill, told her it’s just been approved. she quickly reads it and….smirks? which confuses me

“interesting,” she says. “well, this says i need to drop the trailer. which i was already planing on doing. but you failed to indicate when i needed to drop it so….” she looks at us and shrugs, hands me back the bill and leaves 

i am….speechless. i fall to my knees, put my forehead on the ground, weakly (i’m extra tired) hit it with my left fist. “why…..WHY” 

Langzaam en onzeker laten we los. Dit ‘iets’ die misschien ooit meer zou kunnen zijn laat ge uit uw handen glijden. Ge laat los omdat ge weet dat ge niet voor eeuwig kunt vasthouden aan een ‘misschien’. Loslaten omdat ge niet meer kunt verdwalen in ogen die ge nooit meer van dichtbij hebt gezien. en alles binnenin spreekt u tegen want een schim van haar dwaalt nog steeds in uw gedachten rond. maar ge vertelt uzelf dat ge nu eventjes het lef moet hebben, het lef om de keuze niet bij uzelf te leggen, maar ergens tussen in. Tussen alle misschien’s in

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Here is coming the result of our photoshoot ! ♥

Sooo ! A HUGE Thank you to sabertooth-raccoon who gaves us her agreement to turn her wonderful art into real picture, so here we tried ! ;D

It was SO hard to try to give the right effect from a drawing !! I hope the result is as good as the original art ! :’D ♥

Will Solace - toracosplay
Nico Di Angelo - koeandcosplay

anonymous asked:

YOU DID THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MADE HIM SMILE AGNES

anon said:  Im so so happy for you Agnes, you’re literally the sweetest and you really deserved this, thanks for making this happen for all of us 💙
anon said:  I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU AHHHHHH!!!!!
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anon said: Congratulations, you deserve it <3
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anon said: I knew there was a reason I am awake at 3:45 AM!!! Louis blessed us with that tweet. I don’t even need sleep! I am pumped for the day!!
anon said:OKAY BUT WHICH LOUIS!SMILE?? THE CLOSED-LIPPED FOND ONE, OR THE SUNSHINE ONE WHERE YOU SEE HIS TEETH?!?!?!
anon said:  THIS IS WHY WE DO THESE THINGS TOO MAKE THEM ALL SMILE IM SOO HAPPY MY BODY IS LITERALLY TINGLING OMG I LOVE YALL I SERIOUSLY DO THIS IS WHAT IM HERE FOR HAPPINESS!!!!! 💕🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉💕💕✨✨✨✨✨

Originally posted by idkmanijustwantniall

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