Do you remember back in 1x16 when Toby brings Spencer a paper from Jenna’s bedroom, and the paper was thought to have read the word ‘BAD’? Spencer discovers in the next episode that she was reading it wrong all along, the message wasn’t full of letters but of numbers. The numbers 214.
The numbers 214 are significant enough to have appeared over and over in our story in PLL so they have to mean something, right? Surely 214 wasn’t just a motel room, an area code, or a locker number… it is some kind of code between the -A’s.
Could B actually be for bad? For Bethany? The word “BAD” can also be separated into the initials B.A.D.
Witnessing a World Record - Hope & Legacy in Helsinki
I have so many thoughts and stories I want to share from the 2017 World Championships in Helsinki, but I’ll start with Yuzuru Hanyu’s world recording breaking free skate which is obviously the thing I want to talk about most!
It’s been 3 days since the men’s free program and the excitement and joy
still lingers and has definitely put me in a good mood even as I return to work (hopefully this
will last all the way to WTT!).
I have a lot to say on this so bear with me as this will be long.
After the men’s SP on Thursday I think many Yuzu fans that I met and spoke with were quite depressed and there were a lot of doom-and-gloom talks going on (would he even medal, will he take silver to Javi AGAIN, etc etc). The one thing we did say repeatedly in our conversations was that it wasn’t over yet, and that he still had a chance to win gold but he would probably need to be clean in order to do so, and that is exactly what he did.
The nervous feeling for the men’s free started up immediately after the pairs free program ended the night before, up until that point that day I was able to distract myself with the other competitions but at that point it felt imminent and real. That night in the hotel room I was stress eating instant noodles late at night (I guess Boyang likes to celebrate this way) while I wrapped up the Winnie-the-Pooh I got to toss on the ice, the gift I got for Yuzu, and wrote the card to go with it. After the SP I had stuck the little Yuzu buttons I had made on the Winnie-the-Pooh and held it as I went to sleep the next two nights, that thing really brought me some comfort over a couple of days. Each morning housekeeping would make our beds and place our Pooh bears neatly on the bed, I have to wonder what they thought of all the Poohs and toys in our hotel room!
That same night I was stress eating the noodles I remembered that I had brought a bag of Bourbon Lumonde snacks (from the “mou chotto” meme) that I happened to find at a local Daiso shop before I left home. Now, I’m not superstitious, but I had meant to eat one of the snacks before the SP for good luck - as if I was eating and making the bit that was lacking disappear. Sadly, I totally forget the bag in my hotel room the day of the SP because we left early to get a good seat to watch morning practice that day. Well, I remembered them that night and immediately dug them up and made my friend and I eat one each that night to eat away all doubts! I took the rest of the bag with me the day of the free and told my friends that we would eat ALL of the bag before Yuzu skated his free skate (and we did during the last ice resurfacing).
As the final group was preparing to get on the ice I grabbed my Hope and Legacy banner in preparation and my wrapped up Pooh bear to hold for support. As they did the skater intros Yuzu kept moving around to keep his body warm, he looked extremely focused. He started the warm-up with a nice 3Lz but then fell on a 3A which I’m sure made the audience stand on edge since he rarely fails to land his axels. Once warm-up ended I looked up at the seconds on the jumbotron to make sure he wasn’t in danger of having a time violation again, but he promptly took his place this time. Then the program began.
What happened over the next 4 minutes and 30 seconds was nothing short of magic. As he landed his 4Lo the cheers and applause erupted but were quickly silenced until he landed the following quad salchow to which we all erupted again. After each jump I would applaud as hard as I could, then quickly clutch the Pooh bear again. Once the triple flip was completed and we moved into the second half of the program it seemed like everyone in the arena held their breath as we waited for the 4S3T combo. When he landed the salchow and then the toe beautifully everyone cheered the loudest, as if we all knew this combo had plagued him in the free the entire season. The relief was short-lived as he set up for the 4T and the tension increased again, and then he proceeded to land the most beautiful 4T he’s done in the second half yet! I was stunned by how magnificent it was, but was still waiting for the axels. With each element being completed I felt the elation inside build and build, I could hardly believe what I was witnessing and I felt delirious.
As Yuzu exited his spin to begin his choreographic sequence everyone started applauding and cheering and that intensified with his hydroblade and ina bauer up until the set up for the 3Lz where it went nearly silent. Once he landed the final lutz the audience went absolutely crazy! The applause and the cheers continued until the end of the program as nearly everyone got on their feet. I remember clapping like crazy and shouting non-stop, I was so excited I was waving my banner around and jumping up and down for who-knows how long after it was over. The girl beside me was so moved she was crying, after the program we looked at each other and gave each other a hug even though we had never spoken a word to each other the entire competition. The excitement was palpable, and the audience in Helsinki was so supportive for all skaters, it really felt as if this program and this skate unified the audience and we reacted as a collective as he showed us something unbelievable. It felt as if my entire body was charged, I knew that no one would be topping that free skate that night and just hoped that it would be enough to take the title.
My seat was just above the Kiss and Cry, as Yuzu stepped off the ice he gave a hug to Brian and to Tracy. Can I just say I loved seeing Tracy rink side during the entire competition? I know she’s usually busy doing commentary but I hope next season she finds the opportunity to be at the rink side and Kiss and Cry with her students, she does just as much as Brian does and I think the skaters also appreciate her presence. The scores were ready pretty quickly, and I knew we were in for a new world record, as the announcer enthusiastically proclaimed, “223.20 points,” the crowd exploded again. Also, looking at the protocols I think if Yuzu had skated later in the last group we would’ve seen higher GOE for his jumps. They were immaculate. I loved the reaction of all three in the Kiss and Cry - Brian smiling proudly, Yuzu looking up with his eyes wide then closed as he basked in joy in near tears, and Tracy who was calm and collected until the score registered with her and she looked on in disbelief.
I think after Yuzu’s performance I was in an incredibly good mood, everything and everyone’s programs seemed 10x more enjoyable, even the ice dance free afterward seemed more exciting. As each skater in the final group skated I checked on the real-time scores on the ISU site to see what score they needed in order to take the lead, and Yuzu’s scores held for the remainder of the night as we were treated to some other fantastic performances in the final group. When it came time for Javi to skate and I watched his program unfold I knew that Yuzu had succeeded and I couldn’t believe he was able to move from 5th to 1st in such a stunning fashion. I clapped so much and so hard I think I bruised my left hand since it hurt the next day.
As Javi’s scores were read and I noticed the final ranking of the podium I yelped for joy (sorry, Javi, I couldn’t help my honest reaction). Yuzu, Shoma, and Boyang had been the dream podium I told my friends I wanted at the very start of the season and I was in partial disbelief that it had actually happened. I was recording the medal ceremony, and as the audience stood for the Japanese national anthem the arena went silent. As the song began to play I could quietly hear the audience in the distance singing the lyrics together (I wonder if it’s audible in my fancam video?) and I just lost it.
I’m not Japanese, but the moment was so sweet, so unifying, and so gratifying that I had a brief flashback to the medal ceremony in Boston the year before which was the first competition I had ever attended. I had decided to go to Boston instead of Barcelona that season because it was within the US and I felt sure I’d be going to witness Yuzu reclaim his world title. The memory of the sad feeling and watching Yuzu go through the medal ceremony to receive the silver medal in Boston was so excruciating that I’ve never watched it again. Thinking back on that moment, with the voice of the audience singing the national anthem in my ear, and seeing Yuzu standing atop the podium the tears just started welling up in my eyes and I began to cry. Before my trip to Helsinki started I had told friends I had met in Boston that I hope no matter what I don’t end up crying during the gala again (Yuzu’s Requiem in Boston hit me hard). I don’t think I’ve ever cried from happiness before, but these were probably the best kind of happy tears. I wasn’t expecting to be moved so much but it came from a place of joy. It felt like we, and he, had been waiting so long for this moment to come. The journey to his second world title had seemed so long and full of obstacles. From Cup of China all the way to Worlds in Helsinki, the weight of it seemed to sink in and I couldn’t help crying. As I was recording with the tears in my eyes and my running nose, a kind Hartwall staffer came up to me and handed me a tissue in an act of kindness that warmed my heart (you may or may not hear my crying in the fancam…).
While I witnessed Yuzu’s perfect Ballade SP in Boston which nearly set a new world record, that experience and this felt very different. Perhaps it was the fact that we knew he had to fight in the free skate and be perfect to have a hope at winning the title that added to the drama and excitement of it. It also felt like there was a larger Japanese crowd in Helsinki than in Boston (Boston felt like more Americans and Canadians) and the audience in general was super supportive for all skaters. I was elated in Boston after the SP, and I had a similar elation here for the FS but it felt magnified ten times over. The entire free skate it felt as if the audience was one in supporting him - it’s a feeling I won’t forget and will treasure for a long time. After the medal ceremony a group of fans from the FB group met up in the concourse, there were hugs and high fives all around and no one could contain their excitement. It felt like we had witnessed the impossible! I’m so glad I decided to come to Worlds in Helsinki, I hadn’t decided on it until Skate Canada came around but I’m so glad I did as I would’ve missed out on a spectacular event and witnessing Yuzu set a new world record.
Another fun tidbit - after the medal ceremony Yuzu took a photo with Grishlan (I don’t think I’m spelling his name right) and then handed him his bouquet.
Anyway, I’ve rambled on for much longer than I anticipated. I’ll try to do write-ups of the other events and the rest of the men in the coming days. To all the fans I met in Helsinki, and to Yuzu and all the other skaters, thank you for making this an unforgettable experience.
-Honda Center was really bad at letting everyone in on time we got in literally at 8
-But it’s chill we made it to our seats in time
-Okay so they started w Not Today and I literally died on the spot
-NAMJOON AND JIN ARE SO FREAKIN TALL HOLY CRAP
-Jimin was so extra he was like a walking sin
-Jungkook was adorable and his English was so good
-Hobi’s smile literally shined its way to my heart
-Tae was SO HOT I SCREAMED
-Yoongi. Yoongi. Yoongi. Every time I looked at him I wanted to cry because I was like ???? He is literally the most beautiful and amazing man on the planet and I was feet away from him W O W
-Their solo stages were all perfect. Like literally I can’t even describe them in words
-Namjoon’s hit me so hard I started crying Reflection is so good
-The special effects were on POINT
-So they played Baepsae second and let me tell you I was NOT ready for those hip thrusts especially Yoongi’s I literally stopped breathing
-Anyways back to the solo stages
-Jungkook’s was so good his dance was AMAZING LIKE BOY CAN MOVE HIS BODY WOW he seriously did so so so good I cant
-Jimin’s was straight gorgeous like he has 0 flaws 10/10 would die for Park Jimin
-Yoongi’s made me cry also because the emotion was basically tangible. Boy is so passionate.
-not to mention the fact that they had a mini ORCHESTRA START PLAYING HALFWAY THROUGH THE SONG AND IT THREW ME A CURVE BALL I WAS BAWLING
-Literally Yoongi is perfect someone help
-Tae’s stage was STUNNING THATS ALL I CAN SAY
-Jin basically made me cry too good job with those high notes I fell over inside
-Am I Wrong was SO GOOD THEY DID AMAZING THEIR DANCE WAS SO FUN
-21st Century Girl was also so fun you could tell they were just having a blast and like they all killed me at the same time it was magical
-ALSO THEY RANDOMLY performed Dope like I was not expecting that and it was SO GOOD THE BEAT WAS INCREDIBLE
-Lost was hecka emotional my vocal line is so good
-So at one point they did this giant mashup of a ton of their older songs like N.O. started playing and I was like hOLD UP
-Like War of Hormone too I think and tons of their other songs and Kookie started rapping and I was like THROWBACK TO THE FIRST TIME I DIED
-OKAY SO HOBI’S SOLO STAGE WAS LITERALLY SO GOOD THIS DUDE WAS BORN TO PERFORM
-Like Mama was L I T and then at the end he just kind of said really quickly “THANKS MOM” and it was HILARIOUS
-Boy Meets Evil was so intense I pooped
-OKAY WE’RE GONNA TALK ABOUT CYPHER NOW AND I’M GOING TO PASS OUT
-Literally as soon as it started I was just like “oh no”
-If u didn’t know Cypher was the song I was most pumped about bc Yoongi’s rap k i l l s me
-All 3 of them were wearing these like crazy sugar daddy robes RIP
-So Namjoon comes out just blasting right
-And I fell over inside again but this time I actually died
-Like they were so freakin lit I’m dead
-Hobi slayed everyone within the first 2 seconds of his part
-THEN HOLY CRAP THE MOMENT MY BRAIN STOPPED WORKING AND MY HEART STOPPED BEATING
-HE IS THE COOLEST PERSON ALIVE AND HIS FLOW IS SO SMOOTH YET PASSIONATE IM SCREAMING RIPRIPRIPRIP
-Okay yes anyways
-Cypher ended my life the end
-jk moving on before I have another heart attack
-So after Cypher I’m WINDED
-BUT THEN THEY ALL COME OUT IN THESE RED JACKETS AND IM LIKE
-I’ve seen the fancams
-IT WAS SO LIT
-Like the dance break toward the end just
-J I M I N
-Also side note like most of the time when the whole group was performing I couldn’t take my eyes off of Namjoon he just has such a strong stage presence and he’s SO TALL I LOVE HIM
-okay where were we
-oh yes fire
-after fire they talked for a little bit and it was cute and my voice disappeared bc I screamed too hard during Cypher
-So I know I’m skipping around everywhere sorry it’s all I giant mushy jumble in my brain
-But they did Run at one point and it was so exciting bc they had giant gold streamers just shoot everywhere and I felt like I was in a movie it was so perfect
-Did I already talk about 21st century girl? I think so BUT
-It was so lit okay so lit
-So after that they talked to us again for a while and their English was so good you could tell they were trying and I LOVED IT
-BLOOD SWEAT TEARS WAS A KILLER HOLY CRAP I’VE NEVER FELT SO ATTACKED
-They looked AMAZING during it like wow the most attractive men in the world I swear
-So then Namjoon was like “bYE” and they all ran off stage and we were like ??????
-And so we did the rainbow ocean thing and I wanted to cry again
-So united and wow
-so after like 5 minutes of all of us just yelling
-They came out and did Outro:Wings and it was so good bc they were on the close stage and I swear Namjoon is so attractive help I’m swerving
-JK ILY YOONGS
-Oops ok here we go
-So after Wings they talked and again they were so good??? AND AND
-Namjoon was like “I’d like to take this time to thank my mom for emphasizing learning English because now I can talk to you guys”
-And I cried again bc Joonie luvs his mom how sweet I’m dead
-Yoongi was like “never forget me” and I was like BOI I COULDNT IF I TRIED
-Jungkook seriously sounded so fluent I was so proud
-Jimin was adorable
-Hopie was wild
-Tae was also wild
-JIN JIN JIN HE HAD THIS CUTE LITTLE PAPER HEART THAT HE MADE AND HE JUST WHIPPED IT OUT AND ALL THE OTHER MEMBERS DIED OF EMBARRASSMENT AND LAUGHTER AND I WAS SCREAMING
-Jin is so so so funny and cute
-Rapmon looks amazing in baseball hats
-So then after they talked rapmon was like “Kay last song”
-And again we were all like ??????
-But then 2!3! Started and I was like
-Here come the tears
-Like they were all just standing in a line on the close stage and they were so emotional I was so emotional everyone was emotional
-Jin hit those high notes like a god
-Jimin hit those high notes like a god
-Tae and Jungkook ended my life too
-Rap line was so passionate I could see Yoongi’s neck veins
-So after 2!3! Namjoon’s like “Kay last song” AGAIN
-and I was just like STOP LYING
-And then Spring Day started playing and I just lost it
-It was so emotional
-They were so beautiful
-Oh yeah and at one point You Never Walk Alone was playing while this video played about how all the recent concepts are intertwined and IT ACTUALLY MADE SENSE
-It was talking about how it was seven boys with one heart and one boy with seven hearts and they all reflected each other and were only happy and able to smile when they’re together IM SOBBING
-That probably made no sense to u guys I’m sorry
-After Spring Day ended they all came out on the stage and ran around and smiled and danced and were super cute and
-I just couldn’t believe I was actually there
-I’m so grateful
-so so grateful
-They stayed and ran around the stage for a good ten minutes and then it was all over
-My friend and I were just in shock we sat there dying for like fifteen minutes after it ended
-THEN OKAY ARE YOU READY FOR THE CRAZIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE IM DEAD
-MY FRIEND AND I WERE WALKING ALONG THE STREET A WHILE AFTER IT ENDED
-Just like freaking out right
-and we were waiting at a corner
-WHEN BTS’s VAN DROVE UP AND TURNED AT THE CORNER
-RAPMON WAS IN THE FRONT AND HE STARED RIGHT AT US
-AND JUNGKOOK WAS IN THE BACK AND WE MADE EYE CONTACT FOR A SOLID FIVE SECONDS AND HE LOOKED JUNG S H O OK AND SO DID I
-LIKE IT WAS THE CRAZIEST THING EVER
-I JUST STARED AT HIM AND I COULDN’T MOVE
-I can’t even describe how beautiful he was even through a car window like he was FLAWLESS his eyes were so big and beautiful WO W
-I doubt anyone actually read this far so I doubt anyone will know that that happened to me BUT JDNDKDJDFMDFJEKDMSLNDKSAMKXNSLDFJEKXKDNKDJC
-Overall it was probably the greatest night of my life and totally worth driving across the country for. 11/10 would do again in a heartbeat.
-If you guys have any questions or want to freak out w me please message me!!!!!
-IM DEAD THEY’RE PERFECT
“What if it’s true?” Jay mumbled under his breath. He slowly raised his head again and stared at you, waiting for your reply. His heart was racing uncontrollably fast and with every passing second of silence he grew more and more nervous. And maybe he even felt a bit insecure. He was sure he read the signs right, but now the confidence he had before slowly abandoned him.
“It wouldn’t matter,” you turned your eyes away from him and shook your head at him. “Because I wouldn’t jeopardize my friendship for a guy I barely even know.”
His expression softened and his lips curled upwards into a weak smile. His eyes had widened, but he didn’t look very surprised. It was almost as if he had expected that answer.
Hello chingus. It’s admin Hui, here witH A JEONGHAN SMUT. I got this idea when I couldn’t sleep, and also b/c there isn’t enough Jeonghan smuts in the world. I mean, who couldn’t love this evil angel?
Genre: Smut w/ a fluffy ending.
Word count: 1655
Warnings: getting bias-rektd by this baby
Pairings: You x Jeonghan
awoke, though it was barely past twelve. My numerous phobias – once
again – were encased in a nightmare. I tried to forget the
nightmare, but I kept shuddering just by simply replaying the images
in my head. Still, I absentmindedly started towards my safe place:
Jeonghan’s dorm. Everyone else was dead asleep; tomorrow was their
free day. Of course, it would be spent sleeping and eating.
on the door, I hear a soft hum on the other side. I am sure Jeonghan
had been expecting me, considering I hadn’t asked to sleep with him
for a while.
the beginning, it was innocent, backs facing each other. But now, my
insides stirred with anticipation and excitement as to what he’d do
twist the knob quietly, and the room is illuminated by the pale moon
entering from his window.
sleep? Or something else?” Jeonghan’s cheeky smirk seems brighter
than the moon, but I shake my head.
But, I wouldn’t mind for the latter.” I say, settling beside him.
Instantly, his hands go to my waist, and lifting me up and setting me
on his lap.
sleep.” He mutters, nuzzling his nose into my neck, his breath hot
against my wanting skin.
let him lay down first, following soon after. Our fronts face each
other, and soon, I feel his hand grope my thigh, lifting it above
both of his legs. My breathing stops, my heart racing. I knew he did
this with other girls, that he knew what he was doing to me. Yet, I
still can’t seem to stop wanting to feel him inside me, though it
Soon, I let my hands run over
his features. Unlike the other times, I plant soft kisses where my
My fingers land on his prominent
cheekbones, and I let my lips make gentle contact with the smooth
skin. Jeonghan hums in satisfaction after I kiss his temples, cheeks,
forehead.. just about anywhere except his lips.
I let my fingers touch the soft,
“Kiss me.” Jeonghan
whispers, his eyes closed, though the command was clear.
“What?” I say, even though I
know I heard him.
His free hand goes to the back
of my head, and I feel warm contact of his lips on my own. My eyes
widen, but I let my lips move freely.
The kiss soon turns heated, with
Jeonghan turning his head slightly. We pull away, gasping for breath.
“Have you ever French-kissed
someone?” Jeonghan asks with a sly grin, knowing the answer.
“No..” I say shyly, pressing
my lips together.
“That’ll change. Listen, I
want you to open your lips, not wide, and just push your tongue out a
little.” Jeonghan’s hand unlatches from my thigh, knowing that it’d
stay there. Obeying him, I parted my lips enough for him, and let my
tongue rest father at the front of my mouth. His hand cups my cheek,
the pad of his thumb rubbing against the skin.
He nears me, and I soon feel
something wet and warm press against my tongue. Jeonghan provokes me
into moving, his soft tongue dominating my own.
I let a gentle moan slip through
my lips, and opening one eye, I see Jeonghan smirking down at me.
My hands run through his body,
and I feel Jeonghan’s fingers ghost over my own body. Every section
that he touched felt like it was lit on fire. I pull away, seeing as
we’re both panting, gasping for breath.
Jeonghan’s hands go to the hem
of my shirt, and looks at me. He knows I have never gotten this far
with anyone, much less have had sex.
I nod, getting onto my knees to
help pull the shirt over my head. My hands grab at his own black
shirt, and he smiles sweetly, before letting me tug it off. My eyes bulge at the sight of his beautifully-toned body; slim, yet the
muscles on his stomach were prominent, his arms lean, but not
ridiculously muscular. I start at his jaw, placing a kiss right on
the square. I let my lips wander, feeling Jeonghan’s hands grip at my
waist, my core directly on top of his member, which feels partially
hard. I start going down his neck, nipping kisses, until I hear a
lewd moan escape from his lips. I stop for a second, but then bite
and suck on the place that lets his moans become slightly louder.
His moans.. they’re almost
Before I have the chance, he
turns us over, pinning me down to the bed. His lips go for my
collarbone, where I’m very sensitive. I try to muffle my moans, but
Jeonghan looks up the instant I don’t release the sound.
“(Y/N)-ah, you don’t have to
hide that you like it. Who cares if other people listen? We know
everyone is asleep, baby.” His hands slide to my waist, his thumbs
rubbing patterns of any sort into the flushed skin.
I mewl out soft moans, and feel
Jeonghan’s erection grow harder with each one. His hands go behind
me, to my back. With his nimble fingers, he unclips the piece with
ease. I feel my core throb with each second, my mind fuzzy.
He nips small kisses at the rosy
buds, erected with pleasure. He trails kisses down my torso, landing
at the waistband of my sweatpants.
“Tell me what you want.” He
whispers against my bare torso, looking up at me. I want him, and
I’ll express it.
“You. I don’t care how, but I
want you in me.” I say, sitting up and holding onto his face.
“Are you sure? I don’t know if
I can give you everything from this point on.” Jeonghan starts, and
I know what he means. Commitment. A relationship. I don’t care. I’m
sure I’ll regret it later on, but it’s more than likely that he will
too. He was all about one nights, one try. Only if you were good
enough you could go again. My heart tugs at me, but this seems best.
“I’m sure. I promise.” I
stick out my pinky, and he wraps his longer one around mine.
“Then, we begin.” He barely
finishes before my pants and highly expensive panties are torn
off and discarded. His own sweatpants are discarded along with his
boxers. His member stands tall, and I’m almost a little intimidated.
I lay back down, and Jeonghan’s hands go on either side of my body.
He lowers his head, kissing my forehead.
“Tell me if it hurts.” He
states, and I feel his head press against my core. The feeling alone
sends shivers down my spine, making me wrap my arms behind his neck.
He enters slowly, and I feel something rip, and a sting follows soon
after. Jeonghan’s sweet lips kiss all over me, trying to distract me.
Once he was completely inside, I felt full, filled to the brim.
One he started thrusting,
carefully, the pain went dull. But soon, I understood why people did
“Wow.. you’re so fucking tight
princess.” Jeonghan growls in my ear, and my heart pounds against
my rib cage.
The feeling turns into pleasure,
and soon, the slow pace isn’t enough.
“Faster.” I pant, my hands
unlatching and instead gripping at his broad shoulders.
Jeonghan speeds the pace up, and
my moans grow louder, my curses unfiltered.
“Ah, shit Jeonghan. Don’t
stop.” I let my fingers claw at his back, and Jeonghan lowers his
head, his lips pressed on my own. We move slowly, Jeonghan’s hips
snapping harder and faster, angling himself. He hits my sweet spot
inside, and I nearly scream from how amazing it feels.
My body trembles lightly as I
feel something collect in my abdomen, turning into a knot. A thin
layer of sweat covers Jeonghan, making him glisten deliciously.
“Hannie, I think I’m close.”
I pant into his mouth, and soon, the knot snaps violently, sending me
to grip and claw at Jeonghan’s back, nibbling at his shoulder as
strong waves of pleasure nearly make tears collect in my eyes.
I feel Jeonghan’s shoulders
shudder, and his elbows nearly buckle from the strong hit of his
release. Warm and thick spurts of his come shoots in me, but I do not
falter. Ya boi’s been taking birth control for nearly two years now.
Jeonghan obviously knows this, along with a few other people.
Jeonghan collapses beside me,
his arms wrapped around my waist, his face buried into my neck. I
grab the blankets, and pull them over us, cuddling beside him as he
I think for a bit, how I’ve
known Jeonghan nearly my entire life. Since the 4th grade,
to be exact. I know everything about him, as he does me.
But what I don’t know is what he
spurts out in his dream.
“(Y/N)..” He whispers, and I
hum, as if expecting him to reply.
“I love you.”
My face flushes. I know he
doesn’t mean that.
But I let myself sleep while
smiling, because, deep down, I know he means that.
The next morning, I awake to an
empty spot beside the bed. But, then again, it was Jeonghan’s dorm
we.. did things in. However, as I turn, I see a note with hastily
scribbled hearts, along with words.
I know you may
not believe me for what I said. Maybe you still think I’m just
someone who wants to sleep around. But what I said last night is
true. I know you like the back of my hand. I love you, (Y/N). Every
time I was with someone else, only you is who I wanted. Please meet
me outside later. It’s my treat.
I ran 17 chilly miles on Saturday as part of my training plan. Today’s plan was to run 6-8 but my friends were running longer and the pace was easy so I stayed with them for all 14. Along the way we saw a sled dog team - the owner was crabby due to the lack of snow.
We tried a new restaurant today and weren’t very impressed but we went during their brunch menu and will probably try again. We did another fun thing on Saturday but Beth says she gets to post it so you’ll just have to wait.
As is inevitable, I have forgotten much of what happened, but here goes.
I was number 51, so I had time before me and after me to be calm about talking to VIXX. Actually, for some reason I wasn’t really nervous this time? Maybe I just feel more comfortable around them now, or maybe it was that I was really tired and hadn’t had coffee or anything, so I just didn’t have the strength to be nervous.
I originally was going to give each of the members short letters, but I got heartburn (I think for the first time in my life) that day, so I only wrote out 2 letters. In the end I decided to just talk to them and see what happened. I had a few ideas of things I wanted to say/do (especially with Leo).