Since last year (2014), I’ve been obsessed with YA Novels. Therefore, I decided to make a list of the ones I read last year and consider a “must read”. They are beautiful stories about love, friendship, family, hope, overcoming all odds, and fighting for what you want. There isn’t a single novel in this list that didn’t touch my heart and inspired me in a million different ways. Here you go!
Looking for Alaska - John Green
The Fault in Our Stars - John Green
Paper Towns - John Green
If I Stay - Gayle Forman
Where She Went (“If I Stay” sequel) - Gayle Forman
Love, Rosie (Where Rainbows End) - Cecilia Ahern
Before I Fall - Lauren Oliver
We Were Liars - E. Lockhart
To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before - Jenny Han
The Infinite Moment of Us - Lauren Myracle
First Comes Love - Katie Kacvinsky
Second Chance (“First Comes Love” book 2) - Katie Kacvinsky
Finally Forever (“First Comes Love” book 3) - Katie Kacvinsky
The Geography of You and Me - Jennifer E. Smith
Faking Normal - Courtney C. Steven (One of my ALL TIME FAVORITES)
The Summer I Turned Pretty - Jenny Han
It’s Not Summer Without You (“The Summer I Turned Pretty” book 2) - Jenny Han
We’ll Always Have Summer (“The Summer I Turned Pretty” book 3) - Jenny Han
George: We were hitting it off, and then she tells me her kins. *pause* Jerry: Well? What was it? George: We have all the same kins, Jerry! Jerry: What are the chances? George: What are the chances, Jerry?!?!
I tried to be calm, but I can’t. couldn’t you just give more time? I mean it’s only been what, a few weeks – a month since season 2 came out, and you expected to have skyrocketing ratings in that short period of time? really? seriously? you gave more time to your other shows before announcing the renewal. so why can’t this show have that time too?! what’s the rush? you said you have to take more risks, well you’re definitely risking of losing subscribers. what kind of network cancels one of the popular shows that just ended with cliffhanger, and expects fans to be okay with it? huh? and it’s not like you did proper promotion for this show. people are really fighting for this show right now. if you really want to take a risk like you said, then take it and give another chance, or at least reconsider it, please.
“ miss, I suggest you wake up. I’m required to remind you that you have work in 20 minutes” the blinds over your windows begins rising , letting your room flood with blinding light.
Fucking FRIDAY .
“ I’m up I’m up.”
You went right to your room after you left buckys floor last night. It took you a while , but you finally fell asleep . Work is the last thing you want right now , but you know You have a shit ton of medical records to type out and things to organize .
You are ready in 15, and on the elevator soon after . Finally the elevator opens on the med floor , and the silence is oddly soothing .
Your day passes quickly , before you know it it’s 5pm .
“ Mr Stark would like me to inform you that he is holding a small get together tonight at 7 and he’d like you to attend. He said ’ nothing fancy , just wear something to outline your-‘l
” I get the point FRIDAY.“ you cut her off before she can finish relaying Tony’s message about your ass. Real classy Stark.
It doesn’t take long to finish your work, so you have plenty of time to get ready . You decide on wearing a black shirt dress, that clings to the shape of your curves and has a cross cross cut out around your middle , along with a low neckline . Overall, you feel sexy as hell. Your hair is down is loose natural waves, and you applied light makeup . You’re ready at 6:45 , and decide to head to the “party level ” early . Your nerves begin acting up when you think about having to face Bucky tonight. He didn’t try to contact me all day , so why the hell should I care ? He can do whatever he wants , and I can whatever I want . The elevators open , to the hall, revealing an unfamiliar group of 4 and you realize it’s the fantastic Four ; the other heroes of new York . The man with his back to you turns , a dazzling smile forming when he sees you .
I want to do him, oh man, do I want to do him .
“ well hello gorgeous.”
The woman across from him smacks the back of his head .
“ I’m sorry about my brother , I’m sue Richards , this is my husband reed , our friend Ben, and the one with no manners is my brother Johnny storm.” Playboy Johnny storm , his could be fun.
“ it’s a pleasure to meet all of you, thank you for what you’ve done to save this city , and the world .” They all blush at you, including Johnny.
“ well you know , I could think of another way to say thank you.” Johnny say with a mischievous glimmer in his eyes . His sister groans at his remark but you laugh
“ that’s a shame Johnny,” you walk past him , stopping to call over your shoulder ,“ because I think of a lot more ways than one .” You wink and continue heading into the official party area.
You spent most of the night near wanda and Natasha, bucky finally arrived with Steve a little later , his girl from last night no where insight. You fee his eyes on you as him as they both approach the three of you , after a quick hello you excuse yourself to go to the bar, you suddenly feel the urge for tequila getting louder .
You feel a hand on your lower back as you wait for the bartender , and you pray it’s not buckys .
“ what’s got a beautiful lady like you drinking tequila alone ?” Johnny , thank fucking god . You turn around , he’s so close that your chests are nearly touching .
“ do I need a reason for tequila?”
“ no, but your shoulders tensed and dropped in relief when you saw it was me , who are you avoiding babe?”
“ you never hear about how observant Johnny storm is , only how much of a playboy.”
“ I’m waiting for an answer .”
You look over his shoulder , locking eyes with a very aggravated Bucky Barnes . What the hell does he look so pissed - oh . Oh ! What a fucking - fuck it . I’m doing this.
You lean up to whisper in his ear, “Johnny I need a favor , feel free to say no. But I really wanna piss someone off.”
“ anything for you , I’m sure he deserves it.”
“ how do you-”
“ Like you said , observing is my thing, and frostbite hasn’t taken his eyes off you since you walked to the bar .”
“ you’re pretty damn good mr.Storm”
“ oh baby you have no idea.” His arms wrap around your waist , both of you are devilishly smiling .
Johnny pulls you to the dance floor of people grinding against each other . You turn your body so your back is to his chest, your ass pressing against his already hardening bulge .
“ excited ?” You ask over you shoulder , he responds with a light kiss to your neck . You behind moving together , following the beat . 5 songs later and you’re way too turned on from dancing with Johnny and need air , you part with a quick kiss to his cheek then duck out to the balcony , sighing as soon as the breeze hits you.
Looking over the city is so calming , the lights are mesmerizing. So much in fact , you didn’t hear the door open & close behind you .
“ y/n” you jump at the sound , not realizing someone else joined you, and of course it’s bucky. You don’t turn , just grip on tighter to the ledge infront of you , how fucking great.
“ Barnes .”
“ you look nice tonight.” He is directly behind you now, close enough you can feel his breath on your neck . Are you fucking kidding me ?
You don’t reply , the anger building up inside you is threatening to spill out but you don’t want to give him the satisfied knowing the affect seeing him and the girl lady had on you.
“ you didn’t snap me today doll.” That’s it .
“ I didn’t snap y- you are something else Bucky Barnes .” You turn , glaring daggers into the deep blue eyes looking back at you .bucky just smirks ,
“ I knew that would get you to speak.” Bastard .
“ let me ex-”
“ why would you need to explain bucky? I shouldn’t of came to your floor , what you do isn’t my business, nor do I care . ” Go me . self-five .
His face drops at your words , but he doesn’t drop it
“ I was stressed from the mission and I need to - listen I didn’t sleep with her . I sent her packin after I saw you. ”
“ well that was dumb. ”
“ why- I know your mad y/n. No need to hide it . ”
“ .im not your mother and I’m certainly not your girl friend so why would I be mad? we all have needs. “ you snap .
He’s silent , you take the chance to move away and back to the party but his voice stops you
” so what ? You’re going back to dancing with storm now? “
You laugh , ” is someone jealous ?“ When he doesn’t respond you walk back to him , placing your hand on his chest .
” are you jealous that he’s the one that’s going to have my ass grinding against him Buck? That he’s the one I’m going to be kissing tonight when we leave the party , the one whose dick im going to wrap my lips around ? That you’re not the one that’s going to be fucking me until I can’t walk? “
After a moment of him glaring into your eyes , you laugh , ” because it could of been you. But I’m sure you have someone else you can call again tonight , don’t you ?“ You spit , you go to remove your hand from his chest but his flies up to grasp onto it , holding you to him.
” I didn’t think -“
” doesn’t matter , it was just a game Bucky right? That’s all it was .“ Sadness clear in your voice , but oh well. His face drops , his eyes going to the ground at your words.
You rip your hand from his, and storm back into the party . Thoughts flying through your head at what feels like a 100 mph, the night you spent talking with him , all the snaps , the kisses ; it’s all too much . Fuck it was just suppose to be a game , I wasn’t suppose to feel anything for that dickbag!
” hey woah, you okay?“ you look up to see Johnnys concerned eyes .
” uh- yeah I just- tequila .“ You sigh out , and he nods , taking your hand and leading you to the bar .
fucking hell. I never would of thought I could be this dumb , she’s never going to - FUCK. I should of told her how I felt first. Those should of been the first fucking words out of my mouth. But would this of ended any different? it would of killed me if she still walked away after I told her. But now she just thinks- FUCK.
Why the fuck is she even bothering with storm , he’s a man whore . What are thy even laughing about ? How much tequila does she think she can drink ?!
I don’t blame her , how could I ? I should of called her not - Lisa? Whatever that chicks name was . But whatever this is - was - between me and y/n is just too - I didn’t think I’d catch feelings. But she’s just so- y/n . I don’t even have words to describe how wonderful she is , I’ve always know though . Being an ass to her was just so much easier than giving into being close with her before . But after the other night , after everything we talked about , the kisses , fuck her lips are so perfect , almost like they were made for mine, I can’t help but give in. I learned so much about her , we moved so far into friendship in just one night. I’m an idiot .
Steve told me I shouldn’t of pushed her away , but what else was I suppose to do? She was the only thing on my mind during that mission , and the first thing back on my mind after I shook out soldier mode on the way home . That mission- I don’t even know- I lost myself for a minute . All I could think about is what if that happens when I’m with her ? What if I hurt her ? I didn’t think she was as in deep as I was , didn’t think she’d care about the other girl . I was almost praying she only saw this as truly a game between us , so atleast one of us had a little bit of hold on reality. But when I saw her eyes in the elevator , the way they glossed over with Unshed tears
; I lost it.
It wasn’t a game anymore , it wasn’t just about who could get the other to cave for Sex first , although I do want to fuck her 7 ways from Sunday . It only took one night, one night of her sleeping next to me, for me to realize I needed that every night . I let my fear of hurting her physically, hurt her emotionally. And now I have to sit and watch her all over this fucking prick . I wanted to drop kick him off the side of the building the minute I saw him go up to her .
What are they - where are they going ?!
You know its the tequila vision, but right now all you can think of is banging Johnny storm, and how much you hate bucky right now. One a scale of 1-10, you’re a solid 5.5. You lean in closer to johnny , your lips grazing his ear,
” What do you say we get outta here ?“
He doesn’t verbally respond, instead his lips go to yours, in a quick, but hot kiss. He grabs your hand and all but sprints to the elevators. He didn’t even hit the button before pressing you against the wall next to the doors . You moan when his lips land on yours, before you can even make another move his body is off you .
” What the hell!“ johnny snaps, you open your eyes to a very flustered Johnny and pissed Bucky. you’ve got to be kidding me.
” You have 5 seconds to get out of my sight, that’s the only warning I’m giving you storm .“ Bucky barks, making your eyes go wide. Holy hell, ive never seen him this mad. Johnny looks to you , and you slowly nod, not wanting to cause an even bigger issue to pull anyone from the parties attention to the hall . confusion rolls over you as johnny smirks and sends you a wink, did he- did he want this to happen? wtf.
” Bucky what the fuck do you think youre doing !“ you growl, ” I didn’t fucking chase that girl away last night , so what were you thinking !“
He stalks forward, caging you between his body and the wall until his face is an inch away from yours,
” Storm is a man whore.“
” and youre not?“ you snap ” its not like I wanted to marry the guy, Christ. “
” You just wanted to fuck him ? “
” Obviously !“
” You’ve got a replacement right infront of you doll. I’m all yours. “ is he caving?
Almost like he read your mind Bucky dips down to connect your lips in a desperate kiss, his tongue immediately finding its way against yours as he gains dominance. When he pulls away your gasping for air,
” I’m done with this game, I want you and I want you now doll.“ his voice is full of lust, and super commanding , nearly making you fall to a puddle infront of him .
All this is , is a fuck for both of us . He doesn’t want it to be more , and I don’t either . I’m not letting it be anymore. its a tequila induced fuck. No feelings , just sex.
The elevator ride to his floor was silent, only thing to be heard is your breathing. The minute you’re off the elevator, he’s got his hands on you . He pushes you against the nearest walll, his lips meeting yours in another needy kiss . His hands are roaming down your body until they land on your thigh, and he lifts you up. Your legs instantly wrap around his waist while your hands tangle in his hair, your lips still moving with his . Your dress is bunched at your waist now, letting his bulge rub against your covered core , the friction making you moan into his mouth .
He moves you again , and you feel the cold granite of his kitchen counter under you .
” bucky please -“
His eyes are completely Lust blown as he takes in your plea . His hands move to your core , slipping under your panties and diving right into your slippery folds
” fuck y/n,“ he enters one, the then two finger into your pussy, starting a relentless pace .
Moans rip through you at the feeling, and your hips start grinding down on his fingers .
” that’s it doll, fuck yourself on my fingers .“ And you do , you bounce yourself as much as you can on his fingers until your orgasm washes over you. You dig your fingers into his forearms as you slowly rock yourself through your orgasm.
” I don’t think you know how hot that was . Holy fuck.“ He breathes out before gently kissing you . You smirk at him as he removes his fingers, sticking them in his mouth with a groan. Fuck why is that so hot ?
You gasp as he rips open the front of your dress, anger flashes through you for a moment before its replaced with pure pleasure. His mouth nips down your chest, his tongue popping out to swirl around your hardened nipple.
Your back arches, pushing yourself further into his warm mouth and you nearly cum from the feeling of him sucking your nipple . He alternates between your breasts, driving you crazier everytime he sucks them . You finally find the strength to shove him off of you , sending him a grin as you do .
You slide off the counter and to your knees, going right for the button on his pants . You pop the bottom off, drag the zipper down and then pull his pants and boxers until they hit the floor and kicks them off . His cock looks painfully hard ,his top is leaking pre cum and your mouth starts watering at the sight . You lean up , capturing the tip in your mouth , you tongue swiping over the precum . You moan out at the saltiness, but your addicted to taste right away . You take more of him in your mouth , swirling your tongue around him as you start bobbing your head .
” shit - your mouth feels - “ he lets out a moan when your hand finds his balls .
” doll- sto-stop , I’m not cuming until I’m fucking buried in your pussy.“
You back off with a wet pop , standing up then leaning to kiss him .
” then what are you waiting for , sergeant ?“
That did it , his eyes snap to yours and another growl escapes him, making you even wetter , fucking hell .
He lifts you again , taking you to his room . Once your feet hit the floor youre ripping at his shirt, buttons flying everywhere .
He removes your ruined dress from you , biting his lip as he looks over your body , only thing covering you is your black lace thong; and he takes care of that real quick. He gently shoves you back, watching your chest bounce as you fall to his bed. He slowly tucks his fingers under the waist of your thong and pulls it down your legs before tossing it over his shoulder. You let your legs fall open, watching as he looks at your dripping pussy with hungry eyes.
” So fucking perfect Doll.“ he leans down , his lips finding yours in a passionate kiss that has your head spinning . He pulls away , sneaking his hands underneath your body , and flipping the two of you so youre straddling him . He smacks your ass, making you arch forward as you whimper.
” Up here baby ,“ you raise your eyebrow in confusion until you finally realize what he means . You scoot yourself up, placing a leg on each side of his head and slowly lowering yourself down until you feel his lips on your slit.
” Oooh fuck!“ he dives right in , sucking and licking at your folds so hard you can barely keep yourself up right . His hands come down on your thighs, squeezing them roughly as he begins moving you back and forth over his face. you take the hint and follow his lead, hesitantly rocking yourself against him . His hands move you faster though , to the point that you are fucking yourself on his face. one hand disappears from your hips, and you feel one of his fingers enter you as he sucks harshly on your clit.
” Bucky ! “the last suck did you in, the knot in your stomach snapping harder than ever before . You feel yourself cuming , you can feel it dripping out of you into is mouth and the thought reignites the fire in your core. Bucky gently lifts you and slides you back down to his lap , and you get a good look of his glistening face. Holy fuck, I just fucked bucky barnes face. fuck yes. You pull him in for a kiss, sighing at the taste of yourself on his tongue . You suck on his tongue before moving away from him , and a low moan leaves his lips.
” Doll I cant wait any longer .“ he flips you once again, once hes over you his hand grabs ahold of his cock and he slowly pushes himself in . You know hes trying to be considerate and give you a minute to adjust, but you cant wait . The way he fills you already has you addicted , the pain only lasts a few seconds before you bucking your hips up . He starts thrusting slowly, and you let out a growl,
” Harder !“ you cry out , and he complies, snapping his hips into your rougher . His pace is animalistic, he manages to hit your g spot with every thrust making it so much better. The moans leaving your lips are ridiculously obscene, youre pretty sure theyd be in a porn video .
” Fuck doll I’m -“
You groan , not ready for this to be over . You use all your strength to switch your positions so youre on top of him now .
” Hold on , Sergeant. “ your steady yourself with your hands on his chest, and begin bouncing on his dick , the new angle making your pussy clench even tighter around him.
” holy hell Y/n, I can feel you gripping me so fucking good. C'mon baby .“ his fingers move to your clit , starting to rub it hard . You pick up your pace, crying out from all the sparks your feeling throughout your body . Bucky sits up, his mouth enveloping one of your nipples while he grabs at the other one .
He moves off your chest after a few minutes, his arms wrapping around your waist now to press his chest against yours as he starts thrusting up into your heat as you slam down onto him . ” C'mon doll, cum all over my cock . I want to feel you-“
you whimper out his name , your orgasm ripping through you almost painfully. White spots invade your vision, and you hear bucky moan out your name as his orgasm follows . You feeling him slowly thrusting still, pulling you both through your finishes as he shoots ropes of cum into you . The feeling of him finishing in you triggers another smaller orgasm , then your body gives out, crashing against his. You’ve never cam that hard, and it was an earth shattering feeling, one that youre already craving again.
You lift yourself off of him, flopping to your back beside him on the bed.
” Holy - that was - wow.“ he says , both of you gasping for air . You turn your head to the side, finding Bucky already looking at you . Flashes from the other night in his room play in your mind, and you quickly come crashing back into reality . This was just- it was nothing to him. So its nothing to me then too.
” Youre beautiful, you know that?“ Shut up , please shut up . He almost sounds sincere, but that just must be how he gets all the girls.
You send him a smile, afraid to even say anything back to him . He rolls out of bed & walks to his bathroom, returning with a wet cloth . He gently cleans you up, sending shivers down your spine when the cloth goes over your sensitive clit. He goes back into his bathroom to drop the dirty cloth into his hamper, when he does you jump out of his bed, grab the first shirt you see and your panties . You quickly cover yourself, and head right for the door . Right as the door opens he stops you ,
” why- you’re not staying ?“ his voice was quiet and laced with confusion . Pull it together , you know what’s about to leave your lips is going to hurt ; but it’ll hurt a lot less now , than it would if you stayed and slept beside him, if you woke up in his arms knowing it was just another night to him . You don’t bother turning around when you reply ,
I came here
’cause we all agreed we had a chance to take Nassau back. Have a place of our own. I ain’t here to prove anything. I ain’t here to figure out who I am. And I sure as shit ain’t here to pretend a dead man might think better of me for it.
every season the alumni are always posting sketchy and vague posts and it’s just…do they get paid by production to do that to throw us all off? Or do they all just conspire against us with each other to get their jollies?
They do this every season, even for bbcan, not even bbus, when Audrey snapchatted a picture of the earth and a suitcase or whatever and a camera emoji. Like you can’t trust ANYTHING out here. Kassting is out here pulling strings to throw us off her trail but it’s not working on me!
Listen…. it’s captain swan. No matter in which episode they get married. What matters is that THEY ARE ACTUALLY GETTING MARRIED. LIKE FOR REAL. BECOMING HUSBAND AND WIFE. THE LOST GIRL AND THE LOST BOY WHO FOUND THEIR HOME IN EACH OTHER ARE GETTING MARRIED. It’s gonna be beautifulandso soemotionaland I’m probably gonna die because too many feels. I repeat, no matter what they planned for the wedding, no matter if it’s in a musical episode, it’s gonna be amazing either way.