“[In ‘I’m A Ruin’] it sounds like I’ve been naughty, but I haven’t. I was actually really worried when the song came out — I hope you all don’t think I cheated on my boyfriend or something because I would never do that — I wanted to clear that up and say that it was more alluding to the fact that I felt so guilty even writing songs about this person — it felt so wrong — but hey, I chose this profession, and it’s the price I have to pay.”