water hold me down


Talking Heads ~ Once In A Lifetime  !!!

And you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack
And you may find yourself in another part of the world
And you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile
And you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful wife
And you may ask yourself
Well…How did I get here?

Letting the days go by
Let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by
Water flowing underground
Into the blue again
After the money’s gone
Once in a lifetime
Water flowing underground

And you may ask yourself
How do I work this?
And you may ask yourself
Where is that large automobile?
And you may tell yourself
This is not my beautiful house
And you may tell yourself
This is not my beautiful wife

Letting the days go by
Let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by
Water flowing underground
Into the blue again
After the money’s gone
Once in a lifetime
Water flowing underground

Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…

Water dissolving…and water removing
There is water at the bottom of the ocean
Under the water, carry the water at the bottom of the ocean
Remove the water at the bottom of the ocean

Letting the days go by
Let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by
Water flowing underground
Into the blue again
Into the silent water
Under the rocks and stones
There is water underground

Letting the days go by
Let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by
Water flowing underground
Into the blue again
After the money’s gone
Once in a lifetime
Water flowing underground

And you may ask yourself…
What is that beautiful house?
And you may ask yourself
Where does that highway go to?
And you may ask yourself
Am I right?…Am I wrong?
And you may say to yourself yourself
My God!…What have I done?!

Letting the days go by
Let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by
Water flowing underground
Into the blue again
Into the silent water
Under the rocks and stones
There is water underground

Letting the days go by
Let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by
Water flowing underground
Into the blue again
After the money’s gone
Once in a lifetime
Water flowing underground

Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Look where my hand was
Time isn’t holding us
Time isn’t after us
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Same as it ever was…
Yeah, the twister comes
Here comes the twister
Same as it ever was…



midnight snack *smut*


chemistry of an alpha *smut*

dating derek would include


house arrest *smut*

do you wanna touch me (there) *smut*

you’re my werepuppy

who do you like?

sweeter than cotton candy


you’re still my werepuppy

in concept *smut*

earned it *smut*

daddy issues (fic)

red lips and rosy cheeks *smut*

teacher’s pet (jealous!isaac) *smut*

wait for me to come home

magnets *smut*

are you drunk, mrs. lahey? *smut* // husband!isaac

these violent delights *smut*

you’re hot (when you’re mad) *smut* // husband!isaac

let’s kiss *smut* // threesome ft. stiles

text me when you get home *smut* // fuckboy!isaac ft. stiles

isaac’s down for period sex pass it on

isaac imagines


the kinky stuff *smut*

dating stiles would include

stiles imagines


the hot girl *~smut*

scott and kira have kids


the pack’s hogwarts houses

the pack’s dick sizes

me: rwbyac is over i don’t have to do daily art any more!
also me: ……………….. but maybe just a quick pic (this wasn’t quick)

GREAT WEISS SHARK! I’m falling more and more in love with Faunus!Weiss every passing second tbh

Bad Date

Okay I’m so sorry I haven’t written anything in a while, well at least it feels like it but because I need a break in between revising I though I could use the English revision in some fan fiction. Back with everyone’s favourite Bucky Barnes. 

“A gets stood up so B sits down and acts like her date and he is a much better date.”


Your POV

You had just finished curling the last of your hair when your alarm went off signalling that you needed to leave. “Shit.” You whisper as you run to grab your shoes and slipped them on half way to the door. You were hoping the traffic wouldn’t be bad since you were already running late but it seemed the city was in your favour and the streets were almost empty. You had a date tonight that you had been looking forward to for a long time, your boyfriend Tom was always busy with what he called work, which was just him chilling with his mates at a pub and you knew it. You had your suspicions on whether he was cheating or not but when he left you a note in the kitchen last week all of your doubts washed away. The note just said a date, time and location along with a brand new dress and some flowers. It was the small things that really got to you like that, it made you forget about all of the times he was late home completely pissed or ‘busy’ with work.

You thanked the driver and took a quick look at yourself in the restaurant window before walking in. You couldn’t help but feel good in your outfit, about to have an amazing date with your maybe not so amazing boyfriend. You got in and found a table roughly in the middle of the room only because it had the best lighting so you could actually see and you waited for Tom. The place began to get a bit more packed since it was around dinner time which didn’t help your anxiety of being sat alone. You felt like all eyes were on you but you brushed it off until the waiter came over. “Hello mam, Are you still waiting for your other party member or would you like to order?” he asked and you knew it was just protocol but you felt so attacked under his gaze. You cleared your throat and shook your head, “Still waiting but I will have just a glass of water for now thank you.” You said and the waiter left.

This happened four more times over the next hour and at this point you were certain Tom wasn’t going to show up. You felt the pity looks of everyone that hadn’t left yet were giving you and you felt tears forming but you didn’t want to look like an idiot so you texted him. Hey, where are you? You sent and not even five seconds later you get a reply, Sorry hun, your man isn’t going to make it tonight, but he is defiantly coming ;) the reply made you feel sick to your stomach and all you wanted to do was go home and cry at this point. You knew tears were forming at this point so you just got up to leave.

Bucky’s POV

He liked going out alone, it gave him a lot of time to think. That being said he had never come to anywhere this fancy. Bucky splashed out in suit and tie along with a three course meal menu just because he didn’t want another day of Tony’s cooking, so he lied and said he had a date. He had finished his desert and was waiting for his bill when a woman caught his eye. She was stunning in a bodying hugging, off the shoulder, black dress that fit in all the right places and flawless curled hair. He mentally hit himself for thinking this, she probably has a boyfriend and he hasn’t even seen her face. That was until she turned to look around the room after looking at her phone. Her eyes were red from tears that were threatening to fall and he could tell she had been stood up. Poor girl he thought. He noticed she was about to get up and his body moved before his brain could tell him to stop. “Hey Babe, so sorry I’m late, there was a security breach at work, nothing major but you know how Tony gets.” He said pulling you into a small kiss on the cheek before guiding you back to your chair.

Your POV

After you were swept back into your chair you finally had a chance to register who it was. “Um excuse me what are you doing. Aren’t you…. Wait a minute your Bucky Barnes.” You were in complete shock at this point not only had a man just basically saved you from embarrassment but that man was only one of the god dam avengers. “I’m so sorry if this is inappropriate of me, if you want we can walk out of here and go our separate ways but I couldn’t just sit over there and watch such a beautiful woman cry over a man who probably doesn’t deserve the time of day.” He said looking down at his lap. “I’m up for getting out of here but you’re coming with me wherever I’m going.” You said with a laugh. You got up from your chair and grabbed Bucky’s hand not realising it was his metal one and he just looked into your eyes. The stare was intense and didn’t last as long as you would have hoped but he took your hand and walked you out of the restaurant.

“Which way… um.” He stopped for a moment, “Oh Y/N.” You said after you realise what he meant. “Alright the beautiful girl has an equally beautiful name.” He said and you felt the blush forming across your cheeks and you would probably later blame it on the cold air. “So as I was saying, which was my lady?” He asked linking your arm in his own like a gentleman in old movies. “I hear central park is rather nice at this time of year.” You say in posh voice, “Then to central park we go.” He said in a crappy British accent. You laughed a real laughed for the first time in what felt like forever. “So Bucky tell me, what is a saver of the earth doing at a four start restaurant all alone. Don’t tell me super soldiers get stood up as well?” You said as you strolled down the sidewalk, “No, I told Tony I had a date so I wouldn’t have to eat his cooking. It’s that bad.” He said and you almost choked on air. “That’s amazing, so you are telling me, Iron man can’t cook?” You said through laughter, “If cooking would save his life he would be dead and so would who ever had to taste it.” He said and you had to stop walking just to catch your breath.

Once you reached central park you found a bench just out of sight from everyone else and it felt amazing. “This is probably ten times better than any date I will ever get. Thank you Bucky.” You said looking into his ocean blue eyes once again and felt like you swimming. “What for, all I did was practically push myself into you and then took you to a park.” He said laughing while he brushed his spare hand through his hair. “Are you kidding me? You save me from embarrassment and what would have been a shitty date any way. Come to think about, I don’t think I paid for my drink.” You said turning your head back in the direction of the restaurant, “Don’t worry, I don’t think I paid for my entire meal. I’ll go back tomorrow and pay for both of them.” He said and you shook your head. “I can’t let you do that, I ruined your fake date the least I can do is pay for my own drink.” You said pushing the hand that was reaching for his wallet. “Well you defiantly didn’t ruin my fake date.” He said and with that the rain began to fall.

It was quiet heavy and you let out a squeal as the cold water hit your head. “Oh no my hair is going to crazy if it dries like this.” You said laughing but Bucky just stood up like heaven wasn’t pouring its entire water supply down to earth. “Dance with me.” He said holding out a hand to you. “Are you crazy, there isn’t even any music?” You said but he just shrugged and grabbed your hand anyway. “Then you will have to sing for me.” He said spinning you around before dipping you gracefully backwards, your hair just above the ground. “I don’t sing, and I don’t know how to dance.” You lie but you didn’t need to put on a performance, “Is that why you are perfectly in time with my steps.” He said with a smirk. You never knew a man could render you so speechless in your life. “Alright, I did a few plays back in my childhood.” You joke and he lifts an eyebrow, “Oh really, quiet the performer then?” He asked before spinning you out again only to pull you back into his chest and drop his arms to your waist. At the same time you brought your hands to wrap around the back of his neck.  Your brain was yelling at you to kiss him but you blocked it out just to enjoy this moment a little longer before you ruined it.

“I bet you would make a great Glinda.” He joked, “Are you calling me a witch Mr Barnes?” He just laughed and your head was spinning at how perfect it all was. “I’m just saying you’ve probably got the vocals for it.” He said and you could have sworn his eyes shifted towards your lips and back. “Ah but you’ve never heard me sing.” You whispered because of how close his face was to yours now. “I don’t need to; you’re already perfect to me.” He whispered back before connecting his lips to yours. It was slow and passionate and it made you forget everything that had happened before Bucky literally walked in on your night. You didn’t want that moment to end but you had to breathe at some point. You let in a shaky breath before breathing out again. “Wow.” Was all you could say and it felt so cliché that you laughed again, “Jesus was it that bad?” Bucky joked and you just shook your head and pulled him into another kiss. It felt like something out of a cheesy high school movie, but you loved every second of it.

Your mind suddenly did a double take as you remembered about Tom, “Oh my god what am I going to tell my boyfriend?” You thought aloud and Bucky lifted an eyebrow, “Do you always think of your shitty boyfriend when you kiss other men?” You both just laughed. “No but I was just think about the whole of tonight, just had to make sure this is real.” You say still completely star struck by everything. “This is a real as you want it to be. I can’t expect you to love me, but let me take you out on another date and I promise I’ll show up.” He said and you nodded, “Give me day, time and your number and I’ll be there.” You say with a wink as you hand him your phone. Once his number was in your phone you went to walk away, “What you think I’m not going to walk you home doll?” He said grabbing your hand once again.

Once you made it back to your apartment you didn’t want to go in because it would mean the night would be over. “I had an amazing time tonight Bucky. I can’t even thank you enough.” You said as you stood in front your door, “Really it was my pleasure. I can’t wait to do this again, maybe with less shitty now probably ex boyfriends.” He said and you laughed, “Yeah hopefully.” You kissed him one last time before opening the door and saying good night. As you closed the door your face lit up like a little kid with their first crush. You slid your back down the door until you were just a blushing pile on the floor. You grabbed your phone and dialled your best friend, “Hello?” her voice came through, “What do you want it’s nearly midnight.” She asked and you just squealed, “You will never guess what just happened.”


Stardew Valley Tips

Every time I watch a Stardew Valley video I learn something new…
…and feel like an idiot, after. And then I learned some stuff on my own, and still felt like an idiot.

Anyway, here’s a list of stuff I’ve learned.

  • replicating gold-star Fire Quartz in a crystalarium produces in 1 day what a diamond produces in 5 days
  • ignore everything in the Skull Cave until ~lvl 100; bring tons of bombs, stone stacks, and staircases - use staircases until you get low enough, but keep an eye out for already-there holes or staircases
  • there’s a ‘hidden’ area in the secret forest with two hardwood tree stumps
  • build silos asap even if you don’t have animals just build like 5-10 of them at the bottom of your farm and you’ll never have to think about hay again
  • chests ARE movable - when they’re empty!
  • juice your fruits and pickle your veggies -> profit
  • put an amethyst in a crystalarium for a DAILY gift for almost anyone
    • or stockpile coffee which pleases everyone but the kids
    • blackberries and sweetpeas make a lot of people moderately happy too
    • pretty much everyone loves pizza/spaghetti
  • fish + sap = quality fertilizer - use the “fish” from crab pots in ponds/rivers
  • separate coop animals from barn animals to easily find and “love” them
  • “C” lets you auto-swing your weapon, but chasing down baddies gives them less opportunities to hit you
  • slime hutch is kinda worthless tbh
  • In the Adventurer’s Gulid, Gus is the guy in the rocking chair, not the dude behind the counter. You have to click on him to get your rewards.
  • not all foods are used in recipes - check wiki to learn which you don’t need to put in your fridge
  • also, smelt your quartz for refined quartz
  • hold down the mouse button and move around for fast planting/picking/decorating
  • mushroom trees DO grow back if chopped down to the stump, trees do not
    • tapping mushroom trees gives you…mushrooms
  • keep a chest solely for Museum Donations and Community Center Bundles, then make a run with a bag load of items instead of running there every single day
  • spouses get jealous if you give a single person a BIRTHDAY gift……..
  • accidental clicking is a plague on our existence, so don’t wield an axe or pickaxe while standing near your crops…
  • wait 2(?) days after cauliflower/melon/pumpkin have finished growing to see if the 3x3 grid turns into a giant crop
  • you can go inside Linus’s tent
  • those lil bear/bunny/whatever statues with gems aren’t usable, they’re simply anchors for warp totem locations
  • if you have a full inventory in the field, walk away from an available item before sorting your current inventory so nothing is accidentally picked up, just in case you needed an extra space for something like making bait from bug brains and putting them in your fishing rod
  • speed-grow soil is only worth it on crops that keep delivering throughout the season
    • that said, crops that keep delivering after growing are really only worth it after the greenhouse is available
  • “Always Show Tool Hit Location”
  • DO NOT attack white grubs in the mines, just avoid them, that way they’ll never turn into flying death bugs
  • when you see a blessed bubble in a body of water, fish there
  • You can rename your livestock
  • Leave your coop byproducts there for a day, saving that time for other chores
  • plant fruit trees anywhere on the map, and tap trees anywhere on the map
  • you can change your appearance if you’re friends with the wizard
  • line kegs/preserve jars horizontally somewhere in the center of the farm, hold down the mouse button while running, and you’ll harvest/place items in lightning speed
    • alternatively, place these machines in an unpopulated barn to conserve farm space
  • shift-click buys x5
  • everyone loves (most) baked goods
  • put flooring down below a sprinkler so it won’t be dug up when you hoe
  • put mayonnaise machines in your poultry coup, looms in your rabbit coop, and cheese makers, looms, and oil presses in your barns
  • those worms sticking out of the ground have things to dig up (which took me 1 year of game time to learn…)
  • in the beginning of the game, loot the hell out of trash to find food
  • you can give every single person a bouquet before marriage
  • sunflower seeds will literally spew out at you when you run into/stand on a sunflower, like dozens upon dozens upon dozens
  • running to the train is hardly worth it unless you’re already near it
  • bring a battery pack to the tunnel
  • a cherry bomb will allow you to access the dwarf

and the big one, which made me feel super stupid,

  • holding down upgraded hoe/watering can gives it special powers in the form of multiple squares effected per move
prologue (daddy issues)

Originally posted by ferxxy

Originally posted by painfulblisss

naomi saverin is a prostitute at eichen house, california’s largest underground sex trafficking conglomerate, specializing in werewolf therapy. being a sex worker is all she’s ever known. until one day, she gets hired by the hale pack, and she meets isaac lahey. if there’s one thing they have in common, it’s daddy issues. 

he’s frustrating and stubborn. he constantly challenges all her beliefs, but through it all, he gives her hope for a better life. after a life time of disappointments and insecurities, and her past threatening to kick down the door at any moment, naomi finds it difficult to let him in. but you have to understand–it’s hard enough navigating a teenage romance without being contractually obligated to have sex with all your boyfriend’s friends.

pairings: isaac x naomi (main), derek x naomi, derek x stiles, scott x naomi, scott x kira, theo x naomi, brett x naomi

warnings: mentions of abuse, some unwanted sexual contact, rape attempts 

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i concealed a wish inside of the tiny jar that floats within. i like to imagine inside of the jar; is a sea, & that mermaids can call to me. this has helped me.. A LOT. it is one of my favorite potions. sometimes, like today, i just enjoy holding it & feeling Water. nothing settles me down more. i can’t wait to get up to the beach again once the offseason is in full flow.

A Little Fall of Rain - Dick Grayson x Reader

So @memento-scribet and I had a conversation… and this is what came of it

It wasn’t requested. I just wanted to do it. Especially with all the angst everybody’s been doing lately. Sorry not sorry

Words: 916

You snap to cover behind a fallen log, hoping nobody saw you bolt from the tree ten feet away. You turn your head to see a flash of black and blue as Dick tries to sneak his way through the dense shrubbery. Thunder booms overhead signaling the oncoming rainstorm. When he gets close to where you’re hiding, you peek out from your cover to make sure there aren’t any enemies in sight.

Everything looks clear, and you signal Dick that it’s clear for him to make the last run from his tree to your hiding place.

As soon as Dick starts running, you spot a rustling of leaves and the stock of a gun out of the corner of your eye.

“LOOK OUT!” You yell as you jump in front of Dick just as a flash of lightning cuts across the sky. Everything seems to run in slow motion. The impact to your abdomen. Dick’s eyes widening in shock and fear. Him yelling your name as you fall to the ground. Your hand is bright red when you pull it up from your stomach, and the sight sends you into a mild state of shock.

“Y/N? Y/N! Are you hurt?” Dick yells as he gently pulls you into his arms.

“It’s alright, Dick.” You speak with labored breath. “I don’t feel any pain. Just as long as you’re safe, I’ll be happy.”

“I’m here, Y/N.” He rubs your cheek, and you reach up to hold his hand. It’s then that Dick registers the slick red liquid on your hand and abdomen, and his eyebrows knit together with worry. The look on his face crushes your heart. He looks like he’s on the verge of tears, and you almost wish it hadn’t ended this way. But you don’t regret your actions.

“That’s all I need to know,” you stare into his eyes. Rain starts falling from the sky and splattering on the ground around you. “I know you’ll keep me safe and close… until it’s over.”

“Don’t talk like that, Y/N. You will live! You have to!” Dick sounds truly broken now. “If only I could heal your wounds with all of the love in my heart.”

You reach up to run your fingers through his now damp hair in an attempt to calm him as water continues falling down on the two of you. “Just hold me, now, and let it be. I just need your love and comfort.”

Dick shakes his head as water streams down his cheeks, though it’s difficult to tell if it’s tears or rain. “You would live for a thousand years if I could show you how. This pain can’t hurt you now.”

“If you’re the last thing I ever see, nothing can ever hurt me.” You reach up to rub Dick’s cheek, leaving a trail of red on his face that the running water on his face washes away. “The rain will wash away what’s passed.”

“And I will stay with you until you are sleeping.” Dick takes your hand and presses his forehead against yours in a final comforting gesture. “And rain will make the flowers—”

“And rain will make the flowers—”

“Grow.” Dick finishes the phrase for you when your head rolls back in his arms and your hand falls from his face. He buries his face in your chest as he lets out a soft sob.

Tim and Jason had been watching the exchange from the moment you’d been hit, but were too shocked to say anything. But when you stopped talking and went limp in Dick’s arms, they knew it was time to speak up.

“Are you two finished having a Drama Competition yet?” Jason yells. “This rain is getting ridiculous and I’m ready to go inside.”

“You don’t understand! She’s gone! Y/N is gone!” Dick yells back.

“This is why we never let you use red paintballs, Jason.” Tim mutters under his breath and crosses his arms.

“No, this is why we never let them watch Les Mis together before playing paintball.” Jason looks down at his younger brother.

“The last time we let you use red paint Bruce almost had a heart attack because it looked like Damian was dying!”

“Hey! It’s not my fault the little demon sucks at this game!”

Jason and Tim continue bickering over the pros and cons of Jason’s color of choice, and suddenly you see an opportunity. You open your eyes and smile at Dick, who is perfectly fine now that you aren’t pretending to be dead. You wink at him and mouth the words “watch this” before picking up your gun and shooting Jason and Tim while they’re distracted.

“Hey!” They both yell in unison before turning to you, their wet hair slinging water on each other in the process. Dick is almost rolling on the ground in laughter. But when Jason and Tim exchange a look and start walking towards you and Dick, you scramble up and grab his hand before running back to the manor.

“You shouldn’t let your guard down!” You call behind you with a giggle.

“Says the one pretending to be dead!” Tim yells. He keeps getting closer and closer to you and Dick.

“It wasn’t even a realistic death!” Jason says. Suddenly his boot slides in the mud, and both him and Tim fall to the ground as you and Dick keep running.

Nobody needs to know what happens when you play paintball.

Because you always win at paintball.

I step into the water, lie down, let it hold me. The water is soft as hands. I close my eyes, and she’s there with me, suddenly, without warning, it must be the smell of the soap. I put my face against the soft hair at the back of her neck and breathe her in, baby powder and child’s washed flesh and shampoo, with an undertone, the faint scent of urine. This is the age she is when I’m in the bath. She comes back to me at different ages. This is how I know she’s not really a ghost. If she were a ghost she would be the same age always.
—  Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale (1985)
Pretty Little Eyes

GUYS I HAVE FIGURED OUT THE WHOLE SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have developed a theory that stemmed from looking carefully at Bethany’s drawings from Radley. It’s pretty crazy, and very long and detailed. I hope everyone loves it as much as I do!! I sincerely believe I figured out EVERYTHING.

Sit back, relax, and ENJOY! XOX

This next part I briefly posted about the other day, but now I’m going to build on it in a MAJOR way, so continue reading!!

Bethany drew this picture in Radley:

The building in the background looks like the front of the Blind School at 1465 Elm Street that we saw for the first time in, “The Darkest Knight.”

The moment they lingered on the front of the Blind School in the finale, ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT was how it looked so similar to Bethany’s drawing.

Let’s analyze Bethany’s drawing. It seems to be a little boy being taken away from the school by a masked figure, and a little girl (probably herself) chasing after them. 

Before this episode, there have been a few mentions of other Blind Schools. In 2x16, Let the Water Hold Me Down, Spencer finds the rehab center for the blind that Jenna went to after she was blinded by the Liars and Alison. 

Spencer goes in but the women at the front desk says she cant divulge any patient information. As Spencer turns to leave, another patient tells her that he knows Jenna, and that she was really motivated during her rehab stay. Spencer steals the sign-in book on her way out and shows the girls. They see that Garrett signed Jenna out the day Ali was ‘murdered.’

In 3x3, “Kingdom of the Blind,’ Aria and Jenna play “In the Eye Abides the Heart,” and Aria steals a post-it from Jenna’s house. The girls follow Jenna to a gun store called H.COBB GUNS-N-AMMO. She then leaves and proceeds to drive her car. Hanna confronts her. Jenna tells the girls she’s been able to see from the first operation. She didn’t tell anyone because it was her “only protection.” 

  • Side note: It is interesting to note that Jenna has almost been murdered twice throughout the series: Once in 2x23, “Eye of the Beholder,” by being lured by A into Jason’s house that was set on fire (Hanna saves her). And in 4x9 “Into the Deep,” after being knocked unconscious and left in a lake to drown by supposedly Charlotte.

Before the A ending of this episode, Mona is shown in a hospital bed in Radley singing “In the Eye Abides the Heart.” There is a queen of hearts in her right hand. Could this signify that Aria or Jenna is the QoH? Remember who we KNOW was dressed as the QoH on the Halloween Train- WILDEN.

In the eye abides the heart.
Every pure and tender feeling,
All emotions worth revealing,
Through the eyes their charm impart.
Words are often clothed in guile;
For the lips with fear my falter:
E'en confiding smiles may alter
Oh! believe not in a smile!
‘Tis the eye unveils the heart.
Every pure and tender feeling,
All emotions worth revealing,
To the eyes their glow impart.
If thy bosom heaves a sigh
For a fair and cherished maiden,
Though her voice with love be laden,
Mark the language of her eye
There each impulse of her soul
Beams for thee in truth and candor;
There her secret passions wander,
There remain beyond control.

The episode ends with A pouring a glass of vodka while making a necklace with ‘Alison's’ teeth. A body bag is shown in the freezer. A is seen unzipping the bag before the screen cuts to black. I believe this is when A manipulates the dental records to make it seem like the body is Bethany Young’s. I think the body is the real Sara Harvey’s and the character we know as Sara Harvey is really Bethany Young.

So as you can see, the PLL story has revolved around eyes, vision and blindness. 

  • ‘I SEE YOU’ has been written on their cars twice
  • There was the ‘eyes’ billboard
  • A has been referred to as “Pretty Eyes” multiple times 
  • An eye was the symbol that was stamped on the wrist of anyone who attended the Kahn’s parties, and was on the box that the girls found the flashdrive of the Dollhouse in “The Wrath of Kahn.” 
  • We have frequently seen an eyeball looking out of a hole 

A see’s EVERYTHING, watches everything.  

And many titles of the episodes are related to eyes, blindness, etc.

 So what is with all of these vision references?????

After I realized that the first photo Bethany drew could be of the Blind School that the girls went to at the end of the summer finale, I decided to look further into her other drawings.

This next one is of Jessica, notice that her EYES are scratched out.

The eyes are completely black in this strange painting as well.

So what is the deal here? Do Bethany’s drawings point to the fact the the Blind School is more important than we originally believed it to be?

Lets go back to that original drawing again:

I think that the boy being taken away from the Blind School is Charles Drake, and the girl chasing after them is Bethany Young. In ‘The Darkest Knight’ when the girls go into the room with all the baby dolls in the cribs, a crazy thought came to me. What if the Blind School is in fact a front for the illegal selling of children. I know this is nuts, but stay with me.

Why on earth would a Blind School have rows and rows of cribs/incubators? I do not think they were using that room to only teach blind people how to take care of children. Let’s remember that Dr. Cochran hinted that he did some shady things with the babies that were born in Radley. Things he wasn’t proud of, to the extend that he is estranged from his daughter, lives in hiding, and is an alcoholic. 

Let’s assume Dr. Cochran is the liaison between the babies born in Radley, and the illegal adoption of children out of the Blind School. Mary gave birth to Charles in Radley, and taken to the Blind School by Dr. Cochran to be put up for adoption. One day, Charles is adopted and taken out of the School. Bethany had become very close him, considered him a brother because they grew up together, and was heartbroken when they were separated. Time passes and Bethany is never adopted. She develops a mental illness, and is put into Radley.  Mary also gave birth Charlotte in Radley (who has always been a girl). Lastly, she gave birth to Spencer while in Radley, and Spencer was illegally sold to the Hastings through the Blind School. I think the dream Spencer had dancing around the bath tubs, was actually in the Blind School, not Radley. 

***I believe the character that we know as Sara Harvey, is NOT the real Sara Harvey. She is actually Bethany Young. So anytime I mention Bethany for now on- she is the infamous Shower queen:

Jessica DiLaurentis marries Kenneth, but has an affair with Mr. Hastings and gives birth to Jason. She adopts Mary’s first child that was born in Radley, Charles from the Blind School. Like I said, Dr. Cochran was the liaison between the children born in Radley, and the Blind School that sells babies. We know Noel Kahn’s father was the “judge” that signed off on the adoptions, so that may be how the Kahn’s made all their money, selling babies on the black market, AND would explain why Noel is wrapped up in all of it. AND would explain why an EYE is the symbol on his party stamps. 

Mary gives birth to Charlotte in Radley, she is never adopted in the Blind School, shows signs of mental illness and is put into Radley. A few years later, Ali was born.

This video, shown in the dollhouse, is of Jessica with her new baby Alison, and Charles and Jason. 

A few months later, little Charles puts Ali in the bathtub one day to try to get her to stop crying. Kenneth freaks out, and demands that he be put into Radley. Jessica is heart broken, but agrees and decides to get on the board of Radley so she can watch over him.  Bethany and Charles are reunited. 

Around the same time Ali is born, Mary gives birth to her THIRD child in Radley, Spencer. Mary either had an affair with Mr. Hastings OR Jessica suggested that Mr. Hastings should adopt Spencer. 

Jessica feels terrible that she had to put Charles into Radley, and decides to find another family to adopt him. 

Originally when I was coming up with this theory, I thought Charles was either Ezra Fitz or Wren Kingston. But it cannot be either of them because Ezra hooked up with Alison which would be his first cousin, and Wren hooked up with Spencer and that would be his sister. So for the sake of this theory making sense and not including incest, I think the only person A.D. could be is Officer Darren Wilden.

So now for the second time, Charles is taken away from Bethany and she is ENRAGED. She drew the picture of Jessica with her eyes scratched out that we spoke about before, with LIAR written all over it:

Bethany HATES Jessica. She took Charles away from her in the Blind School, and then again by getting him adopted into another family.  Jessica is aware that Bethany knows about the illegal selling of children at the Blind School, so Bethany blackmails her. In order to keep Bethany quiet, Jessica buys her clothes (that’s who the second yellow dress hidden in the piano is for), takes her to the horse stables, and has Bethany call her Aunt Jessie.  Bethany and Charles sister, Charlotte, grew up in Radley together and become best friends. They both become insanely jealous of Alison over the years, for getting to live a normal life while they spent their childhood in the Blind School and then grew up in Radley.

Jessica still keeps in touch with the family that adopted Charles because she loves him like a son. She even brings her children, Ali and Jason, to his birthday party, saying it is for their cousin “Freddy.”

This video is of Jason - Charles (Wilden) - Alison

CHARLES– looks SO MUCH like Wilden. 

Even their hair is parted in the same exact way.

Many years go by and Charles eventually finds out who he really is. He reconnects with Bethany, and meets Charlotte- eventually finding out (through his job as a police officer) that she is his sister. They decide they need to get revenge on the entire DiLaurentis family.

Charlotte is also blackmailing Jessica, and uses her to get out-privileges to go to classes at UPenn and get dirt on Alison and the DiLaurentis family. She even goes as far as becoming Jason’s ‘girlfriend,’ and Alison’s best friend.

In a crazy twist of fate, around the same time, the Liars & Alison blind Jenna by throwing the stink bomb into the garage. Jenna starts going to the Blind Rehab Center, becomes close with Noel Kahn, and finds out the truth about the sordid past at the school on Elm Street. 

Wilden became a cop because he will have access to everyone and everything.  He has been sending Ali the A texts for awhile now. 

On “that night” he helped Bethany and Charlotte escape and they plan to kill Ali in front of Jessica in revenge. Ali turned into a spoiled, bitchy girl, when she grew up with all the luxury in the world. That, coupled with their jealousy, makes them want to kill her. They also know this would cause Jessica the most possible pain.

Since Jessica is still buying Bethany clothes, (probably the same clothes she buys Ali) Bethany happens to be wearing the same yellow top as Alison that night. 

Jessica gets a call from Radley that Bethany has escaped, which is why she didn’t want Ali to go out that night. Bethany hits Ali with the rock, which Jessica sees through the window. Jessica buries Alison, thinking she is dead. She knows she cannot tell the police what happened because of the blackmail Bethany has been holding over her head. 

Grunwald pulls Ali out of the ground and Ali flees.

This same night, a girl named Sara Harvey ran away from home. She was also blonde and similar in stature to Ali.  Mona, who has been bullied by Ali for years, hit Sara over the head with a shovel, thinking she is Alison. Melissa comes across Sara’s dead body (who she also thinks is Alison), and thinking Spencer killed her, buried her in the grave Ali was in earlier that night. 

Charles, Bethany, and Charlotte believe that Ali is dead in the grave under the gazebo on the DiLaurentis property. They don’t know that she escaped and went into hiding. 

Everyone, including the Liars, think Alison is a missing person.

Melissa, Charles, Charlotte, Bethany, and Jessica all think she is DEAD. 

When Maya’s family moves into the DiLaurentis house and decide to do some remodeling, they discover the dead body buried under the gazebo. The police are called in.

Charles (WILDEN) is a cop and has access to the body. He see’s through dental records, that the body is of a girl named Sara Harvey, the dead body is NOT Ali. He decides to switch the dental records with Ali’s so it looked like Ali was dead, and no one would go looking for her. NOW WHO WOULD BE THE ONLY ONE ABLE TO DO THAT? A cop!!!! 

Jessica is brought in to identify the body, and she either pretends it’s Ali’s out of fear and confusion, OR because Charles forces her to.

Charles also forces her to dig a grave and to tell Kenneth, and his biological mother Mary, that he has died. He doesn’t want anyone to find out his true identity. 

But now clues start coming that Ali is alive. Charles (Wilden) aggressively tries to find her. He is always accusing the Liars, hoping he will scare them into spilling anything they know. That’s why he started sending the Liars the A texts, to try to blackmail/torture/scare them into giving him information. He belibes they know where Ali is, and are helping her stay hidden, and develops a deep hatred for them. He enlists help from people that hate Ali, like Mona, who give him info on the girls and Ali.

When the cops are forced to reexamine the corpse, they find that it is Bethany Young. ONCE AGAIN Wilden messed with the dental records. The dead girl who was killed that night was the REAL Sara Harvey. She has been dead the whole entire time. Wilden switched it so it would look like Bethany Young was dead (just like he did with his true identity), so she could be freed from Radley and that he could protect her and no one would look for them or suspect them. They are the king and queen of the A Team. 

Charles/Wilden is Black Hoodie 

Bethany/Sara is Red Coat

Charlotte/CeCe is Black Veil

They had many plans set in case they got caught. The first being that Mona would take the fall for being A. She would be in Radley with CeCe to protect her. Remember what she said was she was brought into Radley? 

What WE want. Meaning her, Charles, Bethany, and CeCe.

So quick recap before we continue:

·         Charles Drake is the character we know as Darren Wilden

·         Bethany Young is the character we know as Sara Harvey

·         Charlotte Drake is Charles younger sister (she was NEVER a boy)

Now that it has been discovered that Ali is not dead, the police start to look for her. Noel is helping Ali stay hidden at this time because she was blackmailing him. But as we know, eventually Noel AND Jenna, are on the A team working against Ali and the Liars. 

Charlotte eventually finds out where Ali is, and that she is planning to come back to Rosewood. Charlotte, Bethany and Charles devise a plan: They don’t know if Ali saw them the night they tried to kill her, and they can’t risk her coming back and telling the cops on them.

First, Charles instructs Charlotte to go see Ali, and then to use her Vivian Darkbloom identity to get out of the country so she will be safe. 

He tells Bethany to murder Jessica DiLaurentis, because she is the only one who knows the truth about all of them, and they all hate her. Bethany is safe because the world thinks she is dead.

Finally, Charles decides to fake his own (Wilden’s) death so he will be safe as well. He killed a man with a similar body type to himself, and put the Wilden mask on his face. First of all we know that there are insanely real looking masks in play in this show. We later see Rollins was wearing a WILDEN mask. We know it was a PERFECT mask of his face.

WHY WAS ROLLINS WEARING THE MASK OF WILDEN OF ALL PEOPLE? Because Wilden is Uber A. Rollins is another one of his minions (will get back to that later).

This is the dead body of a man Wilden murdered. He just put a mask of his own face on the body.

Charlotte is waiting out her time in London, while Charles and Bethany continue to monitor the girls in Rosewood.

This is Charles and Bethany (Characters we know as Wilden & Sara)

Time goes by and Charles (with the help of Charlotte and Bethany) continue to torture the girls and Ali. They try to kill her countless times but fail. They decide the ultimate revenge would be for Ali to get convicted of murder, and spend her life in jail. They set the plan to make it look like Mona was murdered. Mona is in on this whole thing. 

Their plan works, and Ali goes to jail on a murder charge.

They decide to build a Dollhouse they will use to torture the remaining Liars for the rest of their lives. (They hate the girls so much because of their loyalty to Alison). Noel and Jenna help.

They devise a plan just in case anything goes wrong. Charlotte would pretend to be Charles DiLaurentis (the transgender son of JESSICA), and tell the crazy story to gain sympathy and avoid jail time. The only person who could prove this was a lie is dead (Jessica). Bethany would pretend to be Sara Harvey, a runaway girl who was kept prisoner there. Mona will pretend that she was brainwashed into believing she was Ali, & drugged and tortured in the Dollhouse. And she should act like she is trying to help the girls, so if anything goes wrong they don’t suspect she was part of it.

And Charles would escape without anyone knowing.

They successfully kidnap the girls and bring them to the Dollhouse. Charles decides that he wants the girls to organize a prom for him as their last act. He plans on killing them with poisonous gas afterwards. He gives Mona a gas mask so that she will survive. If all goes well this will be the end of their revenge. All the girls will die in the Dollhouse, and Ali will spend the rest of her life in prison.

As we know, none of this goes as plan, and the girls escape and Mona, Charlotte and Bethany are forced to stick to the plan they devised as a fail-safe.  Bethany pretends shes Sara, and Mona pretends she was abducted, brainwashed, and held captive.

Bethany pretends to have a crush on Emily to stay close to the girls, and Charles, Bethany and Charlotte try one more time to end it all. Charlotte abducts Ali from the Ice Ball, taking along Kenneth and Jason to make her fake story seem legitimate. Mona and Bethany lure the girls to the Carassimi Group Lair, and they plan to blow them all up. 

Bethany burns her hands and this plan fails as well. Charlotte is forced to pretends she is Charles and that the game is over.

Ali is released from prison, Charlotte is admitted to Welby,  and the game stops for 5 years. 

Over this time, Charles reconnects with his birth mother, Mary. He finds out that Spencer is his other sister. Mary is now helping Charles, Bethany and Charlotte with everything.

Charles arranges fake doctor ID for Charlotte’s boyfriend, Archer Dunhill (Elliot Rollins) and instructs him to take care of Charlotte in Welby. Charles instructs Archer to make Ali fall in love with him as well, so they can plan their ultimate revenge. They have to put the game on hold for the 5 years that Charlotte is in Welby.

The girls all come back to Rosewood and Charlotte is released. Archer succeeds in making Ali fall in love with him, and they marry. 

Then something goes VERY WRONG. Someone murders Charlotte. Charles is devastated and ENRAGED. He vows to find out who killed his beloved sister. 

He starts to use the name ‘A.D’ instead of ‘A’, which stands for AFTER DEATH, in honor of his dead sister. 

Bethany Young moves into the Radley, which is now a hotel, to be close to the action. 

He thinks one of the girls killed Charlotte, and starts to send them messages again.

Meanwhile, Mary and Archer dress up as Jessica and Wilden to make Alison think she is going crazy. Their plan works and she admits herself into Welby.

Hanna pretends it was her, and goes to the Lost Woods to turn herself in (but her and the other Liars are just trying to catch A.D). Their plan goes arry (BECAUSE MONA TELLS A.D. WHAT THEY ARE PLANNING)  and is abducted by A.D. A.D tortures her in the cabin trying to get information out of her.

The Liars start to believe that Ali killed Charlotte, and use the sweater as evidence to get Hanna back. 

Charles uses police tools he still has at his disposal to check the sweater for evidence that Ali killed Charlotte. But he doesn’t find anything.

Isn’t it interesting that when Charles sends the sweater back to Ali he writes “I couldn’t find A SHRED OF EVIDENCE.”

Who talks like this? A POLICE OFFICER!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, When Hanna escapes from the cabin, Mary Drake picks her up. Although she understands her sons need for revenge, she truly feels bad for what he put Hanna through. She also wants to be around her other daughter-Spencer.

Charles instructs Archer to drug and torture Ali in Welby, so everyone thinks she is insane and she can never escape. 

After Charles realizes that the girls know what Archer is doing, he tells her to take her out of Welby and murder her in the woods. Obviously this goes wrong as well, an Archer is killed. 

Now Ali is back home one again. Charles tells Mary to move into the house to watch her. 

Isn’t it SO INTERESTING that that A.D dressed up as a COP when he went into the house and tried to kill Ali???  Wilden is 10000% A.D and Charles.

He has Bethany call Jenna and Noel to help them with their mission. The only people who know A.D’s true identity are Bethany and Charlotte. All the rest are helpers, but have NEVER seen his face.

Something goes really wrong AGAIN when Bethany is murdered in the bathtub. 

I think their are two teams at work here. One is trying to protect the girls (whoever killed Charlotte and Bethany) and then the other is torturing them. 

Now A.D has lost Red Coat AND Black Veil. He is all alone.

He instructs Noel to find out for sure if Spencer is his other sister. That’s why Noel had Mary’s DNA and was trying to contact Dr. Cochran, who helped sell Spencer. 

The girls end up at Aunt Carol’s WHERE THE EMPTY GRAVE OF CHARLES WAS, and goes into the Lair. That lair was NOT Jessica’s. It was his.

He blows it up so they cannot find any evidence. He threatens that if they find out who he is before he finds out who killed Charlotte, he will kill them all.

Then disaster strikes when the girls find the USB of footage from the Dollhouse in Noel’s things. He has Noel break into Spencer’s house and take it back.

But then Hanna abducts Noel. Charles is relieved when Hanna calls Mona for help. He instructs Mona to retrieve the USB. Mona isn’t able to do that without Hanna realizing she is on the A team, so she convinces Hanna to go back to Rosewood. When Hanna leaves, she lets Noel go, and gives the video of what Hanna did to Noel to Charles. Charles blackmails them into bringing the USB to the Blind School-WHERE IT ALL STARTED. Where they were sold as babies!!!

The girls put the USB on the table, and A.D takes it right away. He instructs Noel and Jenna to kill them all because he doesn’t know what they saw. Mary is there as well. But then Noel is decapitated when he is trying to kill them. Jenna blindly tries to kill them, but ends up shooting Spencer.

Mary intervenes at this point, because she cannot bare to watch her daughter die.

A.D pulls Jenna out of the house. Once again, the girls have escaped, and he needs to make a new plan.

The HUGE missing question: Who is Charles, Charlotte and Spencer’s biological father?

I can’t wait to see what happens next! 7 more months!!!

It has taken me forever to write this theory, I know it’s crazy but I really think this could be it. Please let me know what you think.

Thank you SO much for reading! xoxoxoox


a Deanlena fanmix

01. I hear you call my name, and it feels like home / 02. let the water rise, rise fill the valley below, covering the walks, bury worries with bone / 03. I wish I could save our souls alone and together / 04. I know the weight is pulling you down, we didn’t come all this way to let love drown, keep my head up, try to stay above the water / 05. hold my hand, I can hear the ghosts calling / 06. if you return for me, I’d never want for more / 07. so much, so young, I faced on my own, walls I built up became my home, I’m strong and I’m sure there’s a fire in us / 08. you make the darkness less dark / 09. when you hold out your hand and dive off the edge of the cliff, I want to / 10. we stood beside a frozen sea, I saw you out in front of me, reflected light, a hollow moon, oh Orpheus, Eurydice, it’s over too soon / 11. I’ve seen you before, won’t you shine a little light on us now / 12. I should drown all the lovers that couldn’t love you more / 13. in my mind I am in your arms / 14. you know I’d rather drown than to go on without you / 15. you see me in hindsight, tangled up with you all night, burning it down

[ L I S T E N ]

~Broken Ch. 6~


AUTHOR: bookwarm85

WHICH JAI/CHARACTER: Eric Coulter & OFC (Aeryn Johnson)

GENRE: Drama/Action/Romance

FIC SUMMARY: Emma Johnson knew in order to survive her father…she had to leave her faction. But when she enters Dauntless she quickly gains the attention of a certain leader…Eric. Did she trade one danger for another? Will she be broken?

RATING: MA (Thematic material and mentions of past abuse)

WORDS: 1,497

NOTES/WARNINGS:   There are descriptions of suicide and physical abuse. If you are sensitive to these subjects, then please don’t read them. If you need help and need someone to talk to…please refer to my Author’s Note.


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