Does anyone else just wanna cry when they think of Christmas because Christmas isn’t what it used to be anymore. You no longer get excited for the snow and cold weather, you no longer look forward to late nights watching the snow fall and listening to the radio with your family; you no longer enjoy sitting down next to the lit up Christmas tree at night, it doesn’t sound fun to ring up lights on the inside of your house and keep every other household light off so it has a Christmas feel. You no longer want to stay up all night watching movies, eating flavored popcorn and cookies. The idea of driving out in the country to find a Christmas tree to buy sounds more tedious than it does fun. Seeing all your family and opening presents is more of a chore than it is anything else, all life and excitement for the whole month of December just seems to have disappeared? Or is that just me?