watch people put opinions that i don't care about on this

the signs as i know them
  • aries: has a great sense of humour. soft voice. strong willed and stubborn. kind. fair. stunning appearance. doesn't talk much about feelings. adventurous. neither angry nor up to a fight 24/7. dreams of starting a family. gets along with people. never insults or hurts others on purpose. is actually quite sensitive.
  • taurus: master of organization. sometimes a little confused. is stubborn and rarely changes their opinion but always listens to what other people have to say. quiet when lost in thoughts. financial genius. generous. sometimes a little mean. will never let you down. great friend / husband / dad. is actually a great cook but doesn't eat 24/7. does sports and loves nature. is a "wow look at the moon"-person.
  • gemini: clever. hates boredom. always has a plan b/c/d. cares for their education. talks a lot. sometimes lost in thoughts. tends to overthink. always have a great story to tell. never underestimates others. believes in their friends. always know the answer. is not annoying 24/7. know when to shut up. bright smile. active. loves adventure. never shouting when angry. doesn't let others feel their anger. nature-lover.
  • cancer: very caring. will ask you how your day has been. invites you to their house to make popcorn and watch your favourite movie/series. very funny. good sense of fashion. is the friend who will take you home when you're drunk. makes sure you're ok. is fascinated by science. lovely eyes. adorable. never loud but always present. emotional but not a cry-baby.
  • leo: proud and loud. not easily insulted but when they are they roar. knows so many cultures. is interested in new things. can be very soft but won't show it unless they trust you. bright smile. always polite. will be there for you when you need them. unique sense of fashion. hard workers. chatty. always know how to handle a difficult situation. reliable. trustworthy.
  • virgo: feel much more than they would admit. don't have many friends but would do anything for the friends they have. careful. neither waste money nor time. a little stingy. the friend that feels what you feel. can read your mind sometimes. loves to surprise people. to be avoided when angry. calm down easily. loves to make others smile. sometimes too caring. loyal.
  • libra: sometimes a little weird. hardworking. sometimes they believe in themselves, sometimes they give up on themselves. aesthetic-lovers. usually very well dressed. polite. interested in art, history and literature. doubt their skills a lot. sometimes a little absent. instead of shouting they don't talk. loves conversations with new people.
  • scorpio: NOT EVIL AT ALL!! very emotional but never reckless. you can call them at 3am and they will be there for you. sometimes they don't know what to do with all their feelings but they will never let you suffer because of that. the best friends. adorable. stunning look. hard voices, hard souls, soft heart. are interested and show their interest in you and your feelings. will apologize immediately when they see they treated you wrong and they are truly sorry. mysterious. when they trust you they tell you everything. a little revengeful but would never harm others.
  • sagittarius: hilarious. clever. tell great jokes. are interested and caring. fight issues. don't show their emotions. won't be angry for long. colourful people with colourful minds. somehow they always know what's going on. love to work out. learn languages quite fast. honest.
  • capricorn: serious people. sometimes very stubborn. well educated. strong. smart. working to achieve their goals. never ever ever give up. never show defeat. don't cry very often. love the sun. good at making friends. do not forgive easily. forgive but don't forget. will remember almost everything they did / heard / said in their lives. loyal. know what they're worth.
  • aquarius: entertaining. bright personality. you can always spot their voice. has a very emotional part they won't show anyone. can make a bad situation good. great friends. sometimes a little bossy. tend to put on a show. won't mess around. chatty and makes new friends easily and quite often. has many friends but only like 2-3 real friends they would trust with their lives. hate to show when they hurt. very intelligent.
  • pisces: not crying 24/7. not weak at all. develop crushes easily but get over them very fast. either things don't mean anything to them or they mean the world to them. lost in daydreams but have the brightest fantasy. can be a storm. if they see you treat them wrong they leave. loyal to the people they love. can be revengeful. scheming. knows exactly what people deserve. would never harm anyone who doesn't deserve it. want justice. hard to get. hard to understand. great friends. worth the fight. will hold your hand and go through hell with you. passionate lovers.

anonymous asked:

I don't know if you've discussed this before, but what are your views on Scarlet Johanson being cast as the lead in GitS? I know lots of people believe this to be white washing, but there are divided opinions.

I’m of the firm opinion that Hollywood making a Ghost in the Shell adaptation is iffy in the first place when the original manga is so intrinsically tied to Japanese history. The manga itself was a reflection and reaction to post-war Japan’s economic dependence on technology, and a lot of its power comes from the emotional nuance that the author threaded into its story as someone who grew up in that time period. One of the primary themes of the manga is how technology blends with Eastern philosophy. The fact that Hollywood decided to grab at the monumental task of adapting this franchise without understanding the weight of it offends me as a storyteller. Even then, I might have watched it if the cyberpunk aesthetic was pretty enough.

However, in my view, proceeding to cast Scarlett Johansson as the main character is nothing short of a disgrace. In the end, that is the reason why I am choosing to not watch the film. Now, hang onto your hat, anon, this is going to be a long ride under the cut:

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anonymous asked:

I'm a pacifist generally but in this case Milo does not just have opinions his words are hate speech and actively violent. We cannot treat as merely an opinion because his words harm people To treat as equally valued opinions that deserve open discussion is to make genocide and racism legitimate political discourses. Plus Milo is literally involved in the shooting of a peaceful protester at one of his last events. He is the violence this is the response

I disagree. Just because Milo has controversial opinions doesn’t mean free speech should go out the window. Treating him with an equally valued opinion would not legitimize genocide or racism. I’ve watched a few of his speeches he gave at campuses online. This man is not calling for everyone to go to arms and shoot all minorities, eradicate the Jews, eliminate the LGBT community, etc. He is simply criticizing movements he finds problematic, which he has the right to do.

The event was optional. It’s not like everyone on campus was required to go. If people had a problem with it, they shouldn’t have went and let the people who did want to go attend the event.

As for the shooting, I’m well aware. I’m very up to date/involved with politics I just don’t talk about it a lot on this blog.

If the first amendment protects free speech, but not “hate speech” where do we draw the line? Who’s opinion are we using to determine what is considered “hate speech”.

Milo is not violent. Is he controversial? Yes. I don’t agree with everything the man says but I would never advocate silencing him because of that. Furthermore, words do not equal violence. Violence was not the correct response for this event and I pray for any poor soul who thinks it ever is.

There’s a saying I remember that talks about how if you try to silence something, shelter people and hide that something from the world, you only bring more attention to it. That is something that has happened here with Mili. When people riot like this your opinion is null and only makes the people you’re protesting buckle down on their opinions. Instead of just letting the speech take place, where he might have only reached a few hindered or thousand of viewers these riots have now put him on national tv.

Lastly, I would like to end with this quote.

“The fascists of the future will call themselves anti-fascists” - Winston Churchill

tl;dr: Violence is not the correct response to words. I don’t care how much you disagree with that person.

“Is Bruce in here?” Tim figured he might be— Bruce spent a lot of time in the children’s wing of Wayne Enterprises. There were a dozen or so kids in daycare most weekdays, and Bruce liked to hang out.

Tim liked to hang out too. They had nice snacks, and he’d known most of the kids since they were toddlers. And sometimes naps were mandatory.

“Conference call,” Damian told him. (For someone who claimed to hate naps, snackfood, kids, and humanity in general, Damian also spent a lot of time in the children’s wing.) “I don’t know where.” 

He went back to what he was doing, which was arranging a set of pewter soldiers into a complex model of a battlefield, presumably for the benefit of the preschooler sitting next to him. 

“What’s this?”

“The Battle of Issus, 333 BC.”

“Right, obviously.” Tim decided he was curious, so he settled down on the mats to watch.  Damian finished his model; he pulled a marker from the art table and used it as a pointer. 

“Okay. This is the Macedonian army, outnumbered but in the better tactical position, south of the Pinarus River. Their leader is Alexander the Great. And this—” He pointed to his enemy line. “—is the Achaemenid Empire. They’re about to lose.”

Damian tapped his marker on the Macedonian right. “This is the companion calvary, Alexander’s elite force, and they—” he cut off when he noticed his pupil digging in the toy bin, clearly distracted. The kid came up with a battered Transformer, which he set behind Damian’s lines. 

“Elliot. Alexander did not have robots.”

“But,” said Tim, rummaging through the box himself, “did he have wizards?” He pulled a bearded magician out of the tub and held it up for Damian to see. 

“You know he didn’t.”

Tim passed the wizard to Elliot. “But what if he did?”

“Drake.”

“How would that go?”

Drake.”

“Abracadabra, Alexander!” Elliot yelled, gleefully smashing through Damian’s entire left flank.

“Damn it, Drake.” Damian sighed in frustration— not quite the rise Tim was hoping for, but still something. He dropped Elliot’s discarded robot back into the box.

“I don’t know what you were expecting,” Tim told him. “Elliot’s four. He’s too young for— what is this— military history?”

“He was doing fine before you showed up.” Damian started to re-erect his soldiers, but he gave it up after Elliot came in for a second pass. “Which is typical, isn’t it?”

“Good one.”

“Thank you.” Damian crossed his arms. “Fine. I’ll bite. When is he supposed to learn this kind of thing?”

“High school? Maybe never.”

“That can’t be right.”

“Have I ever lied to you?”

“Frequently.” Damian rolled his eyes. “I’m getting a second opinion.”

“I’ll wait.”

Damian checked the room for potential allies. “Thomas?” he called over his shoulder, “You learned military strategy as a kid, right?”

Duke looked up from the book he was reading to a pair of kindergardeners. “Just you, man.”

“Told you.” Tim fished a bag of plastic ninja from the toy box and arranged them pointedly into a row. “How are you still surprised by this kind of thing?”

Damian glared at him. “Okay, first of all? I’m not a— hold on a second. Elliot!”

Elliot froze with a large, plastic dinosaur held aloft over the battlefield. He drew it sheepishly back to his chest. “Sorry.”

“Not in the calvary wing,” Damian told him. “You’ll scare the horses.”

“Here?” Elliot pointed to the front of the phalanx.

“Yes.”

“RAWR.”

“Aim for his center.” Damian turned back to Tim. “Anyway. Why are you still talking to me? I thought we had an agreement about unnecessary contact.”

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A continuation of the Swapped Luggage AU?

“And how is your current date going, Law?”

Swatting at the latest mosquito to try making a meal out of him, Trafalgar D. Water Law, stumbles through the rainforest, wondering why he’d even bothered booking a fortnight off work for this madness.

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anonymous asked:

Hi I realize this is late but what is your opinion on the whole Phil-not-discussing-politics-and-not-discussing-moonlight drama? I saw you reblogged from one of the blogs that was super angry about it? Don't you think it's a bit harsh to expect him to talk about every social issue even in the movies he watches for fun? Idk. I feel like people can never be happy with Phil, they're always looking for reasons to criticize him. But I would like to hear your thoughts.

I haven’t seen Moonlight so i don’t feel like I can make a personal comment on the movie or worth of his opinion on it, but I’ll make a few points about the situation in general as I see it: 

- It’s not uncommon for someone to identify with the struggle portrayed in a movie when they see it as representation. To have someone view something you consider representation (of you, or just the kind of struggle you feel strongly about) as boring with little further in the way of explanation can feel like a personal rejection. 

- It’s not that people expect him to talk about “every social issue even in the movies he watches for fun” - it’s that the actual plot of this particular movie was a social issue and he neglected to even glancingly acknowledge that. The fact that Dan spoke about it and did acknowledge the social issue and importance just puts Phil in a slightly worse light by comparison. 

- It’s a sign of a bigger issue people have with Phil. We don’t know that he values the struggle that POC and the LGBTQ community go through, so it’s harder to give him the benefit of the doubt and assume by ‘it’s boring’ he meant ‘I recognize the weight of the film and what it represents, I just found the storytelling slow’. We don’t know enough to cut him slack because he doesn’t talk about it. 

- Phil doesn’t talk about anything he values beyond a shallow surface layer of things that relate directly to himself. To paraphrase @europeansoul in a conversation I was in earlier, we know he’s passionate about his family, his career, his partner. We do not hear Phil talk passionately about anything outside of his immediate life and circumstances. Does that mean he doesn’t care about social issues? We don’t know. Are we obligated to assume the best of him because we’re fans? I sure as hell hope not. Down that way lies blind adoration and I’m not here for that. 

- His channel is about telling stories that make people happy. He’s under no obligation to go any deeper than that. In fact, I generally appreciate that he doesn’t because it’s a nice bit of a mental break from the world. But as much as it is his choice to keep us in the dark about how he feels about social issues and reject using his platform to spread awareness, it is the choice of his viewers to appreciate or not appreciate that. 

- It’s ok to criticize people you’re a fan of.  It’s ok to criticize people you’re a fan of.

anonymous asked:

I don't see why anyone likes you you're a piece of crap

I know right. Even I think that about myself :D matter of fact there are tons of reasons to Hate me which I’ve said several times before so lets count em down ^u^

Reasons to Dislike JaxBlade :)

I’m Overly Optimistic….like annoyingly so at times. I look at the glass Half Full and my lifes been crappy but I always see the good. A lot of pessimist people I met don’t like me cause they think I’m fake but hey Most of the time this is me appreciating the good times though to lead into my next one.

I can be a tad emo at times.…There are times where i feel like my friends dont like me at all, I’m burden to them and they are just being polite especially if we go long bouts without talking and i feel all alone and depressed and Kinda clingly. Luckily Im working on that day by day

I can be a Bit Cocky and Arrogant at times. I’m proud of my body and like to show it off cause I used to be fat and seeing myself improve eveyday gives me a slight ego boost and I like to show off.

I can be a such an Attention Whore: In so many areas xD especially If I’m at a place I like to be center of attention and take off my shirt to show off even though

I have mediocre results for a fitness person: I’ve working out since I was 16 and I’ve barely added that much mass to my frame. Speed and Strength have skyrocketed since back then but I’ve been working out Damn near 10 years and my physique honestly isnt that impressive even though I like to gloat

I’m kind of a Perv Not like peeking through windows and stealing womens under-roos but I love women, I love booty and I love breasts. I love the concept of an hour glass woman with curves in all the right places and thats the primary stuff of my Special blog

I can be the Biggest Dick if you’re an Asshole to my friends: when people insult me I gotta thank all those years of bully beatings for giving me tough skin cause i can get on but if someones fucking with a friend of mine or someone close I become like a fuckin supervillain and If they are out of shape and being an ass to my friends I let lose and break their self esteem. Luckily with all the meditation I do now I dont do that as much and focus on my day

I’m indifferent on a lot of things that people get upset over: Like a lot of people can be pissed off and ask me my opinion and Im usually like “yeah that sucks” and they get mad at me cause I’m like Meh. The last time i remember that was that Dear Fat people video that a lot of people bashed and while I personally didnt agree with how she was saying her message as a person who was beaten up and fat shamed and used that as motivation to get in shape. It honestly didnt bother me that much and I didnt think anything of it but a few people got mad at me cause they thought i was promoting fat shaming with my indifference

I’m all for Gay people and their rights: so Some people may call me a “Fag lover” or something cause Im supportive of the gay community BUT i do know something about me. I was at one of my Best friends’ , since we were 14, Wedding 2 years ago he’s gay and been that way since he said he was 12, and I met his husband there and his husband was cool and an awesome dude and I thought they were great. But when they said “Kiss the Bride” I looked away. and I notice I do that a lot when I hang out with my gay friends marcus and kevin and they kiss I just look away. I’m happy that they are happy and in love but seeing two men kiss makes me a lil uncomfortable SO I HAVE to work on myself to be a bit more liberal

I’m Black: so Racists hate me just cause of the melanin in my skin so theres that

The Brony thing: I used to be a Hardcore brony back in 2011-2012 till I dropped the term and now Im just a casual fan of the show. So Some people can dislike me because I watched it and others call me a poser and fake cause im in my Buddy Racebest’s Bronies React videos but i dont use the term brony for myself anymore since im just a casual fan of the show so theres that.

I Prefer Dubbed over Subbed anime

I’m kind of a Man whore

I’ve Lied to the ones I loved the most and the ones I was closest to because I was scared that they’d leave If somethings wrong with me I usually laugh it off and kind of do a Lie of omission if someone asks. So I need to work on being more open to people who care about me

I dont like the Pixar film Up xD and some people have legit told me they hate me for that and unfollowed me

I Quote my Bullying story a Sickening amount for Motivation and Inspiration for people.

I like seeing Criminals and bad people in general die in horrible ways and think they should be put down for the count instead of imprisoned.

If its not Fitness, Health, Exercise, Anime, Cartoon, Comic stuff I can be considered borderline retarded at points

I can be Overbearingly Overcaring for people I care about at points that I come off as Irritatingly clingy

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And theres a WHOOOOOOOLE Lot More that I openly admit and all I can do is acknowledge it and work on bettering myself like a Redemption Arc Yeah like Kenshin when he went from Battosai to Heroic Samurai or Vegeta mass murdering warrior to Lovable Family Guy. Its gonna take some time but I’m willing to work on it But I’ve already accepted all my faults so I can use them to better myself

anonymous asked:

Can I request the RFA + Saeran finding out MC is a drummer (that was in like a metal band)? I'm a female drummer and I feel like we don't get a lot of recognition ;v;

so my dear friend suggested that maybe I should try to keep my HC’s a little shorter and see how people respond to it as opposed to my usual length. Honestly, I’m open for any critique if anyone has any. I want to get better, of course. I hope you’re not disappointed and enjoy ^^

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Zen

♬ him finding out was kind of an accident

♬ he’d found an old, dusty CD of a local metal band he’d listened to during his teens

♬ when he’d still been the edgy dude in a biker gang and all that

♬ when you’d found him head banging in the living room you’d laughed

♬ “I didn’t know you knew my band.”

♬ …what…?!

♬ “yeah, I am the drummer.”

♬ Zen had never been more amazed in his life

♬ he demands you play for him every day from that moment on

♬ he watches you practice

♬ sometimes you even have jam sessions together

♬ he goes to all your gigs, no matter how small

♬ he also runs around with a t-shirt of your band all the time

♬ he even attempts to sell some of your old CD’s cause like

♬ t h i s  i s  m y  c o o l  d r u m m e r  g i r l f r i e n d

♬ honestly, you’ve never dated someone quite as cute

♬ and slightly overly devoted

Yoosung

★ when you tell him he’s kinda surprised

★ you just didn’t really seem like the type?

★ everyone just always seems to play the guitar or piano

★ not that he minds!

★ he finds it extremely cool and loves watching you

★ especially when you wear something shoulder less

★ it’s mesmerizing, really how quick and smoothly you move

★ he is also sure that those arms could choke him

★ after that thought your performances suddenly become very erotic to him

 ★ you first notice it when he starts shifting uncomfortably during one of your gigs

★ when it happens another time you smirk at him knowingly

★ he knows he’s in deep shit

★ after that you purposefully flex sometimes

★ pray with the chopsticks during lunch

★ anything that would make him even the slightest bit of uncomfortable

★ he hates that you are a drummer!

★ he actually loves it (⊙﹏⊙✿)

Jaehee

♨ she’s a little torn when you ask her whether you can put up your drum set or not

♨ on one hand she doesn’t really like that music

♨ and it’s also extremely loud

♨ god forbid what the neighbours would say

♨ on the other hand she doesn’t want to stop you from practicing your passion

♨ after all you were the one who made her café possible

♨ it’s really the least she can do to thank you

♨ but when you talk about drumming you just shine with joy

♨ and who would have the heart to say no to you

♨ Jaehee certainly doesn’t

♨ so you set up the drum set and strangely enough, she never hears a thing

♨ you disappear into the room to practice but no sound

♨ when she looks into the room she finds you wearing headphones and things click

♨ for a while she just watches you, taking in how you move

♨ she’s never seen you as happy as you are when playing your drums

♨ that is until she does to your first gig with you and sees you on stage

♨ she’s never seen you look more happy and beautiful

Jumin

♛ at first he doesn’t know what to think of it

♛ Jumin is more of a classics type of guy, you know

♛ you still invite him to one of your gigs though

♛ afterwards his opinion completely changes

♛ he is amazing at how strong you are to get through an entire gig like that

♛ doesn’t it hurt in the arms?

♛ a week later he buys you new drums

♛ you know the kind of drums you would have had to sell your soul for?

♛ Yeah, those kind of drums

♛ he also clears an entire apartment in the building to make a studio out of it

♛ when you tell him it’s just a hobby and he doesn’t have to pay so much

♛ he doesn’t want to hear any of it

♛ talents like yours should be nourished and supported

♛ also; practice makes perfect and perfection is the goal

♛ you actually have to physically stop him from buying a record label for you

♛ well, no one can say that Jumin does not express his love

♛ he just has a special way of doing so

Saeyoung/Seven

☼ when you tell Seven he is incredibly curious 

☼ bombarding you with a million questions like

☼ “When did you start playing?”

☼ “Have you ever played any shows?”

☼ “What kind of drums do you have?”

☼ the latest one apparently inspired him quite a bit

☼ only a couple of days later he’d produced four different prototypes

☼ he’d adamant in making the best drum set ever

☼ he also loves teasing you about it

☼ mainly using old jokes like ‘who even knows the drummer’

☼ he even went as far as opening garage band to show you that he can ‘play the drums too’

☼ you gave him a very unimpressed

☼ he apologizes eventually

☼ he also hugs you tight while telling you how cool he finds it

☼ he admits to always having dreamed of playing an instrument but being incapable of

☼ when you offer to teach him he refuses, telling that everyone has their own talent

☼ “I prefer watching and admiring you anyway”

Saeran

☀ is he supposed to care?

☀ so what? you play the drums and?

☀he taught himself hacking and no one gave a fuck

☀ still he accidentally passes the room whenever you practice

☀ and sometimes his earplugs fall out by accident too

☀ and maybe he accidentally walked into the room and sat on the stool once too

☀ he was tired and thought it was the kitchen, okay?!

☀ it’s when you see him drumming with chopsticks like a child that realization finally dawns on you

☀ maybe he wants to learn too?

☀ you suggest teaching him

☀ obviously he huffs and tells you he doesn’t want to

☀ obviously he also later admits that he would love you to

☀ once you start he realizes just how hard it actually is

☀ his arms ache for days after the first couple of tries

☀ during the night he tells you that he actually admires you for your skill and talent

☀ you’re very pleased and thank him

☀ he gives up trying to learn but enjoys watching and listening all the more

anonymous asked:

If you think the diggers/bates are crazy, you'll define you dislike anyone of the apostolic/Pentecostal faith. Girls wear skirts, don't cut their hair and wear no jewelry or makeup. We're way stricter than the bates/sugars when it comes to modesty standards. The only big difference would be that most of us watch tv and kiss before marriage. But, I am happy in my faith and the duggars/bates look to be as well, so I would stop throwing the word "cult" around, unless they have actually admitted it.

(I did not change anything in this ask, the spelling mistakes were created by anon)

You are right @anon, I will dislike any religion that treats parts of their church members as second class citizen… If a religion/church feels the need to push women into predefined gender roles (aka church leaders are scared to lose their position as the head of the household because some women could actually do better than some men - I can already hear them scream *😠burn the witch* at me) I can not like or support them in any way. We are all humans, no matter what gender, race, sexuality, religion, nationality and so on. Nobody should be put down for living the way they enjoy to live if that lifestyle does not effect anybody else in a negative way.

I am happy that you are happy in your faith but reacting the way you are (caring about how other people call your faith, trying to shut me up “I would stop throwing the word “cult” around”) shows me that you are not as secure in your faith as you are leading on to be. If you were you would probably not care.

And I do not think, I have stated anywhere on this blog that the Duggars or Bateses or any of the fundie families we talk about are per se crazy. I just think most of their rules/ideology/church is/are…

Also… have you ever looked at a definition of the word “cult”?

  • Oxford dictionary says (i.a.): A relatively small group of people having religious beliefs or practices regarded by others as strange or as imposing excessive control over members.
  • Cambridge dictionary: (i.a.) a religious group, often living together, whose beliefs are considered extreme or strange by many people

Sooo…. I guess the word cult describes it pretty well….

Oh and before I forget: THIS IS OUR BLOG AND WE WILL POST, COMMENT OR NAME THINGS AS WE PLEASE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! If you can´t agree to disagree or just can´t stand our opinions please unfollow us. No one forces you to spend any time on our blog. This is not a fan blog. It is a blog where the lives of the fundies who chose to live it in the public eye will be critically analyzed.

(Annie)

flatsound sentence starters
  • "Tonight I walked through a field that used to scare me more than I scared myself."
  • "I wish I had known you then."
  • "It was never death that interested me; it was the idea of an opportunity to follow a cold breeze that promised to take me anywhere but here."
  • "I’m sorry you thought this couldn’t work, because I’ve never wanted anything more in my entire life than to prove that it could."
  • "You were not my world, you were my universe."
  • "And I wonder if that’s what it feels like to die."
  • "Why do I wait, wondering how long it’ll take you to admit it?"
  • "I’d rather keep my mouth shut then start to say what I can’t finish."
  • "I sit here wondering if anything you said was true."
  • "We both noticed something had changed."
  • "I called you up again today and you didn't pick up."
  • "I didn't expect it to happen this quickly, you know?"
  • "I sit here and I worry about myself so much."
  • "I wanted you to care, I wanted you to be nosy, I wanted you to be there."
  • "I know it's stupid of me to say that you don't care, I mean, of course you do, but I want you to care so much more."
  • "I can't be around all these people who all my life have tried to change me."
  • "I can't hide who I am."
  • "I will be happy for the first time in my whole life."
  • "It makes me feel good, makes me feel pretty."
  • "I will go to sleep; just know you’ll be in my dreams."
  • "If I cry, it won’t be because of you."
  • "You don’t have to wait or pretend that he’s just your friend."
  • "It scares me more than I'd like to admit."
  • "My only problem lately is I've got too much time so all I'm left with is that what's on my mind."
  • "I left out everyone and all I have at the end of the day is that what's on my mind."
  • "Say I came back today, would I have a spot in your heart?"
  • "I cheated with your ex best friend."
  • "You can't stand in my doorway for long."
  • "It's eleven o'clock, he's expecting you home."
  • "I'll walk you up the hill to your car."
  • "No, don't let go, don't let this die."
  • "I just need to know what I did to ruin this and turn your body cold."
  • "If you walk through that door there will be no us."
  • "I thought you were being distant."
  • "I did not mean to make this the worst night of your life."
  • "I need you to know what happened."
  • "I saw you walking by, you didn't say hi, you didn't even smile."
  • "You're not the only one who's feeling anxious toward the bullshit that's attached to growin' up."
  • "You said things would stay the same; well, have they?"
  • "I know you're scared, but you'll never get better if you keep running away."
  • "Sometimes you need to be self centered to understand yourself better."
  • "I'm not in the mood to stick around."
  • "Every day I think about you and why you had to turn into my enemy, when all I need's my friend."
  • "Look at me and see how much I've changed since you left."
  • "Well, is this what you wanted, for me to admit that this fucking hurts?"
  • "I was never good at talking smoothly."
  • "Now I don't remember how you speak; I mean, it comes to me in dreams, but by morning, I lose everything you ever said."
  • "I'm not perfect, I think I'm quite the opposite, I'm nothing to adore."
  • "Perfection is opinion and nothing more."
  • "I'll be here waiting when your plane lands."
  • "Hi, my name is none of your concern."
  • "I like the way you make me feel at home."
  • "It wasn’t a mistake - so please dont think it was."
  • "I didn’t have a lot to drink, I just needed a bit for confidence."
  • "They won't find out, no one cares enough about it to run their mouths."
  • "Just please, when you’re ready to go, try not to make it so painful."
  • "Will you write another sad, sad song?"
  • "It's obnoxious and it's useless to fight a war you're losing."
  • "This might be your only chance."
  • "Is it you who calls the shots?"
  • "I don't know why they're choosing to confide in someone who will talk about anything."
  • "There are people who miss me and I don't know why they're investing all their time into someone with my history."
  • "Why did you say that I was one in a million? Because I believed it."
  • "I thought I had something that you were too scared to lose."
  • "I also saw how often you say goodbye."
  • "Things were never supposed to be this good."
  • "Nothing I can say now would justify a thing, just know I'm sorry."
  • "I just wanted to say I hope you're okay."
  • "You're already hurt, I'm scared that if you put your trust in me, I'll make it worse."
  • "You're still so young, you have room to grow into something amazing."
  • "You won't remember who I am."
  • "I can't live with the chance that this feeling's ever coming back."
  • "I don't hate you, but honey, this still hurts."
  • "I'm not dumb, I know everything."
  • "That liquid he consumes makes him speak the truth."
  • "Look at me, because I exist."
  • "It's a shame that we're not soulmates because if I didn't know better, I'd say this feels pretty good."
  • "You've been gone for too long, why'd you go?"
  • "Is this what you think it means to be responsible?"
  • "I went to class, you didn't show up."
  • "I thought we said that we'd keep in touch."
  • "So live up to the name you’ve been making for yourself."
  • "Last night you had that dream again, the one where you try and run from your fears but you can’t because you’re wearing fabulous stilettos."
  • "If I were the sun, I'd shine my light on you and leave the people that hurt you cold."
  • "We’re fighting again, more than usual."
  • "I’m sorry about being me."
  • "I'll sleep on the couch."
  • "Bring me a cat to be my best friend."
  • "It isn’t like you ever said that you were committed to the thought of me and only me."
  • "I can’t believe I spent all morning trying to tell you I’m sorry about yesterday."
  • "You smell like the devil but you feel like the lord."
  • "I didn’t dodge all your bullets, I just denied that they hit me."
  • "If I told you I loved you would you reach out and touch me?"
  • "I wish we had just gone to bed."
  • "This could have worked."
  • "The best part of that whole song was skipping ahead to Nicki Minaj."
  • "I will not make the same mistake twice."
  • "I know you never really liked people, I didn't mean to make that worse."
  • "I still know the roads that take me to your street."
  • "I know I promised that we'd talk more it's just, I'm surprised you even want to talk at all."
  • "I'm so scared that you still think I'm the one who gave up."
  • "The plans we made were never mistakes, they just didn't work for us."
  • "You always knew the deal that we made and what this was worth."
  • "I'll go to sleep at a decent time when I find something worth waking up for."
  • "I keep checking my phone to see you haven’t called at all."
  • "I thought I was the best part of your life, now I’m pretty sure that I was wrong."
  • "You’re impossible to read so if you love me, come clean."
  • "I’ll refer to you as my special love, the one that set me free."
  • "I’m feeling lost in towns that were my home."
  • "It's my own body, I did what I wanted."
  • "It’s not that I don’t have words to say, I just don’t want to be the one that speaks them."
  • "Your only flaw is that you’re flawless.”
  • "I’m so full of shit, I’m surprised you bought it."
  • "Well congratulations, I didn’t know you two had made things so official."
  • "Don’t call me when it fizzles; in fact, don’t call me at all."
  • "What a beautiful sight to see you alive."
  • "I can't hold you responsible anymore."
  • "I'm lost now in the thrill of it."
  • "I just want to lay in bed with you."
  • "I'll throw everything I have into the flames just to make it last."
  • "There are reasons that I can't stay."
  • "I built my life around watching everything you do."
  • "I wonder if you're having fun."
  • "You said you were done; well, how done?"
  • "I want to believe that I really don't need him."
  • "I can't wait until I see your face and my brain feels nothing."
  • "I would never want you to stop your life."
  • "You were always a shitty friend."
The signs as the people I know
  • Aries: Eric my baby// Loud af. FOOD ADDICTION. Thinks he is so funny. Amazing. Puts people before himself. Selfless. Knows where he stands on most things. Sings loudly in hallways. Fun loving and admirable by the people he just met. Impulsive when making decisions. Crosses his eyes a lot. A Teaser. The sweetest guys ever. Basically Aries people are amazing.
  • Taurus: Jay// funny AF. Sarcastic. Is always joking and make people around her laugh. Loyal. ARTISTIC. Queen of selfies. Sociable in an awkward way. Laid back, amazing at giving advices. Burps a lot. Hates when it when people are being pushy.
  • Gemini: Sage my best friend// Emotional. Thoughtful. Very hardworking. SO CARING. Talkative and prone to have ups and down roll coaster of emotions. Family-oriented. ADORABLE. She loves talking to new people. Great at making new friends. Is so nice BUT don't get into her dark side.. Will cut you down. Always know what to say to make you feel better. Ugh Gemini people are just wonderful
  • Cancer: Katelynn// loving. Caring. Moody. Loves to be good at everything she does. Hardworking. Looks innocent but will murder you when pissed. Headstrong. Helpful. Loves ice cream. LOVES TO HUG HER FRIENDS. Queen of sass. Loves children.
  • Leo: Zac// Selfless. Quiet in front strangers but is a whole another person with his friends. He looks serious but I swear he is the funniest shit ever. Self-assured. Very generous. Loves being in the center of attention. Smiles a lot. Aggressive AF. Spoils his gf. Loves music. So fashionable. Impulsive he can't keep a thought to himself you'll find him saying everything on his mind.
  • Virgo: Andre// he is a damn Gamer. Book lover. VERY SMART. Gets perfect grades. Talkative. Dynamic. Foodie. Very thoughtful. Looks so innocent but I swear he is a satan. Honest and direct. Won't participate anything related to physical activity.
  • Libra: Andrea// independent. So classy. Loves shopping make up. STYLISH. So caring. Sociable. Popular in her college. Smiles a lot. Flirty and funny. Intelligent. Loves taking care of the others. Dances randomly.
  • Scorpio: Sam// is the funniest guys on this earth. Sarcastic af. So damn smart. Swears a lot. ARTIST. Eats every and anything I swear. COFFEE ADDICTION. God of editing photos. SEXY. Stares at asses. Always make people laugh when they are down no matter what. Knows what to say he is really great at starting conversations. CLUMSY. Movie freak and a gamer by the heart.
  • Sagittarius: Tessa:: Short. ADORABLE (but she'll hit you if you called her one)) laughs a lot. Headstrong. Doesn't give a shit about people's opinion. Shouts a lot. LaZY ASS. Couchpotato and love calling people by nicknames. Loves punching people's arm. Says the wrong things in the wrong times. Adventurous and ready for anything. Funny and fun loving.
  • Capricorn: Martin:// deadly caring. Hides his feelings v well. farts a lot. Laughs LOUDLY. Shows off in front of ladies. Goofball. Smart at math. Laughs at dirty jokes. Helps people. Obsessed over his car. Hates wasting money. Is very awkward when meeting people for the first time. Jumps from topic to another topic pretty fast. Really keen and focused at working ,always crack a lame jokes.
  • Aquarius: Katie:// Chill. So sassy. She loves to dress randomly. Perfectionistic. Loves pets. Has no problem beating someone's up for being jerk-ass. Very active on social media. Talks about odd topics. Everyone thinks she is down to earth and amazing. LOVES READING.
  • Pisces: Andrew// Talkative. HE IS THE SWEETEST. Doodles a lot. Hates conflicts. Sleeps over 13 hours. Cutest shit alive. Giggles a lot. Such a Geek watches anime, shows, you'll find in cinemas. Social butterfly. Avoids conformations. Always make sure if everything is alright. Dreamy. Forgets to replay most of the times. Posts a lot pictures on ig. People tend to like him by the first time they meet him.
the signs as I know them
  • Aries: there's this fiery aura that surrounds them. they're always so warm and exciting. they're a natural leader and they won't hesitate to call you out on your shit. they might be pretty hot-headed sometimes but they're usually so generous and encouraging.
  • Taurus: very, very hardworking but they enjoy their lazy days too. they always try to get the best out of every thing. Is very affectionate and adorable when it comes to love, usually kinda introverted but they don't mind being in the spotlight. Rarely changes their mind but sticks to it if they do.
  • Gemini: so, so damn funny. I love these guys because no matter what they're feeling, they'll always try to make you laugh. So clever and intelligent but can be pretty manipulative sometimes, even when they aren't even trying to be. They have this childish quality about them which makes them seem so young and curious. Are usually very talkative but expressing their emotions and feelings can be pretty hard for them.
  • Cancer: Experiencing their moods is like watching those really old movies that make you feel so nostalgic. It's very hard to get them out of their shell because deep inside that cool, hard exterior is fear. They're always so paranoid that everyone is against them so they protect themselves under that strong, protective shell of theirs. Very poetic minded and imaginative but they do use logic over intuition sometimes, depending on their moods.
  • Leo: Oh god, honestly, the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. So damn charming and hilarious. They can be so intimidating sometimes because they seem so cool, but you'd be surprised at how grounded they actually are. They absolutely love their hair and will complement you on yours too. Very honest and straightforward. I love how positive their vibes are.
  • Virgo: This is the sign I get along the best with, mostly because they're so careful, helpful and caring. They will always, and by always I mean ALWAYS put you first, no matter how shitty they feel themselves. It's very difficult for them to open up about their emotions and don't expect them to do that unless they trust you. They're always thinking and that's what makes them so prone to anxious and disturbing thoughts. They don't always show it but they're very sensitive deep down.
  • Libra: They're so damn friendly and will always try to include you in their group. They're so charming and incredible. They might seem emotionally cold sometimes but they know more than they reveal. They usually end up taking people's shit way too much, sometimes to the point where it's very unhealthy. So good at solving conflicts and they always strive for equality, no matter what.
  • Scorpio: I fall in love with them all over again just by the way they look at me with their magnetic, piercing eyes. They are so misunderstood because they don't show their true emotions. They either love you or hate you. They tend to hold grudges against people who have hurt them but if they forgive you, you're lucky because Scorpios never forgive and forget. Everything they feel is so intense and part of the reason why they hide beneath a poker face. Very obsessive and suspicious.
  • Sagittarius: They're honest as hell, sometimes to the point where it can come off as hurtful but they don't really mean it. Very independent, they won't put up with your shit and thats exactly what I love about them. Can be pretty blindly optimistic sometimes. They just want to have fun and want everyone else around them to have fun too. The most genuine smiles and hugs. Laughs at themselves.
  • Capricorn: Ambition really is the one word that describes them. I find them so fascinating because of their ability to never back down. They're so intimidating and it's pretty hard to try to talk to them, but they're really so warm and sweet. So damn self controlled, you can never guess how they really feel. Their opinions are usually pretty strong. I wish I could figure them out.
  • Aquarius: They tend to have a very easygoing and friendly attitude. I love the way they think so differently and never give a damn what people think of them. I love how they're always down to taking long midnight walks, star-gazing and discussing conspiracy theories. They're so quiet sometimes but when they do open up, you'd be surprised.
  • Pisces: They fascinate me with their imagination and intuition. The most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. They can get so caught up with their dreamland sometimes that they forget what's really happening. It's hard to get them out of that place. I love how genuine they are with their words and emotions. They have such caring personalities and I love the way they listen to my endless rants.

anonymous asked:

So for the calendar series thing: Josh Dun, Fourth of July, smut. If you don't do it that's okay but thank you so much for writing! It's fantastic!

It’s The Fireworks: Josh Dun

Word Count: 1,700+

I twirled around, watching the fringe of my cover up move with me. The white woven piece accompanied my American flag-themed bikini well; I looked like I hopped right out of a Fourth of July catalog. But there was no shame in getting a second opinion.

“Josh? Can you come here please?” I called out to my boyfriend.

He was supposed to be downstairs spooning my potato salad into a travel-friendly container; however, the Fourth was one of Josh’s favorite holidays and he’d been distracted all day. I understood, though, the Fourth of July was one of my favorites too. The fireworks, the food, it all reminded me of my childhood.

I heard heavy footsteps come up the stairs and down the hall before I saw a red-head peek around the corner.

“Are you decent?” He asked, covering his eyes.

Along with the Fourth of July making Josh giddy, it also made him excited in other ways. He had jokingly said it was the fireworks; I thought it was all the girls in bikinis, but with Josh, who knew? Regardless, I had made it clear that there was to be no funny business before Tyler’s party. For three years straight we had been late to that Fourth of July party because Josh couldn’t contain himself, and this year I was determined to be on time.  

“Decent? Always. Desirable? Definitely.” Okay, I guess it wasn’t all Josh’s fault.

Josh uncovered his eyes and walked into the room, “I thought you said no funny business?”

“People say things Josh…” I trailed a finger up his bicep muscle, “You should wear these more often.” I said fingering the cut-off band shirt he was wearing; perfect for the heat, and giving me view of his prominent arm muscles.

He smiled, making his eyes crinkle at the edges, “Is this all you wanted me for?”

I shook my head and stepped back, “How do I look?” I did a small twirl.

Josh’s smiled grew, “You look very… patriotic.”

I rolled my eyes and smiled, “We’re gonna be late if we don’t leave, like, right now. I’ll drive and you can keep my potato salad safe.”

Josh’s smile fell, “Uh, potato salad?”

I smirked at him knowingly, “Okay, you’ll drive and I’ll take care of my poor, abandoned potato salad.”

Josh giggled, “I’m sorry, I can always make it up to you…”

I grabbed the car keys and put them into Josh’s hand, “Car. Now.”

I jogged into the kitchen and opted for the quick “aluminum foil-over-the-top-of-the-bowl” method instead of putting into a Tupperware container. Smoothing out the foil, I grabbed the cold bowl and quickly walked outside.

Josh was sitting in the driver’s seat with his famed ray bans on adjusting the mirrors. I slid into the passenger seat and buckled up. Moving my aviators from the top of my head to in front of my eyes, I looked around at the passing trees.

Josh briefly looked down at the bowl situated securely in between my thighs and smiled, “What?” I asked him, a smile forming on my face as well.

“I’d just never thought I’d be jealous of a bowl of potato salad.” He said a chuckle escaping his mouth.

I blushed, “I never thought I’d want to replace a bowl of potato salad with my boyfriend, either.”

Josh laughed and focused his eyes back on the road. But the way he gripped the steering wheel a little tighter, or the way his Adam’s apple bobbed up and down didn’t go lost on me.

Tyler’s Fourth of July parties were always fun. Tyler and Jenna would invite Brendon and Sarah, all of the sound guys, the stage crew, even some of their friends from school showed up. We’d eat, swim, and jack around on the beach until it got dark. Then came my favorite part; we would all sit around a bonfire and watch fireworks.

I was perched on a log, licking a Popsicle and looking up at sky, anxiously awaiting the fireworks. I had done a good of ignoring the longing in between my legs, but it had become increasingly harder as Josh seemed to be set on teasing me to the brink of madness. It started off with simple butt touches and maybe a finger inching its way up my thigh, but when he figured out that wouldn’t work, he switched tactics. He would jump into the rising tide, coming back up with his white band tee soaked all the way through and flex his arms effortlessly as he ran his fingers through his hair. Now, however, I could feel his brown eyes on the side of my face.

I curled one side of my mouth up into a smile and turned to him, “What?”

He shook his curly hair and smirked, making me squeeze my legs together, “Nothing. Just admiring the view.”

Rolling my eyes in mock annoyance, I turned my eyes back to the sky. Not a minute later, I felt Josh’s eyes back on me. I didn’t blame him, I was just as worked up as he was (if not more) I was just better at hiding it. However, there wasn’t much we could do about it until we got home.

I turned back to him, leaning in to his ear, “If you have something to say, spit it out already,” I whispered over the conversations going on around us.

He turned his head towards me, “I wish we were alone so I could watch my babygirl lick me like she’s licking that Popsicle.”

I blushed and quickly turned away, “Josh! Not now!” I whispered.

“Why? I know you’re just as horny as I am. In fact… I bet if I checked, you’d be soaking wet, wouldn’t you?” I shivered at his words, watching the goosebumps appear on my thighs.

I nodded reluctantly, “But we have to wait until-”

“Why?” Josh leaned into the crook of my neck, “Come on baby I bet we could find somewhere private.”

He pressed a soft kiss to my neck, almost making me moan, “Josh, what if they heard? I’d never be able to face them again.”

“The fireworks would take care of the noise. I know you want to, don’t you baby girl?” Josh said, slowing tracing a finger up my spine, making me shiver once again.

I nodded quickly this time, “Yeah- I really do. But…”

Josh groaned, “(Y/N), baby, you’re killing me,” he whined.

I laughed at his cute pout and rolled my eyes, “Okay, okay, I’ll go first and then you follow in a couple seconds.”

Getting up from my log, I dismissed any curiosity as to where I was going by saying that I needed to go find a bathroom. Not many people ask questions after that.

I tossed my popsicle in our make-shift trash can and walked away from the group. It grew darker as I wandered farther from the fire, but the warm sand and breeze put me at ease. I heard Josh walking behind me and I turned around to face him. Placing my hands on his chest, I felt it rise and fall with his mellow breaths.

“Alone at last,” I smiled up at him.

Josh simply nodded in reply, snaking his hand behind my neck and bringing me up into a kiss. I moved one of my hands to his cheek, deepening the heated kiss. His chapped lips parted, allowing my tongue entrance into his mouth. I felt Josh’s hands trail down my back, landing on my ass. Grinding my hips into his, I felt the beginning of a hard-on; my assumption was confirmed as I heard a muffled groan.

I pulled away, lying down on the sand, but not before taking two handfuls of Josh’s shirt, bringing him with me. He laughed and lied back on the sand, my legs promptly straddling his lap. His shirt and my cover up where the first things to go, as I found myself eagerly awaiting putting my lips all over his toned chest.

I moved my out of the way as I trailed my soft lips down his chest. Taking it a step further, I ground my hips into his, creating friction where I needed it most.

“Oh Jesus baby,” Josh breathed out.

He flipped us over, hovering above me with an arm on either side of my head for support. Josh connected our lips again, and sneakily moved a hand behind my back and untying my bikini top in one swift motion. I gasped as I felt the breeze on my newly exposed chest. Forever a multi-tasker, Josh took a nipple into his mouth, while sliding his hand into my bikini bottom and toying with my clitoris. I moaned at the feeling as my hands found themselves pulling on Josh’s soft hair.

I bucked my hips up into his hand, “You ready?” he asked, looking up at me.

Nodding quickly, I involuntarily bucked my hips again, “After all your teasing? Of course I’m ready.”  

“My teasing? And what do you call prancing around in this bikini huh?” Josh said, landing a playful smack on the side of my ass.

The movement made me moan which caused Josh to smirk; proud of the effect he had on me.

Finally he pulled my bottoms down my legs, following with his own swim trunks. I wrapped my legs around his waist. Josh pumped himself a couple times before lining himself up with my entrance. He looked up at me for consent and I nodded briskly, eager to find relief. Josh pushed into me slowly at first and slowly picked up his pace, anchoring himself with the sand above my head.

I curled my toes and arched my back off of the sand as he brushed my g-spot, “Oh god, Josh right there,” I moaned.

Josh pounded that spot repeatedly, bringing me close to the edge. I reached down and began tracing small, quick circles on my cilt. Josh screwed his eyes shut, letting his hair fall over them as he kept his fast pace.

“Josh I’m- ohmygodJosh!” I screamed his name as I came hard, my whole body shaking as Josh continued to ride out my orgasm.

Josh abruptly pulled out and cummed on my stomach. I’d have to wash that off before we went back to the group, but all I could focus on was Josh. He sighed contently and lied down beside me, breathing heavily. I couldn’t see much of his face, as it was really dark now. I opened my mouth to say something, but, as if on cue, the fireworks show started.

I let out a breathy laugh, “Best Fourth of July sex ever.”

Josh nodded, “I’m telling you, it’s the fireworks.”      

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 This was so much fun to write!!!!! Keep sending in requests for the Calendar Series, and at the end I’ll make a list of them all in *drum roll* chronological order!!! What could possibly be more exciting than arranging 365 days of top in order????? The answer is nothing. Nothing at all. (except for beach sex with Josh, obvs)

anonymous asked:

prompt: I just love Alec being dominant and kind of finally taking control of something in his life. Of course Magnus loves it too. GO I DON'T CARE AS LONG AS THEY ARE SEXING TF UP

“Alexander, darling.” Magnus rose from his chair, setting his glass of wine down. It was remarkably late, by Alec’s standards, for him to be showing up at this time of the night. “Are you alright?”

Alec filled up Magnus’ doorway nicely, in his completely biased opinion. Taller than him by a bit, with his messy, bed hair, his soft brown eyes and lopsided, shy smile. Magnus felt his heart flutter, it was a terrible thing to love someone as much as Magnus loved Alec. Bittersweet, it felt like.

“I thought I’d go for a walk.” Alec shrugged, walking forward.

“And you found yourself in Brooklyn.” Magnus grinned, reaching out for Alec with his hand. Alec lowered his eyes and grabbed Magnus’ hand, walking with him to the couch.

“Well I tried to walk to Narnia, but it didn’t work out.”

Magnus laughed loudly. It was a shame that people did not generally know how quick witted and funny Alec could be. They sat on the couch, Magnus pulling Alec to him, his head on Magnus, chest, and their legs and bodies sprawled over each other.

“Little late for wine.” Alec mumbled.

Magnus was twirling his hands through Alec’s hair. “I couldn’t sleep. Won’t your parents be mad at you for leaving?”

“I doubt it.” Alec murmured. “If you can’t sleep, you should call me instead.”

“I assumed you were asleep.”

“It wouldn’t have mattered.” he sighed softly. “Can I sleep here for the night?”

“Of course.” Magnus kissed the top of his head. “You know I would not say no to you. Although, you should go on ahead in the bed, I don’t want to deprive you of anything. I doubt I’ll be sleeping much tonight.”

Alec looked up at Magnus frowning and furrowing his eyebrows together. “I want to fall asleep with you.” he mumbled, and it was one of those heartbreakingly honest things that Alec said that made Magnus’ heart clench.

Magnus nodded. “I’ll lie with you.” he pulled Alec up and led him to the bedroom, already taking off his shirt in the process. As he lay down in the bed, Alec did not lay down next to him, but instead climbed on top of him, straddling Magnus hips.

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anonymous asked:

i adore your fanfics about johanbeck!! so so so! i have this headcanon that neither of them can cook at all, so one day beth gets sick and stuff and throws up a lot and she thinks she is sick because of their cooking and doesn't think about it but then she realizes that she might be pregnant because chris makes her go to the doctor (because lets be honest, beth is too lazy to track her period)

Title: To the fountain of perpetual mirth (Let it roll for all it’s worth)
Paring: Chris Beck/Beth Johanssen
Word Count: 3111
Rating: M
Warnings: Not graphic mention of love making, also none graphic mention of peeing, lol.
Summary: The truth is, she hasn’t be on birth control for a while.
N/A: This get off hand, nonnie D: I was trying to write a little ficlet but it went like this, hope you don’t mind xD. Title from my favorite George Harrison’s song ‘Ballad of Sir Frankie Crips (Let it roll), since Beth is a beatles fan.

(On AO3)

To the fountain of perpetual mirth (Let it roll for all it’s worth)

To be honest, Chris was feeling like shit. Probably not like poor Beth right now but like shit, anyway. For all the things he’s good at (high risk sports, driving, walking in the fucking space), he couldn’t believe his cooking was now killing his wife and o my god, what was he supposed to do? As a doctor, he knew what she could take and how to take care of her, that wasn’t a problem. The real shit was the fact that he caused this, he was the one responsible of Beth’s pale face and lips, her constant vertigo and throwing in the bathroom or the ball he put at her side of the bed. And now, he needed to go to work, to leave her at home while NASA was getting crazy without their best tech and system engineer. Jesus. All of this was his fault.

“You can’t leave…” She told him with that sweet voice of hers, his heart was about to break just to see her like that. “What if I die?”
“You are not gonna die, Beth.” No, she wasn’t. But he wanted to stay anyway, and she wasn’t helping with it. “And I have to work, okay?”
“Umm…” She turn around on bed, giving him her back.
“Come on, baby. You are gonna be fine and I’ll be back soon. If you sleep, you’ll see is going to be nothing.”
“I don’t wan to sleep… I throw up even more when I do it.”

That was also true.

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thirdbroomstick  asked:

Unpopular opinion: I honestly don't like MCU Jane Foster, she just comes off too much like the only characterization they did was 'damsel in distress'

strongly agree | agree | neutral | disagree | strongly disagree

Look man, we all have our own opinions, but Jane Foster is one of my favorite characters. She’s also my favorite female character save perhaps for Peggy Carter. So you may not have asked for a rant about how awesome Jane Foster really is, but I’m going to give it to you because I feel the need to defend her, you know? And who knows, maybe I can change your mind about her. I hope I do anyways.

Your opinion about Jane isn’t actually all that unpopular. A lot of people don’t like her, but I think that’s because of the wide misconception in the fandom that a strong female character has to be a kickass female character. You don’t have to be able to kick ass to be a strong character, you can be saved by the male hero while still being a well-rounded, three-dimensional character. Jane may not be able to take down an army with her fists, but she can and already has taken down an army with science.

Jane Foster is the lead in a field that is mostly dominated by men. She has two phds and is up for a nobel prize, so there’s no argument to the fact that she’s absolutely brilliant, but it’s what she does with that brilliance that makes her a fantastic character. She pursues every possibility, no matter how crazy it may seem (I point you to the scene in Thor where Selvig is saying how crazy her theory about Thor and the bifrost is, but she insists at looking at every possibility, even quoting Arthur C. Clarke “magic’s just science we don’t understand yet”), and she’s willing to put her life in in danger to answer the many questions she has. 

When people ask me to describe her, I say that she’s this perfect combination of a Gryffindor and a Ravenclaw. A lot of people are surprised when I say Gryffindor, but it’s true. In the first few minutes we see her, she drives straight into a god damn tornado. And Darcy is sitting there next to her like “Are you crazy? I’m not going to die over 6 college credits!” But Jane just goes head first into that thing without even a thought to her own safety. She’s not afraid to put herself in danger to satisfy her full-blown curiosity for all things science and she does this time and time again. She goes after Thor after they left him in the hospital, all while knowing he could be dangerous but not caring one bit because he’ll give her the answers she wants about what she saw that first night. She then goes with Thor (despite Selvig’s warnings that he’s dangerous) to break into a Shield site, again to get the answers she wants. That’s even after Shield steals her life’s work, which absolutely devastates her but she still doesn’t give up with trying to find answers and pursuing her love of science. 

And if there’s one thing I love about her is the way she fights. This is something I alluded to above, but she doesn’t fight with her fists like other characters do, she fights with science. In Thor 2 she takes Selvig’s invention that can only detect when the convergence is coming and changes it so that she can actually control the convergence. She uses this to fight against an entire army of dark elves, and then uses it to defeat Malekith. She literally uses science to defeat the main villain. I don’t know about you, but I think that’s fucking awesome. 

Even if you take away all of the things she does with science, she’s still an incredibly brave, caring, and headstrong person. In the first Thor movie she stays with Thor and the other Asgardians to try and help evacuate people and get them to safety. The first time she meets Loki she punches him in the face and says “That was for New York.” Loki is like twice her size and ten times as strong as her, he could easily kill her, but she doesn’t even hesitate to punch him and make it well known she thinks he’s a dick for what he’s done. Not only that, but when Thor’s lying unconscious on the ground and Malekith’s ship is about to fall on him, Jane runs over and uses her tiny body as a shield to protect Thor. In that moment, Thor is the the damsel in distress and Jane’s running to his rescue.  

Look, does she sometimes play the role as the damsel? Yes. But that doesn’t mean she’s not an extraordinary character. And honestly, I think it’s the fact that she can’t defeat an entire army with just her fists that makes me love her so much. Not many of us have the abilities that Natasha or Peggy or Wanda have, but Jane shows us that we don’t need to have those abilities to save the world. She proves that all we need is our mind and our will to do the right thing to become a hero.

So I urge you and anyone else who may not like Jane to re-watch the Thor movies and try and see her in a different light. If you still don’t like her that’s fine, we all have characters that we don’t like, but I hope my words have at least made a difference. 

"DON'T SHIP HARLEY AND JOKER!" you say?

First of all, I DO NOT FORCE YOU TO SHIP THIS. I AM NOT THROWING SHADE ON YOUR OWN SHIPS. I’LL RESPECT YOU AND YOUR OPINIONS IF YOU RESPECT MINE.

But here are examples of some hardcore Harley and Joker NON-shippers:

- omg i’m so done with these delusional ppl who ship these two together
- delete this
- she should be with poison ivy instead, i hate joker. he doesn’t deserve her.
- joker loves harley? but he keeps abusing her and trying to kill her? if that’s what love is then, fuck this shit i’m out
- let’s continue to romanticize and normalize this abusive af relationship. i’m totally here for it.
- don’t ship this!!! don’t ship her with her abuser!!! don’t put romantic lines to this toxic couple!!!

And here’s what I have to say:

1. some of the shippers already know that joker abuses harley, maybe even most of us already do. but why do we still ship them, i wonder? well, the answer to that my friend, is because we know joker loves harley too.

2. now, before you say, “OMG YOU’RE SO DELUSIONAL GET A LIFE FOR FUCK’S SAKE YOU SHOULD NOT SUPPORT ABUSIVE AND TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS.” my child, i know what their relationship is like. i’ve read the comics (and some of us probs hasn’t and has only watched Suicide Squad so they keep romanticizing this toxic relationship), but I DO KNOW IN FACT WHAT THE JOKER DOES: he hurts harley physically and emotionally, he throws her away to dogs like she’s just one of them, he even tries to kill her at times and he doesn’t care about her feelings.

3. I DO NOT IN ANY WAY SUPPORT THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP IN REAL LIFE. If you are experiencing this with someone you truly love and can’t let go of, you need help. Please get help or at least talk to me or someone else about this. Now, I know it’s hard. Because you’re afraid of what people would think of you, you’re ashamed of telling someone else that you fell in love with an abusive and demented person like this, but you need to save yourself. If you can’t do it for yourself, at least do it for the person you love. It’s for the sake of helping them, too.

4. but then you ask me, “WHY DO YOU SHIP THIS IF YOU DON’T ACTUALLY SUPPORT THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP?”, let us not forget harley and joker are fictional characters. shipping two fictional characters doesn’t mean you’re shipping them in real life. that doesn’t make any fucking sense? and child, if you think the fact that someone wants two FICTIONAL characters together means that they WORSHIP TOXIC AND ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS, you’re clearly not mature enough to understand this. maybe you’re not even old enough to read comics or watch movies like this.

fiction: imaginary, fantasy, false, unreal, idealistic

reality: the world or the state of things as they actually exist, as opposed to an idealistic or notional idea of them.

Harley and Joker: fiction

Abusive & toxic relationships: real

Thing they have in common: they’re both bad

Thing they don’t have in common: fiction and reality.

Saying Suicide Squad made it okay for people to have toxic love is like saying this movie made it okay for people to kill their own families (ex: el diablo).

Stop being immature, it’s sad.

I hope I made that clear.

5. “JOKER DOESN’T LOVE HARLEY.”

This is the funniest because that’s a complete lie:

• the creators themselves said that The Joker has feelings for Harley but they’re not normal for him, so he feels scared and vulnerable, leading to him trying kill her.

proof: some part in the comics, joker sent harley to a rocket and explained to harley in a video about (exactly what the creators said). thus, he does have feelings for her but he just doesn’t want to have them.

• news flash, the joker’s insane. now, a crazy person does crazy things of-fucking-course. so instead of joker showing harley how much he loves her, he hurts her, just like he does to everyone else.

6. “Harley deserves so much better. Harley and Poison Ivy should be together.”

Okay, I don’t know a lot about PI and Harl but I do know a lot of people ship them and I can’t argue with that. I COMPLETELY RESPECT YOUR OPINIONS AND UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WANT WHAT’S BEST FOR HARLEY.

On the other haaaaand, are we Harley? No, we’re not. We can’t choose for her. She’s a fucking fictional character. The creators decide.

And as we’ve already seen, even when Harley has already been fucked by Deadshot, she still loved her Mistah J in the end even when he died. (I’m not gonna spoil more for those who haven’t read the comics yet.)

She loved him ‘til the very end. We can’t do anything about that. Even if Harley finds someone else who will treat her like the queen she really is, she’ll always have The Joker in her heart.

BECAUSE SHE’S FUCKING INSANE TOO.

7. No. Don’t force your ship on other else’s faces. No. Just no.

Do you see me going on Poison Ivy x Harley Quinn pages or Deadshot x Harley pages or Batman x Harley pages like:

MOTHERFUCKERS NO!!! HARLEY AND JOKER FOREVER!!! YOUR SHIP SUCKS!!! IT WILL NEVER SAIL!!!

Uhm, no. I DON’T do that. Why? Because it’s disrespectful. It’s immature. It’s sad. It’s just… NO.

You can’t force your opinions on other people. We have our own. We’re all different. This is the world we live in. Deal with it.

8. “DON’T SHIP THIS!”

Well, I do whatever the fuck I want. Bye.

In conclusion:

Think before you speak or type.

DO NOT force your ships on other people. If I did that to you, you’d get annoyed too, now, wouldn’t you? Maybe even more pissed than I actually am right now.

Shipping two fictional characters together doesn’t mean you ship everyone else in the real world who have the same type of relationship they have.

If you think the Suicide Squad movie made it okay for people to have unhealthy, abusive & toxic relationships to be fine and acceptable, you weren’t ready for this movie. You’re not mature enough. You do not understand what’s real from what’s not.

Hurting someone you love when you’re insane doesn’t make you love them any less. But it’s wrong. Seriously, you need to get help.

Don’t tell people to stop loving what they love. You can’t do that. If I told you to stop doing something you’re immensely passionate about, you’d say the exact same thing.

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oh wait, i have something else to say…
there’s someone who told me to post about poison ivy and harley because they’re canon too as much as harley and joker are canon.

AND I JUST COULDN’T STOP LAUGHING AT HER STUPIDITY BECAUSE WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU SAY THAT TO A HARLEY&JOKER FAN BLOG?

It’s like telling someone who doesn’t necessarily hate horror movies, but is just not their thing, to watch horror movies.

Like ???

Please think before you say something.

anonymous asked:

I asked about Lapis Lazuli bc you post a lot of Jasper and anti lapis and many Jasper fans hate lapis and idk why. People always love one and hate the other I believe, but I'm glad you don't hate Lapis or are a rabid Jasper stan.

Hi Anon! Thank you for clarifying.

First - and some of this may be subjective terminology, I know - I want to get this out of the way:

  1. “rabid” and “stan” are pretty negative and not very helpful terms IMO, so I don’t like using them or seeing them used in general.
    I’m assuming you meant well so no offense taken, but saying “I’m not as bad as others” just sounds like a backhanded compliment at the expense of people I do not even know, and I won’t have that.
  2. I do not post “Anti” content of anything.
    I reblog (and sometimes post) content that is critical. This is not the same thing.

That said:

Yes, I do post a lot more about Jasper than Lapis. I’m currently more interested in Jasper, and follow a lot of Jasper-centric blogs so that happens naturally.
I’d definitely reblog more nice Lapis content if I saw more of it on my dash, just as I would reblog Jasper-critical posts if I saw any good ones!

That’s just the thing though:

Not just on tumblr but everywhere on the web, the majority of opinions and posts about Jasper is negative, and about Lapis is positive.

People may say “But isn’t that to be expected? Since Jasper is an antagonist after all!”
Well, it kinda is, but also isn’t.

I believe that a huge chunk of the audience has the interpretation of these two characters wrong.
I also believe that this is partly intentional, but may have taken a wrong turn in the fandom.

Consider this:

  • - Yes, Jasper was introduced as an antagonist.
  • Actually, so was Lapis, but the difference here is that Steven accepted her as a friend even before that.
  • We are watching the show from Steven’s perspective.
  • Jasper and Lapis roughly match typical “good guy” and “bad guy” visuals.
  • SU is a show that LOVES to subvert tropes and clichés.
  • SU is also a show about love and the creator said there are no classic “villains”.
  • Enemies have been humanized while learning more about how imperfect the heroes are has been an ongoing theme.

All these things considered it just doesn’t make sense to view Jasper and Lapis alone as examples of a black/white morality dichotomy.
However, I think that a lot of the audience has gotten stuck with just that initial impression or just going along with Steven’s judgement.
I may of course be wrong here but I am very convinced that we’re supposed to INITIALLY take these characters at the most basic face value and their initial impression - just like Steven did - and with the plot advancing, to realize that situations and characters are actually way more complicated than that - just like Steven does.

I like the idea of this, but I’m feeling it has fallen flat for many people, at least at the moment.
On one hand, a lot of people probably aren’t expecting this and just not SEEING it. On the other hand, the slow pacing of the show, putting both characters on the backburner for a long time and the added irregular airing schedule by CN don’t help either.

If my interpretation here is correct and we’ll see some more development exploring the complexity of these two (mostly, Steven learning about and accepting it), then I think it was a cool choice, even if it’s a risky one that’s currently irritating to some fans.
If my interpretation is incorrect and the good/evil status quo holds up for just these two characters for some strange reason, I’ll be pretty heavily disappointed.
But for now, I have faith that this won’t happen.

Anyway.
My point is, there are a lot of extreme and plain wrong opinions on Lapis and Jasper out there, lacking a lot of nuance and overexaggerating present flaws and good things, as well as making up completely new ones that don’t make sense in canon. Jasper is often demonized while Lapis is treated as infallible and both depictions are disservices to the characters.

A lot of this is probably due to these two being pitted against each other in canon via Malachite (a scene that came shortly after Jasper’s introduction where her stereotypical villain image was still very fresh) and people having very different takeaways, interpretations and responses to that - many of them extremely personal and that is okay but also a recipe for getting out of hand easily, fueling a lot of heated discussion at best and screaming matches at worst.That’s a likely reason why many people don’t seem to be able to like both characters. This isn’t an universal truth at all though - I know people who really like both Lapis AND Jasper.

I don’t want to support polarized opinions but encourage people to look at things and characters in more nuanced ways, because that’s what I think was the intent and it just makes the characters and story way more compelling and rewarding. I didn’t care much for either character at first but now I’m really eager to learn more about both, along with Steven. That is why I’m here for critical posts, if they’re well thought-out and comply with canon.

I hope this clarified some things for you.
If it didn’t and you want to discuss it further, feel free to send me another message!

"I don't care if Stiles doesn't like it" - Brett Talbot Imagine

Originally posted by wolfeimagines

Request: Hi! I was wondering if you could do a Brett imagine where you’re Stiles’ sister and he doesn’t want you and Brett to be together but then he sees how Brett is with you and changes his mind, I hope that makes sense!

Pairing: Brett x Reader

Warnings: None

Word Count: 1464


“Are you ready to cheer us on little one?” You brother, Stiles asked confidently as he got his kit ready for the game.

“Yep.” You smiled closing your locker.

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anonymous asked:

Okay. This might sound stupid but I seriously don't understand why Cas leaves Dean. As in the infamous crypt scene where Dean confessed his feelings. And then again where he leaves to hunt Lucifer directly after he tells Mary he thinks he doesn't belong. Also when Dean is talking to Cas about his mother living in the bunker and how awkward it is and Cas just says something and hangs up on him. I mean why!? Why!? Doesnt Cas love Dean?!! 😭😭😭😫😫😫😑

Hey! Apologies for getting to this so late - Christmas has turned into the freaking apocalypse around here (but, then again, that’s sort of our Christmas family tradition, so I feel both resentful and weirdly reassured and thank God for raw cookie dough).

So, first things first - Cas does love Dean. Cas loves Dean very much. In fact, Cas loves Dean so much he can’t focus on anything else, which means he can’t function, which means he’s useless and broken, because angels are not people - as far as we know, they were never supposed to have free will and were created to obey orders and carry out missions, so if they aren’t capable of doing that - then what? If your laptop stopped working and started doing its own random thing instead (and, I don’t know, set fire to the whole house just to save one beetle trapped against a window), you wouldn’t keep it around, right? You’d bring it back to the factory and have it reset.

(Or, as it happened in this amazing fic, you’d fall in love with it and then hate yourself, because, yeah, that’s not normal until it is.)

So, no - if Cas walks away, it’s not because he doesn’t love Dean. 

Mostly, Cas walks away because he doesn’t feel like he deserves to be there (and Dean’s understated signals are not strong enough for him to pick up). In his mind, he hardly deserves to exist, let alone to live a life of diner food and Star Wars marathons with the Winchesters in the Bunker. I mean, Cas failed as an angel - apparently, he fucked up every single mission he was ever given, had to be tortured into obedience way too many times to count, and yet he kept fucking up and now his brothers hate him and even God himself didn’t bother to acknowledge him in any way. And Cas also failed as a human, so much so even Dean sent him away. He failed as a hunter, he failed as a guardian angel, he failed as a surrogate father (look at Claire and how her family was torn apart and destroyed). And, well, he failed as a friend, because he couldn’t protect and keep safe those people he loves most in the world.

(This is not the way I see it, obviously, but from what we know, it’s definitely how Cas feels.)

And, well - some of it is all Cas - we know that ‘too much heart’ was always his problem, after all - but lately, every single ‘wrong’ choice Cas has made, he made because of Dean, from rebelling against Heaven to hurting Sam to letting loose an ancient and terrifying force whose only purpose was to swallow the world whole. Because Cas is learning feelings from Dean, so it doesn’t matter if the actual responsibilities are much harder to pin down - Cas will think it’s his fault, because without him Sam would never have managed to save his brother and the correct course of action in that situation was Death’s, not Cas’: Dean sent to space somehow, or to some alternate dimension of primordial forests and loneliness, and Sam - Cas could have erased Dean form Sam’s mind, just like he erased him from Lisa’s and Ben’s.

(As for his own mind - yeah.)

But, of course, Cas couldn’t do it. And those people who died? On him. Lucifer out of the Cage? On him. And you could argue many of Cas’ ‘mistakes’ are now old history, but in my opinion - we are human - we are designed to forget and overcome and heal - our pain blurs, bad memories fade, mistakes are excused and buried. But Cas - Cas is a machine, and all the things he’s done, all the choices he’s made, every single angel he killed, every person who died on his watch, every single flower which withered and wilted and got extinct - also that one Tongtianlong limosus who stumbled and fell and drowned in a bog, his wings flailing uselessly, his mind a black music of urgency and panic - all those creatures Cas had to kill or couldn’t save - they’re all right there, and Cas can’t let go, and he doesn’t know how to get over it -

(“We were supposed to be their shepherds.”)

- and it plain hurts. And Dean is not helping, because every damn step of the way, Dean wordlessly confirms that yeah, this is completely normal, man, and welcome to the fucking club (feeling guilty about everything, giving up on the stuff you want, because you were never supposed to get it; always putting others first).

So, to answer your questions more specifically -

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