wasting it so hard

ooc; the struggle when you have to play like 80% of the game before akechi finally joins your damn party for like one damn palace & said palace is even pretty short compared to other palaces so you just try to stretch it as good as possible & explore every single corner in mementos with akechi the only one in your party because you’re so damn thirsty for your boy—

anonymous asked:

I don't know yet if I have adhd but I'm so frustrated it seems like I can't get anything done I'm so slow and I waste so much time even when I'm trying really hard to focus because I'm either really sleepy and with a lot of things in my head all the time or I'm restless and with my head all full too and I have finals soon and I have to get the projects done and I'm so stressed out I feel like crying everyday lately fuck. sjkjhsjfh ignore me I just needed to talk about it somewhere

i definitely know how both of those feel. i hope you are able to do well on your finals, and if you need to cry, there is no shame i doing so.

8

“TELL ME WHERE APPA IS!”

I’ve almost completely gone into autopilot. I watch myself sit in the corner of my room listening to loud, sad music for hours. Not moving. Not speaking. Not checking my phone. And for a while I thought it was healthy. A way for me to meditate. A way for me to recollect. But now that I’m laying on the floor with bloodshot eyes and bandages on my arm; I realize I was sadly mistaken.

5

Dependency
(Where Bucky panics if he can’t find Steve next to him when he wakes up in the middle of the night.)

Me? Draw in a consistent style??
Me? Draw more than just same person over the course of two months??
I think not…

I haven’t posted any art here for while. It’s okay. You only missed some @ogchanyt fanart.

anonymous asked:

At the risk of asking a question that's already been answered, what exactly was Alex and Eliza's marriage like? Considering how she handled everything after he died, I'd have to say that love was definitely there. But you also said that he didn't respect woman, and I'm wondering if that put strain anywhere (you know, besides the affair)

I don’t think it should have to put strain in the relationship to make their relationship unappealing from a fictional standpoint.

He probably loved her as much as he was capable, but as long as he had power over her, there’s an element of control that effects how she would’ve been able to behave with him, and no amount of family connections or wealth truly offsets societal and legal norms. No matter how much he might have deferred to her, he still had the power to overrule her decisions. I don’t think relationships can ever really be fully healthy unless all parties consider themselves equals, and I don’t think that was the case in their marriage.

(Honestly, I don’t personally find any historical relationships between men and women interesting because of this, unless the woman has some major status or physical strength that elevates her, but that’s personal)

Hamilton didn’t respect women any more than the average man of that time- which is not a whole lot. He sexualized women throughout his youth and kept a strong divide between the roles that men should play in the world and those that women should. Which is, again, common for the time. This was during a period when gender roles were becoming more strongly defined, especially among the upper class. He never supported women’s suffrage (which believe it or not was discussed as a serious topic in some circles) or property rights (though Eliza negotiated the purchase of their home herself), and though he helped create grounds for a woman divorcing for adultery in New York, I would doubt that his involvement had to do with concern for gender equality so much as remembering his childhood condition as a result of his mother’s first marriage or wanting to morally condemn other men he saw cheating while he was, at the time, being faithful.

Since there weren’t other liaisons that came forward when the Reynolds scandal went out, it can be argued he was actually more faithful than many men of his status who spent a lot of time in Philadelphia and gathered multiple affairs. It can also be assumed that Elizabeth accepted his flirtatiousness since that was a pretty strong trait of his character and we have no evidence of her complaining about it (of course, what does that actually prove?).  She did advise him on political and family matters, but considering her social status prior to their relationship, that makes sense and I don’t think allowing her an active intellectual and social life earns him special praise as a husband.

I’m probably answering your question badly- because I’m just not interested enough to go deeper than this and make a better summary than what you could find from reading Eliza blogs like @runawayforthesummer or on old posts by @publius-esquire or by opening a biography about Hamilton. Their marriage was probably happy in the way marriages were- in ‘love’ with plenty of kids, struggling financially, but with a family and social functions to go to- and in a way that would be absolutely unbearable by today’s standards- with a man who could legally get away with way more than he should, and fully aware of this, could also be rewarded as a great husband just by performing the most basic responsibilities.

My point was, even if a couple is perfectly content with a major imbalance between themselves, it’s not something worth romanticizing. It’s just not.

so. new theory.

everything on this show happens for a reason. we all that know that. that includes, the hei briskeby youtube channel.

now, yeah, the hei briskeby youtube channel is mainly an extra thing. on the side. but, like, why would julie waste her time is making something extra, putting in so much hard work in making those youtube videos, if it’s “just an extra thing” that perhaps, not everyone will even watch? 

all the social media that the characters have are always intertwined and used within the show, to facilitate the plot for the main in some regards. the instagrams, facebooks … blah blah blah. they all in some way, shape or form, get used on the show. 

the hei briskeby youtube channel, should therefore, be no exception, which means, it will be used on the show.

up until now, me and @josteninski feel like sana may have not even watched the SMS roulette youtube video that eva sent the girls on the groupchat. or, she may have, but … she may have not paid enough attention to really bother? or care? she may have heard even’s name, but … honestly, not really paid too much attention or thought to deeply about it. 

either way, what we think is that, sana’s gonna go back and watch that video again. and it will be shown to us, during the episode (in the clips), where she will be /actively shown/ watching that youtube video. 

isak’s already told sana about even and mikael being friends at bakka. and after watching the video, sana will know EXACTLY which even the balloon squad are referring to. 

then, maybe, she’ll go back onto yousef’s fb profile, and see this picture:

and THAT, is how all the dots will be connected. and the drama, will begin.

Good Morning - Jason Todd x Reader

The kitchen sex smut. I hope you’ll still love this :) 
Warnings: SEXY JASON TODD AND SMUTTY SMUT SMUT
Words: 674

“Good morning, babygirl.”

Two extremely muscular arms encircled your waist. You were merely wearing a discarded black shirt you found on the floor that morning, and nothing else. You hummed into his strong, warm embrace as the soothing smell of the freshly brewed coffee you made for him filled your apartment. “Good morning,” you sighed and giggled. You felt his hot lips press against your shoulder.

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THE SIGNS AS THE WEEKND SONGS (STARBOY)
  • Aries: Starboy // You talking bout me I don't see your shade, switch up my style I take any lane
  • Taurus: All I Know // You sleep one eye closed, to scared to get heartbroke
  • Gemini: False Alarm // She always leaves the man she loves, but the diamonds are forever
  • Cancer: Attention // Tell me how to love, it's been too long
  • Leo: Reminder // All I wanna do is make that money and make dope shit
  • Virgo: Secrets // It's a lie, a lie, I catch you every time
  • Libra: I Feel it Coming // You don't need a lonely night, so baby I can make it right
  • Scorpio: Six Feet Under // Real love's hard to find, so she don't waste her time
  • Sagittarius: Party Monster // I'm like, got up, thank the Lord for the day, woke up by a girl I don't even know her name
  • Capricorn: A Lonely Night // Better when we're both apart, we're no good for each other
  • Aquarius: Rockin' // I'm actin' reckless baby, I'm 'bout to lose it all
  • Pisces: True Colours // So if I love you, it'd be just for you

we’re jerks okay