you know what? it’s been a long long time since i’ve been thinking about one piece regularly, i forget a lot. i’ve been following the manga for 9 years, but i’ve been a fan of the series and its world for almost my whole life, you know? and it kinda makes me sad that i stopped reading each new chapter every week, even tho it wasnt that long ago when i stopped. anyway idk why im writing this lmao… this series is just really sentimental to me, its my childhood haha. and so i dont wanna like half-follow it rn, i’m gonna start back at like… the end of punk hazard i guess? and re-read all that leading up to now. that’s not a ton of material, it’s really just the entire uh… whatever the fuck doflamingo’s island was called. but yeah! idk man, i love this series despite its flaws haha.
WATCHING THE GIRLS GROW IS THE MOST AMAZING THING BC I REMEMBER SEEING THEM ON XF EVERY WEEK AND VOTING MY ASS OFF AND WORRYING THEY WOULDNT MAKE IT THROUGH AND IT FEELS LIKE THAT WASNT EVEN THAT LONG AGO BUT NOW THEYRE GOING TOUR AFTER TOUR WITH PEOPLE WHO THEY USED TO SIT AT HOME AND LISTEN TO AND PERFORMING AT PLACES THAT THEY WOULDVE NEVER EVEN THOUGHT POSSIBLE AND GETTING THEIR MUSIC ON THE CHARTS AND HAVING ENDLESS AMOUNTS OF FANS WHAT THE FUCK
a lot of people say i post like way too many selfies and i honeslty dont care, you know why?
this is the thing no one really knows about me. when i was younger, it wasnt even that long ago (maybe a year ago) i had a really low self-esteem. I always hid behind my hair with a hat constantly on my head, i didnt like pictures being taken of me. i hated my body, my teeth, the fact that i didnt have a very nice jawline, i just hated everything about myself.
so much has changed in the past year, my self-esteem has grown, i am almost completely comfortable with my body and not to mention all the people (you guys included) that have been so fucking nice to me. it means the world to me when you guys send me nice messages (and just messages at all really) put notes on my selfies and are always there for me when im feelin down.
y'all are my ride or die. idk where i’d be without tumblr and all my friends and followers (really all my followers are my friends too so lets just say friends) thank you guys so fucking much for everything. you guys mean the world to me