Why can’t i be appreciated and loved for the girl I am? Everybody I show care and support for…rarely does in return. I try to make everyone that is close to me feel warm and in that moment blissful. If it means me cracking a joke or sharing something sweet. I ask more than just ‘how are you’ or about your day….it’s just weird that i’m overlooked. I give so much. oh well.
From April to May. I began to really start embracing my natural curl pattern rocking wash n gos on the regular! But since this can also be a very drying style along with the fact that I had color in my hair I noticed that it was very hard to keep my hair moisturized. My hair would suck up the water and oil almost immediately. I then decided to change my hair color to black hoping that it would allow my hair to retain moisture and grow healthy. With black hair its hard to just rock a wash n go without it looking like a bundled mess, or at least that’s what I thought at the time. So I began doing more twist outs and bantu knots again to keep my hair from tangling.