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and like I don’t want this tumblr to be literally nothing but me screaming about how I can’t draw or I don’t want to draw but I should be drawing because if I don’t at least fucking TRY how am I gonna get better but some days man, some fucking days I need to scream 

its gonna get real old real quick because ain’t no fixing my problem unless I do it my fucking self and christ knows the part of me that doesn’t want to always seems stronger than the part of me that does

like for weeks I’ve wanted some kind of direction, something I could put myself behind and now I have it–I have goals to strive for and I’m sitting here feeling incapable of striving, just entirely ill-equipped, and its like there’s no! satisfying me! I’m such a contrary motherfucker, fucking mercury needs to be in goddamn retrograde for me to get anything goddamn done and EVEN THEN

UUUUGHGHGHGHGHG 

Hello to the Assassin sisters (and brothers)! It’s been hectic for me lately, especially yesterday. Lately, the company I’ve been working with have been seeing nothing too great on the East Malaysian side but a glorious day it was yesterday for the company. 

I found this quote a wonderful one and I am glad this quote taught me something about being in a difficult situation. I was having difficulties in October, but in the middle of all that “hell”, I found myself. I found that I am stronger than I thought. It was up to the extent of me letting go of something I love, my Steel Horse but who knows, letting go means something better? 

Enough about me and my workplace. 


Now, I wish all of you well. Christmas is just around the corner and just as dear Sister Emy @emouel mentioned, I had been waiting for Christmas for quite some time but I got super excited on Thanksgiving. And she is absolutely right! (hey, Emy, that bike picture is for you, too!) 

And, to my fellow Muslim brothers and sisters, Mawlid is this weekend as well! I wish you all well and have a blessed Mawlid! 

To the wonderful sisters (and brothers), this is a shoutout to you guys. Thank you for making my time on Tumblr a good one. I love you guys. 

@swiggle-muffin, @afterglowingassassin, @jiruchan, @freedomaboveallelse, @xxxjenniferxxx18, @vaniri, @cybersweetsdonut, @coolpurple82, @assassin-wolf, @edwardcuckway, @caneswordsandkukris, @nicesinner, @babelast, @lady-mz-hyde, @thebegin, @shadow-the-assassino, @masyafassassin, @utara-north and everybody following me on Tumblr.  

A thousand apologies to anyone I’ve forgot to mention :( 

masterofzawarudo  asked:

Hello there, I'm DIO. I understand you know all about these Seraph of the End. You are going to tell me all that you know them or things will get very unpleasant fast.

“I’m sorry but I can’t do that. Soldiers never betray their subordinates. I refuse to give you any information about the Seraph of the End. You may be stronger than me but don’t think I won’t try to protect myself.” The raven folded his arms.

Guren knew he was in no position to try and fight Dio but he wasn’t going to give up such valuable information to someone who isn’t involved.

Honestly everything i do is out of spite. I will be better than everyone who hurt me. I will be stronger. I will be more in control. I will love harder. And when Im dying i will be able to say with confidence “fuck you, despite everything, I was better than you in every way.”

The signs as Steven Universe songs

Aries: Like a Comet

Taurus: Do It For Him/Her

Gemini: Steven and the Crystal Gems

Cancer: Steven’s Lament (I Don’t Want That For You)

Leo: Stronger Than You

Virgo: Giant Woman

Libra: Love Like You

Scorpio: Strong In The Real Way

Sagittarius: Be Wherever You Are

Capricorn: What Can I Do For You

Aquarius: We Are the Crystal Gems

Pisces: Let Me Drive My Van Into Your Heart

They mean a team, a family. They are an existence that cannot not exist. This group has given me blood of rebirth, they’ve also shown me “wolf instincts” and my own determination. I didn’t feel this way in the beginning, i just felt like we are partners working together. But slowly, from partners we became a family, it feels like we’ve gotten closer. I do feel their encouragement for me, that they miss me. Everybody does not talk about it, but when we do meet we’d hug each other with a smile. All these tiny details, all these expression of feelings, tells me that as time goes by, we are already a family.
—  Zhang Yixing || What does EXO mean to you?