was meaning to do this the other day

“Buried” (Chapter Ten)

Our boys finally talk it out and it’s sad but wonderful. Excited to hear what you guys think!

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Enjoy :)

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The Village

“How you doing?” Tony peeked his head into the small room, and Steve looked up with a tired smile.

“Tony. Hey. Not bleeding anymore.” He rotated his shoulder gingerly. “Bullet went clean through so they stitched me up and I should be fine, other than the pain.”

“I have ibuprofen.” Tony offered and shook the bottle in his hand. “If you want it.” It seemed like an inadequate offering after all they had gone through today, but it was all he had.

“Thank you.” Steve nodded and Tony handed him several pills before sitting down next to him on the small bed. “And thank you… For the slingshot grenade. Saved my life I’m sure. Brock would have tried his damndest to slice me up.”

“Yeah.” Tony shrugged. “Yeah. No problem.”

“You okay?” Steve shifted uncomfortably, leaning back against the wall and trying not to jar his arm. “I mean, after today. That wasn’t exactly a calm ending to a pretty shitty few days. You… I mean, there were six men down there when you threw the grenades. It shakes a man up, to do that sort of thing. It’s alright to not be alright after.”

“Yeah, I know.” Tony looked down at his hands, rolling the ibuprofen bottle between them slowly. “I know. Six men. But you were down there too so–” he shrugged again, looking like he didn’t know what to say. “So you know. What choice did I have?”

It was stiff between them, neither one of them willing to be the first to bring up the kiss the thing that neither one of them were willing to bring up.

Steve didn’t want to bring it up because he was afraid Tony would be angry about it and want an apology.

Tony didn’t want to bring it up because he was afraid he would launch himself at Steve and demand another one.

So they ended up sitting and not looking at each other.

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mod rika explains why they love rika

okay someone sent an ask asking why i love rika, and they asked me to answer it privately so i’m just gonna put it all here then send them a link!!

SPOILERS FOR V’S ROUTE UP UNTIL DAY 10 CAUSE THAT’S AS FAR AS I AM!! READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION

The first thing I want to say before I start gushing about her, she has done horrible, inexcusable things.  But that doesn’t mean she deserves to die/rot in jail/whatever you want her to do.

Now onto my list

1) Rika is kind.  She had a horrible child, from the verbal abuse from her adopted parents and the bullying from kids at her school, but she still is kind and compassionate and wants to help other people, hence her founding the RFA.  Of course, as time went on, her way of helping people became distorted and harmful for the people she wanted to “save”.

2) I can relate to her.  We both got dat bpd or at least that’s what i think she has lmao.  With everything she went through when she was younger combined with her mental illness(es), she wanted to kill herself and V treated that as a sort of “art” and tried to be the hero and save her.  I’m not blaming V, don’t get me wrong, but it upsets me as a neurodivergent person.

3) She’s just?? really gay??? Like have u played v’s route SLAMS EMBRACE RIKA OPTION

4) The scene where she breaks down crying because V said it was an obsession and not love.  It really resonates with me.  Even if you hate her, it would be hard to not at least pity her in that moment.  She breaks down saying if V didn’t love her, then that would mean no one has ever loved her.  Again, I can relate cuz the bpd makes me freaked out that no one actually loves me rippp

5) She’s such a complex and interesting character.  I’ve always loved her as a character (even if the fandom originally made me despise her and think she was completely to blame for everything wrong that happened in mysme).  I could make a 100000 point list of things about her (as a character) that I love, but the main ones just being her past i’m a slut for that tragic backstory and her progression as a character.  Starting from a person just wanting everyone to be loved and cared for by hosting charity parties, slowly escalating to her “devil” taking over and forming Mint Eye, creating an all around toxic environment.

6) I just….. want to protect her.  With how the fandom treats her, calling her a bitch and a snake, I just feel bad for her and want to hug her.  And y’all know she wouldn’t be nearly as hated if she were a guy.  Internalized misogyny yayyy

If any of you guys have seen Death Note, I kinda like to relate my love for her in a similar way to how I love Light.  They’ve both done horrible things that originated with good intentions.  They’ve been corrupted by their internal demons, and I just want them to be happy and go back to the way they were before everything started.

So there’s the main reasons why I love her.  I think she deserves happiness and help, and if she were to get those things, she could become a person that everyone loves.

WHERE MY DEAN/JENSEN GIRLS AT?!?

I need YOUR help!!!

I have been at a creative STALEMATE lately. Struggling pretty bad. 

So, you’re wondering. What does this have to do with me? you’re asking.

Well… it means: 

  1. REQUESTS ARE OFFICIALLY OPEN FOR A LIMITED TIME
  2. Send me your prompts, your funny lines, your lovey dovey moments, YOUR GIFS. 
  3. Not every request will be written. I can’t be inspired by everything. 
  4. I will only consider Dean, Jensen, Jared, and Sam requests. All others will be trashed. 
  5. IT MUST BE FLUFFY. AFTER ALL THIS IS FOR FLUFF DAY!

So HAVE AT IT LOVES. Can’t wait to see what you send me!

Tagging some peeps that may help: @thing-you-do-with-that-thing @captainradicalpassion @impala-dreamer @percywinchester27 @winchester-writes @ellen-reincarnated1967 @ravengirl94 @rizlowwritessortof @torn-and-frayed @supernatural-jackles @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog @dancingalone21 @karlee-fay-my-wayward-son @atc74 @blacktithe7 @chaos-and-the-calm67 @chelsea072498 @mrswhozeewhatsis @salvachester @sis-tafics

Daniel Day-Lewis is a great actor but I think he’s mostly responsible for this popular misconception that “method acting” just means “doing all of the stuff your character does in real life and never breaking character”, which is not true and also makes you kind of an asshole. Marlon Brando may have been an asshole for other reasons, but at least he didn’t spend 2 months in the Cambodian jungle as an actual warlord before Apocalypse Now. He showed up to the shoot location the day he was supposed to start doing his scenes and he read all of his lines off cue cards, and he still turned in a better “method” performance than anything a hack like Jared Leto could ever hope to do.

International Day of Peace

For @ragingscooter and @gail-shark

The day had started out bad, but it was finally looking up. She walked into holding, hands in her coat pockets, smirking at the annoyed woman sitting in a jail cell, holding an ice pack to her chin.

“Do you want to explain how you got in a fist fight on International Day of Peace?”

“The Penny isn’t under UN oversight,” replied Holly, peevishly. “And how did you know about that anyway?”

Gail smiled and leaned on the cell bars. “Because Andy McNally called to tell me my ex punched out my other ex.”

“No, I mean about today being International Day of Peace.”

“I’m not wearing this suit because I like it,” Gail remarked, feeling her good mood slither away. “I was actually at the UN hootenanny. In lieu of other Pecks being in jail and all that.”

“Oh,” said Holly in a small voice. “Sorry.”

“You heard?”

“It made international news.” Holly took the ice pack off her chin for a moment and touched the growing bruise. “Look… This is not how I wanted this conversation to go.”

Gail rolled her eyes. “Were you going to haul me into the Penny bathroom and kiss me without warning?” At Holly’s immediate blush, Gail laughed. “Oh my god. Is that why you punched out Franken-moron?”

“This is really spiraling out of control,” grumbled Holly. “She’s a horrible person. You deserve better.”

And yet Gail suddenly understood what the hell had happened. Mostly. She didn’t know exactly why Holly was back, but clearly she’d run into Frankie, who had made the usual flirtatious comments. No doubt Gail’s name had come up, and Frankie had remarked on their little fling (disappointing though it was). And somewhere in it all Holly had, in a pique of jealousy, picked a fight.

When Nick had done shit like that it had been annoying. Possessive even.

It was different here. Holly was clearly not saying the ‘better’ Gail deserved was Holly, but anyone at all.

She could only laugh. “Yeah, well. I figured that out on my own, thanks.” Turning, Gail caught the eye of the officer working the desk. “Wanna spring the jailbird here for me?”

Holly startled. “Isn’t that illegal? Gail, I punched a cop!”

“You punched Frankie,” Gail pointed out, dismissively. “Who admitted she deserved it. You’re out on bail. The court will see you next week, slap you both with a warning and a fine. Done. Nothing to mess up your job.”

“Bail? How– who?” The pathologist blinked as the door opened. “You?” She pointed at Gail. “Why would you pay my bail?”

Gail sighed deeply. “Because. You punched out Frankie. Because I’m actually vain enough to think you wanted to talk to me. Because … I miss you.”

A myriad of confused expressions crossed Holly’s face, along with a healthy dose of embarrassment and chagrin. Finally she settled on hope. “Maybe … we can have a drink? Talk?”

“Sure.” Gail gestured for Holly to follow her. “Just not the Penny.”

anonymous asked:

why do people act like fat is the worst thing to be? it hurts so much to know that girls look at my body and see their darkest nightmare. it's impossibly painful to know how repulsed they are by my state of being. I mean on one hand it helps me uh, cut back on food every day when I think abt it and instantly get too grossed out to eat. but I still feel awful

i’m sorry you feel this way. you should feel comfortable in your own body and other people should be allowed that right too. and i dont think girls are actually feeling that way towards you. it’s because society has set a standard where if you’re not thin you’re unattractive. it’s plastered everywhere. on tv, movies, magazines, the internet. all you see is beautiful skinny women and that standard isn’t really fair to the rest of us because a lot people don’t have that bone structure. i am thankful that we’re are now in a body positivity movement, but i wish that was around when i was growing up. i’ve always struggled with my weight. i was the biggest one out of my friends. i was always self conscious of that because “guys only like skinny girls” and well that’s not true.

as you get older you start caring less about what other people think of you. and to be honest when you’re older people don’t really care about what you look like they’re too self absorbed with themselves. there’s nothing wrong with being fat or chubby or plus size. i think it’s so amazing that so many women are now speaking up about their body image and empowering other women not to feel ashamed of being larger. with that being said, i am currently overweight due to COE among other things and i just personally do not feel comfortable in my own skin. i feel gross and unattractive because i used to be a lot thinner before i gained all this weight. i gained so much weight i was considered medically obese. now i’m only considered overweight but i still have a long way to go. i was having issues with my blood sugar and diabetes runs in my family so i need to lose weight for medical reasons. i’m not saying there is anything wrong with being fat or plus size, not by a long shot. i just know i am not plus size, i don’t have those proportions. i’m supposed to be thinner than i currently am and i just feel unattractive because i know how i used to look.

there’s no need to compare yourself to others. you just gotta do you and look in the mirror and tell yourself that you’re awesome. fake it till you make it if you have to. but don’t starve yourself because of the standard society has currently in place that many people are trying to change. don’t eat less because you’re afraid of what other girls might think of you. if you’re uncomfortable in your own skin, by all means diet and exercise. but do it the right way. do it the healthy way. do it for yourself and not for anyone else.

please no more asks about this topic. i am not trying to start a discourse.

Thinking about Revka Amell’s five mage children scattered in the Circles throughout Thedas.  Circles mages don’t… exactly have the best survival rates so I doubt many of them are still around.

So.  Warden Amell’s four lost siblings.

One committed suicide, perhaps, as so many do, distraught and trapped and feeling no way out.

One failed their Harrowing and was killed by a templar sword to the chest.

One was made Tranquil, maybe, deemed by their Circle to not be strong enough to resist temptation.

And then the last… perhaps they survived, and when they introduce themselves to someone as Amell one day the other person says “Amell?  You mean, like the Hero of Ferelden?” And they pause, because they don’t remember having a family beyond the haziest of old, dusty memories, but for just a moment they let themselves think, “Maybe.”


(with all due credit to @emberkeelty and @against-stars for inspiring this)

anonymous asked:

What are you tips for long distance relationships? How often do you see your boyfriend and how do you make it work?

Talk often and openly. All relationships, especially romantic ones (and especially long distance ones) are built on trust and respect. Relationships are partnerships meaning that each person should be putting in equal effort and should never feel like they are getting the short end of the stick. I see my boyfriend once every 1-3 months depending on how often we can afford to see each other (plane tickets are so expensive 😢 ), but we text frequently and facetime every other day. It is difficult, and we didn’t start off as solid as we are now, but all relationships take effort and imo it’s been so worth it. Every moment I’ve spent with him has been crazy amazing and beautiful and I cherish it all the more so since we aren’t always together. 

lilysflowershop  asked:

That anon that told you to work on the submissions is an asshole!! First off, this blog is for free! You're writing for free! They have no right to fucking complain??? You're doing awesome Madds and if they're not understanding of the fact that you're a human with needs outside of this blog, they can suck it. V.V

THANK YOU LILS! (Also @rockstarlandis ^_^.) It’s just not a good day and the cake don’t need anymore icing.
Bless you both, oh and that other nice anon I got, for your love and support, I really mean it.

usuallydreamin  asked:

ugh god I hate it when people complain how some members don’t visit the others in concerts and stuff. just because they don’t physically go doesn’t mean they did’t support them!! What if its their free day?! They literally said that they almost never have a week off without work, they’re managing their life and their friendship between each themselves and they’re happy about it. I hate that Key felt the need to explain to us that he might not attend tae’s concerts because of his schedules 😫

exactly! as nice as it is for us to physically witness them supporting each other, it shouldn’t be held against them if they can’t always do it. they do see each other all the time, and they have phones, it’s not like they never speak when we’re not looking lmao.

I’m falling into…or I guess more accurately, have fallen into, it with my arm tho
I know I ought to call the physiotherapist.  I’ve certainly intended to, for …idk about a month now?  He moved practices after my last appointment, setting up on the other side of town, so I transferred my records and everything but didn’t at the time arrange an appointment as there was nobody to arrange it with.  So I’ve got to call the new place and do it.  Aside from a session I need to ask if increasing the weight might help things along faster, if I ought to skip the exercises on a day it’s particularly sore, what soreness in this area means vs. soreness in this other area, etc.  Only I can’t…seem to manage it.

Phone anxiety may be contributing to this, certainly.  The fact that I’ve never got five fucking quiet minutes alone in the house anymore might also.  But tbh the heart of it is, I look at the phone number and I think, “But it won’t help.”
I can go, I can do a session, and it won’t help.  It hasn’t so far, none of my best efforts or anyone else’s have for the past year-and-change, so why bother?  Slowing the reps hasn’t helped, increasing the reps hasn’t helped, rest hasn’t helped, physio hasn’t helped, lasers haven’t helped.  Why believe that anything will?  I guess at least as long as the phonecall is unmade and the questions are unasked I can pretend that one of the Answers will be the magical route back to functionality, even if I know it won’t be so simple as that.

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Sebastian’s POV

I watch him move away to sit on the bed, taking in everything in my room. It’s so cute how intrigued he is. I don’t know why he would be, though. His father is practically a household name, yet his family lives a simple life in the suburbs. Sadly, an athlete isn’t considered someone important to the people of Newcrest. Stuck up aristocrats.

“Sebastian, thank you for helping me the other day at the pool. I think I would have had an episode if that guy kept going,” he began, staring absently at the floor.

“Of course,” I said as I stepped closer until I was standing in front of him.

He looked up at me, a small smile on his lips. “I’m glad I came over. I don’t know what everyone’s so worried about.”

“What do you mean?”

“Oh, it’s just something Akira said. He’s my friend that was with me that day,” he explained. “He doesn’t know you like I do, and said that you just wanted something from me. That’s silly, though.”

“Hmm,” I hummed before placing my hands on the bed on either side of him. He stared back at me as I moved closer. He scooted back, and I followed until I was on the bed with him. “Your friend is right, you know. I do want something.” Grabbing his shoulder, I leaned forward until my lips were almost against his. “I just want to kiss you again,” I whispered before crashing my lips into his.


THE BEGINNING / PREVIOUSLY / NEXT

What she says: I’m fine.

What she means: THE MARAUDERS DESERVED BETTER. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW REMUS FELT WHEN HE WOKE UP ONE DAY, ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT TWO OF HIS BEST FRIENDS WERE KILLED AND THAT HIS OTHER BEST FRIEND WAS SENT TO AZKABAN FOR THEIR MURDER? CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW SIRIUS FELT BEING STUCK IN THAT AWFUL PLACE FOR 12 YEARS, KNOWING EVERYDAY THAT REMUS DESPISED HIM, AND THAT HE CAN’T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT? HOW HARRY WAS BEING RAISED TO HATE HIM AS WELL WHEN HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN ONE OF THE CLOSEST PEOPLE TO HIM? AND JUST WHEN REMUS GOT SIRIUS BACK, JUST WHEN HE GOT HIS BROTHER BACK, FINALLY KNOWING THAT FOR THE PAST 12 YEARS HE’S HATED THE WRONG PERSON, HE HAS TO WATCH SIRIUS FALL THROUGH THE VEIL, LOSING ONE OF THE ONLY GOOD THINGS IN HIS LIFE FOR GOOD.

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Jiyong letting us know he’s on a boat

“Ready for another summer of adventures?”

“You bet I am!”

Happy 1st year anniversary, Take Back the Falls! 

Right where the story ended, it will continue c:

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rebelwithheartofgold  asked:

His bowlegs are the best legs

fun fact: jensen’s knees actually have a restriction order against each other and that’s why they can’t ever be in the same county together

i mean look at that, you could fit the entire damn state of texas in there

they make such a perfect bow, like do u ever just wanna *clenches fists*

the most texasest texan to ever come outta texas with them texas bowlegs y’all

[x] like,,,no wonder it’s such a defining factor about him that everyone uses to describe him bc!!!! dAMN BOI HOW THEM LEGS BEND LIKE THAT 👀 👀 👀  they’re gonna snap right in half one of these days, i swear

okay but my absolute favorite fucking thing tho??? when those beauties are oN DISPLAY Y’ALL. WHEN U CAN SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL CALVES AND NICE-ASS KNEES AND DAINTY ANKLES AND BLONDE LIL LEG HAIRS IN ALL THEIR NAKED BEAUTY *jenna marbles voice* heyll yeah

you know what really matters? at the end of the day, bangtan love us like no one else and N O T H I N G can take that from us. NOTHING. they love us just as much as we love them and we’ve transcended just being fans, we might as well be best friends because we do so much for each other.

it doesn’t matter if you found them before they debuted or if you only discovered them today, they love every single one of us and dedicate all their music to US, because they know our love for them means more than any award or broken record. (those are pretty nice too, though.) the relationship between armys and bts is the ONLY thing that matters, because we uplift and support each other just like any friend would; bangtan know this, they’re aware of what we go through, which is why all their lyrics dedicated to us are so brutally honest.

they know what we go through. they understand. they know it hurts, so, so much. and for that they they love us that much harder, they cheer us on with every word on every album. so we repay them by supporting them as much as humanly possible and helping them rise higher and higher and create a new definition of the Top just so we can help them break down that barrier, too.

remember: when everything is going wrong, when people are being awful to us or your personal life is too much to bear, bts love you. and that isn’t just a hollow statement because they’re your idol, they love YOU, they write songs dedicated to YOU, because you love them back and they know it.

nothing can take away from the relationship armys have with bts. bts love us, and we love them. and that’s the only thing that matters. as long as you remember that, nothing can bring us down. nothing. 💜