was laughing hahaha

libertines awkwardness

awkward things you learn to live with yet secretly hope nobody brings up when you’re a libertines fan

pentonville 
the scary fighting in olly boker
carl’s hahaha laugh in war of the roses 
carl speaking in a french accent on vengeance with benjamin biolay 
carl’s duet with vanessa paradis on the dark it comes
when suzi martin belts out “only love can bring the secrets of simplicity” in birdcage after peter’s delicate vocal
when peter’s voice breaks in fuck forever 
when carl takes his baritone voice to the edge in shadows fall and anthems
peter’s lonely johann johann jo jo johann in a spy in the house of love 
peter and carl screaming “what are you doing you fucking stupid idiot” at the end of gunga din. but then again i also find that endearing and it reminds me of up the bracket somehow.  

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
We throw around the word never likes its nothing but a small rose petal. The word never is a doubled edged sword. On one side it says ‘I will never leave you’ and on the other it says ‘I will never love you.’
—  The Word Never