was in a kids store

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Charismatic, funny, energetic, talented, lovable & the king of giving love.

He’s more than just ‘Seventeen’s main vocal’, he is also the spark of the group, their number one fan, the one who doesn’t matter where he is: he’ll always make sure that everyone knows who they are, whether if it’s on a talk show, talking to people at the record store etc. I’m talking about the kid who even although he loves his mother more than anyone in this universe, he left her side to pursue his dream, and he’ll work hard to make the most of it…and so far, he is succeeding.

Happy Birthday our lovely Boo Seungkwan, we Carats are extremely thankful for your presence in the group. Thank you for being who you are, for showering the other members with love without caring about the ‘boys shouldn’t be touchy with boys’ steoreotype, specially considering that everyone are away from their families, you make them feel at home and that shows how pure your heart of gold is 💛 #LovelyBOODay #부승관_쇵일축하_허염쪄

i had this long ass post abt work typed out (longer than this, really) but then i was like…some of these things are so oddly specific to working at a fucking bear building store (a kid and her mom came in and wanted to put 10….ten…(10)…pacifiers in her animal to symolize giving them up..and then they were like…well why is it lumpy…why the fuck do u think it’s lumpy…someone came in and wanted us to unstuff and then restuff her bear…which of course! yes!…except it wasn’t one of our bears!!! but guess what apparently we still do that!!! who knew!!! but the line behind her…..not happy!!!….then i completely zoned out and an animal fell off the stuffer….jsyk…when that happens….stuffing flies the fuck out of the machine and it is embarrassing, real embarassing…..then a blue sharpie exploded all over me + my hands + my pants + a kids very white bear…the same family yelled @ me for keeping them waiting as i……..got them a new bear…and then just general !!!please don’t decide to do some last minute shopping literally in the last 2 minutes before the mall closes, bc u will be in the store past close, and we will be a little annoyed, and no we will not let u build another bear when it’s 20 minutes past close and ur still paying in all gift cards!!! ranting

so anyway! that’s the literally the longest yet shortest version of what was one of the banally annoying days in recent history :-) how is everyone

Trying out my new color pencils and three new felt pens ! Hey, @achloe98, all with my right hand, I can say I’m out of the woeful zone now tho it stills twitch on the details.

…Ok I exagerated a bit, those color pencils are just cheap stuff I found on a store..

…Ok tbh, it’s kid pencils… Still better what I can find back in my country at an affordable price lol

……I’m lolling but I want to cry

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night โ€”
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we wonโ€™t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
Iโ€™ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldnโ€™t have sent that message.
You shouldnโ€™t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didnโ€™t.

Saturday 8:49pm
Iโ€™m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl youโ€™ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if itโ€™s because youโ€™re trying to replace me.
I canโ€™t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.