was feeling the cam love

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– Guess this is our only way out.

– After you, then.

Lupin III: Jigen’s Gravestone | dr. Takeshi Koike

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The Last Shadow Puppets
I Want You (She’s So Heavy)
Webster Hall, NYC
4.11.16

chaoslaborantin  asked:

I would like to ship Cameron x Gisa with you, but as they've never even talked in canon yet, I don't know where to start. Do you have any headcanons?

This took me a while to answer because I was debating on whether or not I should answer with the outline of the fic I’m working on or just simple hcs. I decided on the latter.

• the height difference is that of a water bottle and a soda can
• Cameron will punch you into the sun if you disreprect her gf
• Gisa steals a bunch of Cameron’s clothes
• Cameron knows when this happens because she’ll find Gisa in a hoodie that’s down to the middle of her thigh
• They both like laying on the ground underneath the stars and pointing out constellations
• Gisa is the more flirtatious of the two, naming the North Star after Cameron after saying that people used it to find their way home
• But Cameron has compared Gisa’s freckles to the stars more than once
• Mare thinks this relationship is adorable and teases them both about it constantly
• Gisa may seem calm but hurt Cameron and she’ll cut you
• Cameron gets sick pretty often from breathing in smoke for 15 years, but always denies that she’s sick until Gisa basically has to drag her to Sara
• Julian is low-key scared to sass Cam
• They were each other’s first kiss
• Gisa sewed a heart with her name in it into one of Cameron’s jackets
• Cameron got Gisa a bright yellow earring for her 15th birthday

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A newbie's guide for newbie witches

So, as a new witch, learning and growing, I’ve decided to make a post about the most important things I’ve learned so far.

1. There are no easy answers.
I turned to friends, I turned to Google, I turned to Tumblr, I turned to books… sometimes the answer just isn’t there, sometimes you’ll learn you were asking the wrong question all along! “How do I start?” You just did. “How do I know if I’m doing it right?” There is no “right”. “Is it working?” You tell me. “How long will it take?” As long as it frikken takes.

2. Protect yourself
Before exploring too far down the rabbit hole, do AT LEAST a little bit of research on protecting yourself and your space. Being new and naïve can be one of the most dangerous things when you start; if you open too much too fast you can get sucked in, if you open the wrong door to the wrong plane you can get lost. As often as you can ground, center, and make sure you’re familiar with your own wellness. If you’re not okay, your craft won’t be either.

3. Practice
Witchcraft is not like movies or television; you are not an inherent talent. You will probably not astral travel, predict the future with full detail, or give your ex the chicken pox on your first try. Just like with learning to play an instrument, competitive sports, or medical surgery, you have to work hard to get the results you really want. Start with the basics, take things one step at a time. Moving slowly is still progress! Enjoy the scenery as you go.

4. Find YOUR answers
You will find lots of spells, lots of potions, lots of rituals, and lots of meditation practices. All have their purpose. If you’re anything like me, you’ll want to try EVERYTHING, all at once, just to see what happens. At any given moment, give yourself a chance to stop and question “why?” Why this spell, this potion, this chance? Does it serve a purpose, or am I just playing around? In any truly insightful blog, website, or book I’ve found is some sort of disclaimer to the effect of “this is how I do it, it’s not the only way to do it, do what works for you”. If you’re concerned about cultural appropriation, research YOUR family history, see if their are any religions or customs YOUR ancestors did which may have been lost through the years. If you feel called to a certain practice but don’t know if it’s acceptable, do some research, find someone who does it, ask around, and be willing to find a different method if the answer turns out to be “no”.

I feel like I could go on, but I have some non-witchy work to do today, so this will be my last note (and quite applicable)

5. Take a break
As I look back on my own journey, and those of some fellow witchy friends, one of the most important tips I can give is that EVERYONE needs to just STOP sometimes. Don’t go so far down the rabbit hole that you neglect your duties and responsibilities. Don’t get so obsessed with the future that you forget the here-and-now. Don’t pursue spirit guides and animals and angels to the extent that you lose friends or family or teachers. Witchcraft is great, and I’m thankful for the path im on with it, but just like with video games, social media, junk food and/or booze, too much cam make you sick and feel crazy.

Love for all-

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chaol appreciation month  team bane

↳ week two: favourite ship

“I worry because I care. Gods help me, I know I shouldn’t, but I do. So I will always tell you to be careful, because I will always care what happens.”

Help Me Up {C.D}

requested//an imagine where Nash breaks up with you and Cameron {was originally Hayes} comforts you and you start dating

You looked down at the framed photo of you and your ex boyfriend and you felt a tear fall from your eye. You quickly swatted it away, hating the fact you were sad about this. You weren’t sad, you were angry. At least, that is what you are telling yourself. You threw the frame across the room and it hit the door to your closet and you heard the pieces of glass shatter. You let out a sound that you weren’t quite sure was frustration or sadness. You were certain that the picture frame made a loud sound and your parents would get worried something happened to you, but you honestly didn’t care. You forced yourself not to let any tears fall from your eyes. Your face started to feel hot because of the sobs you were holding back. You kept telling yourself that you shouldn’t be sad you lost him. You really shouldn’t, he was a horrible boyfriend. He dumped you the second he found someone prettier than you and was willing to do whatever he wanted her to do. After seven months together, he just drops you. You were friends with him long before he was famous, and you cared for him a person and not just as a celebrity. You realized he didn’t care about you as a person, and only cared about you as an object. An object he could get rid when the newest one comes rolling in. You didn’t realize that tears were slowly falling from your eyes. You didn’t care enough to wipe them away and scold yourself. You just let them keep falling down your red cheeks.
He really thought that the girl he met on tour was better than you? Someone who knew him as Nash Grier, the famous viner and was rich, rather than Nash Grier, the sweet amazing guy he is. Or was. In the midst of your sob fest, you heard your mother calling to you.
“Yeah mom!” You yell back, choking back your sobs with as much effort as you possibly could, praying to God she wouldn’t notice.
“Everything’s fine mom what do you need!” You said, doing a better job at holding back the cries.
“Well, I have someone on the phone for you, it’s that boy Cameron.” She says with an uneasy voice. You quickly stand up and bolting down the stairs. Cameron was your best friend, and Nash’s as well. Chances are Cameron has already heard that we have broken up and how good Nash’s new girlfriend is in bed. When you power walk down the stairs, your mother is waiting at the kitchen table by the telephone, with the phone pressed to her shoulder to block out sound.
“Y/n, I know Cameron is a sweet boy, but you are with someone right now and he seems to like you a lot. Shouldn’t you just tell him you are busy?” She asks uncertain. Your mom was a very traditional lady, very set in her ways of when you are with someone, there is no one else that you could possibly be with. You understood where she was coming from, but you couldn’t afford to loose Cameron. He is your best friend. Plus, you don’t need to worry about that anymore.
“It’s okay mom, no need to worry about Nash getting jealous anymore.” You say and take the phone from her. She gives you a confused look, but decides not so say anything and walks away.
“Hey Cam.” You chirp, doing everything in your power not to break into a thousand pieces.
“I know what Nash did, and I’m gonna kill him.” He basically growls.
“Cameron, please don’t. Nash has a right to break up with me whenever he wants.” You let out in sputters willing yourself not to loose your chill and cry again.
“I hate it when people mistreat you, y/n! You deserve the best, and not someone who will dump you for some bimbo!” He almost screams into the receiver.
“And who might that be, Cam?” You ask with a laugh. “There’s no one out there for me that’s cares for something rather than the size of their chest compared to their waist.” You say sharply. You felt your blood chill at the thought that there was no one out there for you because of the countless girls out there that were freaking super models while you were mediocre at best.
“Me?” He squeaks out. Wait, what? Did he just say… Him?
“What?” You ask quietly.
“I’m sorry, I just… I shouldn’t be saying this. You just broke up with Nash I should-” you cut him off.
“I love you.” You sigh. You had been dying to say that for the last year, since the day you met Cameron you were certain there was something. But you didn’t think he felt anywhere near the same way. Apparently, he felt the same way.
“Y/n…. I don’t think we should be together ju-” you cut him off again.
“Cam, I need someone who will make me feel loved, and not like a burden. You make me feel wanted.” You breathe out as steady as you possibly could.
“Y/n, I don’t know what to say.” He sighs a little.
“Come over here and say you love me.”

The Look In Your Eyes - Cameron Dallas Imagine

A/N: This is my second published imagine ever! Please bare with me with any mistakes since it’s 3 am and i have nothing to do :p Also english isn’t my first language so mind the mispellings! Let me know if you like it. I’m thinking of doing a part 2!

Warning: Super long

“Hey, what are you doing? Miss you xx” I sent out the text to Cam.

I rolled around on my bed waiting for him to reply for around 40 minutes. I checked all of my social media until there’s nothing left to see. My eyes stumbled upon the Vine app, i decided to open it, i see a bunch of updates on my home, I saw that Cam just posted a Vine 10 minutes ago.

“He can upload a Vine but not reply my text?” I mumbled to myself.

I watched the 6 second video, it was Cameron and Matt throwing Nash into the pool. I can clearly tell it’s Matt’s house. I just sighed.

From: Cameron
I’m busy.

That hurts, the fact that he didn’t reply for 45 minutes but uploaded a Vine, and when he do he just said that two words. I’m trying to be positive and maybe he really is busy, maybe that Vine was recorded a while ago.

**

It’s 5 pm and i’m too bored to function alone at my apartment, so i decided to surprise Cam since looks like he’s staying at Matt’s and bring some pizza for the boys. I put on Cam’s oversized sweater and some shorts before heading out the door.

“That’ll be $74.50” The girl at Dominos drive through said.

“Keep the change” I smiled before giving her $80 and finally head off to Matt’s house.

Once i arrived i knocked on the door and Shawn answered it.

“Y/N! Didn’t expect to see you here, where have you been? We missed you here” He said giving me a hug.

“Oh nowhere” I smiled, “I brought pizza!”

“Awesome! We were just talking about how hungry we were after we went swimming” He said.

“You guys weren’t doing anything today?” I asked.

“No, we’re just chilling in here” He said.

“Oh” I said my face dropped.

So Cameron lied.

“Come on in!” He said, “Guys Y/N’s here! She brought pizzas!”

I came in and put 5 boxes of the pizza at the kitchen counter before greeting everyone.

“Y/N!” Mahogany said hugging me tightly followed shortly by Jacob.

“Hey” Cameron said walking into the house from the pool.

“Hi” I smiled.

I was about to give him a kiss, but he purposely threw his face away pretending to talk to Hayes. I sighed and joined Matt, Shawn, Nash and Taylor eating some pizza.

Cam and I used to be so close and lovey dovey, but lately he’s been so distant… As if he’s ignoring me. I can feel that the sparks no longer there. But i’m still holding on because i love him with all my heart.

“Hey, you’re okay?” Mahogany asked concerned.

“Great” I said trying to fake a smile.

“No you’re not, i know you too well to fall for that smile” She replied, “You wanna have a girl talk?”

“I’d like that” I smiled.

Mahogany whispered something to Nash before guiding me to the pool side and sit on the chair.

“So, spill” She said.

“I just- I feel like Cam doesn’t love me anymore” I said looking down.

“What makes you think that?” She asked.

“Lately he’s been so distant.. He never text or call me first, when i text him it takes him a long time to answer, sometimes he doesn’t even reply, even if he does it’s just to tell me that “I’m busy” or “I’ll text you back later, i have something going on” but he never text me back” I begun, “When he kissed me it’s meaningless and empty”

I can feel a tear slipped from my eye.

“Y/N..” She scoot closer and hug me.

“I don’t know what i did wrong” I said begin to sob, “He treats me like garbage but i’m still holding on to this relationship hoping that it’ll get better, but i know it wont”

“Sshh” She said rubbing my back soothingly, “Do you ever talk to him about this?”

“No, i’m afraid that he’ll break up with me or hate me” I replied, “I don’t know what to do”

“Hey girls, we’re about to watch-“ Suddenly Nash came, “What happen? Why are you crying?”

Mahogany tapped the empty space next to her and Nash approached us.

“He’s just not the Cameron Dallas that i fell in love with” I said.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” Nash said rubbing my arm.

“Y/N and Cam are…”

“We’re basically at the end of the cliff” I interrupt, “He’s just.. Different, Nash. He’s been treating me like shit, like i meant nothing to him, he never even look at me in the eyes anymore. I don’t know how long i can take it”

“Is there anything i can do? Do you want me to talk to him?” He asked.

I shook my head and gave him a weak smile, “No, i’ll talk to him.. Eventually”

They gave me a sympathetic smile.

“Just know that, whatever path you chose, me, Nash and the boys will support you, we’ll be here for you” Mahogany said.

“Thank you” I returned the smile.

“Yo guys, the movie was about to-“ Cam opened up the door and look at us, “What’s going on?” He slowly closed the door behind him.

“Oh shit” I wipe away my tears and walk over to the fence to hide my face.

Mahogany and Nash both stood up, “Talk to her, but this time, mean it” Nash said before leaving us alone understandingly.

“Y/N?” He said approaching me closer.

“Hey” I replied still leaning on fence, looking the night sky.

He walked over and put both of his hands on the fence, looking at the star. Both of us stayed silent for a good 10 minutes.

“Cam” I said breaking the tension.

“Yeah?” He replied unsure.

“Remember when we first met?” I asked.

“Mhm” He replied.

“You were so nervous to ask for my number, so you get Nash to get it for you” I let out a soft chuckle, “We were texting each other for days and nights, i remember keeping my eyes awake just to wait for your replies”

We’re both still looking at the sky, not making any eye contact. He stayed silent after what i said.

“Then you asked me to be your girlfriend on your younow, even though you were afraid and the boys had to forced you to be brave” I sighed, smiling to myself, remembering the good old times, “I remember you’d always stays at my place and we watch movies and cuddle every night”

“Y/N-“

“Cameron” I cut him off and look him in the eyes, “You’re a great guy and a wonderful person, but i can no longer see “us” in our future, your eyes has lost the sparks when you look at me. You’re never there for me anymore. We’ve been so distant”

He looked down at his feet, not being able to say anything.

I took off the key necklace he gave me for our 1st year anniversary 2 months ago, i opened his hand and put the necklace there, “I think we should go on our separate way”

“No Y/N-“

“I love you, i really do, go find someone you truly love, thank you for everything, you made me happy even on my darkest days” I smiled before kissing his cheek.

I tried holding back the tears but i failed miserably. I ran back into the house and everyone is looking at me.

“Y/N, are you okay?” Mahogany asked.

“I finally said it, the words i’ve been keeping for a while now” I sniffled, “I need to go now, i’ll see you guys around”

“Y/N!” Taylor said pulling my wrist.

“I’m sorry, but need to be alone” I shot him a weak smile.

He gave me a nod understandingly and let go of my hand. With that i got into my car and left the house. Thinking it was dangerous to cry while driving, since i can’t see shit, i decided to pull over at the park near here.

I locked and got out of my car and went to sit on the bench. This is the park that Cam use to take me to get ice cream or shoot videos. Looks like it will only be a memory, the guy i used to love, heck, i still do, is no longer in my arms.

I’ll miss the goodnight texts, the late night phone calls, the sexy raspy voice i wake up to on most mornings, and the body that always keep me warm and feel so secure.

I sighed and drive back to my apartment.

A/N: UPDATE: Here’s the part 2 baes! http://barakat1818.tumblr.com/post/84513208062/the-look-in-your-eyes-part-2-cameron-dallas-imagine

No More Jake - Cameron Dallas (cute/sad/requested)

“babbbeeee wakkkeeee uppp” Cameron whined “shut up it’s like 6am” I said “so i’m bored and lonely” Cam said “go watch TV and play with Jake or invite Nash over ” I said “but but but l wanted a day to us” Cam said “ugh fine l’m up” l said. “ Starbucks or nah ” Cam asked “nah” l said “BABE ARE YOU DRUNK ARE YOU SICK Y/N I’LL CALL A DOCTOR RIGHT NOW ” Cam yelled worried “ 1 no 2 no. 3 i wanna get dressed first and brush and do my make up ” l said “ wow you had me worried your an ass at times ” Cam said “but i’m you ass ” l said so i changed into a crop top and high wastied shorts. and finished make up. Cameron just stared at me “ what ” l asked “l don’t like it babe… ” Cam said “ oh do you want me to change then” l asked “no no no it’s not that. it just that l don’t like the make up. you don’t need it ” Cam said “ if i take it off you’d be blind ” l said “ no you’re. perfect. take it off just for today please princess ” Cameron asked sweetly “ you’re lucky l love you ” l said “ l love you more princess” Cameron yelled “ CAMERON CLOSE YOUR EYES ” i yelled “no” he said “fine” l said covering my face “ take your hands away ” Cam said “ugh” i groaned and did as he commanded. “ see you look beautiful ” Cam cooed “ yeah if you consider dog shit beautiful” l said “ stop ” Cameron said serious. “ can we go now ” I asked “ i guess ” cameron said “ Cam call Nash to watch Jake ” l said “I’M DOWNSTAIRS Y/N ” Nash yelled “ HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET IN OUR HOUSE ” l yelled at Nash “oh you know Cam” “woah you look gross today” Nash said “oh” i mentally facedplamed myself of how stupid i was “and Nash l know will you please tell that to Cam” I said “ oh hell no girl i don’t want to die and i was joking chill ” Nash said “ NASHTY WERE LEAVING ” l yelled. we got in the car and drove to starbucks “ hi what would you like ” the cashier asked “ i’ll take a grande extra carmel soy peppermint green tea frap ” i said “and for you sir ” she asked Cam “ i’ll just share with my girl ” he smile and kissed my cheek. “that’s be $4.55” she said. l tried to take out my phone to pay with the app but cameron payed with his. “babe you don’t always have to pay for me.” l said “ l know but your my girlfriend so therefore i’ll spoil you because l want to and l love you” Cam smiled “it makes me feel so bad ” l admitted. i grabbed my drink and got a call from Nash “Y/N COME TO THE ANIMAL HOSPITAL NOW JAKE’S DYING ” Nash cried I dropped my phone on the ground not caring if it cracked or not as tears slipped out. Cameron looked at me worried “ BABE WHAT HAPPENED WHO WAS THAT PLEASE Y/N DON’T CRY ” Cam begged as tears were forming in he eyes “ Nash said to go to the animal hospital it’s about jake ” i cried “lets go” cam said we drove to the animal hospital and saw nash crying “he didn’t make it guys” nash cried l looked over at cam who didn’t believe what he heard “Cameron” l asked he stood there in shock when reality struck him he broke. “ Cam lets go babe” l cried hugging him “ l didn’t even get to say goodbye ” cam cried “ babe lets jut go alright. i don’t think its a good idea to be here any longer ” i said “ yeah lets go.” cam cried and drove back home when he got home he ran up stairs and just cried harder and harder every minute. i just held him as he cried on my shoulder “cam it’s ok. time will heal the pain. i miss jake too. ” i said rubbing his back “ no you don’t get it. he was my best friend. he was my first friend as was always there for me. ” cam cried “ baby you got me ” i cried “ it wont be the same i’m sorry y/n i’m just gonna go. i’ll be back” Cam said as he drove off. it’s been 8 hours since i’ve seen him Cameron goes out to bars and drinks but he wouldn’t get himself too drunk. it’s 2:08am and he didn’t answer his text or call. i hear then door open and saw cameron and he was kissing another girl “CAMERON WHAT THE FUCK” I yelled he looked around until his eyes landed on me “WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU SOME CRAZY FAN HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW WHERE I LIVE” he slurred “Cameron you’re drunk do you even know her name” i cried “THIS IS Y/N MY GIRLFRIEND"he slurred did he really just say that was y/n his girlfriend "YOU’RE A FUCKING DRUNK CAM” i yelled “GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HOUSE AND NEVER COME BACK ” CAMERON SLURRED “ i’m not y/n my names Ashley ” the girl slurred Cameron stood there in shock as he look at Ashley who looked almost like me. the same hair hight and weigh. “Ashley would you please leave ” i asked and she nodded and tumbled out. “ y/n l swear i thought she was you. ” cameron cried. “ l guess l will get the fuck outta your house and never come back ” i cried “ no l cant loose you and Jake ” cam cried as he leaned towards the door to help him stand “i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry ” he cried seeing him like like breaks me i ran towards him and hugged him “ i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry ” he slurred “Cam you’re freezing” i said and walked him over to the couch and put a blanket over him. he kept on apologizing. “Cameron you were drunk you didn’t know what was going on l forgive you. i still love you we’ll talk about this in the morning ok babe get some rest. ” i said and he fell asleep. the next morning i heard Cameron yelling “OW WHAT THE FUCK. ” “OH FUCK I CHEATED ON HER ” “FUCKING STUPID”. “I MA GO CHECK ON HER ” Cameron yelled and ran upstairs “ morning sunshine ” i said and kissed him but he turned his head away “Cam what’s wrong you look like you just killed someone” i said. “ i cheated on you last night didn’t l ? you don’t deserve a cheater ” cameron said “cam you were drunk you didn’t know what was going on.” i said he stood up and kissed me “what was that for ?” i asked “for being an. amazing girlfriend for understanding. for makin me happy.” Cam said “i have the perfect boyfriend you know ” i said.