cute lil 18 yr old ponyboy hc’s for avery’s birthday!! @eastsidecigarette

  • he honestly tells the cheesiest jokes ever and honestly finds them so funny
  • like “what kind of dogs do you find in a library” … “hushpuppies”
  • his laugh is so soft and quiet that sometimes you can’t even hear it but the smile on his face is so bright and contagious
  • does this thing where he puts his glasses on top of his head to wipe his eyes, then spends two hours looking for his glasses bc he “lost” them
  • loves just driving around at night, with the windows down if it’s warm enough, enjoying the quiet and how different everything looks at night
  • has this gray sweatshirt that he wears that has paint specks all over it and the ends of the sleeves are fraying because he always keeps the sleeves over his hands and it looks so adorable on him !!
  • is always soooo warm and is always keeping his hands in his pockets so they’re Extra Warm
  • wears the brown jacket that dallas gave him before they left for windrixville all the time now bc he’s finally grown into it
  • tried blackout poetry once w/ an old book from the library and it turned out really good but he felt so bad for ruining the book that he bought another one for the library 
  • has transitioned from the whiny phase to the pouty phase where he thinks he can get whatever he wants by sitting on the couch, crossing his arms, and looking at everyone with puppy dog eyes
  • is AWFUL at card games, so bad that no one ever wants to be his partner and he always gets caught trying to cheat too
if you’re feeling scared/nervous about blurryface

things to do:

  • sit in a room with or near someone else
  • avoid windows, close blinds and curtains
  • keep your room and home well lit
  • sit where you have a full view of the room
  • stay off of tumblr, omegle, twitter, and any other social media that might expose you to content
  • call somebody. distract yourself
  • listen to music that isnt twenty one pilots, avoid songs with distorted vocals and choppy editing
  • drink or eat something
  • dont post about blurryface
  • find stress relief sites and masterposts
  • breathe
  • read something cute and comforting, maybe your favourite book. 
  • can’t tell if you’re awake or asleep? look in a mirror, ensure your reality. or read, it is incredibly difficult to read in dreams. you are awake. you are real.
  • keep yourself warm
  • wear a jacket/use a blanket if it makes you feel more secure and comfortable

things to say out loud:

  • blurryface is not real
  • blurryface is a fictional persona
  • blurryface was personified purely to promote an album
  • blurryface cannot hurt me or anyone around me
  • blurryface is merely a personification of anxiety, depression, mental illness and paranoia
  • i am stronger than anxiety, depression, mental illness and paranoia
  • i am stronger than blurryface

please add to this list, these are just the things i do to help me cope. look after yourself, look after others