warlock of brooklyn

That mini panic attack you have when your youngest adoptive son comes to visit you while your oldest son is already there and you know they are having a feud

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━━ ( magnus bane moodboard /high warlock of brooklyn. )

Alec, who had his brother, his parabatai sentenced to prison for the rest of his life.

Alec, who’s sister was possessed by a demon and would have killed him if it wasn’t for Clary.

Alec, who was possessed by the same demon as Izzy and killed Clary’s mom as the two were reconnecting.

Alec, who is scared shitless and blames himself for something that he wasn’t able to control.

Alec, who probably hates himself that he couldn’t stop him.

Alec, who can’t forgive himself even when Clary herself knows it’s not Alec’s fault, but the demon’s.

Alec, who used to suspect how Izzy feels and now knows and feels guilty.

Alec, who is so vulnerable and seeks out comfort with Magnus because he feel safe with him.

Alec, who also understands that Magnus is also hurting and is there for whatever Magnus may need from him.

Alec, who doesn’t discriminate and accepts Magnus sexuality with no buts and only responds with “You say what you feel”

Alec, who looks like he got a gift for Magnus to make sure that he’s the only one who’s hurting because he can deal with that, but not with someone he cares about feeling how he feels.

Alec, who can’t seem to catch a break but also doesn’t push Magnus away because he promised and he will always keep his promises.

And Alec, who deserves so much more and will always be loyal and will forever take care of everyone he cares about before himself
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#magnus bane #the high warlock of brooklyn #looking after the shadow world #without needing to be asked #protecting everyone from drug dealers #people who are banned from his territory #this is the leader the downworlders deserve #the one most shadowhunters don’t even realise is there