Hello all, it’s your friendly neighborhood Bully, here to just info-dump about my life and progress right now!
:( The bad news: My depression took a sharp downturn (cant get out of bed, cant eat, etc), Finals are steadily approaching, my contract with Universal costuming expired so I’m technically unemployed, my renter’s lease ends in two months so I need to find new lodgings, and I’m still fighting writers block.
(Whew, isnt that fun to type out all in one place!)
:) The good news: My doctor put me on anti-depressants and referred me to a therapist which I will be seeing once a week, my heart condition is stable, and my cats are healthy.
I know I haven’t been posting as much as usual-
I really wanted to participate more in Femslash Feburuary and MLM March- but the “pls update!” messages combined with all the ~fandom nonsense~ that has been rearing it’s ugly head these past few weeks have made it hard to stay active in the ML fandom. Dont get me wrong, I still want to contribute, but I’ve decided a bit of distance is necessary for my mental health. Hopefully I will become more active when season two rolls around!
That being said, I’m still going to be updating @miracusims regularly, since it is my happy, drama-free fandom space. This blog will still have the occasional shitpost or au idea thrown about. As for fics… my update schedule really depends on when I get the motivation/time to write, or when my depression clears up enough for me to do so. Right now I have the most progress done on the next tlatb chapter, but DD isn’t far behind. Sugar is… on hiatus until I re-evaluate where I want the story to go, and roommate au is more of a “write when I feel like it” story.
Thanks for sticking by me ya’ll, it means the world <3
@fiship posted a video about making eyes, and I was so inspired, I painted the best thing I’ve made in a long time and I feel really proud of it, even though I feel like casually falling apart.
I've never been hit on POLITELY at a bus stop....until now
Ok so he came up to me and said that he really likes my hair, after I said thank you, the man asked if I liked any of the restaurants around downtown, and asked if he could take me sometime. I politely said no, so he asked if I’d like to exchange numbers to get to know each other first, I said no thank you, and he backed off immediately. He didn’t mention my butt or my tiddys he was literally the sweetest guy in the world. I just thought you should know.
do u ever think about the fact dan and phil probably have hundreds of videos and photos that they’ve taken of each other that was just for themselves and they look back at them and smile or giggle and think about how its a moment they could share together just with each other