want in my life

haxelprincex  asked:

yo havve u ever eaten a wild mustard flower tho... they taste so Good

no but one time i was volunteering at a community greenhouse and one of the old ladies pulled up a radish straight from the ground and made me eat it on the spot bc im ‘not a real gardener unless u eat a radish right out of the ground!!!!!!’ with the other grandmas watching me in a ring to make sure i did it and that was one of the most wild times id ever had with helen and the gang


Draco was tired of waiting.

He came to the conclusion that waiting was the biggest waste one could do with his life.

And he had wasted a lot of his life already. Waiting.

He had waited for his father to acknowledge him, to show him he was proud of his son.

He had waited for his mother to stand up to his father, whenever he had talked her down, whenever he had treated her like less than his wife.

He had waited for his friends to come to his rescue when he had needed them most, to save him from himself.

And he had waited for the stupid prat to notice him. Really notice him. To look beyond the petty insults and his sneering.

For years Draco had been waiting.

He had waited in vain. But not anymore.

Draco was sick of waiting.

What had he even waited for? For him to come to the right conclusion, when Draco hid his true intentions so well? For him to realise what was really going on?

He probably would have to wait forever.

No. He would have to take matters into his own hands. And whyever should he not?

Yes, it was time to act.

Draco focused on the mop of black hair across the Great Hall.

He was sick of waiting.

He got up, marched over to the Gryffindor table and grabbed Potter by his robes. Without waiting for his reaction, Draco started dragging him out of his seat.

There was a yelp and shouts of protest, but Draco didn’t care.

He was so sick of waiting.

“Malfoy, what are you doing?” Potter shouted, shoving at Draco’s hands.

Draco ignored him and dragged him out of the Great Hall.

He could hear Weasley and Granger shout something at him. He heard footsteps behind him, indicating that several people were following him. Potter was still trying to get out of his grip.

Draco had wanted to find a more secluded place to do what he wanted to do next, but when the shouts behind him only got louder, he turned around and glared at them.

“You want to watch? FINE! I don’t even care anymore!”

He tightened his grip on Potter’s robes as he pulled him towards him forcefully.

Because he was so tired of waiting.

His mouth crashed with Potter’s and suddenly everything went silent.

Draco had thought it would be rougher, that Potter would try to fight him more. Apparently he was just shocked. He stiffened as Draco moved his lips against the other boy’s. He buried his hands in his hair like he had dreamed of so many times.

He had waited for this so long. This was it.

Or was it?

Draco suddenly noticed Potter moving and braced himself to be pushed away at any second. Instead, tentative fingers curled around his hips to pull him closer.

Draco was sure there were gasps and murmuring, but he didn’t hear any of it.

His whole mind, his whole body was so consumed by Potter. Potter, who was kissing him back.

Yes. This was what he had been waiting for all this time.

If only he had stopped waiting sooner.

i was trying to remind my mom about how strict she was when i was growing up. she never let me watch disney channel and nickelodeon and in 8th grade i wanted to watch high school musical but she wouldn’t let me because it was about high school!! oh my goooood. she was like yeah you were too young for that and those channels were all choo choo kissing kissing.  

you ever just wanna not Exist™ when your mental illness acts up but then you remember andreil have struggled through the most traumatic experiences and they still have to live with ptsd but they worked so fucking hard to get to where they are right now, which is with Each Other forever and they learn how to gradually find their own pieces of happiness and they fight against their demons with the help of the other because they’re each other’s anchor to life, and they thought they would never have this–

do you ever just think of this because i do everyday and it gives me hope

Is your name JonatHANDSOME or does this go without saYOUNG? @jonathanyoungmusic 

anonymous asked:

I know you're probably joking, but it makes me kind of sad when you say things like "I don't know anything" or "don't think I'm good." You ARE good! You should be proud of your work! When artists put down their work it just makes the rest of us who are still learning look at our own stuff and think "if that's not good, then I'm f***ing awful." Sorry if this sounds ... i dunno ... presumptuous? You don't need to reply if you don't want to. I just wanted to say this

i mean, i get where you’re coming from

my answer was getting way to long so i’ll just summarize: my lack of training makes me feel unqualified to claim i have any knowledge of technique, and the not good stuff comes from personal/family issues that i’m still sifting through