Bushiroad will be selling commemorative merchandise at Comic Market 91!

The lessons set is 3,500 JPY and includes a drawstring bag, towel, and three pins.

The subunit scarves are 3,000 JPY each.

The Jingle Bells wallscroll is 2,500 JPY. The clearfile is 400 JPY. And the cookies are 800 JPY each.

I’m in love with New York. It matches my mood. I’m not overwhelmed. It is the suitable scene for my ever ever heightened life. I love the proportions, the amplitude, the brilliance, the polish, the solidity. I look up at Radio City insolently and love it. It’s all great, and Babylonian. Broadway at night. Cellophane. The newness. The vitality. True, it is only physical. But it’s inspiring. Just bring your own contents, and you create a sparkle of the highest power. I’m not moved, not speechless. I stand straight, tough and I meet the impact. I feel the glow and the dancing in everything. The radio music in the taxis, scientific magic, which can all be used lyrically. That’s my last word. Give New York to a poet. He can use it. It can be poetized. Or maybe that’s mania of mine, to poetize. I live lightly, smoothly, actively, ears or eyes wide open, alert, oiled! I feel the glow and the dancing in every thing and the tempo is like that of my blood. I’m at once beyond, over and in New York, tasting it fully.”
Anaïs Nin

“the wind of your love has
been blowing in my head
all day long
I’ve felt restless and drunk
on your love all day
usually drunkenness leaves
after a few hours
but I’ve stayed drunk
all day long.” -Rumi

Shahi Qila.
Lahore, Pakistan. (Instagram: aabbiidd)

Noel Fisher stands still, looks amazing.

Who is this strawberry blonde, blue-eyed, perfect-eyebrowed picture of effortless cool and general ray of sunshine?

Yesterday @leafydew and I went dancing through suburbia, on the way 2 a party, just before dusk! It felt so precious … the kind of moment you want to snatch up and hang on your wall? I love it!
IG: @yikeos

This is Suffocating

I’m generally a friendly, easygoing person. I genuinely enjoy meeting and getting to know people. I adore one-on-one talks with people who are willing to move past the small talk and let their walls down. I love being updated on how others are doing. I basically just really like inviting people into my life and doing life together.

But I hate how suffocating all of this has become because of the expectations people have been placing on me. I’m human. I’m far from perfect. I won’t be the best leader or role model. Life is hard and I’m learning to say “no”. Please don’t make it harder on me by making me feel guilty for trying to take care of myself. I don’t have all the answers. I’m just as lost as you are. Don’t define me by the labels and titles I have because they say nothing about me.

I’m tired of having to perform. I’m tired of trying to meet these standards. I’m tired of being expected to act and be a certain way. I’m just really tired. I don’t have my life together but I don’t need to hear your judgment and criticism disguised as advice. I have my bad days too. Just because I get extremely excited about certain things and smile a lot doesn’t mean I’m doing perfectly fine.

I’ve just trained myself to keep a lot of things to myself.

I’m not writing this out to get attention or to tell the world that I’m struggling. It’s a reminder for myself to not let anyone but God define me, give me purpose, and tell me my worth.

“In love’s circle there’s
another kind of serenity;
in love’s wine, another
kind of hangover.
What you learned in
school is one thing,
love is something
entirely different.” -Rumi

Sheesh Mahal.
Lahore, Pakistan. (Instagram: aabbiidd)