Listen to me, Carl. No one is special. People like to think there are people out there they’re meant to be with… But that was horseshit before most everyone died. A relationship… It’s what you make of it. If you love someone, you’ll make yourself happy… And that’ll make them happy, and you’ll stay happy. That’s what’s important… Being happy. That’s what everyone wants in the end. That’s what they’re looking for. Lydia… Whoever. We’re all the same. Anybody can love anyone if they want to. Dale made me happy, and then I lost him. Your mother made Rick happy, and then he lost her. Then we found each other. We weren’t made for each other, nobody is, but we made each other happy. That’s what’s important.
English is not my first language so, sorry for eventual grammatical errors.
Set on season 2
Warning: fluff, sexual situation, a little bit of angst (just a little, the rest is all love for Daryl ♥
It was supposed to be a drabble but I wrote a oneshot
is upset because he can’t find Sophia and for this reason he distance himself from everybody,
even from (Y/n).
three days since we arrived at the Greene’s farm.
Even if we
have to camp outside, in the RV, it’s good to finally stay in a safe place.
our situation got better, something change.
all, Sophia got separated from us while we were running away from a horde of
Everyday all of us
went outside, in the forest, looking for her, but without success.
disappearance didn’t affect just Carol, but Daryl too.
Daryl were close, he and his brother saved me from a walker at the beginning of
the apocalypse, then we grow close when the group left Merle on a roof during a
ran. However, after Sophia’s disappearance, he started to change. Every time he
came back from the forest, he was angry, he talked back at all of us, including
me, and that hurts so much.
no different. I saw Daryl walking to the stable, so I decide to go after him.
stranger! Where are you going?”
Daryl doesn’t stop and keep walking: “I take an horse and go outside, lookin’
for the little girl”
annoyed, but I keep talking to him anyway: “Can I come with you? I’m pretty
good at riding”
and turns around at me: “Listen, just leave me alone, all of you must leave me
alone! Just because I saved your life and open myself to you after what
happened to my brother, doesn’t mean that I care about you or that your
special. AND NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE”.
thathe just broke my heart, I deeply care about
him, but that was enough to make me angry: “You know what? You aren’t the only one that
is suffering. Carol is suffering, everybody are suffering because all of us
love Sophia! Don’t you think that I suffer just at the thought that she’s alone
and scared out there? Just because you’re upset, it doesn’t mean you have to
treat everyone like shit! Especially people who deeply care about you:”
I turn around before he could see my tears, and
run toward the farm.
help Maggie and Patricia with the dishes, both of them could see that I was
upset, but I didn’t want to talk about that. I just wash the dishes in silence.
thinking about Daryl and the things he said to me.
Of course I
didn’t think that he could feel something for me, but I couldn’t believe that I
was nothing to him.
there was commotion outside, so I run toward the RV.
Rick were arguing with Andrea.
to me: “There’s a walker there, Andrea wants to shoot him but the shot could
draw walkers here”.
distance I could see a silhouette, it was stumbling toward us.
thinking I take my knife and start running in its direction.
As I get
closer to it, that silhouette became clear…it was Daryl!
All of sudden I hear a shot and Daryl fall to the ground.
“No!” I start crying and when I finally reach him I check where the wound is.
moment Rick, Shane and Andrea reach us.
Andrea gasps: “oh god, I thought it was a walker”
up in my body, I stand up and grab here by her shoulders:
“ How could
you!? Didn’t they tell you not shoot?!” I scream while pointing at Rick and
Shane who take Daryl up.
“(Y/n) calm down, it’s just a scrape, we take
him to Hershel so he can check him up”. Of course Shane would back-up Andrea.
I stay with
Daryl in his room, he didn’t wake up yet.
dinner, I was too worried.
said that the bullet just scrape him, the main problem was the dehydration and
the wound on his leg.
he fell from the horse.
starts to move and moan: “Where am I?”
I was so happy
that without thinking I stood up from the chair and hugged him, forgetting
about his state:
“Oh god, you’re okay! I thought I lost you”.
confused but put an arm around me: “What happened?”
I tell him about Andrea, and how lucky he was that she hasn’t a good aim, he
laughed at that.
decided to leave him to rest, so I got up and start heading to the door when I
feel a grip on my wrist:
“Please stay….I need you..I didn’t mean what I told you earlier today”.
I was taken aback; I smiled at him and lay down
beside him: “ That’s fine, but I’m still angry at you”.
days Daryl was ready to go back to his tent, again he distance himself from
us, and , after what he told me when he was recovering I decide to confront him.
dinner time so I took a dish for him.
arrive to his tent I give him the food and sit with him.
silence, and I couldn’t take it anymore: “Ok, what do you want from me?”
He look up from the plate with wided eyes: “ what do you mean?”
“Before we were so close, we talk about anything, then you tell me that you
don’t care about me, that I’m not special and brake my heart, and a few hours
later you beg me to stay with you because you need me. WHAT DO YOU WANT DARYL
to fall from my eyes: “why do you play with my feelings? Why do you hate me so
I stand up,
ready to leave him alone, but suddenly he stand up too, and walk toward me:
“Damn! It’s not because I hate you, but because I love you”.
I look at
him with a surprised look on my face.
“I love you ok? I was scared because there is a chance to lose you, and I
didn’t want to suffer. But when I was out there, and I was delirious, the only
thing I could think was you, I made it to the farm because of you, you gave me
the strength to fight because I wanted to see you again and tell you what I
he starts to lean down, I stood on my tip and we crush our lips together.
was full of love and care.
while we parted: “I will never hurt you again (Y/n).”
He lean down to kiss me again, the kiss became more passionate, his tongue
parts my lips and make love with my tongue.
We went into his tent and started to take off our
clothes. That was the best night of my life.
I wake up
to the sound of birds chirping.
I was slump
on Daryl’s chest, memory from the previous night come back at me, and I can’t
help but smile.
feel kisses on my head: “Good morning (Y/n)”
I smile and kiss his chest: “Good morning babe”
me with his arms and say: “You wore me out yesterday”
I giggle: “Told you I was good at riding”
and kisses my head.
was happy in the arms of my beloved redneck.