Update 11/14/18

I lost 15lbs! But sadly gained it all back when I moved in with my parents. Went to the gym for the first time in months today. Been so depressed I was on the verge of killing myself for weeks. Every day I would fight with myself on staying alive to see the next day. I would remind myself of all the good things in life, all the people who care about me and what I would leave behind.

So I sat all day and played the sims, I’ve eaten fine today but got major cravings tonight for snacks so instead I went for a loooong walk.

Managed to get my 10,000 steps AND I feel so much better for it, less guilty.

Now I’m going for a shower bc I’m a sweaty mess and then I’ll have a snack - a yogurt, maybe a rice cake or maybe some halo top ice cream, I’ll see what takes my fancy!

Hope you’ve all had a fab day x