wait-take-me-back

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five things you know about him and the one thing you don’t (counterpart to this one)

I’ve stopped being sorry for all my soft. I won’t apologise because I miss you, or because I said it, or because I text you first, or again. I think everyone spends too much time trying to close themselves off. I don’t want to be cool or indifferent, I want to be honest. If I love you at 5AM, I’d damn well rather that you know I felt it. If I love you two hours later, I’ll tell you then too. Listen, I won’t wait double the time it takes for you to text me back because I don’t want to. I don’t care enough to be patient with you. I’m happy, you made me feel that way, don’t you want to know? So that’s how it’s going to be. I’m going to leave myself as open as a church door. And I’m going to wake you up before the crack of dawn to tell you that I’m joyful, no pretending, not from me, not ever. Would you like some coffee, would you please kiss me? Here, these are my hands, this is my mouth, it is all yours.

توقفت عن الإعتذار للطفي. لن أعتذر لأني أشتاق إليك، أو لأني قلتها، أو لأني راسلتك أولا، أو مرة أخرى. أظن أن الكل يمضي الكثير من الوقت محاولا الإنغلاق على نفسه. لا أريد أن أكون هادئا (هادئة) أو غير مبال (مبالية)، أريد أن أكون صريحا (صريحة). إذا أحببتك في الخامسة صباحا، أريد أن تعرف ذلك. إذا أحببتك بعد ذلك بساعتين، سأخبرك آن ذاك أيضا. إسمع، لن أنتظر ضعف الوقت الذي تستغرقه للإجابة عن رسائلي لأنني لا أريد. لا أهتم كفاية لكي أكون صبورا (صبورة) معك.إنني سعيد (سعيدة)، جعلتني أشعر هكذا، ألا تريد (تريدين) أن تعرف (تعرفي)؟ إذا هكذا ستكون الأمور. سأبقى مفتوحا (مفتوحة) كباب الكنيسة. سأوقظك قبل طلوع النهار لكي أخبرك أنني مبتهج (مبتهجة)، دون تظاهر، ليس مني، أبدا. أتريد بعض القهوة؟ ألا قبلتني من فضلك؟ تفضل (تفضلي)، هذه يداي، و هذا فمي، إنهم ملكك
—  Azra T. “Don’t Wait Three Days to Text First” (submitted by armikhaelyan)
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“I wanted to tell you sooner because I want to include you in my life, as much and as often as I can, okay?”

I smile. Wow. My eyes feel glassy, and I take a deep, strong breath and nod. “I’m glad.”

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  • me:whoa, wait, omg i take it back, stop talking

i cant believe just hearing frank’s voice makes me cry now he started singing and then i was crying and i love the new song and i cant wait to see it live i miss frank shows take me back to tour pls

chyrstis asked:

Rain?

(From this inbox meme.)

Lucy loves the sound of rain, but since she wears heels a lot of the time, she usually doesn’t go out in the rain, like to do missions and whatnot. Sometimes, though, if there’s nothing to do, she’ll take her shoes off and just sit outside, feeling the rain on her skin.

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Of course, if it gets REALLY rainy, like to the point where the streets flood, Lucy stays indoors and doesn’t go out. It’s not as bad as, for example, what happened on the bridge in SR3, but the first time she hydroplaned after waking up from her coma, she had to stop moving completely and call Johnny, both to calm her down and to come and get her. He’s one of the few who knows about her thalassophobia, mostly because of that event.

Lullaby

As I lay me down to sleep
These images are not my sheets
His breath is steady, heartbeat clear
He, the one I wish to be near
Wrapping arms and contented smiles
In my dreams I cross the miles

Let me rest til light of day
Takes me back to where I wait
Steadier with each sweet night
Why must the dark give way to light

I’m tired