How long will I wait before begging you to take me back this time? How long until you take me back, and I ruin everything and hurt you all over again?
It's 11pm and I can hear cars outside my apartment and I'm thinking about the last time I saw my boyfriend before he left to go study in Spain. It was December and we were standing 11 floors down on the sidewalk by my door and it was 3am and so cold and I wanted to ask him to stay with me but his taxi was waiting for him to take him back home and all I could do was stand there as he said goodbye. I'm really missing him.