wait what was i saying

anonymous asked:

Maki are you finally admitting that you are in love with Nico? Good for you, admitting you have a problem is the first step to recovery!

I’m not– I mean… WAIT!

I mean I know she’s… odd. But that’s no reason to be rude about it! She can be really nice and caring… she actually listens to me when I talk about things. I mean, the others might think she doesn’t but she’s all acting when it comes to anyone else. She actually let’s her guard down around me and we can talk… normally. Usually.

W-wait what was I saying?? Nevermind… pretend I didn’t say anything, alright?

cue the lights! cue the music!                we’ve got

plenty of time here, i promise, no one’s waiting

to take us away this time.     and cue the lights! what did i say?

             yes, it’s just sensation, it’s just sedation,

it’s just a repeat of what we knew before.

 but let’s not think about it too much, darling,            or we’ll have to think about

the other days. the days when i was dead

                   and you were lost in the ruins, smoke curling

over your prone form.        those aren’t the days i want to relive.

   the other ones, with bounce in our step and lipstick on our mouths -

cue the music! i’ll play it again for you.

cue the lights!            i’ll dance until my heart falls out.


I have never felt so devastatingly defeated. I’ve been acting very cold and rude to my mom these past few weeks and she was fed up with it and with me. The thing with her is that when she’s angry, she yells and makes me feel like I am a 5-year-old who doesn’t understand what I did wrong. She will explain to me how she has done everything to teach me right and that I am in the wrong. I am always in the wrong with her. Always. I was tired too. I was tired of the same routine where I pretend to listen and I’ll say what she wants to hear. I wanted her to hear me out this time. After I heard what she had to say, I waited until I gained my composure to talk. I explained to her how I understand that I hurt her and how I want to talk to her, but whenever I do, she makes me feel inadequate. I told her how I understand that she’s my mom and she will always worry about me, but I wanted her to understand that I am always on the safe side of things. I don’t come home late often and I ALWAYS come home. I wanted her to understand that she’s taught me right and that I know how to behave. I was also very upset that she blamed my attitude problem on Alan. She said that I started acting up when he came into my life. That made me so mad. And yet, at the end of one of my most heartfelt speeches to her, the first thing she talked about was how I came home really late last week. That’s when my face dropped. I looked at her because I wanted her to see the sadness in my eyes. I wanted her to understand how much she hurt me in that moment. It was then that I accepted that my mom will never be able to understand where I’m coming from. I can explain time and time again, but she will never see things through my eyes. The utter feeling of despair and defeat resonated in me so that when it came time that she asked me what else I had to say to her, I said nothing. I told her I had nothing else to say because I’m done. I’m done trying to explain things to her. At this point, I’ll do what she wants, but I see where I stand in her eyes and I’m done trying to make it more than it is. I’m utterly defeated.  

How bad I wanted to stay just to give us another chance, to try just one more time to make it work, but deep down we both know there’s nothing left for us to prove. And every time I try to leave he never hold on to me instead he acts like this is what he’ve been waiting for me to say. I never wanted to believe that it was only me who’s willing to change for the sake of what we call love. How bad I wanted to stay but he left me with no choice. I’m so done being that puppet on his strings.

anonymous asked:

wait what? (angry ginger kid anon) i was just trying to say something i thought was cool..

Aorry i fony have time to determine wjats a threat and wjats not i cant determine if somwtbing is meant to b rude sotty

College Questions Thursday!!

Er…Friday? Mod P here, and I got to this super late, so my apologies. I had physical therapy today and now my finger joints are all deciding to hyperextend. So all college (and adulting) questions can be submitted tonight and all through the day tomorrow, and will be answered in order beginning tomorrow afternoon.

Happy submitting! I can’t wait to read what you all have to say/ask. We will do our best to answer them all!

terra-oriens-soli  asked:

( Behind the scenes~~ )

Send me ‘Behind the scenes’ for conversation between the mun and the muse

: “Do you rap?” 

Alfred: “May I have your attention please?
May I have your attention please?
Will the real Slim Shady please stand up?
I repeat, will the real Slim Shady please stand up?
We’re gonna have a problem here..” 

: “Um.” 

Alfred: “Y'all act like you never seen a white person before
Jaws all on the floor like Pam and Tommy just burst in the door
And started whooping her ass worse than before
They first were divorced, throwing her over furniture
It’s the return of the… ‘Ah, wait, no way, you’re kidding,
He didn’t just say what I think he did, did he?’
And Dr. Dre said… nothing, you idiots!
Dr. Dre’s dead, he’s locked in my basement! 
Feminist women love Eminem.” 

: “Fuck it.” 

: “Slim Shady, I’m sick of him
Look at him, walking around grabbing his you-know-what
Flipping the you-know-who. Yeah, but he’s so cute though!
Yeah, I probably got a couple of screws up in my head loose
But no worse, than what’s going on in your parents’ bedrooms
Sometimes, I wanna get on TV and just let loose, but can’t
But it’s cool for Tom Green to hump a dead moose.” 

Alfred: “My bum is on your lips, my bum is on your lips
And if I’m lucky, you might just give it a little kiss
And that’s the message that we deliver to little kids
And expect them not to know what a woman’s clitoris is
Of course they gonna know what intercourse is
By the time they hit fourth grade
They got the Discovery Channel, don’t they?” 

: "We ain’t nothing but mammals.. Well, some of us cannibals
Who cut other people open like cantaloupes
But if we can hump dead animals and antelopes
Then there’s no reason that a man and another man can’t elope
But if you feel like I feel, I got the antidote
Women wave your pantyhose, sing the chorus and it goes-” 

: “'Cause I’m Slim Shady, yes I’m the real Shady-” 

Alfred: “All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating-” 

: “So won’t the real Slim Shady please stand up,” 

Both: “Please stand up, please stand up?” 

You’ve been with your guy for a while and for some reason, he can’t seem to admit that you’re in a committed relationship. At first you were cool with it, and said that he should take his time. Now you’re all covered in cobwebs because it’s been several years now. Here’s how to clean off those cobwebs while you wait for him to finally admit that you’re “in a relationship.”

Wet Rag

Use a wet rag to get all up in there and wipe those cobwebs away while he is “just trying to figure things out, okay?” Those cobwebs have been slowly growing as you’ve been sitting and blinking waiting for your guy to say, “You know what? I’m one-hundred percent in this.” Now you’re a sad, dusty woman running an old rag under the faucet so you can become clean. As you feel the rough fabric against your skin, remember, someday soon he will maybe realize that you are worth it.


If the cobwebs are getting pretty thick, you can blast ‘em away with a pressure hose geared mostly toward power-washing decks and homes. Sure, the water pressure might hurt, but it can’t hurt more than being told by the person you’re in love with that they might re-download Tinder “just to see what’s out there.” You’ve always prided yourself on being chill, but maybe you just chill enough to let the cobwebs get out of control and now you’ve got a real mess on your hands. Better turn up the pressure on that hose!

Violently Shake Yourself

If you can’t bring yourself to take action against your grimy body, or in the status of your relationship, don’t let those cobwebs turn into sobwebs! Your man told you that he could see himself getting married to you one day, but then when you brought it up a few weeks later, he got mad and yelled, “I never said that!” Is this a red flag? Who cares? You literally are willing to wait forever for him to get on the same page as you. Because you can’t bring yourself to wipe or rinse the cobwebs away, just shake your body really hard so at least some of the dirt and insects will fall off. At least you’ll still be the fun person who decided to “give him some space” in a very chill way. He is going to commit, you just know it!

Men work on their own timeline—an extremely slow and cobweb-developing timeline. When you’re waiting for your future husband to man up and decide to commit, you’ll inevitably grow some cobwebs but with these tactics you’ll be able to remove them and pretend this didn’t bother you in no time!

anonymous asked:

honestly, you should just go ahead and block zotmoun. they're a pro nh and pro ss fan that practically lives in the anti tags and reblogs lots of posts with some crap argument or other. they're not worth the time of arguing with, they can't even stay in their own tags.

At first I wanted to, but then Zotmoun made me realise something… 
He/She is one of those people who make me want to continue with my blogs : )
The fact that Zotmoun trolls the anti pages with N/H S/S bullcrap, just shows the naruto fandom that the so called nh/ss fans are obviously threaten because there are other fans out there that show why nh/ss doesnt work.  

I cant wait to see what Zotmoun says about sasusaku : ) 

Probably that sasuke loves sakura with all his heart.. lol that would be pretty hilariously stupid..

anonymous asked:

I was just asking myself the same question! It seems Rize to me, but I am not sure. There is also a poem which seems full of biblical references, but I got at it with google translator, so it didn't make much sense.

It does look like her besides the hair colour of course! I can’t wait to see what the poem says *rubs hands together*

i just had a really nice conversation with this girl in my class?

she texted me out of the blue saying “Gods not dead” and i was so shocked i thought like wait did i do something what’s happening but she went on saying that God loves me and i just ???? wow ???????

My Reactions During the New SM Trailer:


Yep, still just as cool in 3D!


Look at this cocky mofo!

Jeezus! I’m sorry! 

More like Incine-amon roll! No? Screw you, that was decent. 

Proof that #BuffBios can be cute too!

Goddammit stop being adorable!!!

“You spin me ‘round, baby, right ‘round!”

Yay! She is a fairy!

Look at the cutie pie! No, not you Cutiefly! You had your 10 minutes of fame!

Don’t hurt her!

Much better!

Shit gets real when the hair comes down!

Well aren’t you cute!

Wait, what? What do you mean by “weird?”

Can honestly say I wasn’t expecting you to be Grass!

And that you would be water! But in retrospect that makes more sense than Ghost Type.

Cue in the Colossus theme from Shadow of the Colossus.

I think our trainer has gone mad with power…

I can’t handle all these cutie Pokemon!

Oh, yeah… Well, at least it looks a bit better in 3D

*Insert high pitch squeal*

*insert a even higher-pitch squeal*


No fucking way…


 Also they do age!






the last, from the other fone

Texts from her, October 2016

1. now im afraid of coming.

2. the delay it for as long as u want. im not leaving you at any point in this lifetime. u told me what u want and i told u how i feel and want as well. u are what i want and letting u go is last thing i want in this world. i’ll wait until u feel all happy again. as long as i’ll be with u til death.

2. people don’t change but grow up. i have grown as u did. i hear what you say and respect it. would u do respect that i will be waiting no matter what u say. i choose u, i choose to be the wife that u get home to every night, i choose to be the wife u spend the rest of ur days sleeping and not worrying about anything but our children, i choose to be ur best friend, i choose to live happy and that is with you. for the past few weeks it hit hard n sadness and misery became my daily bread. been angry at anything comes my way. Memme amongst all odds in this world i love u n still do. you might say u no longer love me but deep inside i know that u do. and that is what we meant to be. walk away is not what we fought for the past years we been together and i chose not to let go on someone special that i have been blessed with.

3. i cant sleep, u r in my heart, mind and soul. u are my soulmate, i need u to just give us that 1 chance. im asking for ur hand to hold in mine n try this shipset of life together. if it doesnt happen, i promise to let go. Mama Karabo i love u n u r all i need. please.

4. good morning my wife n kids. may u do enjoy ur day with the grace of the Lord, may the good Lord take care of u. may u find the right job u wish to have. i love u.

5. Good morning, it happened that i miss u. i hope u slept good. please do enjoy ur day.

pruriiient  asked:

“Wait, what did you just say?”

Send me one for my Muse’s reaction meme: Accepting.

“Ah…My apologies dear. I was admiring this…house. Seems I…rambled off again.” muttered Rudolph, his eyes breaking from the woman’s to look at the infamous murder house once more. “Who owns it?” he questioned, looking back to her as he pulled his fedora from his head, holding it in his hands as he forced a slight smile. Something drew him to this place, he wasn’t sure of what excatly.