You're Alright You. Part Twenty-Six. The Final Part.
• What if … on the day of her release from the mental hospital Rae doesn’t see Chloe and the gang on the bikes…
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Part Twenty-Six. The Final Part.
“You coming in?” Finn asked after I hesitated for a moment too long.
“Yeah” I nodded my head and took a deep, deep breath before following him into the house.
God why did I have to be so nervous. It’s Finn.
Chloe did say everyone is nervous the first time.
Maybe I am normal.
Well, as normal as somebody who was mental could be. That kind of normal?
Taking my jacket off I was a little surprised when Finn turned into his lounge instead of going upstairs.
Whenever I had come over before we had always gone straight up to his room. Always.
When I didn’t follow after him he popped his head around the door “Come on”
“Can we not go up to your room?” I pointed up the stairs.
“Umm.. Not yet, no” Not yet? Oh god.
“Okay” I dropped my bag by the shoes I had taken off and followed him in the lounge.
As I walked in Finn was already sat on the floor on some pillows.
Has he always had them? They kind of looked new.
“Sit” he patted the one next to him.
“So demanding” I joked.
Trying to release some of the tension.
Tension that had been building up in me over the last few days.
“Rae, sit down”
Rolling my eyes I carefully sat next to him. God he smells good tonight.
It was dark outside by the time Finn finally lead me up to his room.
We had spent the last hour or so talking, about anything and everything.
It was kind of perfect actually.
Laughing and joking about stupid things that we and our friends had done in the past.
Things that had happened in our families.
The butterflies in my stomach now were going crazy.
Finn had left me with the excuse of going to the toilet a few minutes before leading me here.
God I am so nervous.
I had calmed down during our time downstairs.
But now, now it was becoming more real.
As soon as the door opened I think I actually stopped breathing.
There were fairy lights, like the ones you put on the christmas tree, hanging all around the room.
Red flowers that I didn’t know the name of sat in a vase on the bedside table and candles burning away on his desk. I guess that was what he was up to when he went to the ’toilet’.
It looked so, so romantic. Bloody hell.
“Alright?” he was nervous too.
“You what?” he awkwardly laughed.
“This was the girls advice you wanted” On how to make his room, look like this. Bloody perfect.
“Bloody Chop” he muttered.
“Him too?” When I nodded he mumbled “Bloody twats”
“Can we not talk about them right now” I smiled. There was other things, more important things.
“Definatley” he stepped closer, kissing me once, twice on the lips before leading me over to the bed. New sheets?
Was this Izzy too? Jesus.
If this goes well I am going to owe her, big time.
Oh my god.
He turned his back to me to put some music on.
“If you put spaceman on I’m leaving” I joked. But seriously.
He turned with a open mouth “Rae, thats our song” he placed a hand on his chest. Faking hurt. Oh god.
“It is” he was trying not to laugh.
“Only cause you keep banging on about it being our bloody song!”
“See you just admitted it” his smile was so big I couldn’t help but smile too. Damn him.
“Oh!” Cheeky son of a bitch.
He was laughing loudly as he turned to the stereo and put on a cassette. Was that a mix tape?
I sat with my back against his head board while he fiddled with something on his desk.
You want this.
Turning he smiled and climbed to sit next to me on the bed. On his bed.
“Alright?” he laced his fingers with mine.
“Yep” I leant my shoulder on his. How was he so perfect?
It was all happening so quickly.
One minute we were sat on his bed and the next I was on my back with him almost laid on top of me with half of our clothes off.
I wish I could kiss him forever.
There was something in his lips that just made everything better. Made all of the crap disappear.
His hands began to go under my t-shirt and I froze. Oh god once he feels my fat stomach and… he is not going to want to do it. Bloody hell.
His kiss became harder and I pushed the thoughts out of my head.
He wants you.
You want him.
You love him, remember.
His hand didn’t stop though, not until he pushed the t-shirt all the way up and over my bra covered boobs.
Breaking the kiss he quickly pulled it off of me and over my head. Jesus he is too good at getting my clothes off.
I couldn’t belive it. I was only in the sexy underwear I had bought with Izzy. I was pretty much naked and he hadn’t looked at me in disgust. He hadn’t stopped.
Oh god there he goes again with those lips on mine again. Jesus.
Finn’s hand returned to my skin, setting it alight.
This time however when I froze as he began to slip the strap of my bra down he noticed. Shit.
Get him to Kiss you again.
“We don’t have to” he whispered as he looked at me.
I want to. I wanted to scream but I was still frozen.
Swallowing I found my voice “No, I want to”
“Are you sure?” he didn’t take his eyes off of mine “Cause we can wait, for whenever”
“I don’t wanna wait Finn” If we. If I don’t do this now I don’t know if I ever will.
I stopped any reply that he was about to give me with a kiss.
A intense kiss that I was putting as much love into as I could. He had to feel how much I wanted this.
His hand touched my arm once again, and began its torturous journey up to my shoulder. He paused when he got to the teal strap of my bra and pulled away a little from the kiss.
I just smiled and closed the gap once again.
I can not believe I have just had sex.
Mind blowing sex.
With my boyfriend.
Finn bloody Nelson.
The both of us were laid in his bed, covered in sweat. And probably other body fluids. Eww gross.
I was going to have to start working out or something because I am so out of breath right now I might pass out. Sex was a pretty good workout though.
“You alright?” I felt his hand rub mine as they sat between us.
“Yeah, I’m ok” I blew out a breath. Bloody fucking amazing.
“Jesus” he muttered.
“Jesus” I mirrored.
I was about to say something to him when something caught my nose. Wait, Is something burning?
Quickly turning to where the candles had been I almost jumped up and out of the bed.
“What?” I felt him sit up “Oh shit!” he shouted and jumped out of bed. Jesus look at that arse.
Grabbing the t-shirt he had been wearing earlier, that was now a little on fire and ran out of the room. Oh shit.
Should I follow him?
“Finn?” I shouted pulling the duvet around me “Are you alright?”
“Yeah” I heard a echoed reply. Must be in the bathroom.
I could hear running water.
God I hope he didn’t get burnt. Or his thing. I plan on putting it a lot of use now. A lot.
A couple of minutes passed and he finally returned, with his hands cupping his privates. Still sexy as fuck.
“Yeah” He walked over to the candles again and blew them out “Not taking any more chances”.
As he climbed back into bed he pulled me with him so we were both laying down.
We smiled at each other before kissing.
I really do need to make some kind of award for him.
Best kisser, lover and boyfriend ever.
And he is all mine.
“I love you” his hand stilled on the side of my face once he had said it. Holy shit.
“Yeah?” I grinned up at him. He loves me.
“Yeah” he scrunched his nose up before gently rubbing it against mine.
“Thats good” I smiled and kissed the corner of his mouth.
“Just good?” he whispered but the look in his eyes had never been more serious. He really does love me. How did that happen?
“Yeah, ‘cause..” I stuck my tongue out “ ’Cause, I kind of love you too”
The song on the mix tape changed as the last word left my lips and as the two of us just stared into each other’s eyes.
Spaceman by Babylon Zoo began.
“Jesus” I whispered before we both laughed.
“See, it is our song” he whispered before kissing me again.
A/N- Again, I just wanted to say a massive thank you for every message, comment like and reblog! I have been so blown away by the love you have all given this little story. I have never been the best writer, or had the best spelling, punctuation etc but I have truly enjoyed doing this! I love each and everyone of you! Thank you again :) xx