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You're Alright You. Part Twenty-Six. The Final Part.

• What if … on the day of her release from the mental hospital Rae doesn’t see Chloe and the gang on the bikes…


• Part One • Part Two • Part Three • Part Four • Part Five • Part Six• Part Seven • Part Eight • Part Nine • Part Ten • Part Eleven• Part Twelve • Part Thirteen • Part Fourteen • Part Fifteen • Part Sixteen • Part Seventeen • Part Eighteen • Part Nineteen • Part Twenty • Part Twenty-One • Part Twenty-Two• Part Twenty-Three • Part Twenty-Four • Part Twenty-Five


Part Twenty-Six. The Final Part. 

“You coming in?” Finn asked after I hesitated for a moment too long.

Come on.


“Yeah” I nodded my head and took a deep, deep breath before following him into the house.

God why did I have to be so nervous. It’s Finn. 

Chloe did say everyone is nervous the first time.

Maybe I am normal.

Well, as normal as somebody who was mental could be. That kind of normal?

Oh god.

Taking my jacket off I was a little surprised when Finn turned into his lounge instead of going upstairs.

Whenever I had come over before we had always gone straight up to his room. Always.

When I didn’t follow after him he popped his head around the door “Come on”

“Can we not go up to your room?” I pointed up the stairs.

Umm.. Not yet, no” Not yet? Oh god.

Okay” I dropped my bag by the shoes I had taken off and followed him in the lounge.

As I walked in Finn was already sat on the floor on some pillows.

Has he always had them? They kind of looked new.

“Sit” he patted the one next to him.

“So demanding” I joked.

Trying to release some of the tension.

Tension that had been building up in me over the last few days.

“Rae, sit down”

Rolling my eyes I carefully sat next to him. God he smells good tonight.


It was dark outside by the time Finn finally lead me up to his room.

We had spent the last hour or so talking, about anything and everything.

It was kind of perfect actually.

Laughing and joking about stupid things that we and our friends had done in the past.

Things that had happened in our families.

At school.


The butterflies in my stomach now were going crazy.

Finn had left me with the excuse of going to the toilet a few minutes before leading me here.

God I am so nervous.

I had calmed down during our time downstairs.

But now, now it was becoming more real.

As soon as the door opened I think I actually stopped breathing.

There were fairy lights, like the ones you put on the christmas tree, hanging all around the room.

Red flowers that I didn’t know the name of sat in a vase on the bedside table and candles burning away on his desk. I guess that was what he was up to when he went to the ’toilet’.


It looked so, so romantic. Bloody hell.

“Alright?” he was nervous too.


“You what?” he awkwardly laughed.

“This was the girls advice you wanted” On how to make his room, look like this. Bloody perfect.

“Bloody Chop” he muttered.

“And Archie”

“Him too?” When I nodded he mumbled “Bloody twats

“Can we not talk about them right now” I smiled. There was other things, more important things.

“Definatley” he stepped closer, kissing me once, twice on the lips  before leading me over to the bed. New sheets?

Was this Izzy too? Jesus.

If this goes well I am going to owe her, big time.

Oh my god.

Fucking hell.

He turned his back to me to put some music on.

“If you put spaceman on I’m leaving” I joked. But seriously.

He turned with a open mouth “Rae, thats our song” he placed a hand on his chest. Faking hurt. Oh god.


“It is” he was trying not to laugh.

“Only cause you keep banging on about it being our bloody song!”

“See you just admitted it” his smile was so big I couldn’t help but smile too. Damn him.

“Oh!” Cheeky son of a bitch.

He was laughing loudly as he turned to the stereo and put on a cassette. Was that a mix tape?

I sat with my back against his head board while he fiddled with something on his desk.

Breath Rae.


Keep calm.

You want this.

Turning he smiled and climbed to sit next to me on the bed. On his bed.

“Alright?” he laced his fingers with mine.

“Yep” I leant my shoulder on his. How was he so perfect?

It was all happening so quickly.

One minute we were sat on his bed and the next I was on my back with him almost laid on top of me with half of our clothes off.

I wish I could kiss him forever.

There was something in his lips that just made everything better. Made all of the crap disappear.

Jesus christ.

His hands began to go under my t-shirt and I froze. Oh god once he feels my fat stomach and… he is not going to want to do it. Bloody hell.

His kiss became harder and I pushed the thoughts out of my head.

He wants you.

You want him.

Keep calm.

You love him, remember.

His hand didn’t stop though, not until he pushed the t-shirt all the way up and over my bra covered boobs.

Breaking the kiss he quickly pulled it off of me and over my head. Jesus he is too good at getting my clothes off.

I couldn’t belive it. I was only in the sexy underwear I had bought with Izzy. I was pretty much naked and he hadn’t looked at me in disgust. He hadn’t stopped.

Oh god there he goes again with those lips on mine again. Jesus.

Finn’s hand returned to my skin, setting it alight.

This time however when I froze as he began to slip the strap of my bra down he noticed. Shit.

Get him to Kiss you again.

“We don’t have to” he whispered as he looked at me.

I want to. I wanted to scream but I was still frozen.


Swallowing I found my voice “No, I want to

“Are you sure?” he didn’t take his eyes off of mine “Cause we can wait, for whenever

“I don’t wanna wait Finn” If we. If I don’t do this now I don’t know if I ever will.

I stopped any reply that he was about to give me with a kiss.

A intense kiss that I was putting as much love into as I could. He had to feel how much I wanted this.

His hand touched my arm once again, and began its torturous journey up to my shoulder. He paused when he got to the teal strap of my bra and pulled away a little from the kiss.

I just smiled and closed the gap once again.


I can not believe I have just had sex.

Mind blowing sex.

With my boyfriend.

Finn bloody Nelson.

Fucking hell.

The both of us were laid in his bed, covered in sweat. And probably other body fluids. Eww gross.

I was going to have to start working out or something because I am so out of breath right now I might pass out. Sex was a pretty good workout though.

“You alright?” I felt his hand rub mine as they sat between us.

“Yeah, I’m ok” I blew out a breath. Bloody fucking amazing.

“Jesus” he muttered.

Jesus” I mirrored.

I was about to say something to him when something caught my nose. Wait, Is something burning?

Quickly turning to where the candles had been I almost jumped up and out of the bed.




“What?” I felt him sit up “Oh shit!” he shouted and jumped out of bed. Jesus look at that arse.

Grabbing the t-shirt he had been wearing earlier, that was now a little on fire and ran out of the room. Oh shit.

Should I follow him?

“Finn?” I shouted pulling the duvet around me “Are you alright?”

“Yeah” I heard a echoed reply. Must be in the bathroom.

I could hear running water.

God I hope he didn’t get burnt. Or his thing. I plan on putting it a lot of use now. A lot.

A couple of minutes passed and he finally returned, with his hands cupping his privates. Still sexy as fuck.


“Yeah” He walked over to the candles again and blew them out “Not taking any more chances”.

As he climbed back into bed he pulled me with him so we were both laying down.

We smiled at each other before kissing.

I really do need to make some kind of award for him.

Best kisser, lover and boyfriend ever.

And he is all mine.

Fucking yes!

“I love you” his hand stilled on the side of my face once he had said it. Holy shit.

“Yeah?” I grinned up at him. He loves me.

“Yeah” he scrunched his nose up before gently rubbing it against mine.

“Thats good” I smiled and kissed the corner of his mouth.

“Just good?” he whispered but the look in his eyes had never been more serious. He really does love me. How did that happen?

“Yeah, ‘cause..” I stuck my tongue out “ ’Cause, I kind of love you too”

The song on the mix tape changed as the last word left my lips and as the two of us just stared into each other’s eyes.

Spaceman by Babylon Zoo began.

“Jesus” I whispered before we both laughed.

“See, it is our song” he whispered before kissing me again.


The End.


A/N- Again, I just wanted to say a massive thank you for every message, comment like and reblog! I have been so blown away by the love you have all given this little story. I have never been the best writer, or had the best spelling, punctuation etc but I have truly enjoyed doing this! I love each and everyone of you! Thank you again :) xx

The Little Things (random Lito x Hernando ficlet - ao3)

Note: Set after ep. 10 so may be slightly spoilery. Proceed with caution. 

Hope you guys enjoy! xoxo

Declarations of ‘I don’t care’ aside, the habits of a life built in shadow do not change in the blink of an eye. Instead it starts small…


It’s Lito tilting his head toward Hernando as they stand hip-to-hip and ride the elevator down. Daniela stands across the way, playing on her phone and giving them the illusion of a private conversation.

Hernando is discussing Lito’s latest script and how “The struggle of the film’s hero mirrors the larger struggle of humanity verses nature; the elemental battle of the human race’s will to survive and Mother Nature’s casual flick of the wrist that reminds us how fragile our lives really are” and Lito can’t hold his smile back. The awe and joy that this man – this beautiful, intelligent, force of a man – choose him to love is too overwhelming of a feeling to keep hidden.

When the elevator dings, Hernando glances to see they are passing the second floor and Lito’s made no move to put distance between them. Hernando goes to step aside and make room for Dani, make the whole scene look more presentable for anyone waiting in the lobby when the doors slide open, but Lito drops a hand to his wrist to stay him.

“Lito?” Hernando questions, his eyes darting from Lito’s blank face down to the fingers lightly encircling his wrist, but Lito just closes his eyes and shakes his head once.

The rest of the ride is silent. When the doors open onto the lobby, the three of them stand still for a breath until, with great reluctance, Lito drops Hernando’s wrist and reaches for Dani’s hand.

As they walk out of the building, Lito tries not to notice how Dani’s hand doesn’t fit quite right in his or how Hernando trails after them a half-a-length behind.

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#98: Baby's first christmas with you both



“Calum seriously! You dropped the Christmas tree?!” I spat in disgust. This was the fourth time Calum “accidently” let the tree down. “I’m sorry!” he apologized, giving those puppy eyes once again. I don’t even know why I love him. The dog started barking and then calmed down when I yelled “Stop boy!” He wagged his tail and walked to me. I kissed his head and then walked to Calum.

“You’re doing this by yourself mister.” I snarled and sighed. “But I-” “Nope. This is the fourth time, you’re doing it by youself!” I gave him a innocent smile, which made him surely pissed off. I heard him groaned then I smirked. I grabbed the baby, and he was happy. I wasn’t lucky how I was the only girl in this house. I was saying cute things to him and Calum smiled at me. I blushed of embarrassment. “Like you didn’t do this to him. Don’t judge me,” he snickered, and pulled the tree up. He was stronger than me. 

Calum huffed out and then walked to me. He turned on the lights. The baby started to clap. “Yay!” me and Calum smiled and clapped along. I kissed his hamster cheeks. “He likes it when I kiss him,” I laugh, and Calum glared at me. “What? Nuh uh!” I disagreed and made Calum kiss our baby. When Calum kissed him, the baby made a disgusted face. “HA!” I yelled and began laughing. Calum grabbed him and cradled him. “Shut up!” he whined. 



“Y/N?!” I yelled, hearing my voice echo in the house. I cocked an eyebrow up, wondering where she is. “Yes?” she chirped, and I looked at her. She was too cute. “Wheres our baby?” “She’s right there you idiot.” she pointed behind me and I looked behind. She was just right there. “Oh,” I laughed it off, and did the grabby hands to Y/N, wanting a hug from her. She groaned and walked to me, giving me a hug.

“Mikey, we seriously need to get her,” I nodded and grabbed our little girl. She looked just like me. I was cradling her in my arms. “How was I this lucky to have you?” Y/N giggled and kissed my cheek. The baby randoly started clapping because of the christmas tree. It was glowing. “Yay!” I saw Y/N grabbing the girls hands and clapping along. “My two important girls,” then I kissed Y/N’s temple.

She giggled, how I loved that cute giggle. “I hope you don’t make her dye her hair when she gets older,” said Y/N as she glared at me. “But.. it’s a family tradition!” she chuckled at me. “SURE IT IS!” I gave her a look that said I was in disbelief. “You dyed your hair before,” she played with her fingers and then looked at me. “Okay fine, she only dyes her hair twice. Once for the color she wants, and then back to her hair color.”



The family was over, and so were the boys, including Luke’s family. It was quite a loud house. The boys started yelling, the family started to laugh at some stupid joke, and the dog was barking. I just wanted it to be silent for once. It was kinda funny how it was the babys birthday was on Christmas. It was good though. “Y/NNN?!” Luke barked. I groaned and waved my hand up. Luke smiled at me then walked to me. 

“You okay?” I nodded to his question. “It’s really loud in this house don’t you think?” he nodded. “The boys are causing a ruckus. I don’t know what to do!” he whined, and I sighed. “ASHTON! CALUM! MICHAEL!” I shouted, making those 3 boys jump and turning around. They walked to me calmly. “Yeah what is it Y/N?” asked Ashton. “Will you guys stop making so much ruckus? Luke’s been complaining about it.” I accused them, but Luke was lying he didn’t tell me that. “Whaaat? No I didn’t,” he made some sort of strange, yet hilarious face. I maintained a calm mood. “Okay you know what,” I stood on a chair and I called everyone’s attention. 

“Okay everyone, it’s time to wish the boy’s birthday!” I smiled and everyone clapped. Luke helped me down. “Nice view huh?” Calum chuckled and I was about to get so angry. “Calum,” I crossed my arms. “Hey back off, she’s mine,” I laughed at the jealous Luke. We all sang happy birthday to him and he was smiling. Me and Luke blew the candles out for him and kissed his fat cheeks.  "Luke, you better treat him right,“ Liz ordered, she was so motherly with him. "Yes mum..” he kissed Liz on her cheek and then kissed me on the lips. “I’m so glad I have you,”



“C'mon Y/N!” I hollered, fixing my bowtie. “Okay! Okay! No need to yell Mr. Irwin,” I saw her. She was beautiful in that dress. I gazed at her, not even realizing what I was even doing. “Ash?” she asked, cutely cocking her head. “H-Huh? Oh sorry,” I blushed. “What? Do you like it?” I nodded. She smiled and played with my bowtie. “Wait, wheres-” “She’s with my mum. Don’t worry,” I kissed her nose. “There’s something missing with your outfit..” I saw a christmas hat and put it on her, covering her eyes purposely. She laughed and took it off. “Stop it! Lets go Ashton," 

We went to dinner and saw my family and Y/N’s. Our family’s relationship was great. "Hi Harry! Hi Lauren!” they ran to Y/N and hugged her. She was so kind and nice to them. Like they were her siblings. “Did you and Ashton make out.. is that why you guys were late?” I almost choked on my water. Of course Harry would ask that. “W-What?! Harry! No of course not!” Y/N was clearly blushing. “Yeah Harry! So immature! They had-” “OKAY OKAY! BE QUIET!” I almost screamed from saying that. 

“What kind of kids do you have Miss Irwin?” my mother shrugged and laughed it off. “Hey, you’re already Mrs. Irwin!” I slid down on my seat. Getting embarrassed by my mum. “Mum…” I heard her and Y/N laugh about it. My mum handed Y/N the baby and I saw her kiss her forehead. We all had our presents, and my little girl opened it. She was so happy. She giggled and laughed. I loved it. 

“How did I end up so lucky?” I grabbed Y/N’s soft hand and clenched it. We smiled at each other, and I saw some flash at us. I looked around and saw Lauren took it. “Ahahaha! I’m putting this on your instagram!” she looked at the picture, and everyone else did too. “Hey! I wanna see!” Y/N and I said in sync. She showed us the picture, we were smiling at each other, and it was cute. “Post it so Ashton gets mad,” “Hey!” I complained, but my mood lifted when Y/N kissed my lips. “I love you,” she whispered into my ear. “I love you too,”

-Kelly :] x