waaay if ur not on this like

people don’t talk about this a lot but,,,,i truly believe 1000% that going through a breakup with your best friend can at times be waaay more traumatic than going through a romantic break up because like,,,,,when you breakup with your partner one of the first people you can turn to is your best friend,,,,,but when you break up with ur best friend the first person you turn to is……….

isakbaby  asked:

do you have any fav troyson hcs? i love your troyson art (all ur art tbh) so much n so i wanted to know what you think of the characters together n all that jazz

[clenches fist] 

My favorite Troyson hcs totally seeped into my ocs,but!!

  • I like to Imagine Troy was 19 when Kent was 18; He was drafted maybe a year before Kent, so when the rest of the Aces are all Big N Gruff and kinda mean to Kent (waaay before Kent was their captain), I think he was Kent’s First Friend in the team! 
  • MmmMmmmm I also think Troy is Big and Tall?? Not Tater tall, but like, Taller Than Jack. 
  • One time, Kent and the rest of the team were hanging out and Jack was on ESPN and Kent was so distraught he had to excuse himself, and he was out in the yard having really bad Flashbacks, Troy followed him and asked him what was Up, and Kent just. Totally freaked out and told him Everything. 
  • I know some people might Scoff but Ngozi said Kent was kind of the Quiet and Modest type, and he flirts like a Nerd, so he was all, trying to be a wingman for Troy, approaches a girl at a bar, uses his thumb to point at Troy, and Troy was all, under his breath “PARSER!!!!!! NO!!!!! STOP!!!!!!!” Before Kent sticks out his tongue, and he’s all “my friend thinks you’re cute!” and Kent would look Sincere and Adorable, the girl would just end up laughing and kissing his cheek before going away
  • SO TROY IS REAALLY BAD WITH GAMES. ANY FORM OF GAME THAT ISN’T HOCKEY, HE’S BAD AT. One time he was playing Mario Kart with Kent, and he?? He kept winning? And he was all “IN YO’ FACE PARSER!!” And Kent would roll his eyes like, okay, okay. 
  • BUT THEN. CHICKENFISH GUY WOULD COME OVER, AND TROY WAS GETTING SOME ORANGE JUICE WHEN HE’D SUDDENLY HEAR LOUD, RUSSIAN CURSING?? And he’d see Kent smiling smugly as he totally Demolishes Chickenfish guy at Mario Kart
  • What I’m trying to say is, Kent lets Troy win at video games because the Big Oaf looks so cute when he’s happy. 
  • TROY LIKES THE BEACH!! Some of the aces are all Old and Grumpy and Troy and Kent bury them in the sand when they fall asleep during their Tanning Session
  • You can pry Sephardi Troy from my Cold, Withered Fingers….

Troy: *sprinkles a pizza with pineapple chunks*
Kent: *warbled yodels of pain*

Kent: *bottlefeeding Kit*
Kent: take a fucking sip, babes
Troy: *slowly turning to him* Do you realise, this is why you’ll never bear any of my babies?
Kent: Good.
Kent: I don’t need you to father anyone from me. 

  • I honestly have no idea how they end up dating. But the Aces have No idea, like they’ll know Kent is seeing someone, and Troy is seeing someone, but they won’t know they’re with each other. Like an Aces Rookie would see Kent Smooching Troy while Troy was carrying their lunch, and he’d be all “CAPTAIN I RESPECTED YOU, BUT NOW YOU’RE CHEATING ON YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER HOW COULD YOU.” And Kent is all “What I have Never Cheated what are you talking about” 

Kent: I don’t like Garlic Bread
Troy: *audible pain*
Troy: you were my brother, Anakin
Troy: I loved you.

Troy: Since When Did Britney Spears and Miley Cyrus Sound This Good? 
Troy: *catches Kent’s foot tapping along to the beat of Lucky*
Troy: Ah.

Things abt Great Comet (for the new fans)

A. Anatole did not wilfully trick Natasha into falling in love with him? Like yes hes an asshole and the worst but thats because hes so goddamn self centered that he doesnt think about why what hes doing is wrong. Just like Natasha (but its forgivable in her because she is a CHILD shes late teens in this section of war and peace see more in the next column)

B. The thing to understand abt Natasha is that she is a CHILD and she has spent her whole life pampered and her every whim indulged. Its canon. She is well loved and for that she is ignorant. This comes across rly well in Denee’s Natasha, and more subtly in Pippa’s.

C. Lol pierre doesnt want to die?? Like he does but thats not. His goal. His character is deeper than that and dust and ashes is supposed to flesh that idea out. Hes drunk af in the duel scene. Hes not like ‘goddamn hope i die’. He wants purpose in life. In the book hes a social outcast early in life bc hes opinionated and awkward. He marries Helene bc he thinks its what hes supposed to do and bc hes kinda manipulated into it? Bc hes rich. She a gold digger. But at this point in the story during the book they are seperated. The duel takes place rly early in the book and helene is not present. Dolokhof is only RUMOURED to be having an affair with Helene. Helene also grows close to Boris (before he agress to marry Julie) and several other young men. OH he also joins the freemasons and he tries to make things better for the serfs (for lack of a better word) on his land but HES MAKES THINGS WORSE.

D. G***y is a slur pls dont say it out of context from the play. Like they removed use of it unless absolutely necessary for character stuff (anatole is scum, anatole says it) so pls dont say it. This for everyone.

E. Aaah ok so Mary’s suitor. Shit omg. One of her suitors in the books is Anatole and he spends his whole visit flirting with the woman hired to be Mary’s friend. She returns later as the woman Old Bolkonskyis havin some flirtations w/ (and he draws her too him)

F. Boris!! U know the one line “theres boris and julie engaged”. Boris is Natasha’s childhood love. They planned to marry when she turned 18? I think? Or 16. But the love faded. Julie Karagina flirted a bunch with Natasha’s brother Nikolai. Nikolai is the man Sonya is in love w/. They can never be together bc shes too poor and shes too nice so she puts other ppls happiness before her.

G. Andrei is kind of a fuckboi tbh like. Hes nice hes just. Waaay older than Natasha and he was kinda rude to his first wife? She died after giving birth to their kid. She was a sad little princess. He cared more abt career than anything. THEN he meets natasha and is in LOVE. But his dad is like ‘son ur being impulsive. See if she’ll wait a whole year for you’ and then throughout the year he gets rly sick and stuff and hes just not havin a good life. And guesss what. Natasha screws it up.

H. Anatoles dad does not like either of his sons. This is established in the first chapter. He likes anatole the least.

isagonj  asked:

I love ur college au so much !! I was wondering if you have any hcs or ideas for it?

Oh boiii now you’ve gone and done it

YOU ASKED FOR IT… under the cut cuz it got waaay long (like always lol)

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Dating Jeno would be like...

  • Dating Jeno means taking naps in random places
  • With you snuggled on his lap, both of you on a couch somewhere
  • Mark is lowkey freaking out bc he cant find either of you aND WOW SUSPICIOUS
  • then Renjun sends him a picture of both of you sleeping and Mark is just like
  • “…i suspected as much…”
  • Lots of handholding!!! All the time!!! He likes how your hand fits in his perfectly!!! So much!!!
  • Him buying you cute little necklaces or bracelets just because ^_^
  • Piggyback rides!!!
  • At first he goes waaay out of the way to do things bc he wants to impress you
  • And the rest of Dream is facepalming but tbh u find it adorable
  • he really really REALLY hates letting you down for anything and telling you he has to reschedule ur date bc practice is going overtime
  • like the one time u had been waiting for like an hour near tears bc wow u feel like crap
  • and suddenly you happen to look up to find him LITERALLY SPRINTING over
  • “im sorry im sorry imsroyy akjsjkdfsjkdfs” *practically collapses bc he just sprinted the whole way*
  • “??”
  • “practice went overtime iM SO SORRY” 
  • hes practically in tears himself and feels twice as bad as u do
  • “its okie ^^’”
  • he still feels absolutely horrible and takes the whole next day off to make it up to you
  • Going to the park in the evening just to chill
  • Yall sit on the swings and talk about everything and nothing
  • Then finally yall have to get up bc its getting late and Doyoung is freaking out bc he went to the dorm and you two werent there
  • And Jeno is stuck in the swing seat help
  • Texts you at two in the morning about literally nothing bc he misses you
  • ‘Babe im literally just down the hall why are you messaging me’
  • ‘I miss u 😞 ’
  • Cooking things in the kitchen which sometimes ends up with amazing food and sometimes not so much
  • There never fails to be a mess tho
  • Has all these cute nicknames for you but never uses them when everyone else is around bc he will be mercilessly teased by Haechan and Chenle
  • He lOVES holding u but not when everyone is around
  • See reason above
  • So skinship is mostly holding hands or an arm around u
  • Really really likes to lay his head in your lap!!!
  • loVES it when u run your fingers through his hair he melts into a puddle
  • Listening to music really loudly and jamming to it
  • E s k i m o  k i s s e s
  • going to an amusement park with the gang and splitting off so u two can have fun together and somehow getting hopelessly lost
  • “I thought you knew how to read this map???”
  • “…well, the thing is, I kinda just wanted to seem cool sooo…”
  • “ffs Lee Jeno >>”
  • “soRRY OKAY”
  • at least yall got to share a drink together and it was cute
  • taeyong wasn’t happy hIS CHILDREN ARE DISAPPEARING
  • in the rare downtime he plays his guitar and its so soothing bless
  • A squishy smol pls protect
the RFA’s MCs

Zen: Zen’s MC is an outrageous flirt, like this girl goes from 0 to 100000 in 2 seconds. Zen’s always torn between being impressed and embarrassed because she spouts out the corniest lines with a completely straight face; the greatest discovery of Zen’s life is when it turns out she blushes like a fire engine when he flirts back. She fits perfectly at his side, sweet and easy, and listens to every word he says. She understands; loves him a little more for his imperfections. 

Jaehee: Jaehee’s MC is so whipped, she likes Jaehee so much omgomg. She’s so positive and vibrant and cheerful everyone forgets that she gets insanely competitive over Jaehee’s attention. And there’s the way she’s sweet, but with a petty edge like a cat: she loathes Jumin with so much intensity it’s scary, and even when she’s complimenting Zen it’s all ‘ya ur abs are nice but Jaehee’s hair is still waaay prettier’. 

Jumin: Jumin and his MC’s relationship is built on perfect understanding and mutual trust, which is how Jumin knows that his MC is terrifyingly smart. Smart enough to run circles around anyone in the RFA, smart enough to beat them all at their own game. What’s more unbelievable is how kind she is; she gives him her heart, her early-morning smiles and she fills his life with laughter, with light. Teases him for his little ways so that he, slowly, begins laughing too. 

Yoosung: Yoosung’s MC is the founder and chief member of the Yoosung Protection Squad. will literally pelt Seven with anything she has in her hand when he tries to bully Yoosung. nothing can make her light up like listening to Yoosung talk about his interests, and she’s so earnest in how much she loves him, she wants to grow up and grow mature with him so that they can always stand side by side. 

Saeyoung: Saeyoung’s MC:steadfast, whimsical, sometimes gets lost in shopping malls. Kind of oblivious, in the sense that she has trouble figuring out other people’s emotions, but somehow she’s always laser-focused and deadly accurate on what Saeyoung’s thinking or feeling. Sometimes she dreams of approaching trains, and pushing Saeyoung out of the way just in time. Stubborn about her own feelings, fights for what she thinks is right, and he falls for her over and over, he never stood a chance. 

Relfections of Branzzz

First off I wanna thank my fans man without yall I could never reach this point …thank my Lowlife family for all you do and ur continued support  in all I do… you all are amazing asf man..blessed by yall

Its one thing I learned while doin this shit though…dont stress…people gonna do you wrong…spit on yo name..but dont worry  let your work speak for you ..cause da same ones talking down be the same ones asking you to write sum for em or collab with em or reblog they work…

I remember when the only person who would work with me was @momosecr3tz….ya boy couldnt even response back….went to hella offices and they told me the same shit every time..you  dont got what we lookin for….now I got request to write and direct other people work (I wont say no names so dont worry) 

TO ALL THE NEW COMPANIES OUT THERE…I wanna give yall a shoutout frfr…if you feel like you not heard, or you not growing fast enough or you thinking of giving up DONTTTTTTTTT..trust me I feel you cause I was you before…ur all talented and deserve to be here and if you all NEED ANYTHINGGGG hit my line I be honored to work with you and get your name out..cause all you need is a shot just like me…this isnt me standing up here saying im better than anyone its just me reaching back for those i can relate to..your time is coming I promise you

finally to the apple of my eye @bribeautti-vu…i cant even explain what you mean to me…you been down with ya boy since waaay back and my sucess is directly linked to you..behind every man is a stronger r woman and thats you ma…forever my lady and thats what I know

The grind wont stop cause I dont

With love, 


@farrahvu @yfnbravo @picassovu @drinabina @ixyi @leonazulpasioninfinita @karuchzvu @umbrellaed @ibvnnyzvu @xomnikhyleex @andraimvu @kellyshaw8 @msxng

Originally posted by rockahontaz

hallo! so i’ve been using my ipad for school for about a year now, and i have accumulated lots and lots of hacks and tricks to make the most out of it instead of having it as an additional distraction!!

on parents’ trust

parent’s trust are super important when it comes to getting a new device, which is why you should have a one-month bootcamp for both you and your parents.

  • make sure you have no game apps on there, and show them that you don’t
  • every time ur going to use it for homework or for studies, tell them. and if ur going to use it for youtube and all that jazz, inform them too.
  • be on ur best behavior and make sure you don’t slack and cave into ur desires. 
    • ur parents are bound to check on you so this is important!
    • this will also train ur self-discipline

on using it for entertainment

i highly recommend not using it for games and social media. but if you do…

  • turn off notifications!! don’t allow them to show on ur lockscreen too
    • when ur not constantly reminded, ur waaay less likely to check on it.
    • i turned off notifs for tumblr and instagram and i found out i didn’t check on them that much!!
  • ask urself: “do i already have this on my phone? do i rly need another medium to use it?”
  • a lot of my friends do this!! delete ALL ur entertainment apps about a 2 weeks to 1 month before exams!! 

on storage

i personally bought the 128 gb one, but even after using it for a year and downloading all content all my 8+ subject teachers send me, i only used up 19gb.

  • spring clean ur ipad every term!!
    • you most probably don’t need all those pics, especially all the ones you already have on ur phone
    • and do you rly need 7 notetaking apps? 
    • actually, you know what? do you rly need half the apps you downloaded? do you even use them?
  • only download what you need!
    • i have a classmate who syncs all her photos from her phone to her ipad.
    • friendly reminder that ur device is supposed to be for work and for work ONLY
  • sync ur work!
    • third party apps like dropbox should honestly be used to store all ur documents, like powerpoints, pdfs, and notes from the previous semester.
      • they don’t take up as much space on ur device and then you get to delete ur files from ur device but you can still access them!!

on accessories

  • a good expensive cover is recommended
    • sure, it’s expensive and you might see a similar one for like half the price, but quality is important
    • friendly reminder: ur gonna be whipping it out in school and at home and you don’t want one that spoils easily / doesn’t protect ur device!!
  • is a stylus necessary?
    • i don’t recommend buying this until ur familiar w ur ipad and how u use it best
    • but if you do find out that you prefer to handwrite ur notes on an app, a stylus is honestly ur savior.
    • do ur research!! my adonit jot pro was recommended tons of times and it was q expensive but it’s worth it. 
      • my friend bought a knock-off version and wasted $30 and went to buy the real thing in the end sooo :/

on class sharing

some classes in my school do these and like it helps a lot so i highly rec!!

  • having a class homework list document
    • google docs is a great app!
    • but just where y’all note down ongoing homework for each subject and their duedates
  • sharing a class subject notes document
    • google docs is also amazing
    • make sure to turn on the ‘can edit’ or else it’ll have no use lmao
    • but it’s where everyone compiles their notes. so if someone has additional notes from a different class they went to [maybe tuition or a make-up lesson] y’all can use it too
    • or if ur unable to make it one day, or was just super sleepy on one particular lesson, it’s great to reference!
    • make sure to give each subject a document each!!

on apps

i have some app recommendations are y’all ready. this are just some apps that nobody talks about but are crazy cool. if y’all want a full list, please request!!

[ ‘a’ for appstore and ‘p’ for google playstore]

  • newsloop [free] [ a ] [ p ]
    • all news from all news platform in one place. categorized.
  • onenote [free] [ a ] [ p ]
  • notability [paid] [ a ]
    • the price fluctuates like crazy, so i highly recommend waiting for it to cool down rn
      • the lowest i’ve seen it go was S$1+ and it’s now S$6+ sooo
  • scannable [free] [ a ]
    • this is crazy cool, it scans ur irl paper w just ur device like wtf how
    • you can adjust the frame so the results are always v accurate!!

+ my take on the new ipad pro

my friend bought it this year to replace her new ipad and let’s just talk about how it is unconventional on so many levels. sure, it’s gr8 but maybe not for school yaknow

  • it’s heavy. like v heavy.
  • it also takes up waaay too much space on ur already small desk
  • my friend complains about this a lot: everything you do can be seen by everybody. even if ur in the front of the class and the person is at the back.
  • tbh the extra size doesn’t change anything.

i’m not against it, like it’s totally cool. but i’m talking about lugging this to school every day. i’m still v pro-apple tho so no hate lmao. just maybe not for school. definitely not for school.

+ my other tips

these are just some tips i thought of, maybe i’ll do a part 2 one day?? i hope this helped you!!

spadraiggaming  asked:

What would be your best advice for someone who has been making videos for a while, but hasn't gained much of a following?

It’s tough out there, even if you have good content, it can be hard to get noticed these days because of overall saturation. You really have to be filling a void that needs filling, or do something that’s already been done, but WAAAY better, or otherwise what’s the point? 

Not trying to be like “hey give up if ur bad”, i’m mainly just being blunt. People watch things because 1) they’re interested in the subject & 2) the quality is good

One of the reasons I like that my channel is ‘personality’ based is more or less I could probably talk about almost anything and people would watch if they like me.

i hit 500 followers recently (shoutout to all the ppl who promoed (???) me ur the real mvp) and i’m so shook!!!! i remade This Blog and Myself like three times and a lot of u have been with me from the jump and i really appreciate it and i love everyone that follows me u guys nothin but the deserve the best :’)

so, like i promised, here’s a follow forever!! this one’s gonna be waaay more organized than the first one i posted, so hopefully i shouldn’t miss anyone like i did last time. BUT IF I DO (and i just might bc i am……..an awful person) i’m so sorry ily all. also my fave blogs/people that i scream at regularly are in bold. ok i’m done rambling let’s go!!!!!!!

a - d: @adriennegabriella | @adrienneville | @ajstylesshair-bitw | @alexabaeliss | @alexablss | @alldaywrestlingfan | @ambre1gns | @ambroseandstyles | @aarchieandrews@asiasdaboss | @baelorclub | @balorbate@balorfinn | @banksashas | @barbiexarmy | @beccylynch | @beckysbanks | @beckysthighs | @beckyylynchs | @bisexualchrisjericho | @bisexualomega | @blackshades-johnnycage | @blissmella | @braywhyit | @briesmodes | @briesus | @callihans | @candice-wrestling-lerae | @candicelerey | @cassadysamore | @cesarosection | @chadsgable | @champambrose | @charlesday | @charliesxora | @charlottesflaiir | @charlottesflairs | @chatcsantana | @christianskazoo | @chriseavans | @cmpancake@conikumanly | @datwwelife | @deandeeds | @deansbrie | @deanambrosc | @detonationkicks | @devildevitt | @devittprince | @divaschampion | @drcpkick | @drewsgalloway 

e - h: @embermvvn | @envyrxllxns | @ericksrowan@evilskween | @finnobijuanbalorobi | @flawlessglamazon | @forever-champ | @forevercountingstars | @forsami | @frgaldvtt | @fuckfacetrollins | @fyeah205live | @gadot | @gravityforgot | @grey-acefinn | @hasilsfarrell | @headlockmaster | @helluvaxkick | @hikarushidas | @huberhype | @huggersections 

i - l: @immissingmyflightandyou | @jasonsgable | @jerseypunk@jezebelheart | @jimdrugfree | @jonmoxslay | @jordansdevlin | @k3rrysh4wcr0ss | @kensingtoncommavivian | @kevinsteen | @kidsfromchemicals | @kinghelmsley | @kittyyzma | @kofiskingston@kvinowens | @lambchopviking | @lasslynch | @lexis-the-stick-figure | @litasmoonsault | @los-ingobuddhables 

m - q: @meaganjm | @misskatyas |  @mistressbalor | @mostlywrestlingstuff | @nicolesbellas | @nikkisfinn | @ohstyles | @phoenixsplcsh | @poppunkjin | @plantstrongstyle | @queenfury | @queer-multifandom-and-proud 

r - v: @raredietcoke@rich-homie-swann | @sailoralderaan | @saintaquarius@sashaskrew | @schweetbayley | @samizain | @samizayn | @samizaynz | @scurll-the-villain | @sethfreakinrollins | @sethsbooty | @shanemcmahonsjerseys | @shanesapussay | @shneomac | @simulated-heat | @sitkowski | @smilingambrose | @synsgates | @the-geekgoddes | @the4horsewomen | @thekyleoreilly | @thottacular | @tylerbate | @verysharpteeth | @vicioussuiteheart | @victors-stone

w - z: @wandmaximff | @wrestlebearowens | @youwantfandoms | @youtappedout

shameless self promotion: @mandyrosedaily | @samizaynsource | @205source | @lasskickergifs | @wrestlingnetwork | @nikkibellasource +blogroll

anonymous asked:

Which of the MBTI personality types you think Yona is ? ^^ (or if you want include ur opinions on other chars as well please and thank you w)

Uwah, I never expected to get an ask like this XD To make matters a little awkward, I’m not too in tune with the MBTI personality types, so I went to some little website and read a few lines on each type and assigned them to the main cast. I thought “ah yeah, this should do”, but then found another site with WAAAY more information, so I double-checked what I had and damn, I’m really happy with how everything matched up :D The site even had titles for them all (I didn’t know the different groups had titles) which was cool :) 

So, if you’re still interested anon, I’ll put my opinions on the main cast under a cut with links to descriptions for those interested ;) If anyone has any other opinions on this, let me know~

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Headcanon that since the scepter 4 workers probably have laundry rooms in the dorms and since they all have mad busy schedules they often end up doing other people’s laundry too. Specifically, the less busy people do the really busy people’s laundry to lighten their load. But listen. That’s how you lose socks. And underwear. And shirts. That’s how ur undies end up in someone else’s drawer accidentally until the end of the semester. So one day yata is visiting and his mom tendencies show up and he decides to reorganize fushimi’s drawer while fushimi finishes work. Fushimi’s like go ahead idc. So yata does. Half an hour later fushimi hears yata screech and he’s like misaki wtf? Yata, pale and trembling, holds up a two pairs of panties that belong to two different people obviously and a pair of boxer briefs waaay too wide for fushimi. Fushimi goes “ah that’s where they went”. He takes them and opens the door to find yayoi walking by. He hands her the panties out in the middle of the hall and says to return the other pair to the lieutenant. Then he slides the briefs under hidaka’s door. When he comes back yata’s fainted from the embarrassment.

anonymous asked:

hey kitty i feel like my discomfort w my body image/weight is holding me back from being the stylish hardass excuse for a punk that i know i can be. how do i solve this? do i lose the weight or do i try to work harder to change my mentality about my body?

if you think losing weight will make you feel better, do it!!!!! some people thrive on weight loss. personally, losing weight sent me into a downward spiral of stupid awful dumb crap and now that i beat the shit out of my eating disorder and accepted my body for what it is (and figured out that burritos make me a lot happier than being a size 00) i have so much more fun and feel so much cuter and more real than i ever have in my whole life ^_^. i drink waaay too much to tell anyone to ~be healthy~ but imo all you gotta do is buy a cute ass dress that fits you perfectly, wear it as often as u fuckin please, and spend a few minutes every morning looking into your own eyes in the mirror (not ur pores or ass or thighs) and be like, wow i’m a stylish hardass excuse for a punk and i’m absolutely the hottest one on the planet. after a few weeks it’ll sink in.

i remember i used to mutually follow somebody that would avidly debunk everybodys homestuck ship like “UR SHIP ISNT CANON!!!!!!! TOO BAD YOUR SHIP!!!!!!!! ISNT REAL!!!!!!!!!!!! THEREFORE ITS GROSS” like this person was waaay over the top and theyd put a special emphasis on how karezi was canon and davekat would never be

anyways i wonder how theyre doing nowadays haha

anonymous asked:

I can't seem to stop trying to impress ppl. I wish I could just care a little less, ya know? It sounds weird but that's the only way I can think of putting it.

Ooooo that is something we have in common then!! ʕ•̫͡•ʔ♬✧ Or at least it’s something that has taken over my life in the past & slightly even now. It is human nature to want to impress people or be liked or any of the things that are attached to those ideas. So it’s not weird and it’s not an unheard of problem!!! By default, almost everyone wants to be accepted. Nearly everyone cares how others view them and wants some form of attention, at least from certain people. Also occasionally u will meet someone who is completely careless & just rides a motorcycle around all day & chews bubblegum or whatever. However it’s good to be self aware and care at least at little bit

THE THING IS, you cannot base everything u do off the approval of others. Impressing people is fun, but you dont want it to be ur main priority. Especially bc it is just simply not possible to impress everyone. There will always be someone who doesn’t like you even though it is sad. NOT bc there is anything wrong with you, everyone just has their own personality and opinions. You don’t want to have ppl in ur life that make you anxious to be around. You dont want to have to force anyone to like you. Once you get consumed by impressing other ppl, you forget about actually enjoying yourself. I tried waaay too hard to fit in during school & it is super cringey to look back on. Then I became part of a community where everything revolves around fitting in and everyone wants attention. The entire internet is like that rly tho. It reached a point where I was spending most of my time doing stupid things I had no interest in, just bc it’s the easiest way to be successful and liked. Thats how alot of aspects of the world work and thats why alot of ppl end up unhappy & unpassionate about how they spend their life

In the end, you have to be alive for yooouu. Be a kind & helpful person, but dont forget to do things for yourself. Think for yourself. Try 2 let go a bit and worry less about how you’re being perceived. Make a list of things you are genuinely interested in & dont hold yourself back. Even if you feel embarrassed by something, if u enjoy it, do it anyway!!!! Facing the fear of embarrassment will help you care less about what anyone sees. Do the most embarrassing & impulsive & fun thing u can think of who cares. Wear the clothes you want and pursue ur strangest ideas!!! Culture gets better and moves forward because of people who are different. Dont worry about living up to gender stereotypes or any type of generalizations at all. In elementary school, when we would play soccer at recess, this one kid would always sneak onto the field & pick up the ball with his hands & run away with it. Mostly everyone would get rly mad but he was truly loveing it. There will def be people that like you & those r probably the ones that worth being around anyway. It’s not easy, but acknowledging it and trying to improve is the most crucial part !!! I am still trying to work on it myself!! Self awareness, surrounding yourself with encouragement, & making your own legit interests into your priority r the golden rules overall though. Maybe not golden or rules but they are good things to do at least. However possibly I am also the dumbest idiot and u should disregard all of this. No worries either way!!!! Wow I have typed way too many words I am so sorry