vivavila

Is it bad that I’m not afraid of dying anymore?

I just feel like when it happens, it happens.

I used to be so terrified. What else is out there? How can there be a place besides the earth we live on where I can exist?

I used to fear missing people. Missing things. Missing trees. The sun. The sky. Everything around me.

Now I’m not really sure.

anonymous asked:

why dont you date arielle avila?

Because she’s my best friend and although we have been madly in love ever since the first time we kissed freshman year, I need her as a best friend in my life and she fits that role so well that I wouldn’t do anything to jeopardize it. I don’t think we could ever see each other in a romantic light anyway, we know too much ;)