I am so in love.

Steven was talking to me about his stress at work and how he wants to pack up our shit and leave the state or even just leave the U.S. I asked him where we should go. And he said Japan. I love this man, he was totally serious. I asked him. How are we going to learn the language and find jobs? He said “We can learn it’d be fun!” And I said “We’re gonna be like Ramen Girl status” and he pretty much said he didn’t care, it’d be an adventure for us. I love him.

I can’t even begin to describe how completely smitten I still am by this man. He’s my best friend in the whole world. I can always depend on him to cheer me up when I’m in a shitty mood and spoil with me with junk food when I’m on my monster. Pick me up and carry me when I sprain my foot. (bahahaha) Watch Rupaul’s drag race with me just because lol he really is the best thing that’s ever happened to me. And I’m really thankful I have him in my life. #vivandsteve #meandyouagainsttheworld

Im going through my pictures. And every single one I come across with this guy just makes my heart melt. I am seriously lucky to have him in my life. He makes hard days better. And lifts my spirit when I’m down. I’m absolutely smitten, even after almost 5 years. He’s my only real friend. And I’d like to thank @whatlolaluvsxoxo for bringing him into my world and making him just for me :) Ahaha #viejo #vivandsteve #alwaysandforever