I don’t think I am the girl you wish to have by your side.
I’m complicated and many people hate complicated things. I’m not very easy to approach, friends always tell me that I look cold and tough with my appearance, but if you get to know me I will show you my true colors. I’m fierce and stubborn. I smile a lot but I know very well what real pain feels like. I place a high premium on honesty and loyalty. I believe everyone has goodness in them, including those who have hurt me. I’m compassionate and I believe kindness warms our soul. I’m straightforward but I’m never disrespectful. I don’t like sharing my thoughts because I feel misunderstood. I find comfort in books, music and poetry. I’m curious, funny and open minded. I’m a hopeless romantic but I’ve never been in love before. Love is something I think I want, but it’s also something I’m pretty sure I’m scared of. I’m too scared to trust anyone with my heart because I don’t know what it’s like for someone else to hold onto it. I’m odd, weird, strange and I’m very aware of it.
I don’t think I am the girl you wish to have by your side and, you know, I’m more than fine with that if you don’t like me as a whole: flaws and whatnot, a full package of me.