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Guys My Age Don’t Know How To Touch Me - Part IV

I woke up to another mess in the living room
Broken bottles all around my feet
They came again in the night under crescent moon
Didn’t wake me in my sleep

‘Cause they talk and drink and laugh 'bout things
And fall in love in my backyard
I hide and cower in the corner
Conversation’s getting hard

'Cause nobody seems to ask about me anymore
And nobody seems to care 'bout anything I think
And nobody seems to recognize me in the crowd
In the background screaming, “Everybody, look at me”

- Halsey, Angel On Fire


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Bloodlust~ [Got7] Chapter 1

Here we go! I hope you enjoy the official start to my new series I will mostly be posting these on the weekend because of school, so enjoy!

Rating: M (For smut and blood)

Genre: Vampire!Au

Characters: Lilly, Got7


I slowly opened my eyes and looked around, my head was pounding and my body aching. I sat up slowly and tried to remember what had happened to me, and it all flooded back into my head. The auction, the man who bought me and took me to what I thought to be his home. By the looks of the room I was in he seemed very wealthy, the beautiful violet colored walls, the vanity set, the crisp white bedsheets, and the glimmering chandelier above me. All of these details mesmerized me until I finally snapped out of my senses now wondering what this man’s intentions are. I pondered for a while on whether or not I should stay put or explore the house, but of course, curiosity got the best of me and I slowly slipped out of bed and out the door.

I walked down a flight of stairs that led to another huge room that seemed to be the living room, there was a fireplace a couple of couches and of course, a huge crystal chandelier hanging from the ceiling. I then felt a cool shiver run through my body and I whipped around only to faceplant into a firm chest. 

“Morning love” The man said in a husky deep voice, I looked up to get a better look at his face and he was indeed very handsome with black hair that slicked back and beautiful brown eyes. My breath hitched and I backed away from him and he took a step forward. “Don’t be scared my name is Jaebum, I’m not like those other pigs I have no intentions of hurting you.” He delivered me a warm smile, and I half smiled back at him.

“My name is Lilly” 

“Well, it’s nice to meet you, Lilly. Go back to your room and run a hot bath there should be some new clothes laid out on your bed for when you come out.” I nodded while still looking down at my feet and quickly walked out of the room leaving him to stand there alone….


I stood there in the middle of the room watching her walk away, she feared me but at the same time, she saw I was compassionate. I went to go sit on my couch to ponder until I heard someone bang on my door, hard. Sighing I walked to my door asking who it was, no response. I gripped the door and swung it open, a cold figure rushed past me, pushing to the ground. I grunted and quickly got up to see who it was.

“Jaebum, it’s so nice to see you again!” I recognized that voice from anywhere, Mark Tuan. “Oh come on don’t look so mad! Look I brought our friends too!” I scanned the room and noticed that they were all here scattered around the room, Jackson, Junior, Youngjae, Bambam, Yugyeom, and Mark, my old friends.

“You’re not welcome here Mark” I growled my eyes piercing into him.

“Jaebum, don’t tell me you’re still holding that grudge.” 

“Last time I checked my brother would still be alive if it weren’t for you!” I hissed back, clenching my fist.

“Look I have said this a million times before I’m sorry and I regret it, but please my friend don’t be so angry. Besides, I miss visiting this house, all the memories we made here.” The rest of the boys smiled remembering the good times we used to spend, I decided to calm down since there seemed to be no real threat as Mark continued to walk around the room. “You know I really like what you-” He stopped and his eyes went wide and his breath hitched, he then closed his eyes and sniffed the air. Lilly…. The other boys decided to smell the air as well and sighed in satisfaction.

“Mark I think it’s time you all leave.” I said my voice shaking as I take in the scent of blood.

“But we just got here besides it seems as if you already have dinner prepared for us.” I lunged at him but Jackson and Junior quickly grabbed my arms and pinned me to the ground, he smirked. “Don’t worry boys I’ll be back.”  He chuckled and made his way upstairs.


I had just gotten out of the bath and put on the pink dress that was left for me on the bed, it was beautiful. I decided to look around the room since I had nothing better to do, I went to the vanity and found a book about herbs and flowers on the table. I sat back down on my bed and starting to flip through the book observing the beautifully drawn illustrations of flowers. I then winced in pain as I felt something slice into my index finger, a paper cut. I looked around the room to find something to clean it with but to no avail, so I decided to just lick the blood off. Just as I was about to put my finger in my mouth a strong hand grabbed my wrist, I yelped when I saw it wasn’t Jaebum.

“Well, well, well, I hope you weren’t going to be selfish and keep all this blood for yourself.” He said as he brought my index finger to his lips sucking on the cut.

“Who are you, where is Jaebum?” He stopped sucking and looked back up at me.

“Oh don’t be afraid kitten, my name is Mark I am a friend of Jaebum”

“Li- Lilly” 

“Well Lilly, have you ever been told ghost stories about monsters and ghouls?” He asked looking at me with lust and want as a growing smirk appears on his plump pink lips.

“Yes, my father would tell me them when I was young”

“What kind of monsters would he tell you about?” He started to lean into me forcing me to lay down on the bed as he climbed on top of my body I couldn’t control my limbs, what was he is doing to me?

“Monsters like spirits, demons, werewolves-”

Vampires?” He asked as he slowly pulled down my dress a bit to expose some of my left breast. I held my breath.

“Y-yes” I shivered and he smiled in satisfaction.

“Well, you should start believing those stories kitten, cause your in one.” He quickly lowered his head and bit into the flesh of my breast and I yelped wincing at the pain. I felt him start to slowly grind his hip onto my hot core as he massages my right breast ripping a moan from my throat. I feel my warm blood trickle down staining the sheets and my dress, he grinds his hard cock down onto my core harder and faster as he moans in ecstasy. I started panting and moaning louder and louder until finally I started to feel light headed and everything goes black.