videos that make me still wish i edited

ajol_llama: “We don’t have time for you” Every year, I would stay at home for weeks because nothing was “coming in.” Instead of waiting, for the past 5 years I’ve been writing my own songs, making my own albums, producing, directing, and/or editing my videos, making concepts and styling, writing proposals and presenting marketing plans, and even looking for my own jobs, all so that I could do what I love for my fans. Even after 5 years, I’m given the same answer. They still tell me I’m not good enough. What more do I have to do?

This hurts me very much and makes me really upset. YOU ARE good enough. Please, never let anyone bring you down. You deserve all the love and happiness in this world. 

daniel-the-hungarian-boi  asked:

Did you learn to edit by yourself?

Pretty much, I mean via YT tutorials, trial and error. Mostly just from simply doing it, much like I’ve learned most things I do! Just doing simple cuts, in any editing software isn’t usually THAT complicated. And then you learn little things here and there as you go! I’ve been editing little home movies, and my own gameplay, and just things here and there for fun since I was young, just because it’s a satisfying process to me, to see the result! I still wouldn’t consider myself that good though, there are still a lot of things I wish I could to better.. As with most things, your standards always keep rising, just slightly above your skill level :P

And, to me, it makes it even more enjoyable to watch movies, or videos in general, the more you learn because you can appreciate smaller details that maybe - a year ago - you wouldn’t even have noticed! That’s why I like learning things in general, while there is beauty in “movie magic” - to me, I find the more you know, the more you can appreciate :)

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anonymous asked:

wait who did michael makeout with??!?

michael kissed miles during his (possible) second month officially living in austin and working with rooster teeth back in 2011!!! barbara talked about it during the post podcast show #338, but it’s only for sponsors so here’s what she said if you can’t watch it:

“Was [the time Michael was drunk in the backseat of Brandon’s car with a bunch of people sitting on top of one another] the same night that, uh, Miles and Michael kissed? Did I ever tell the story on the podcast? I think it was after the strip club. It was either like— I think it was Michael’s first week here or something, like after he just got hired, and they all went out and got really drunk. And, uh, it was either Miles or Michael who sent me a video of them being like, “Hey, Barbara, wish you were here… and, uh, here’s this!” and then they just started kissing. Like, not making out or anything, but they kissed each other, and I have that video still on my computer at home. It’s blackmail material.” 

michael and miles later confirmed it inadvertently with these tweets:

[onetwothreefour]

and also i’m like 99.9% sure that this is a picture from that night:

edit: as i was going through michael’s twitter feed just for funsies i found these tweets which i think were probably from that night:

[one, two, three]

edit: they also kissed a second time in 2012 according to this tweet:

[one]

To the sunshine in my every morning, the breeze in my every afternoon, the brightest little star in my every night, happy birthday! I’m eternally grateful that you’re born to this world. Thanks for coming to my life and painting the most beautiful rainbow inside my heart. There will never be enough words to describe how much you mean to me nor to explain how great it feels when i see you smile. Today is an open door to all greater things in your life. Go grab every chance that lies ahead, don’t be afraid. I’ll be there standing by you. Hope this day will bring you an extra share of all that makes you happiest, sweetheart. I love you, forevermore.  ✉♡

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In appreciation of reaching 3K+, I’ve decided to make yet another follow forever! I just want to say how grateful I am for each and everyone of you, you all make me feel so loved and welcomed and I just can’t thank you enough. I’ve made so many great friends along the way (even if we don’t talk a lot) and I hope to make many more! I’m so glad I met you~ 

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anonymous asked:

Honestly I've been a subscriber of yours for quite a few years now, but recently I've begun to realize how much your videos have changed. Your editing, filming and thumbnail stills are so pretentious and cliche now. It's like because you've recently gained so many followers and subscribers that you feel the need to dissolve yourself within the crowd of famous youtubers. It makes me sort of miss your old videos. I guess it's hard to stay humble and original for anyone who gains fame and fortune

Yikes this was soooo hostile, I wish I hadn’t read this right before I headed to bed. All that’s really changed is that as every single day goes by I learn how to open up more on camera and be myself, I’ve learned how to use a camera stabilizer so I can take moving shots of my finished DIYs, I’ve learned how to use final cut pro and all the features that are offered in it to make every video the most entertaining it can be and I’ve made my thumbnails brighter and more visual. I really don’t see any harm in that, and it sucks that you think my old stuff was better when every video from the start has just been me trying to do the best I can. I also don’t think it’s fair of you to accuse me of not being humble when that really has nothing to do with any of the things you mentioned. Nor does originality. Every week I plan out DIYs that my viewers might like and literally spend my entire life thinking and creating original content. Idk you’re totally entitled to your own opinion, and I appreciate that you’ve been around since the beginning but this was really harsh, hurtful and unfair. 

starfloat  asked:

ur voice is REALLY cute?? omg ..

YKNOW compliments on my voice mean so much to me because my voice is the reason why it took me so long to make videos. I hate my voice so much I sound like a tiny child when in fact I am going to be 21 soon lmao. Although, after spending hours on video editing, I have gotten better about my voice. 

I can’t believe I’m still making these videos like it’s a thing that’s happening! I’ve been wanting to make these videos since 2013 but felt too awkward to do so and now I just muscle through it. Thank you to anyone who watches my videos and thank you SO MUCH to people who leave comments/likes cuz it pushes me to make more!!