victara

My Response

My response to the quote:

“Your body is the house you grew up in, how dare you try to burn it down.”

I don’t care if I grew up in this

Horrendous shack of despair

I don’t care if it made me who I am

I don’t want to look in the mirror and want to die

I don’t want to count the tally marks

I left on my skin

Counting all the days I was tired

Of being trapped in my personal prison

That caged me in with all the venomous thoughts caressing my neck

Telling me everything I needed to hear to want to escape

I don’t want to count the places I wish the blade had dug deeper

Because this I am so tired of feeling this way

Of feeling so terrified

So lost

So wounded

So degraded

I don’t want to be reminded of his vile hands on this cell

I don’t want to be reminded of the threats

Of the pain he forced on me

Of the bruising I had to hide from any overly curious eyes

From the violation he inflicted upon me

I don’t want to pick myself apart

And find every reason I

am not good enough for myself

I don’t want to be reminded of

Throwing myself at anyone who would take me

And push me into the bed

So far I thought I ceased to exist

I don’t want to want to rip off my skin

So I can slide into something more comfortable

Something better suited to survive

I don’t want to continue shrugging off

Those days, where I want to die, as a normal occurrence.

I don’t want to want to be someone else

I don’t want to not want to be me

I don’t want to want to be dead.

So how dare I burn the house I grew up in down?

How dare you question me.

I will tear myself apart

I will douse these decrepit walls in acetone

I will drop the match

And I will stand in the center of the blaze

All the years of pain

All the years of crying

Of wanting die

All the bruising

All the scarring

And the bleeding

All the things that crumbled the foundation this house sat upon

Will be gone

I will douse myself in kerosene

And swallow the fire just to spit it on my hollowed and abandoned frame

I will burn my childhood hiding hole to the ground

I will reduce it to ash

Because I will make something better

I will make something beautiful

Something I can be proud of

Something I will let myself grow into

Something I can accept

And just like a Phoenix it will rise from the ashes

New and beautiful

I will raise the new walls

And redecorate the interior of my mind

Instead of wanting to blow the contents all over the ceiling

All scars erased

I will make it safe

But tougher than before

So that when the torrential waves

That life tries to throw at me

Try to break me down

I will be the only thing left standing

I will see myself as worthy of the life I live

So yes

I grew up here

And yes

I will burn it to the ground

Because who stays where they grew up their entire life?

AT&T Moto X (2nd Gen) is now receiving Android 5.1 Lollipop

It’s been a busy week for Android users looking to get their Android 5.1 fix. The HTC One M9, DROID Turbo, and Galaxy S6/Edge have all seen updates to Android 5.1 across various carriers here in the US. Joining fellow Android devices in the 5.1 winner’s circle is now the Moto X 2nd Gen, which is now officially receiving Android 5.1 Lollipop on AT&T.

Don’t worry about AT&T’s support page. It’s kind of a mess right now. Aside from showing the Samsung Galaxy S4 on the header, it also incorrectly states the update is for the original Moto X 1st Gen. As you can see from the updated software version — 23.16.2.victara_att.att.en.US att — it actually references the Moto X 2nd Gen (Victara). The update is pretty sizable at about 508MB, so make sure you’re on WiFi before pulling it.

It was barely last week that Android 5.1 hit all Moto X (2nd Gen) Pure Editions, followed by the Verizon version only last night.

[AT&T]



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AT&T Moto X (2nd Gen) is now receiving Android 5.1 Lollipop

It’s been a busy week for Android users looking to get their Android 5.1 fix. The HTC One M9, DROID Turbo, and Galaxy S6/Edge have all seen updates to Android 5.1 across various carriers here in the US. Joining fellow Android devices in the 5.1 winner’s circle is now the Moto X 2nd Gen, which is now officially receiving Android 5.1 Lollipop on AT&T.

Don’t worry about AT&T’s support page. It’s kind of a mess right now. Aside from showing the Samsung Galaxy S4 on the header, it also incorrectly states the update is for the original Moto X 1st Gen. As you can see from the updated software version — 23.16.2.victara_att.att.en.US att — it actually references the Moto X 2nd Gen (Victara). The update is pretty sizable at about 508MB, so make sure you’re on WiFi before pulling it.

It was barely last week that Android 5.1 hit all Moto X (2nd Gen) Pure Editions, followed by the Verizon version only last night.

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AT&T Moto X (2nd Gen) is now receiving Android 5.1 Lollipop

It’s been a busy week for Android users looking to get their Android 5.1 fix. The HTC One M9, DROID Turbo, and Galaxy S6/Edge have all seen updates to Android 5.1 across various carriers here in the US. Joining fellow Android devices in the 5.1 winner’s circle is now the Moto X 2nd Gen, which is now officially receiving Android 5.1 Lollipop on AT&T.

Don’t worry about AT&T’s support page. It’s kind of a mess right now. Aside from showing the Samsung Galaxy S4 on the header, it also incorrectly states the update is for the original Moto X 1st Gen. As you can see from the updated software version — 23.16.2.victara_att.att.en.US att — it actually references the Moto X 2nd Gen (Victara). The update is pretty sizable at about 508MB, so make sure you’re on WiFi before pulling it.

It was barely last week that Android 5.1 hit all Moto X (2nd Gen) Pure Editions, followed by the Verizon version only last night.

[AT&T]



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Android 5.1 Lollipop is now rolling out to Verizon’s Moto X 2nd Gen

Moto X 2nd Gen users on Verizon are being treated to Android 5.1, with Verizon announcing that a rollout has commenced. It brings the software version up to 23.16.3.victara_verizon.verizon.en.USvzw.

If you don’t remember, Android 5.1 was mostly a bug fixing update, but it did introduce a couple of key quality-of-life improvements. Namely, volume controls are now more easily accessible from the notification shade thanks to a new bell icon, and WiFi and Bluetooth connections are easily managed with new drop down mechanics.

The update also brings interruption / downtime controls to let you manage which notifications can get through when you set your phone to do not disturb, as well as factory reset protection that prevents unauthorized access to your phone even after it has been wiped clean.

The goods are going out over the air in waves, so be sure to check for the update (probably best to be on WiFi and have a good charge) in the settings menu. Otherwise, wait for your phone to let you know that the update is ready for the taking.

[via Verizon]



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AT&T Moto X (2nd Gen) is now receiving Android 5.1 Lollipop

It’s been a busy week for Android users looking to get their Android 5.1 fix. The HTC One M9, DROID Turbo, and Galaxy S6/Edge have all seen updates to Android 5.1 across various carriers here in the US. Joining fellow Android devices in the 5.1 winner’s circle is now the Moto X 2nd Gen, which is now officially receiving Android 5.1 Lollipop on AT&T.

Don’t worry about AT&T’s support page. It’s kind of a mess right now. Aside from showing the Samsung Galaxy S4 on the header, it also incorrectly states the update is for the original Moto X 1st Gen. As you can see from the updated software version — 23.16.2.victara_att.att.en.US att — it actually references the Moto X 2nd Gen (Victara). The update is pretty sizable at about 508MB, so make sure you’re on WiFi before pulling it.

It was barely last week that Android 5.1 hit all Moto X (2nd Gen) Pure Editions, followed by the Verizon version only last night.

[AT&T]



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Buy top android phone, cheap cell phones for you: Android 5.1 Lollipop is now rolling out to Verizon’s Moto X 2nd Gen

Moto X 2nd Gen users on Verizon are being treated to Android 5.1, with Verizon announcing that a rollout has commenced. It brings the software version up to 23.16.3.victara_verizon.verizon.en.USvzw. If you don’t remember, Android 5.1 was mostly a b…
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Android 5.1 Lollipop is now rolling out to Verizon’s Moto X 2nd Gen

Moto X 2nd Gen users on Verizon are being treated to Android 5.1, with Verizon announcing that a rollout has commenced. It brings the software version up to 23.16.3.victara_verizon.verizon.en.USvzw.

If you don’t remember, Android 5.1 was mostly a bug fixing update, but it did introduce a couple of key quality-of-life improvements. Namely, volume controls are now more easily accessible from the notification shade thanks to a new bell icon, and WiFi and Bluetooth connections are easily managed with new drop down mechanics.

The update also brings interruption / downtime controls to let you manage which notifications can get through when you set your phone to do not disturb, as well as factory reset protection that prevents unauthorized access to your phone even after it has been wiped clean.

The goods are going out over the air in waves, so be sure to check for the update (probably best to be on WiFi and have a good charge) in the settings menu. Otherwise, wait for your phone to let you know that the update is ready for the taking.

[via Verizon]



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Buy top android phone, cheap cell phones for you: Android 5.1 Lollipop is now rolling out to Verizon’s Moto X 2nd Gen

Moto X 2nd Gen users on Verizon are being treated to Android 5.1, with Verizon announcing that a rollout has commenced. It brings the software version up to 23.16.3.victara_verizon.verizon.en.USvzw. If you don’t remember, Android 5.1 was mostly a b…
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Android 5.1 Lollipop is now rolling out to Verizon’s Moto X 2nd Gen

Moto X 2nd Gen users on Verizon are being treated to Android 5.1, with Verizon announcing that a rollout has commenced. It brings the software version up to 23.16.3.victara_verizon.verizon.en.USvzw.

If you don’t remember, Android 5.1 was mostly a bug fixing update, but it did introduce a couple of key quality-of-life improvements. Namely, volume controls are now more easily accessible from the notification shade thanks to a new bell icon, and WiFi and Bluetooth connections are easily managed with new drop down mechanics.

The update also brings interruption / downtime controls to let you manage which notifications can get through when you set your phone to do not disturb, as well as factory reset protection that prevents unauthorized access to your phone even after it has been wiped clean.

The goods are going out over the air in waves, so be sure to check for the update (probably best to be on WiFi and have a good charge) in the settings menu. Otherwise, wait for your phone to let you know that the update is ready for the taking.

[via Verizon]



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