very very conflicted feels

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This gorilla mask, it’s just like the one I saw on the tape! It’s a sign, these are all signs.

pros: they are hugging NO THEY ARE ROMANTICALLY EMBRACING THEY LOVE EACH ALREADY OKAY I WAS NOT READY FOR THIS BUT IT IS BEAUTIFUL

cons: please don’t leave, ty

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so i have started reading the grisha triogy by leigh bardugo after reading six of crows. for some reason i thought its Impossible for me to like it as much as i liked six of crows. that was a severe error of judgement of course because im halfway through book three and i have loved every single moment in the series.

i highly recommend for anyone who likes fantasy, romance and interesting world building.

i havent been able to stop reading GDI

now to talk about this the darkling becausE I HAVE TO ADDRESS THIS MATTER: I HAVE VERY STRONG AND VERY CONFLICTING FEELINGS ABOUT HIM and so does alina maybe

on one hand i despise him for literally all the things hes done on the other though i would still definitely kiss him at least once or twice or more and that is Terrible!!!!

alright ive said my piece haha

edit: i just read more of book three AND THE IMPLICATIONS MAKE MY FEELINGS VERY UNCOMFORTABLE AND EVEN MORE COMPLICATED FOR NUMEROUS REASONS

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I wish I could have met you, then this place could make me sad and I could cry healing tears, like you

7 facts meme

TAGGED BY: @monkpirate, but like, a million years ago rip

TAGGING: Anyone that wants too tbh I’m too lazy to be bothered

RULES: list seven random facts about your character about how they were made and/or facts that have not been made known yet. Tag seven other people.

I’m doing all four of my canon muses though cause talking about just Shaak gets boring lmao and I like to info dump and never get too

Shaak:

  1. She’s ambidextrous with a bias to her left hand
  2. She talks to animals, and doesn’t give a heck if she looks weird while doing it
  3. When she was a kid she was definitely a ‘random need to do interpretive dance’ kid with ADD
  4. She eats with her hands and keeps them very clean because of that
  5. If you’re her friend and you’re big enough, she will sit on your lap and chill there
  6. Actually couldn’t meditate until she was in her mid twenties, like for real she just could not sit still
  7. She’s very affection naturally, and is prone to just absently touching someone, even if it’s just leave her hand on their shoulder. If they aren’t comfortable with that though she has no problem not touching.

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From character design perspective I like Ford a lot, but when it comes to personality….he’s so frustating, specially in DaMVTF. He srsly needs a redemption. 

For the first time, I declined (edit: cancelled) two commission requests due to ridiculous waiting time and excuses. (Excuses? what excuses? I was even accused in one case that I’m just bullshitting for a free commission?!)

I have very ambivalent feelings towards artists who’s open for stuff but don’t deliver. I can understand if I’m kept up to date, I don’t mind to wait then, especially if I look up for that artist or if we are close friends. Those are the exceptions, because the delivery is guaranteed.
But when I’m charged for x amount upfront, and there are updates for adoptables (random OC designs that are sold by the artist) in weekly amount at least for 50-200$ amount, and they do sell, and there’s zero communication towards me or my project I feel that I’m treated unfairly. Especially after one year waiting with zero update. Or even two years.

So I’m finally putting on my serious hat and just cancelled those commission requests, because this is bullshit. I feel bad when people have to wait for more than a month for me to finish a piece from payment - sure it does happen some times, but I do my best not to go silent - but this is just making me very disappointed. I do understand if something comes up. But speak up your damn mind please or something? Also it’s a little awkward when they don’t even remember my request? I don’t even want my money back, I just don’t want to chase those dreams that I will receive something.

Also I don’t want to have an excuse when I’m slow that “Oh but I have commission requests that I’m waiting for 2 years now so I’m not that bad, am I?” kind of deal. I’m not going to say names, I just needed this out from my system.

In a nutshell, please support artists who’s slow yet deliver and trustworthy, rather than the ones who doesn’t even bother just want the ‘emergency’ money. Obviously.