very awkward you feel me


“ You’re here. You’re here and you’re blue. I like blue.”

( for Wyxan ♥ aka the Derek to my Stiles )

bokutos4hoots  asked:

Why are you so deserving of lovely days, little joys and less stress? (It's because you're Emrys and Emrys is a lovely and kind and beautiful person. 💜💜💜I hope you have a lovely day, things will be okay and you can do it! We're cheering for you!! I love you lots 😘💞)


*ahem* Honestly thank you so so much for sending this, you’re legit one of the kindest people I’ve ever come across and I just want to squish you in a hug ^^

I had no words when I read this message this morning and it’s evening now and I still have no words so just imagine me saying thank you for hours on end and leave it at that heh :)

I hope you’re doing well and that you’re having a wonderful day so far and that you come across lots of cute animals and that you know you’re an amazing person that brightens people’s days :D

anonymous asked:

71 and 76 for the drabble thingy pt2? rafe x reader if you please :D

This is more than a drabble I’m sorry.

Spring break was always a dread to you. Between debating on where to go for vacation and trying to find the right groups to go with, it came out to be more of a hassle than actually enjoying time off.

You decided that this year was going to be relaxed and laid back as you finsihed booking your week stay on a cruise to the Caribbean. No planning, no groups, just you and a week on the water.

You silently sat in the boarding area amongst the rest of the cruise-goers. Your eyes were glued to your book, tuning out the buzz of chatter from behind you. Luggage was rolled in front of you as a man sat down in the seat next to you. You glared at him from the corner of your eye. He had plenty of seats to choose from, yet he decided to invade personal space.

He pulled his phone out of his back pocket, beginning to scroll through messages and listening to voicemails that he never bothered to answer back. Your eyes moved from his phone to the way he was dressed. Expensive sandals, expensive shorts, his shirt was Polo. Noticing his face, you studied the way he squinted at the wall when he put his phone up to his ear touching his lips with his fingers and moving his hand to press his temple in frustration before he put the phone down again. His hair was slicked back and held in place no matter how much he ran his hand through it.

He pressed his lips together before putting the phone in sleep mode, and he looked in your direction. You only noticed his pale eyes for a moment before the announcement above called your number to board. You stretched your legs and put your book into your carry on bag, standing up and rolling away from him.

You spent the afternoon sunbathing and spending time at the bar, catching up on your reading. You sipped on your drink, the wind picking up strands of your hair and brushing it against your face. Someone sat next to you on the barstool and ordered scotch. His voice was gritty, but with a smoothness to it you couldn’t explain.

You glanced up from your book and noticed it was the guy from earlier, this time in a different outfit. He was wearing swim bottoms and different sandals.

And he was shirtless.

You had to use all of your willpower to not stare at his chest. Your book was no longer interesting, but who this man was and you kept running into him.

He turned his head in your direction and you looked away quickly. trying to find the words on your book. His voice made you freeze.

“Staring is rude, you know.” He says, his glass being placed in front of him. He kept his eyes locked on you, grabbing the drink and pressing it to his lips.

“I’m sorry…” You were trying to think of an excuse. “I thought you looked like someone I know.”

He nods and puts the glass back onto the granite countertop, putting his hands on his knees.

“Sure,” He scoffs, and leans on the bar, taking his drink up once more. “So, tell me something. Are you here alone?”

Your brows furrowed at his question, and to be honest, you were kind of creeped out by it. 

“Why do you need to know?” You ask, adding a small amount of snark to your voice. This guy was making you feel very awkward, very quick.

“Just meet me in the dining room at 5. Wear… something nice.” He said, sliding off of the barstool and taking his drink with him.

He walked across the deck with a sort of grace you were drawn to. But nonetheless, you were questioning on if you should actually meet him at dinner.

You sat on the balcony of your cabin, staring across the water. It was nearing 5 and the thoughts of the mystery man, and dinner, and if you should or should not go swarmed in your head. 

You were on a giant boat, right? Someone would notice if you went missing, yes? They have a roll call every time you get on the boat, someone would definitely know if you went missing.

You shifted in your seat as someone called from above.

“Hey!” He shouted, a laugh carrying his words to you.

You looked up and low and behold, there he was, directly two floors above you. 

“Shouldn’t you be getting ready?” He said, leaning over the railing. 

“Shouldn’t I be asking you the same thing?” You retort, and he gives you a defeated nod.

“Touche.” His looked around the horizon for a few moments, his eyes being glued back to you. “Hey, I need to ask you a favor for tonight.” He added.


“I need you to pretend we’re dating.” 

“Excuse me?” You weren’t sure who this guy thought he was, but 

“Just go with it, I’ll explain later.” He said, being called back into his room. Just like that, he was gone once more and you looked down in shock. 

You walked into the dining room and concentrated on not tripping in your heels. The only thought running in your head was that you did not even know this guys name, or anything about him, yet he wanted to pretend you were dating.

“Darling!” He called from across the room, outstretching his arms towards you. You tried smiling casually but you felt it came out more awkward than you had planned. 

He unexpetedly planted a kiss on your cheek before turning to your side, standing next to you as more people approached from around the corner.

The group was made up of what looked like rich bratty college kids, but you couldn’t tell. There were a few girls and a few guys, all holding glasses of champagne. 

“So, Rafe, where did you pick this one up?” One of the guys asked, motioning his glass towards you.

Rafe. That was his name. He opened his mouth before you cut him off. You might as well make yourself sound impressive.

“Law school.” You said, resting your hands on Rafe’s arm. 

Rafe raised his eyebrows and smirking at the group, as their faces examined you. You must have gotten immediate approval from them, as they invited you to their table to sit down.

Rafe placed his hand in the nape of your back as he pulled the chair out for you. You thanked him and sat down, trying to focus on being impressive and making Rafe look good. You felt his touch once more as his fingers lightly grazed your back, up and down, sending shivers up your spine. 

Dinner lasted awhile and you and Rafe both had one too many drinks, almost as much as the rest of the group. Unlike the others, the both of you were still aware of your surroundings still, but that didn’t stop things from getting fliratious.

The group was walking you to your room and Rafe stopped abrubtly in front of your door. 

“Kiss me, quick!” He whispered, and you did not catch his sentence entirely until he was kissing you.

Full blown kissing you.

You couldn’t tell if it was the alcohol or the way he was touching you before a drink ever entered his body at dinner, but you liked it.

You kissed him back, lustily and he could feel it radiating off of you.

Rafe cut the kiss off. 

“We’ll see you guys later?” He turned to the group, but they weren’t paying attention. Rafe shrugged and you unlocked the door to your cabin.

He followed you, and the door closed behind you both, leaving you alone in the cabin. Together.

He pressed you against the bathroom door, running his hands up and down your hips, and to put it lightly, it drove you mad.

You kissed him hungrily as he picked you up and set you onto the bed.

“So, are you done needing me to pretend to be your girlfriend?” You asked as he kissed your neck.

Rafe laughed, bringing back a snarky remark.

“No, I don’t think they got the point yet.”

You smiled and he kissed you again.

The next morning, you woke up as the horn sounded to signal that you had reached the next port. You groaned, the light coming in from the windows being too much.

Then you remembered. You remembered last night, Rafe, the kissing, the bed. You rolled over quickly, and there he was. The covers were pulled up to his face, hiding the bottom half. He was sleeping soundly, and as you tried to get up, he stirred.

“Hey.” He said, his voice cracking and rough.

“Oh, hi.” You say, trying to pull on a shirt. He grabs you and pulls you closer, kissing the back of your neck lightly.

“I’m tired of pretending.” He says, and you’re unsure of what he is talking about.

“Come again?”

“Why pretend when you can just be my actual girlfriend?” 

izukkun  asked:

Hello!! Your name is so familiar that it feels like you've been following me for years lol.. but I'm just now following you back -.- my bad~ u got a good blog friend. I just came to say hi lol

Omg no no, it’s okay! No need to feel bad! (^u^) And hello to you too~! I appreciate your kind words! I may have been following you for while? Can’t be sure since I know people change their URLs and icons but you have a pretty good blog yourself and lovely art too :D


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Is There Somewhere

Request: Yes and No

runnertributeteenwolf said: For your imagine can you make one of Liam Dunbar from teen wolf? THANKS

Pairing(s): Reader x Liam Dunbar, Liam x Hayden

Warning(s): mentions of sex, but no smut

Song: Is There Somewhere? - Halsey (Tip: You should listen to the song and read the imagine. I actually wrote this listening to the song.)

A/N: I really hope you like this imagine and the song meaning is wonderful and hope you listen to this song and Halsey is pretty amazing tbh. Feedback is appreciated and of you have trouble understanding the storyline just message me! Also, sorry that this imagine is so long, but I really do love this, and love to everyone that actually reads the whole imagine

Reader’s Pov

You were dancing in your tube socks in our hotel room,
Flashing those eyes like highway signs.
Light one up and hand it over, rest your head upon my shoulder.
I just wanna feel your lips against my skin.

I stared at Liam as he danced around his room doing whatever the hell he was doing, his face full with excitement. It was our annual sleepover and it was the only time Liam was actually alone without Hayden hanging on to him. I was Liam’s bestfriend other than Mason of course, but I should be happy for him and Hayden, even if the both of them hated each other.

But if I was happy for Liam, why did I always feel weird when I was around him.

“You okay Y/n?” He asked me, snapping me back to reality. “Yeah, I’m fine, just hating my feelings right now.” I say, trying to come at as sarcastic, but Liam didn’t laugh. He had a serious or sad look on his face. He sat next to me, and put my hands in his. “What are you doing Liam?” But he doesn’t respond, just only putting his lips on mine, and I melt into the kiss.

White sheets, bright lights, crooked teeth, and the night life.
You told me this is right where it begins.
But your lips hang heavy underneath me.
And I promised myself I wouldn’t let you complete me.

Liam and I lay on his bed, panting, and trying to catch our breath. I pull the covers up to my chest and lay my head on Liam’s chest, hearing his heartbeat. “Liam, why did we do this?” I ask holding his hands. He sighs, “this is a new beginning for us.” He says quietly. I felt guilty, having sex with Liam when he’s with Hayden. I sigh and cuddle with Liam.

After 10 minutes of silence, with Liam snoring softly, I come to the realization that I was slowly falling in love with Liam, promising myself that I wouldn’t let him complete me.

I’m trying not to let it show, that I don’t want to let this go.
Is there somewhere you can meet me?
‘Cause I clutched your arms like stairway railings.
And you clutched my brain and eased my ailing.

It’s been 2 weeks since the incident with Liam and I. Throughout those two weeks, I kept falling harder each day, and feeling guiltier. I couldn’t tell anyone what had happened, I would’ve have been labeled as a slut or hoe or something. So I kept this to myself, and I felt like it was eating me alive. Liam was on my mind the whole time.

I sigh and stared at my phone, Liam hasn’t called or texted or even spoke to me since the incident. So I grab my phone and pull up Liam’s number. The phone starts ringing then I hear him answer. “Hello?” He says.

“Um, hey Li, it’s Y/n, I need to ask you something.”

“Oh hey Y/n, um sure, go ahead.”

“Can you meet me tomorrow at the school at 8pm?” (Ok the location isn’t specific but it’s where Scott gets attacked in 5x01 / where Aiden dies ok sorry.)

“Sure, see you there. Bye Y/n.” He says and hangs up. I sigh and get ready for a pack meeting.

You’re writing lines about me; romantic poetry.
Your girl’s got red in her cheeks, 'cause we’re something she can’t see.
And I try to refrain but you’re stuck in my brain.
And all I do is cry and complain because second’s not the same.

Scott and his pack had their meetings and I came along since I was Liam’s friend. I was a human like Stiles, but I never went with them when they go of and fight. I walked into Scott’s house and see everyone already there except Liam. I walk over to the kitchen while everyone sat in the living room.

I sit on top of the kitchen island and go on my phone. As I scroll through my instagram feed, I hear them talking, “anyone know what’s going on with Y/n?” I sigh, where was Liam? Why isn’t he here? I get up and walk back to the living room and sit next to Lydia, and she gives me a soft smile. As I continue to think, the door opens and I see Liam walk in with Hayden. The two of them had smiles on their faces. “Hey sorry, we’re late.” He says sitting down with Hayden next to Stiles.

“Hey, I gotta get going, I have to do chores and homework.” I say, Liam looking at me with a sad look on his face. I grab my backpack as get up and walk back to my house. As soon as I get into my room, I burst into tears. I knew Liam wouldn’t like me, he had Hayden and he was happy with her. I was just Liam’s second choice and that’s all I will ever be.

I’m sorry but I fell in love tonight.
I didn’t mean to fall in love tonight.
You’re looking like you fell in love tonight.
Could we pretend that we’re in love?

I wait at the school for Liam, looking at the dark sky. I looked at the stars and thought about Liam. That was basically all I could do, I broke my promise. I was officially in love with Liam Dunbar, and there was nothing I could do about it. “Hey Y/n? You asked to see me?” He says, scaring me. “Geez Liam, you scared the shit out of me.” I say and I see him smile. How was I gonna tell him I was in love with him. It was gonna ruin my friendship with him, and Hayden will kill me.

“Hey Li, remember two weeks ago, when you and I - you know.” I say, feeling very awkward. Liam looks at me confused but then nods his head in realization. “Yeah, well, after that happened, I couldn’t get my mind off of you, I know you’re with Hayden and all and you’re happy with her,” I start, and Liam finally realizes what I mean.

“Liam, I’m in love you.” I say finally after minutes of silence, tears coming down my face. “I’m sorry I’m in love with you. I know this is gonna ruin our friendship forever,” I start off, getting ready to ask him, “but for one night, tonight, could we pretend that we’re in love?”

EXO’s reaction to finding a lost child

I love this idea so much! I love every reaction where there are kids involved… I don’t even like kids!! xD Thank you!

Baekhyun: When he’s at a fair with his friends, a little girl comes up to him with a scared expression. “I lost my mom can you help me??” she says. “Uhh… Of course, do you have her number?” he asks awkwardly, not knowing how to help.

Chanyeol: A little boy is crying and looking around the big park, obviously trying to find something. Chanyeol then goes up to the boy with a smile. “Have you lost something?” he asks, knowing it is probably a family member. The boys wipes a tear off his face cutely and then nods. “Mommy” he says. Chanyeol smiles and takes the boys hand for comfort and then tries finding his mother.

Chen: The boy comes up to Chen and asks if he’s seen his dad. “I haven’t I’m sorry. Do you need help finding him?” Chen then asks, and squats down to be on the boys level. The boy nods and so does Chen, as he starts looking around for a man that looks like the boy.

D.O: “Sir, will you help me find my mom?” a little voice says. D.O looks up with a smile and looks at the little girl standing in front of him. “Of course.” he says calmly and pulls her a little closer to him so she will feel protected.

Kai: He gets a little flustered when the little boys tugs at his shirt and asks him to help him find his mother, but he still takes the boys hand and looks around for his mom.

Kris: A little boy comes running over to him in the train. “I lost my mommy!” he says eagerly, not sounding very scared nor sad. Kris laughs slightly and asks him something about his mom, but the boys ignores it and starts playing with Kris, hitting him with a old ice cream paper cone. Kris laughs more and plays with him.

Lay: While walking on the street he hears a little girl calling for her mom, and when the voice starts coming closer he turns around and squats down, seeing the little girl come running towards him. He embraces the crying girl and asks her if she can’t find her mom. “I lost my mom” she confirms and then he takes her hand and looks for her mom with her.

Luhan: The little boy wanted to be carried by Luhan as Luhan had just promised to help him find his dad, but that was not Luhan’s style. He shook his head and furrowed his eyebrows, but saw the expression on the child’s face. “I’ll hold your hand okay?” he said, feeling guilty.

Sehun: Sehun feels kinda burdened and flustered with having to find the toddlers mom, but giggles and sighs, taking the toddlers hand. “I’ll help you find her.” he says, laughing slightly, feeling very awkward.

Suho: “Will you help me find my daddy?” a boy asks while looking up at Suho. Suho smiles. “Of course I will.” he says with a confident feel.

Tao: The little girl keeps looking at him even though he said he didn’t have time to help her. Her cuteness kills him and makes him smile like an idiot. “Okay fine.” he says and is slightly annoyed that he couldn’t stand up for himself, but she was just too cute.

Xiumin: A cute little toddler is crying in the middle of the street, and Xiumin quickly notices the missing person besides it. He calmly walks up to the kid and smiles. “Have you lost your mom?” he asks cutely, and the toddler nods. “I’ll help you find her!” he then says as he lifts the toddler up, who is obviously very tired and not able to walk very far. “So when did you loose her?” …