venn diagram of us

salvainterra  asked:

i love mob so much please for the love of god tell me about ur feelings on 100% ecstasy

OH BOY WILL I !!! ABSOLUTELY 100% (pun unintended but warmly embraced) 

out of all the 100% events, ecstasy is my favorite. the drama… the tragedy… will fiction EVER peak like this again? i don’t think so. but BEFORE I DELVE INTO ALL OF THAT, there’s something i want to talk about first: mob’s psychic powers as an expression of his emotions. 

we all know that mob suppresses his emotions to avoid outbursts of psychic power. but THAT implies that mob’s psychic power is a form of self expression, in the same way that body language is expression. 

he can direct his psychic powers – the same way we can direct our bodies’ actions – but there are other components that are difficult to stop, similar to how people’s shoulders tend to hunch when they’re angry or upset, how they subconsciously cross their arms and direct their feet away when something is making them uncomfortable, etc. 

unless you know about these bits of body language, and make a deliberate attempt to suppress them, it’s difficult to stop your body from revealing something about your emotions. similarly, one function of mob’s psychic power is as an extension of the way he expresses himself. these things happen subconsciously and mostly without mob’s control. 

for example, one of the trademarks of mob’s 100% events is that mob starts releasing waves of psychic power that push his hair back. other side effects include cracking the ground under him, often to dramatic effect.

mob doesn’t push his hair up on purpose, it’s just something that happens – as a result of him releasing his pent-up emotions in the form of psychic power. these little bits of expression aren’t something he can control.

mob also says something REALLY INTERESTING in his first 100% event:

during 100% rage mob uses his psychic powers to fight dimple, yes, but these lines suggest that his outburst of power happened because he finally had to express his anger. and that implies that, in order to show his emotions, and express himself, mob has to use his psychic powers. 

which is something he almost never allows himself to do. 

never forget the disdain / loathing mob had for himself at the beginning of the manga, and how convinced he was that he couldn’t allow himself to express himself OTHERWISE SOMETHING LIKE THIS WOULD HAPPEN. 

further material to consider: the lines that he said right before his 100% animosity / hostility event 

hostility… 

at this point, mob hasn’t taken any action against koyama yet. his outburst of psychic power, radiating outward and blanketing the area, is not doing anything but expressing his hostility – to the extent that mob expects koyama to be able to feel it. 

in addition to that, during mob’s fight with toichirou, he cycles rapidly through a LOT of emotions, and this is what he says about it:

canon suggests that it’s not just a buildup of of emotions that cause his powers to run amok; allowing his powers to run amok also allows himself to feel the full intensity of his emotions. his psychic powers are key to expressing himself.

I COULD GO ON… but i’ll just leave things here for now. to summarize: mob subconsciously uses his psychic powers to express his emotions, which is why suppressing his emotions also suppresses his psychic powers. 

figure 1: a helpful venn diagram of things 

which brings us to the REALLY SAD, BITTERSWEET, MOURNFUL TRAGEDY THAT IS 100% ECSTASY. 

the fight against toichirou is possibly the first time mob has been able to fully utilize his psychic powers. the first time he’s had to, even. all the unconscious limits he’s put on himself – not allowing his psychic power to go free, stifling his emotions and powers – all come undone. 

mob is allowing himself to be himself, wholly and fully. he’s removed his inhibitions. he’s running wild and free. he’s no longer expending energy trying to regulate his psychic powers – he’s allowing himself to feel. this intensity of emotion and action is something mob has never given himself before, and the freedom of it… feels good. incredibly so. he feels free, he feels alive, and toichirou – the only individual to ever stand on a level close to mob’s – understands perfectly. 

this is a level of joy mob has never felt before. 

the release of his psychic power even comes hand in hand with mob’s body language becoming much freer and more expressive than it is in daily life. look at him go!! mob, for the first time in years… letting himself feel the intensity of his emotions, just as they really are.  

but of course his happiness isn’t going to last 

because mob wants to be a part of society, and he thinks he has to keep his psychic powers sequestered away in order to do that. his greatest fear is accidentally hurting the people he loves with his own psychic power, and when he remembers that possibility… 

the tragedy of 100% ecstasy is that – for just a brief moment, mob released himself from his self-imposed limits. for a moment, he let himself really feel, he let himself be, and in that moment he experienced a richness, an intensity, a moment of being so utterly present and alive that it brought himself to heights he’d never reached before. 

 and mob will never willingly allow himself to do that ever again. 

the-apiarist  asked:

yo is there any particular reason that Noah's never gotten a POV chapter? The other boys also seem to have more development and character arc than him.

The answer to your question is cleverly included in your question.

Point-of-view characters must be characters who are changing and growing; there is no reason for the readers to share their internal thoughts otherwise. It is not that every character who is changing gets a POV, but every POV must include a changing character. At least in my book: I write character-driven fiction, which means my characters don’t exist merely to propel a plot forward.

Here, I have drawn you a helpful Venn diagram using a piece of paper someone gave me at an event and a stubby pencil I found in the drawer of this rental house.

SPOILERS FOR THE RAVEN BOYS

Noah does not develop and he does not change because he is dead. There are some advantages to being Noah in the world of The Raven Boys — he gets to lurk around above ground rather than below it — but he is still dead, and that means more than an ability to travel through walls and possess generally creepy sentience. It is not a superpower, being dead. While the others age, learn, and grow, Noah, if anything, is subtractive.

I can hear the cries: “but he would offer so much insight!” “he knows so much!” “the stories he could tell!” “it would be so interesting!”

Here is another POV that could offer a lot of insight and be interesting: the Camaro. It’s seen a lot! But it would be a transient gimmick; I’m not doing anything with the Camaro’s mental development, so it would be a stolen camera angle, nothing less. Sometimes that’s a valid narrative choice, but in a series like the Raven Cycle, where there are so many POV characters already, all battling for screen time to reveal their growth, I choose my page time carefully. Only humans and only living ones.

But hey, I have left it wide open for fanfiction.

Today in maths class the teacher was talking about Venn Diagrams and said “The important thing to know about Venn Diagrams is venn to use them and venn not to use them.”

Launch of Captain Swan Evil Regals Network

Hello fellow Oncers! This is a new network for fans who ship Captain Swan and who are also Evil Regals. Yes, we DO exist!

Here on tumblr it often seems like there are clear “sides” in the fandom. It’s easy to get the impression that there is a Captain Swan “side” that is by definition anti-Regina, and an Evil Regal “side” that is by definition anti-CS.

We are here to show that it is possible to ship CS and to love Regina! These are not mutually exclusive. We believe that there are a lot more of us in the middle of this fandom Venn diagram than tumblr might have us think.

The team behind this blog is made up of five people who believe that creating this space will help make it easier for secret fans of both to speak up and be counted.  We also believe that this blog and network can promote positive interactions between these two fandom communities. Who knows, we might even convince some people that the other side isn’t so bad after all… :)

So…

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To all: please spread the word about this new network to your followers!We want to reach as many secret CS/ER multifans as possible :)

Visit our blog to learn more about us, meet our team and see how our blog will work.

Thanks and happy countdown to the season 5 premiere!

blog plug

Go check out reverseau.  It’s a blog where people in other realities invent alternate universes, except all of their alternate universes are our universe.

The alternate realities they envision are so simple: AU in which there is a much smaller species of tiger that curls up in your lap.  AU in which Star Trek didn’t end after just three seasons but in fact spawned spin-off shows and movies that are still being made even today.  AU in which Venn diagrams can compare more than two things using different lay-outs.

Every time one pops up I say, “but that does exist.”  And then I remember how cool our universe really is.  Because we got more Star Trek.