My friendships are a constant roller coaster. At least half the time, I wish my friends would go away and never speak to me again. Part of me knows it would be better that way. They don't know that because they don't know much about what I think of them. I'm honestly disgusted by their causal disregard for animals and flaunting bacon themed, 'humorous' attire. I don't like their philosophy on life and I don't like them to be quite honest.
I felt the same way once and I know it’s not the best feeling in the world, some time later I’m still healing and sometimes I still don’t understand what happened along the way when I used to be so close to certain people.
I now believe is part of changing, of becoming who you are and part of life itself. I envy those who have had friends forever but is not that many people. Nowadays finding true friendships is hard but you deserve to feel happy around your friends and you deserve to be surrounded by people who respect you and your choices without mocking them. Maybe it’s time to find new friends, to give yourself the chance to meet people with similar ideas and likes! Share your time with people you feel comfortable with, who cherish you, supports you and love you for who you are!
My inbox is always open as well as my Facebook in case you want a new friend ☺♥