vampire blue boy

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.
RECOMMENDED ANIME FOR ADULTS

Some killer titles for the curious (and legal) anime fan:

AKIRA (in Japanese) Katsuhiro Otomo

PRINCESS MONONOKE (Neil Gaiman scripted dub) Hayao Miyazaki

MEMORIES Katsuhiro Otomo

GHOST IN THE SHELL (original in Japanese) Mamoru Oshii

JIN ROH (in Japanese) Hiroyuki Okiura

BEAUTIFUL DREAMER (in English) Mamoru Oshii, Rumiko Takahashi

WINGS OF HONNEAMISE (in Japanese) Gainax

BLOOD: THE LAST VAMPIRE (in Japanese) Hiroyuki Kitakubo

COWBOY BEBOP (in English)  Shinichirō Watanabe

THE GRAVE OF THE FIREFLIES (In Japanese) Hayao Miyazaki

FUTURE BOY CONAN (in Japanese) Hayao Miyazaki

GALAXY EXPRESS 999 (in English) Leiji Matsumoto

KIKI’S DELIVERY SERVICE (in English or Japanese) Hayao Miyazaki

VAMPIRE HUNTER D (Original, in Japanese) Hideyuki Kikuchi 

MY NEIGHBOR TOTORO (in Japanese or English) Hayao Miyazaki

NINJA SCROLL (in English or Japanese) Yoshiaki Kawajiri

WICKED CITY (in English or Japanese) Hideyuki Kikuchi 

STREET FIGHTER II: ANIMATED MOVIE (in English or Japanese) 

PARANOIA AGENT (English or Japanese) Satoshi Kon

PERFECT BLUE (in Japanese) Satoshi Kon

TOKYO GODFATHERS (in Japanese) Satoshi Kon

THE END OF EVANGELION (in Japanese) Gainax

PAPRIKA (in Japanese) Satoshi Kon

TOKYO GODFATHERS (in Japanese) Satoshi Kon

SERIAL EXPERIMENTS LAIN (in Japanese) Ryutaro Nakamura

METROPOLIS (in English or Japanese) Osamu Tezuka Remake

SPIRITED AWAY (in Japanese) Hayao Miyazaki

NAUSSICA VALLEY OF THE WIND (in Japanese) Hayao Miyazaki

Some of these titles are originally for younger audiences, but are listed because their merit and/or vintage also appeals to mature audiences.