I feel like I share the intense thirst and longing towards gabe with you so here it goes. I'm thirty one year old wrecked mega depressed piece of shit who's plotting how to off oneself daily but you know what keeps me dragging my miserable life through this gutter and not hanging myself right now? You guessed right. Gabe. The fact that a fictional character gives me more of a reason to live than religion says a lot about my mental fucked-upness but I don't care. Whoa this is dark I'm sorry.