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my evangeline,

i did something i already regret. but, itll help me and you.

i said goodbye.

and, its going to fucking suck, not hearing your voice over the phone and not seeing your smile when we facetime. but it will be better for both of us. i can get clean. you can further your relationship with greg. you can be happier and healthier and ill find someone eventually.

my heart will always yearn for you, but it’ll learn to distract itself from the smell of your hair or the way your eyes flutter when you laugh.

ill find someone. you’ll find someone too. hell, maybe its greg.

youre still my evangeline.

i’ll still write to you.

you still mean more to me than life.

its better for both of us. i love you, but i can let myself be poisoned anymore, regardless on if you mean to or not. have fun with greg. i really hope he stays as amazing as you say he is.

-isaac, who’s still your guardian angel.