Summary: Dean was your ultimate fantasy in school but you felt like he would never notice you. Years later you run into one another again and he is covered in tattoos and a completely gorgeous bar owner.
AN:If this gets a good reception from you all then I plan to make this a mini series where I will write out certain moments in their lives. If this is something you would be interested in, please let me know.
There’s things in life that you never really expect. You never expected to graduate from college with a Bachelor’s Degree in Nursing. You never expected to move back to your old neighborhood to help your father after your mother died. You most certainly didn’t expect for your school girl crush to still be in full force after seeing him years later.
Dean Winchester was every girl’s fantasy when you were growing up. He always came across as that popular badass that seemed so unattainable unless you were dreaming. The fantasy only grew once you had all reached high school. Dean had always been attractive but he really grew into his features the older he got. His lips were full, pouty, and the perfect shade of pink. His eyes were one of his more prominent features; a beautiful mossy green color that almost looked like whiskey if the light hit them just right. His light brown hair could always be found styled into a faux hawk. He was tall and broad, fairly muscular for a teenager. By the time 18 hit, he had started to get tattoos and wore a leather jacket religiously. He was the bad boy that every girl wanted and their parents didn’t want him anywhere near their daughters. You were the quiet girl in school. You had friends, you were involved in school functions, and you always ended up with good grades. Dean may have played in most of your fantasies back then, but you were fairly certain he barely knew who you were. He could have any girl he wanted, he most certainly got plenty of action and you kept to yourself.
You were currently trying to get some grocery shopping done for your Dad, refusing to let him live off of Hungry-Man frozen dinners any longer. Ever since your Mom had passed he hadn’t taken the best care of himself. He still went to work and came home everyday, but he was eating complete junk and drinking more than usual. When you mentioned coming back home to help out, he was reluctant to accept stating he didn’t want to disrupt your life. You ended up getting your way though and now here you were.
i. feeling a moment - feeder / ii. smile - mikky ekko / iii. light - sleeping at last / iv. the lament of eustace scrubb - the oh hellos / v. silhouettes - of monsters and men / vi. help - hurts / vii. lakehouse - of monsters and men / viii. home - gabrielle aplin / ix. switzerland - daughter / x. sleeping giants - immediate music / xi. un nouveau soleil - m83 / xii. dauðalogn - sigur rós / xiii. outro - m83 / xiv. saturn - sleeping at last
Okay, since… everybody’s making their BTS’s Run theory, I thought: Why don’t I make my own, too.
This is just on how I see the music video. Because of course… Bighit is the biggest troll ever, and is constantly leaving all of us in this huge mess to make up our own theories.
Honestly, I cannot take credit for all of this, but, hearing many theories, and adding some of my own, I think I can piece this all together.
Well… here it goes:
When the MV first starts, we are met by a figure standing:
Then after, as the figure starts bending backward, it falls down and splashes of water can be seen:
At first, we’re not so sure who’s figure this belongs to, but later, we can come to conclusion that it’s actually V (later into the MV):
I really have no idea what’s going on, but I heard that many assumed that it was him underwater from the Prologue after he jumped (That’s what Admin Venus assumed, :D) but in my personal opinion, I disagree, since… V’s wardrobe is shown to be different compared to the Prologue; He has a hoodie, wore black shoes, and has a yellow t-shirt under. But in Run, he’s shown to be in a black sweater and in white shoes/bare footed. I’m not sure what this means, yet, but we’ll get deeper into it.
After that…. Rapmonster is shown just wandering around but suddenly turns to something and opens it.
But when he opens it, it suddenly opens up an old BTS memory: When they were throwing a party/celebration (Honestly, I don’t know.)
From there, it shows the members having fun and doing bunch of crazy stuff.
But here’s where it hits:
In the picture above, V and Jimin is shown pushing Jin into the wall as V spray paints over him, painting an ‘X’ over his body. Notices the written words surrounding them: “Canvas High (Maybe their song Converse High?) and “Wasted Youth enter the World (or Void)?” I haven’t really found a good meaning for these words yet, but I feel like I can’t just brush ‘em off because BTS is always so sly. I’m not 100% sure about my translation about the “Wasted Youth enter the World/Void” since the words are always blocked and blurry, so I might be wrong. But this could be indicating BTS wasting their youth, thinking about suicide, depression, rebelling, etc… at such a young age to the point where they literally doesn’t give a single shit about what happens to them anymore.
Then here… it shows V recreating the same thing he does to Jin at the party, and also notices that Rapmonster is wearing the same clothes from when the MV starts. So, this means that the party was all just a memory. This could mean that they miss Jin (the reason why V recreated his silhouette) , so basically, my point is that… Jin’s dead.
Rapmonster turns and sees the police (Offscreen) and notifies V and both of them try to outrun the police. *cough cough* Them rebelling.
I believe that rebelling is one of their action of trying to get over Jin.
We’re than transferred back into a scene of them at the party, and Jin is building a House of Cards.
And he smiles after putting down the last card.
But then V smashes his hand against the cards and destroys it immediately.
And then Jungkook’s hand from the back can be seen patting his shoulder.
But then we’re stuck against another unanswered scene as Jin looks at the screen. But then again… this is a memory, but Jin might already have been dead, even at this point (Okay, I’m confusing myself, but bare with me) As V knocks down the House of Cards, Jin looks to the camera and realizes something: He’s dead. And then we’ll get to Jungkook’s pat later. (It definitely means something, I tell y’all.)
After the party scene, it shows them running away from something? But you realizes that they’re all running together.
Just after showcasing them together, it suddenly changes to them alone, suffering from their own misery (or whatever they’re suffering from). This shows that they’re actually pretty messed up without the rest.
Going back to the VMon’s plot, right after trying to outrun the police, they’re suddenly caught. But they smiled and laugh to each other as if it’s a joke, or as if it’s funny to them.
Then V’s face suddenly turned serious for some reason, for which, I couldn’t get. Maybe because he saw the police hurting Rapmon? Or being too harsh on him with the cuff (lmao.. Idk..)
After them being caught by the police, it switches to Jhope.
As he stands up, he sees Jimin. (I believe there’s a special relationship between the two). But goddamn, could you imagine waking up to Jimin? Lord… o_o
Jhope snatches a pillow and hits Jimin, which flashes them back to one of BTS’s old memories: Them having a pillow fight.
And there… we see Jihope, again:
There’s also this scene: Where Rapmon opens up the same thing he did in the beginning, and inside, he found a card that has a Butterfly sign on it. I’m strongly convinced this symbolizes Jin.
Not too long after that, we’re suddenly brought by shock into Jungkook’s and Suga’s fight scene:
You could obviously tell that Suga is drunk (from Jin’s death) and still refuses to accept the fact that Jin is gone, but… Jungkook, fighting him… has already accepted the fact that Jin’s gone. That’s why on the house of cards scene, Jungkook was the one that patted him. When V knocked down the cards, it was a slap into reality for Jin that he, himself, is really gone, and Jungkook’s telling him “It’s okay, just go, be free like a Butterfly” (I’m also sure that the Butterfly song represents Jin). I’m kind of convinced that Jin is really a ghost that’s just running around and all with BTS because of the fact that they still haven’t accepted his death. And Jungkook is trying to assure and bring the rest back into reality that Jin’s dead.
*Jungkook tries to comfort Suga*
But no, shit… Suga pushes him and threw a fit back.
This is real shit now, everybody! Golden Maknae is angry!
*Boom bitch* Revenge is the best dish served.
*Yoongi still not believing Maknae was that strong*
“You’re going to get it, Jeon Jungkook.”
“You break my face, I’m going to break your favorite mirror.”
And then, Suga throws a chair into the mirror and it breaks, but then it suddenly turns into the house of cards again. (I think the cards is trying to tell us something about Jin).
I really believe that the cards is trying to tell Jin that it’s his time to go; that he doesn’t need to be with them anymore and that they all need to learn to accept the reality.
Then this scene comes up, and Jungkook is nowhere to be found, but as they zoom in closer, Jungkook is just at the back, sitting down.
But then…………….. they zoomed out, and Jungkook is ACTUALLY shown to be ALL alone.
This is another hint that Jungkook is alone in accepting Jin’s death.
Then a lot of scenes of them hanging out and having fun shows up.
Jhope then falls back asleep and then… wakes up in Jimin’s lap. (I swear, the Jihope in this MV is strong).
This might also indicate that it’s just Jhope’s dream. Also, Jin is shown kind of special in here as Jungkook looks down and finds Jin laying out there in the grass, it’s as Jin’s odd out. Maybe this is Jhope’s dream and he’s surprised that Jin’s actually there (Because he died). But then Jungkook and Jin made eye contact, again. It’s kind of a sly eye contact like “You’re dead… so, let’s not tell any of the members.” kind of thing.
There’s also an interesting lyric that I’ve found:
“I’m chasing butterflies, so lost in dreams.”
This could represent the BTS members chasing the butterfly ‘Jin’ and being too lost in their own fantasy (Not accepting he’s gone).
The next scene, shows Jungkook on top of a car, which Jin seems to be driving.
After that, it shows them terrorizing other cars, spitting on them, basically trashing it. But V… I’m pretty sure you’ll get run over if you ever do that to my car.
But this is where I found it interesting. V drew the same ‘X’ sign he drew on Jin. This is a ongoing hint that they really miss Jin, or I just don’t know what else to say. lol. Awkward…
Suga then notices the police and notifies the rest and they all try to run away from the police, again…
But Jin came to their rescue and saved them. (This is probably why they like him so much. Cause he protects them and saves them from a lot of things. My guess..)
“FUCK THE POLICE!” - BTS
Yet, we’re brought back to another BTS memory.
As soon as Jin sees Jimin, he pulls him and dump him into the bathtub. Kind of how we see his death in I Need U.
Then it goes back to their scene and now, they all seem to have escaped the police and is now walking as Jin is still driving, but Jungkook looks back.
And gave him a wink and tells him (Jin) that he could go. Probably cause now, all the BTS seems so happy.
Yet, just when we thought it was over, Bighit goes at it again.
At the end, there’s a picture from the prologue of all the 7 members at the beach, but then on the polariod picture, there’s only 6.
Then Jimin burns the polariod photo:
He probably came to accept the truth/or not! it’s either way.
Honestly, I still don’t know what V’s water scene represents. He might be trying to kill himself? Any suggestion?
already gone, a mix for the lost and lonely: [listen]
“There’s a niche in his chest where a heart would fit perfectly…”
i. NO REST FOR THE WICKED - lykke li / ii. BUZZCUT SEASON - lorde / iii. GROW - rae morris and tom odell / iv. RUN - daughter / v. SILHOUETTES - of monsters and men / vi. NEVER LET ME GO - florence and the machine / vii. RAISE YOUR LOVE - rhodes / viii. HOLOCENE - bon iver / ix. HOME II - dotan
How long she had been running, Garnet was unsure. H o w she was still running was a hell of a question as well, but neither of which appeared in her mind as her being trembled with every sob that choked through her lips, trying to put something, anything between herself and the men who had a t t a c k e d her. The door to the apartment building was slammed shut, her uncontrollable cries echoing as the young woman tried to carry her body that screamed in pain up the steps and bang on the door of the only person who she could find safety with.
To the silhouette standing on the edge of a cliff.
You’ve always thought about living your dream one day.
Here’s a new thought: Outlive your dream.
On the back of your hand, you write bullets of DOs and DON'Ts.
Don’t forget to lock the door.
Do the dishes before going back to bed.
Don’t hate your heart for beating too fast.
Do the things your mind forbids you to do.
Don’t forget me. Don’t look at me. Please look at me.
Remember when excitement didn’t mean exhaustion. Remember staying up all night because it was Christmas the following morning. Or your birthday, or a family vacation.
that no one
wants to touch
a broken girl.
So, to the silhouette standing on the edge of a cliff somewhere, don’t forget to spread your wings. Remember this: The universe holds its breath for you, even if you’ve turned your back on us.
MJL, from the part of me that still cares about life