usw

Und nach Monaten wird einem einfach klar, das diese Beziehung (Freundschaft, Liebe usw.) einfach einen selbst kaputt macht. Und dann muss man sich selber nur noch darüber klar werden, dass Loslassen die beste Option ist.

anonymous asked:

Fuer wie lange willst du das noch machen mit null Zucker usw? Wirst du iwann wieder mal was süßes oder eine Pizza essen? 😂

Bin echt happy so habe kein verlangen nach pizza etc. wenn du dich etwas länger komplett clean ernährst ohne cheatdays verändern sich deine Geschmacksknospen, sodass du keine Lust mehr auf das ganze hast✋🏼😎

Die Einsamkeit ist ein sonderbares Wesen. Lautlos kommt sie im Dunkeln angeschlichen, setzt sich ans Bett, streicht dir im Schlaf übers Haar. Umschlingt dich so fest, dass der Atem ins Stocken gerät, das Blut sich erhitzt und der Herzschlag zu rasen beginnt, während ihre Lippen die Härchen in deinem Nacken streifen. Sie hinterlässt Lügen in deinem Herzen, legt sich neben dich in der Nacht und verschlingt das Licht aus allen Ecken und Winkeln. Sie weicht nicht mehr von deiner Seite, und sie reicht dir nur die Hand, um dich wieder nach unten zu zerren, wenn du dich gerade mühsam aufrappeln willst.
—  Rette mich vor dir
cool things about people with bpd

i know bpd is hell but like hear me out

  • we strongly value our relationships
  • we know when something is genuinely Not Funny
  • we can read emotions well
  • being happy is like the best thing ever
  • we’re really good at helping others
  • we’re strong as heck, we’ve been through a lot
  • we see the world the way no one else does
  • we are super creative
  • loyalty is easy to us
  • we are really passionate
  • finding new hobbies is super fun
  • lots of us have a high pain tolerance
  • and for some reason,,, all of us are really good at making puns
[LYRICS] Not Today by BTS

Korean

All the underdogs in the world
A day may come when we lose
But it is not today
Today we fight

No not today
언젠가 꽃은 지겠지
But no not today
그 때가 오늘은 아니지
No no not today
아직은 죽기엔 too good day
No no not today no no no not today
그래 우리는 EXTRA

But still part of this world
EXTRA + ORDINARY
그것도 별 거 아녀
오늘은 절대 죽지 말아
빛은 어둠을 뚫고 나가
새 세상 너도 원해
Oh baby yes I want it

날아갈 수 없음 뛰어
Today we will survive
뛰어갈 수 없음 걸어
Today we will survive
걸어갈 수 없음 기어
기어서라도 gear up
겨눠 총 조준 발사

Not not today Not not today
Hey 뱁새들아 다 hands up
Hey 친구들아 다 hands up
Hey 나를 믿는다면 hands up
총 조준 발사

죽지 않아 묻지 마라 소리 질러
Not not today
꿇지 마라 울지 않아 손을 들어
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
총 조준 발사

Too hot 성공을 doublin’
Too hot 차트를 덤블링
Too high we on 트램펄린
Too high 누가 좀 멈추길

우린 할 수가 없었단다 실패
서로가 서롤 전부 믿었기에
What you say yeah Not today yeah
오늘은 안 죽어 절대 yeah

너의 곁에 나를 믿어
Together we won’t die
나의 곁에 너를 믿어
Together we won’t die
함께라는 말을 믿어
방탄이란 걸 믿어
겨눠 총 조준 발사

Not not today Not not today
Hey 뱁새들아 다 hands up
Hey 친구들아 다 hands up
Hey 나를 믿는다면 hands up
총 조준 발사

죽지 않아 묻지 마라 소리 질러
Not not today
꿇지 마라 울지 않아 손을 들어
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
총 조준 발사

Throw it up Throw it up
니 눈 속의 두려움 따위는 버려
Break it up Break it up
널 가두는 유리천장 따윈 부숴
Turn it up Turn it up
Burn it up Burn it up
승리의 그날까지 fight
무릎 꿇지 마 무너지지마
That’s Do not today

Not not today Not not today
Hey 뱁새들아 다 hands up
Hey 친구들아 다 hands up
Hey 나를 믿는다면 hands up
총 조준 발사

죽지 않아 묻지 마라 소리 질러
Not not today
꿇지 마라 울지 않아 손을 들어
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today

English

All the underdogs in the world
A day may come when we lose
But it is not today
Today we fight

No not today
The flowers will fall someday
But no not today
The time for that is not today
No no not today
To die, it’s yet a too good day
No no not today no no no not today
That’s right, we are EXTRA

But still part of this world
EXTRA + ORDINARY
Even that is no big deal
Don’t ever die, not today
Light pierces through darkness
You want the new world too
Oh baby yes I want it

If you can’t fly, then run
Today we will survive
If you can’t run, then walk
Today we will survive
If you can’t walk, then crawl
Even if you (have to) crawl, gear up
Ready your guns, aim, fire

Not not today Not not today
Hey crow-tits* everyone hands up
Hey friends, everyone hands up
Hey if you believe in me hands up
Guns, aim, fire

I won’t die, don’t ask, scream
Not not today
Don’t surrender, I won’t cry, put your hands up
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Guns, aim, fire

Too hot Success is doublin’
Too hot The charts are tumbling
Too high we on trampoline
Too high Would someone please stop us

We just couldn’t, (we couldn’t) fail
It was because we had all believed in each other
What you say yeah Not today yeah
I won’t die today, definitely (not); yeah

Believe in me, who is beside you
Together we won’t die
I believe in you, who is beside me
Together we won’t die
Believe when we say we’ll be together
Believe in this thing called Bangtan
Ready your guns, aim, fire

Not not today Not not today
Hey crow-tits* everyone hands up
Hey friends, everyone hands up
Hey if you believe in me hands up
Guns, aim, fire

I won’t die, don’t ask, scream
Not not today
Don’t surrender, I won’t cry, put your hands up
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Guns, aim, fire

Throw it up Throw it up
Just toss away the fear in your eyes
Break it up Break it up
Just smash the glass ceiling that shuts you in
Turn it up Turn it up
Burn it up Burn it up
Until the day of victory, Fight
Don’t kneel, don’t crumble
That’s Do not today

Not not today Not not today
Hey crow-tits* everyone hands up
Hey friends, everyone hands up
Hey if you believe in me hands up
Guns, aim, fire

I won’t die, don’t ask, scream
Not not today
Don’t kneel, I won’t cry, put your hands up
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today

(T/N: * 뱁새/Baebsae is a Korean Crow-Tit but it is also used to call someone
          who ruins themselves by trying to imitate/copy people who are better
          than them. It comes from the saying 뱁새가 황새 걸음을 걸으면 가랑이
          가 찢어진다 meaning “If a crow-tit walks like a stork, it will tear its legs.” BTS previously released a song titled ‘Baebsae’)

Trans cr; Alli & Lim @ bts-trans
© TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS

to wed my lips

stephanie w.
to hold raw worlds
within your tender eyes –
taking every dense sea
and obscene climax

blood softens, as each foam,
you’d tremble
saturated of the hemorrhage
from all light-charade
en masse, contort an art,
painfully, mind’s twilight

tangled in silence, to gleam
transcendent cries that tame
me sweetly from your cradle,
strangely
burdened to grow

stand with breath of mountains
in your wake –
dancing, exhumed by nature’s
unapologetic pace
glow gently framing every glance
without your violet purge
to skin me

death gnarling like
a vowel
your lips divinely press’d against me,
wed

W.M. <33

rejectedkpopboi  asked:

I DONT KNOW HOW GO TO FAQS ON MOBILE. HOWEVER, DO YOU THINK YOU CAN LIST SOME DEADPOOL/SPIDER-MAN FANFICTIONS?? CAUSE MAN, (I seriously went on such a rampage through your blog i probably blew up your notifications.) YES THE SPIDEY POOL AU IS TO DIE FOR.

YES HERE ARE WHAT’S AVAILABLE UP TO DATE

The Webs That Bind Us

We Kissed

If I call you Spideybabe will you call me Sweetiepool?

Venomous Blades

My Final Project

Finally I’ve handed in my Final Major project of my university education! 
I chose the book series ‘Skulduggery Pleasant’, and decided to design a Sorcerer’s town called Roarhaven, as well as the Magical Government Building, which is called the Sanctuary. I completed technical drawings, a scale model, concept art and storyboards to go alongside my designs, so I thought I’d share some of my favourites with you.

Technical Drawings:

Scale Model:

Concept Art:

Storyboards:

I.
Nero plays his lyre as Rome lights up. He doesn’t know.

II.
Herculaneum is ash and beauty all at once. Who would look for bones when this town sparkles in the sun?

III.
The Acropolis - cold, hard stone. It shatters and the dust blazes.

IV.
You are all of these things with their volatile nature.

V.
I want to burn, burn, burn.

—  And I’ll rise as like a phoenix and do it again, v.g

a list of 3oh!3 lyrics that r better than anything twenty one pilots will ever write:

  • tell ur boyfriend if he says hes got beef that im a vegetarian and i aint fucking scared of him
  • i dont go ham i go corned beef
  • i got ocd when it comes to that pussy
  • shes on her knees over there but it aint a religion
  • im gonna have a house party in my house im gonna pour booze down my mouth 
  • i wanna touch ya in a parka in russia 
  • it aint over til the fat lady sings and adele aint on this track
  • if our shits so bad why’s ur sister tryna fuck us
  • we can do an album or we can do it viral spread it like an std u got back in high school
  • reading braille off her garter strap
  • i could be your dad. actually i probably am 
  • bitches on the dick give em 3oh!3 poppin motherfuckers like you know me
  • i used to have two girlfriends now i got none bc my number two girl found out about one
  • she said she heard of me from that album Want she used to bump it in the target parking lot in a ‘97 dodge well that’s hot if her friends get together maybe i can watch
  • lips like licorice tongue like candy, excuse me miss but can i get u out ur panties 

Brief #1

Bitte pass auf, du hast mein Herz.
Mein Leben bist du, kein Scherz.
Ich will dich,
Für den Rest meines Lebens,
Ich bin dir auf ewig treu ergeben.
Bitte pass auf, ich vertraue dir,
Mein Glück existiert nur mit einem wir.
Bitte vergiss mich nie,
Ich will keine andere sie.
Bitte pass einfach nur auf und komm zurück, Ich will dich wieder haben, mein größtes Glück.

—  Einweiteresgebrochenesherz

I: WRATH

Bruises under your eyes and mouth from telling my family about us
I kiss you better and you pretend nothing hurts
I strike them back, every one of them
I want them to ache like we do

II: GREED

The signs along the highway tell us that God hates us
You stop to throw up on the side of the road
You say you’re so sick of being told who hates us
When will we hear about who loves us
We want to keep all the world’s love for ourselves

III: GLUTTONY

The waitress in the first diner we stop at has shifty eyes
I don’t touch you so she won’t make us leave
Strawberry syrup stains your teeth sticky red like blood
It reminds me that we’re monsters pretending to be human
At least that’s how the waitress sees it when I slip up
That’s how I feel when she calls the diner family-friendly
Meaning that our mere existence is not safe for children’s eyes
Meaning we need to leave

IV: SLOTH

A motel bed feels familiar but strange at the same time
It feels safer than the outside world
Outside is full of sharp things that do not want us
But the bed is simple and soft and doesn’t care about much
I want to stay here forever where life is slow and easy
You remind me that there is more to our lives than hiding

V: ENVY

The bruises on your eyes and mouth are gone
But I can still taste the ones on your lower lip when we kiss
I know they still hurt in a way only you and I can feel
They sting in a way that only people like us can ever know
Because the world was not built for us
It was made for men who love only women and women who love only men
It was designed to trip us and then refuse to help us back up
Later it would blame us for the fall it had caused
As if we are the problem, when in reality it’s the system

VI: LUST

Our existence isn’t poisonous to children
It’s not PG-13, not X-rated
It’s only dirty when we want it to be
Only when I want your venom and your violation and spit-slicked skin
Even then it’s purer than what people let their kids see on TV
It’s better than what those people plaster over billboards
They can publicly advertise how they have sex
Yet they’re still considered clean
We hold hands in public and we’re seen as inappropriate

VII: PRIDE

Despite the pain we’re still the same
Nothing can take away our pride
Not the hot anger of fistfights
Or the cold rejection of waitresses
Our deaths on television do not deter us
This city is ugly and dirty down to the bone
But we make a home out of anything we find
We’re smarter, better, prouder, kinder
Because we do not hate love like the real monsters do
We are so much more than how we are seen by bad people


The Seven Deadly Sins of Being Gay in America 

nevverforgetyourdreams  asked:

Als du angefangen hast dich Vegan zu ernähren, war es dann direkt von 0 auf 100, oder Schrittweise? Immer ein tierisches Produkt weggelassen usw.

Bei uns war’s vom einen auf den anderen Tag. Da war das Gewissen einfach stärker als die Gewohnheit. Wie der Umstieg am besten funktioniert, muss aber jeder individuell für sich selbst mit Berücksichtigung seiner Lebenssituation abwägen.