usw

in cradles petrified

-//Stephanie-//
like a searing dove, you find his
grace beyond all being
ascending suicide and music , the sheer
disaster of all trade

jackals sting me with emotion,
blankly forward in this charred
heirloom,
decaying vast before the wake

mystified more than you are,
scanty, his scars varnished
in cradles petrified

brooded, lost silhouette, unfurling
eyes that play between
all magic, lost inside a prayer
or sin,
infatuated

  • <p> <b></b> Ich hasse mich so sehr! Ich bin Fett, blaß, vernarbt usw ich bin einfach nur abstoßend! Ein richtig wiederliches fettes Stück scheiße bin ich! Ich wünschte ich könnte einfach sterben. Ich halte es in diesen scheiß Körper nicht aus!<p/></p>
Die Einsamkeit ist ein sonderbares Wesen. Lautlos kommt sie im Dunkeln angeschlichen, setzt sich ans Bett, streicht dir im Schlaf übers Haar. Umschlingt dich so fest, dass der Atem ins Stocken gerät, das Blut sich erhitzt und der Herzschlag zu rasen beginnt, während ihre Lippen die Härchen in deinem Nacken streifen. Sie hinterlässt Lügen in deinem Herzen, legt sich neben dich in der Nacht und verschlingt das Licht aus allen Ecken und Winkeln. Sie weicht nicht mehr von deiner Seite, und sie reicht dir nur die Hand, um dich wieder nach unten zu zerren, wenn du dich gerade mühsam aufrappeln willst.
—  Rette mich vor dir
cool things about people with bpd

i know bpd is hell but like hear me out

  • we strongly value our relationships
  • we know when something is genuinely Not Funny
  • we can read emotions well
  • being happy is like the best thing ever
  • we’re really good at helping others
  • we’re strong as heck, we’ve been through a lot
  • we see the world the way no one else does
  • we are super creative
  • loyalty is easy to us
  • we are really passionate
  • finding new hobbies is super fun
  • lots of us have a high pain tolerance
  • and for some reason,,, all of us are really good at making puns
[LYRICS] Not Today by BTS

Korean

All the underdogs in the world
A day may come when we lose
But it is not today
Today we fight

No not today
언젠가 꽃은 지겠지
But no not today
그 때가 오늘은 아니지
No no not today
아직은 죽기엔 too good day
No no not today no no no not today
그래 우리는 EXTRA

But still part of this world
EXTRA + ORDINARY
그것도 별 거 아녀
오늘은 절대 죽지 말아
빛은 어둠을 뚫고 나가
새 세상 너도 원해
Oh baby yes I want it

날아갈 수 없음 뛰어
Today we will survive
뛰어갈 수 없음 걸어
Today we will survive
걸어갈 수 없음 기어
기어서라도 gear up
겨눠 총 조준 발사

Not not today Not not today
Hey 뱁새들아 다 hands up
Hey 친구들아 다 hands up
Hey 나를 믿는다면 hands up
총 조준 발사

죽지 않아 묻지 마라 소리 질러
Not not today
꿇지 마라 울지 않아 손을 들어
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
총 조준 발사

Too hot 성공을 doublin’
Too hot 차트를 덤블링
Too high we on 트램펄린
Too high 누가 좀 멈추길

우린 할 수가 없었단다 실패
서로가 서롤 전부 믿었기에
What you say yeah Not today yeah
오늘은 안 죽어 절대 yeah

너의 곁에 나를 믿어
Together we won’t die
나의 곁에 너를 믿어
Together we won’t die
함께라는 말을 믿어
방탄이란 걸 믿어
겨눠 총 조준 발사

Not not today Not not today
Hey 뱁새들아 다 hands up
Hey 친구들아 다 hands up
Hey 나를 믿는다면 hands up
총 조준 발사

죽지 않아 묻지 마라 소리 질러
Not not today
꿇지 마라 울지 않아 손을 들어
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
총 조준 발사

Throw it up Throw it up
니 눈 속의 두려움 따위는 버려
Break it up Break it up
널 가두는 유리천장 따윈 부숴
Turn it up Turn it up
Burn it up Burn it up
승리의 그날까지 fight
무릎 꿇지 마 무너지지마
That’s Do not today

Not not today Not not today
Hey 뱁새들아 다 hands up
Hey 친구들아 다 hands up
Hey 나를 믿는다면 hands up
총 조준 발사

죽지 않아 묻지 마라 소리 질러
Not not today
꿇지 마라 울지 않아 손을 들어
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today

English

All the underdogs in the world
A day may come when we lose
But it is not today
Today we fight

No not today
The flowers will fall someday
But no not today
The time for that is not today
No no not today
To die, it’s yet a too good day
No no not today no no no not today
That’s right, we are EXTRA

But still part of this world
EXTRA + ORDINARY
Even that is no big deal
Don’t ever die, not today
Light pierces through darkness
You want the new world too
Oh baby yes I want it

If you can’t fly, then run
Today we will survive
If you can’t run, then walk
Today we will survive
If you can’t walk, then crawl
Even if you (have to) crawl, gear up
Ready your guns, aim, fire

Not not today Not not today
Hey crow-tits* everyone hands up
Hey friends, everyone hands up
Hey if you believe in me hands up
Guns, aim, fire

I won’t die, don’t ask, scream
Not not today
Don’t surrender, I won’t cry, put your hands up
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Guns, aim, fire

Too hot Success is doublin’
Too hot The charts are tumbling
Too high we on trampoline
Too high Would someone please stop us

We just couldn’t, (we couldn’t) fail
It was because we had all believed in each other
What you say yeah Not today yeah
I won’t die today, definitely (not); yeah

Believe in me, who is beside you
Together we won’t die
I believe in you, who is beside me
Together we won’t die
Believe when we say we’ll be together
Believe in this thing called Bangtan
Ready your guns, aim, fire

Not not today Not not today
Hey crow-tits* everyone hands up
Hey friends, everyone hands up
Hey if you believe in me hands up
Guns, aim, fire

I won’t die, don’t ask, scream
Not not today
Don’t surrender, I won’t cry, put your hands up
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Guns, aim, fire

Throw it up Throw it up
Just toss away the fear in your eyes
Break it up Break it up
Just smash the glass ceiling that shuts you in
Turn it up Turn it up
Burn it up Burn it up
Until the day of victory, Fight
Don’t kneel, don’t crumble
That’s Do not today

Not not today Not not today
Hey crow-tits* everyone hands up
Hey friends, everyone hands up
Hey if you believe in me hands up
Guns, aim, fire

I won’t die, don’t ask, scream
Not not today
Don’t kneel, I won’t cry, put your hands up
Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today
Hey Not not today

(T/N: * 뱁새/Baebsae is a Korean Crow-Tit but it is also used to call someone
          who ruins themselves by trying to imitate/copy people who are better
          than them. It comes from the saying 뱁새가 황새 걸음을 걸으면 가랑이
          가 찢어진다 meaning “If a crow-tit walks like a stork, it will tear its legs.” BTS previously released a song titled ‘Baebsae’)

Trans cr; Alli & Lim @ bts-trans
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mystic vein of self

stephanie w.
mystic vein of self, I
murder your wretched strand
apart
guileless a king, he was
dreaming from light throne
that could pretend

queen of the cruel, soft freedom
lost – deep criminal
in chains;
imprisoned by a lesser fool,
angel’s bite, spurring on

under the sun, sweet song,
anew
a fleeting, fragile path
with then, his mistress lagging
unkempt or fallen, bled

damp oath, gone
wedding fugue that sights
gnarled candle in her eye
leaning toward dark sanctity
reached, crimson, from the sky

complete, I mourn his wrath
as though you could condemn
and play, a brooding martyr’s sighs

that, crystalline,
forgets

My Final Project

Finally I’ve handed in my Final Major project of my university education! 
I chose the book series ‘Skulduggery Pleasant’, and decided to design a Sorcerer’s town called Roarhaven, as well as the Magical Government Building, which is called the Sanctuary. I completed technical drawings, a scale model, concept art and storyboards to go alongside my designs, so I thought I’d share some of my favourites with you.

Technical Drawings:

Scale Model:

Concept Art:

Storyboards:

rejectedkpopboi  asked:

I DONT KNOW HOW GO TO FAQS ON MOBILE. HOWEVER, DO YOU THINK YOU CAN LIST SOME DEADPOOL/SPIDER-MAN FANFICTIONS?? CAUSE MAN, (I seriously went on such a rampage through your blog i probably blew up your notifications.) YES THE SPIDEY POOL AU IS TO DIE FOR.

YES HERE ARE WHAT’S AVAILABLE UP TO DATE

The Webs That Bind Us

We Kissed

If I call you Spideybabe will you call me Sweetiepool?

Venomous Blades

a list of 3oh!3 lyrics that r better than anything twenty one pilots will ever write:

  • tell ur boyfriend if he says hes got beef that im a vegetarian and i aint fucking scared of him
  • i dont go ham i go corned beef
  • i got ocd when it comes to that pussy
  • shes on her knees over there but it aint a religion
  • im gonna have a house party in my house im gonna pour booze down my mouth 
  • i wanna touch ya in a parka in russia 
  • it aint over til the fat lady sings and adele aint on this track
  • if our shits so bad why’s ur sister tryna fuck us
  • we can do an album or we can do it viral spread it like an std u got back in high school
  • reading braille off her garter strap
  • i could be your dad. actually i probably am 
  • bitches on the dick give em 3oh!3 poppin motherfuckers like you know me
  • i used to have two girlfriends now i got none bc my number two girl found out about one
  • she said she heard of me from that album Want she used to bump it in the target parking lot in a ‘97 dodge well that’s hot if her friends get together maybe i can watch
  • lips like licorice tongue like candy, excuse me miss but can i get u out ur panties 

I.
Nero plays his lyre as Rome lights up. He doesn’t know.

II.
Herculaneum is ash and beauty all at once. Who would look for bones when this town sparkles in the sun?

III.
The Acropolis - cold, hard stone. It shatters and the dust blazes.

IV.
You are all of these things with their volatile nature.

V.
I want to burn, burn, burn.

—  And I’ll rise as like a phoenix and do it again, v.g