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usmcgirlalways replied to your post: usmcgirlalways replied to your post: 15 days. ????…

=\ WHAT THE LITERAL FUCK!? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

Nope, not kidding. He’s so stupid. He will be miserable. If they even make it 15 more days (I have no idea how their relationship is going because I don’t talk to him), their marriage sure as hell won’t last long. 

Honestly, I want him to be happy. I love him with all my heart and want the best for him. But this ISN’T the best. This is the biggest mistake of his life. And I wish there was something I can do, but there’s not. His mom let him have it. She was so infuriated with him when she found out. She thinks he’s being a moron, but she is playing nice with Crystal and I think she’s going up for the wedding, because if somehow they manage to make it, she wants to be able to look them in the eye, y'know? Grandma was on the phone with Sam (Joe’s mom) and was like “Ahahaha you’re going to be a grandma.” And Sam was like “AHAHAHAHA YOU’RE GOING TO BE A GREAT GRANDMA!” XD So, everyone in the family thinks he’s making a huge mistake, but they’re gonna play nice, cuz there's nothing they can do about it. And they’re still including me in their family stuff, making me feel like I still belong. Which is wonderful. I thought I would lose them too.

I’m just praying that they don’t get married. Because we all know that he’s going to screw her and those baby girls over too. Yeah, Crystal is the queen of cunts, but she doesn’t deserve that. No one deserves that.

Joe just has no business getting married to someone he doesn’t know. Especially when he admits he doesn’t know what he wants in life.

Plus, I miss him and want him back when the time is right. lol

But lately this whole thing has been killing me. I barely even get out of bed anymore. And I don’t blog about it because I feel like I’m annoying. So I just keep it inside. Plus, add all the shit Steven has done to me in the past two weeks already, and its like… what the actual fuck, please just shoot me.

usmcgirlalways replied to your post: 15 days.

???? whattt? who?

Joey. MY Joey. </3 He marries Crystal on April 30th. Disgusting, right? They’ve only known each other for a little over a month, have only been dating for a month. He just left me here. And now he’s marrying her.

I’m just hoping for a miracle to happen. For him to get his head outta his ass and realize that they barely know each other and that he can’t support her and her babies, or take on the responsibility of being a father. (He really can’t. Not just saying that. All he ever said to me when we broke up was that he didn’t want to be tied down and that he wanted to have fun. He will be miserable.)

Okay. I’m getting all worked up. But yeah. Joseph.