this time she’s really out my life, I know I gotta get her back. just need one night to hit it right, but i can’t get it. know, she deserves to up and leave, if it was me i’d do the same.
“Chris, bro, it’s been months. you gotta get out and return to your normal self.” red said, he took a sip of his beer walking towards me. “let’s go get some bitches!” he shouted, I rolled my eyes standing up.
“that’s the reason why I’m single, fam.” I retorted, I grabbed the bottle of henny downing it. “y/n is always in her feelings. she’ll come back.” he said, I sighed shaking my head.
“not this time, man.” my voice cracked, I threw the bottle at the wall, watching all the glass fly. a photo of me and y/n fell off the table, cracking the frame.
red scuffed, “whatever.” he fanned me off, walking out of the room. I sat down on the bed, trying to collect myself.
I really fucked up bad this time. always getting myself into some dumb shit, with the law, petty drama on social media, and hurting the one who’s been my rock through all the bullshit. all the shit I put her through, I know she hates me, but I can’t accept that, knowing she despises me breaks my heart.
I can’t breathe, can’t sleep, can’t dream, I’m so weak, I gotta get her back.
sighing, I got up waking over to my closet, quickly changing into an all black outfit. I grabbed the keys to my car, walking out of the house.
I was invited to a house party, but I knew y/n would be there so I had decided to not go, but I was more determined than ever to get my baby.
I raced through the steets until I got out to where I needed to be. I got out of the car, walking into the huge mansion. “ayy Chris, you made it!” Ty shouted, she smiled walking over towards me. “wassup.” I said, he dabbed me.
“fam, you came just in time. shits about to get lit.” he said, I looked around at my surroundings, trying to find y/n. “yeah, have you happened to see y/n?” I asked, he raised his brow.
“uh, I think.” he mumbled, I creased my brow. “you think?” I questioned, he stood there trying to think, I fanned him off walking past him. I made my way to the top deck, looking down at everyone trying to spot y/n.
I scanned the place until my eyes landed on her, sitting by the pool with her friends. I walked back out, making my way out to the backyard. I said hi to a couple people, but not really interested in starting a conversation with any of them.
making my way to the pull where y/n was chilling, I took a deep breath making my way toward her. her friends were laughing and smiling until they saw me, I mentally rolled my eyes, fanning them off.
I tapped on Y/N’s shoulder, causing her to turn around. her smile faded once she saw me, I gave her a big cheesy smile bending down to her level. “can we talk?” I asked, she glared at me. “we’re talking.” she said, I chuckled looking at her friends. “in private.” I retorted.
she rolled her eyes, getting out of the pool. I quickly grabbed her towel, handing it to her. she took it out of my hands, walking towards the house. I bit my lip, watching her hips.
we entered the house, I grabbed her hand, leading her into an empty bedroom. I shut the door behind me, locking it. “if you brought me in here to get a quick fuck, than you really are a stupid ass.” she sassed, I laughed sitting on the bed.
“I need you to come back home.” I said, she laughed, clutching onto her chest. “now you’re a comedian.” she laughed, I had a serious look on my face. “Y/N, baby, I know I fucked up. I’m paying for it right now, but you know how I am.” I defended, she rolled her eyes.
“that’s not an excuse. you swear you love me, but you turn around and fuck other hoes, like we in some open relationship or something!” she yelled, I sighed. “why are you catching an attitude?” I retorted, she raised her brow. “you’re the reason why I have an attitude at the moment.” she shot back, I stood up.
“well, let me fix it.” I smirked, she looked at me for a minute. “you’re so fucking childish. I really can’t take you serious.” she shouted, I nodded my head, grabbing her hips. “go on, let it all out.” I said, kissing on her neck.
“can you stop?!” she yelled, pushing me back. “you always do this!” she yelled, I rolled my eyes. “I’m starting to get real irritated!” I raised my voice, sitting down on the bed. “good!” she shot, “you think you can make everything okay again by sex. everytime it’s the same shit, next week you’ll be back to doing the same shit. it’s the same fucking cycle with you!” she shouted.
“okay, well what do you want me to do!” I yelled. “get your shit together, and do it fast.” she retorted. “I can’t if you won’t let me!” I yelled. “damn Y/N, are you going to let me in?” I questioned. “are you going to change?” she asked, I sighed. “I can show you, better than I can tell you.” I said softly.
I grabbed her hands, pulling her closer to me. placing my hands on her waist, I looked down at her, kissing her forehead softly. “can I?” I asked.
she looked up at me, biting her lip. nodded her can slowly. I smiled, taking my jacket off. “sit on the bed.” I said. she didn’t say anything, just did what I told her to.
I took my shirt off, turning to look at her. I bit my lip, making my way to her. grabbing her leg, dragging her toward me. her back now laying perfectly on the bed.
“I’ve been waiting so long for this.” I whispered, before smashing my lips into hers.
tonite is going to be a long, loud night.