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STEREK PLAYLIST

I Found - Amber Run

My Sterek ANTHEM

“And I’ve moved further than I thought I could
But I miss you more than I thought I would
Oh I’ll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense, then you’ll lose your mind
And I found love where it wasn’t supposed to be
Right in front of me, talk some sense to me”



Don’t Leave - Snakehips

This song makes me think about Stiles trying to stop Derek from leaving

“But I’m not just a fuck-up, I’m the fuck-up you need
I don’t hear nobody when you focus on me
Perfectly imperfect, yeah, I hope that you see
Tell me you see
‘Cause I know that you’ve been thinking 'bout it
Don’t leave
Shut your mind off and let your heart breathe
You don’t need to be worried
I may not ever get my shit together
But ain’t nobody gonna love you better”



For My Help - Hayden Calnin

This one jus makes me think of Stiles waiting for Derek to come back

“One day, you’ll come back here
For my help“



You Found Me - The Fray

And this one reminds me of Stiles when Derek returns - angry at him for leaving him but thankful that he came back

“Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Spent by the telephone
That never rang
And all I needed was a call
That never came
From the corner of First and Amistad
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me”



The Quiet - Troye Sivan

This one makes me think of Derek pining after Stiles and missing his constant voice.

“This separation, time and space between us
For some revelation
You didn’t even care to discuss
I’d rather be black and blue
Than accept that you withdrew
Aah, just tell me
Say anything
Anything hurts less than the quiet”



All I Ask - Adele

I’m currently writing a fic based on this one. It just gives me so many Sterek feels. How I imagine it could have gone down if Stiles caught Derek before he left.

“Look, don’t get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is
If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I’m more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?“



Closer - Kings Of Leon

The music and sound of this song feel Stereky to me and the lyrics are pretty epically Derek in parts

“Stranded in this spooky town
Stoplight is swaying and the phone lines are down
Floor is crackling cold
She took my heart, I think she took my soul
With the moon I run
Far from the carnage of the fiery sun“



Superman - Rachel Platten

Stiles looking at Derek

“If I could break away half of all your pain
I’d take the worst of it and carry you like you carry me
You say that you’re alright when tears are in your eyes
We’re strong enough for this and I need you
It’s okay that you need me
So put your armor on the ground tonight
Cause everyone’s got to come down sometimesYou don’t have to be Superman
You don’t have to be Superman
You don’t have to hold the world in your hands
You’ve already shown me that you can
Don’t have to be Superman”



This Means War - Marianas Trench

A catchy little song with a great idea of Stiles getting out of the Supernatural chaos at college only to miss it (and Derek)

“Its been what? A half a year
Like nothing ever happen in-between us
I fill you in on how you’ve been
And I would tell you anything you’d like to hear now
And we can laugh some
Reminisce some
From the same old stories to the new ones
When the nights done, I will just see you around
But that’s not what I came here for, my amour
I hate to admit it but I miss the war
Gotta get you under fire quick
Brace for it
I’d rather be a riot than be indifferent
This means war, yeah
This means, this means, this mean this means war”



Flares - The Script

The Script are my faves. This song is full of Stiles trying to reach Derek.

“Did you lose what won’t return?
Did you love but never learn?
The fire’s out but still it burns
And no one cares, there’s no one there…
But did you see the flares in the sky?
Were you blinded by the light?
Did you feel the smoke in your eyes?
Did you, did you?
Did you see the sparks filled with hope?
You are not alone
'Cause someone’s out there, sending out flares“



I’m Yours - The Script

And keeping with my lovely Danny O’Donoghue of The Script, this one is slower and romantical and fluffy and lovely.

“I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I’m yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I’m quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I’m yours“



Dust To Dust - The Civil Wars

Another slow one full of feels

“You’ve held your head up
You’ve fought the fight
You bear the scars
You’ve done your time
Listen to me
You’ve been lonely, too long…
You’re like a mirror, reflecting me
Takes one to know one, so take it from me
You’ve been lonely
You’ve been lonely, too long“



Only Wanna Dance With You - Kesha

Because there needs to be some upbeat feel-good dancey stuff on the list too.

“Fell in love on accident
Now it doesn’t matter
You got to me
You saw through me
You’re in for it now
You’re all I wanna do
I only wanna dance with you“



Shine - Years & Years

I love Years & Years and this is another upbeat happier one that fits a bit

“I was biting my tongue
I was trying to hide
(Ooh oh oh oh, ooh oh oh ooh)
I’ll forget what I’ve done
I’ll be redefined
It’s shaking the sky
And I’m following lightning
I’ll recover if you keep me alive
Don’t leave me behind
Can you see me I’m shining
And it’s you that I’ve been waiting to find“



Something Just Like This - The Chainsmokers

A new one I heard on the radio and fell in love with the beat and chorus and instantly thought of my babies for whatever reason (possibly because I’m always thinking of them…)

“I’ve been reading books of old
The legends and the myths
Achilles and his gold
Hercules and his gifts
Spiderman’s control
And Batman with his fists
And clearly I don’t see myself upon that list…
She said "Where’d you wanna go?
How much you wanna risk?
I’m not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some superhero
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can kiss”
want something just like this“



I Wanna - The All-American Rejects

Just a bit of fun really

“I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too”

Find these and more on my Spotify Playlist!

No Justice for Nabra

We want to blame her for the length of her skirt
We want to blame him for not walking her home
We want to blame her for the hour of night
We want to blame him for not teaching her better
We want to blame her for being visible
We want to blame him for not keeping her unseen

All this
instead of blaming them
for the bat that beat her
Them for the hands that took her
Them for the body that raped her
Them for the hate that killed her

And us
for being the ones who betrayed her.

#Justice4Nabra

and in the end you’re still my FRIEND at least we did intend
for us to
WORK we didn’t BREAK, we didn’t BURN
we had to learn how to BEND without the world CAVING IN
i had to learn what i’ve GOT, and what i’m NOT and who i AM
I WON’T GIVE UP ON US


for @bbcmary ♥ happy birthday, darling !!

In Optimism Turning

I woke this morning
With a sun in my hair
The kind of burning
That doesn’t break the skin

It’s been a while since I felt a mercy like that
So I sunk into you as you are
Always warm and beside me
We made love on the whispers

It should be cold at this hour
But the A/C is running
Because nothing operates
Per manual in these parts

I’ve learned never to
Expect anything less
Cyclical has never existed for us
We run with a flow from somewhere else

I won’t complain about that
I always pined for a changing
Now a changing I get on repeat
I don’t have to beg any longer

My thoughts have fallen lately
Obssessed with the stones in a row
Lined in front of us
We must cast onto ourselves

The freedom we will find
In this skeleton waiting
Without resistance
For us to lock the closet

And I’m okay with it now
I would do anything for you
For us
For them

Although I may not even once
Act on a gracious note
Just know it’s never been a dry endeavor
And we’ll dance when this is over

You don’t have to collect any tears
Just be there when I finish sinking
Reemerge warm and feathered again
You have always been more patient than me

Thank you for never
Expecting a pretty thing
Or a conscious head
To rely on


~ Amanda Cary

©AmandaCary2017

Passionate Romantic

Round two of my lyric dump for tonight! Woohoo! I’m so excited to put these out I like how they turned out and I hope y’all do too. These requested by @valwyrie (thank you again and apologies for the wait), so here we go: singable English lyrics for Shunjou Romantic are under the cut!

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Past Due Its Time

The screams of a harrowing gale

Brought down the tempest

That broke what it felt

To be living things under it

Somehow we lived

Despite every feeling of death


A wicked silence fell upon us

For if our tears were felt upon the strewn dirt

We thought we would perish with it

No other voice was more natural


Then the birds sang a song

That neither rang cheerful nor sorrowful

But sang truer than any other emotion

The melody of hope, of love, of spirit

Silenced silence once more

For it was past due its time


The song only grew more pronounced

Until each voice became an instrument

In its profound grace and strength

It reminded us every storm had its rainbow

And every raindrop fed a field of roses

Of lilacs, of lilies, of every living thing

They all sprouted from the dirt

That fed from the blood of the past


Farewell, dear friend.  Find me in the depths of our unfound happiness and let us wander in it for the rest of our being in this universe.  We were so young, but we knew it couldn’t be hidden forever.


“And the songs that we sing from the stands, from our bands

Set the whole planet shaking.” - Tony Walsh

Novena to the Holy Spirit
Day 9

✞ In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.  Amen. ✞

Father
Through Jesus, Your Son
You sent the Paraclete to be at our side
To reconcile all creation to You

Grant that we may be forever open
To Jesus’ invitation to
Receive the Holy Spirit

Father, open our hearts to accept
Your forgiveness for our sins
And to offer that same forgiveness
To those who we feel have offended us

For merciful forgiveness
Is the essence of Your love
Revealed in Your Son

Come, O Divine Spirit
Fill our hearts with Your heavenly fruits

Your Charity
Joy
Peace
Patience
Kindness
Goodness
Faith
Gentleness
And Self-control
That we may
By faithful submission to Your inspiration
Merit to be united eternally with You
In the love of the Father
And the Son

Amen

Pray the Our Father, Hail Mary and Glory Be

Five Nights at Freddy's Song
The Living Tombstone
Five Nights at Freddy's Song

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
We’re waiting every night
to finally roam and invite
newcomers to play with us
for many years we’ve been all alone

We’re forced to be still and play
The same songs we’ve known since that day
An imposter took our life away
Now we’re stuck here to decay

Pre-Chorus:
Please let us get in!
don’t lock us away!
We’re not like what you’re thinking

We’re poor little souls
who have lost all control
and we’re forced here to take that role

We’ve been all alone
Stuck in our little zone
Since 1987

Join us, be our friend
or just be stuck and defend
after all you only got

Chorus: x2
Five Nights at Freddy’s
Is this where you want to be
I just don’t get it
Why do you want to stay

Verse 2:
We’re really quite surprised
We get to see you another night
You should have looked for another job
you should have said to this place good-bye

It’s like there’s so much more
Maybe you’ve been in this place before
We remember a face like yours
You seem acquainted with those doors

-Pre-Chorus
-Chorus

A Litany for Survival

For those of us who live at the shoreline
standing upon the constant edges of decision
crucial and alone
for those of us who cannot indulge
the passing dreams of choice
who love in doorways coming and going
in the hours between dawns
looking inward and outward
at once before and after
seeking a now that can breed
futures
like bread in our children’s mouths
so their dreams will not reflect
the death of ours:

For those of us
who were imprinted with fear
like a faint line in the center of our foreheads
learning to be afraid with our mother’s milk
for by this weapon
this illusion of some safety to be found
the heavy-footed hoped to silence us
For all of us
this instant and this triumph
We were never meant to survive.

And when the sun rises we are afraid
it might not remain
when the sun sets we are afraid
it might not rise in the morning
when our stomachs are full we are afraid
of indigestion
when our stomachs are empty we are afraid
we may never eat again
when we are loved we are afraid
love will vanish
when we are alone we are afraid
love will never return
and when we speak we are afraid
our words will not be heard
nor welcomed
but when we are silent
we are still afraid
So it is better to speak
remembering
we were never meant to survive.

―Audre Lorde, The Black Unicorn: Poems

We're Getting Deeper in This Mess

word count: 2.2k

genre: more 2012 angst (there’s a happy ending dw)

warnings: swearing? sexual references??

summary: songfic based on the quiet by troye sivan. things end and so they remain quiet. it’s deafening, but they’re too scared to say anything, so they remain distant. 

a/n: I hate this fic so much but i haven’t published anything in a while so here’s a songfic :)

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