use me whenever you want

Did someone say different hair styles?

this was your way to kill me, to use me for sex whenever you wanted it was always about fucking sex and my fucking body, yet you still made me feel so fucking ugly.
I’ll give up anything to get over you
Or to have you come back
At this point my hands never stop shaking and I’m always running
But I don’t know where I’m going
I got so cold this morning I almost started crying and
It reminded me of you leaving
When he called me pretty I felt like lighting my skin on fire because you used to say that whenever you wanted something from me and
He must want something from me and
I don’t know how to say no anymore.
—  Side effects– Lily Rain

we are bored and in honor of our undying love for each other we decided to make tumblr awards so here we go *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

RULES
  • must be following chris and julia
  • reblog this to enter (likes only for bookmarks)
  • must reach at least 40 notes or i’ll eat julia’s cat no kidding
  • there will be one winner and one runner-up for each category
  • ends august 25th
CATEGORIES
  • draco malfoy award: best url
  • andromeda black award: best icon
  • blaise zabini award: best theme
  • narcissa malfoy award: best sidebar
  • bellatrix lestrange award: best harry potter blog
  • pansy parkinson award: best teen wolf blog
  • theodore nott award: best game of thrones blog
  • lucius malfoy award: best multifandom blog
  • severus snape award: best original content (for this category send me or julia a message letting us know of your edits/gifs/graphics tag)
  • regulus black award: best overall
  • tom riddle award: julia’s favorite
  • remus lupin award: christina’s favorite
PRIZES

WINNERS:

  • follow from both of us (if not already)
  • unlimited promos from me and julia whenever you want
  • spot on our updates tabs
  • an edit if requested
  • our souls

RUNNER-UPS

  • follow from both of us (if not already)
  • 2 promos upon request from both of us
  • spot on our updates tabs
  • our souls
Note left for Darren:

Hi my love,

I hope you slept well.  My mom and dad decided this morning that they wanted to go to Fountain Square. I didn’t want to wake you up so they’ve gone with Anna and Mark and won’t be back until later. I promised we would go with them to the Festival Of Lights at Cincinnati Zoo tonight but other than that, we’ve got all day for just us :)

I’m downstairs making breakfast whenever you want to join me.

Juls xxx