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title: future hearts

pairing: jimin x reader / jungkook x reader

genres: angst, smut

note: I was inspired to do this after seeing this future hearts vine yesterday, and really enjoyed the song, so thank you to that lovely person ♡ & also the final end clip of the video is a fancam and here is the credit for that!

It was everything, from his tattoos, to his touches to the way sweat rolled down his neck as he strummed into his guitar on stage; everything about him completely enthralled you. So why are you now, two and a half years later, on a train to Seoul, telling a complete stranger the recollection of how you became fated to forever have scars on all of your future hearts due to the happiness, but most of all the pain, that came along with falling in love with Jeon Jungkook.

→ Paper Doll (pt. 2)

Originally posted by jengkook

pairing → Jungkook x Reader

genre → idol+singer-songwriter!au, drama, slight angst, smut

 warning  sex, language

word count   → 4.7k

 summary   → When the nation’s little sister, IU, gets into a huge scandal, your agency seizes the opportunity to thrust you into that now vacant spotlight. Your self-composed song Paper Doll becomes an overnight sensation, and soon people are itching to find out who was the one who broke your heart. All hell breaks loose once netizens discover that you used to date popular idol, Jeon Jungkook. Little do they know that it wasn’t him who left the relationship unscathed –  it was you.

↳ alternatively: a story on the consequences of a hit break-up song

i | ii 

 a/n  → i haven’t even been on tumblr for a week and askdjjj I can’t believe how many people liked pt. i –  also, I know absolutely nothing about songwriting or music theory, or anything really, so this is me bullshitting my way through 4k words that i haven’t proofread



You associated every song of yours to a specific time and place.

The whimsical cluster chords that opened up Blue Afternoon made you think of the view from your window last spring. Looking down on the busy streets of Seoul from your flat, a crowding of umbrellas had danced to the sound of heavy rain, and you had been immediately struck with a melody line.

That was your favorite part of songwriting – that moment when you finally had something, after having absolutely nothing.

Ironically enough, out of all the songs on your album, you disliked Paper Doll the most.

Even before it had been propelled to the top of the music charts, the song had never been a favorite. The melody line was catchy but predictable, with the most common chord progressions and an overproduced chorus. The people reviewing your songs during the album production had all loved it, however, and they had adamantly decided to push it as a title track.

It was amusing how people presumed the song described a devastating heartbreak between you and your first love. They weren’t exactly wrong, but their interpretation was completely off. Still, you weren’t stupid enough to disapprove their theories. If they wanted to believe that your first boyfriend was a heartless playboy, then that wasn’t your problem.

At least you had never thought it would have to be a problem.

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12 am, Somewhere cold

Shuffled playlist,
Some rapper screamin,

“I see Black skies, and white lies”

And its too dark to see,
The light doesn’t reach past
My phone screen.

“Thoughts consuming me”

Why didn’t we last?
No more comfort
In tears or,
Imaginary conversations

“I won’t allow myself happiness because it’s all lies”

No grandiose epiphanies
Nor divine revelations,
Tonight, I just don’t wanna be,
The one that cries.

“It seems that anything offered can be enough but…”

it’s only me
My music
And,

“… I’m so fucking numb”

~deAngelo || Snow XXXTENTACION

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Okay, so I meant to post this yesterday but because of that last episode, I decided to wait because I’m still crying over here. Honestly, I’ve been in the mood to do something feelsy/mild angst in this fandom because it needs more of it tbh-,,, but it has a happy ending, so you guys can’t hate me too much, right? ( ;;; ω ;;; ) If you’re wondering what happened, Yuuri got into a serious car accident before the GPF and Viktor never left his side after his surgery.
Now if you’ll excuse me, I’ll be dying in the corner until the next episode releases.

PLEASE READ RIGHT TO LEFT !!

Drabbles

as a thank you for reaching 5K followers i asked you guys to send me drabble requests based on this post for 24 hours; i will be posting all of these drabbles but please bare with me as it could take me a while! also some drabbles have more than one part (so they’ve turned into a mini series) because people requested the same member and au, it’s just to make things a bit easier for me! 

PSA: please don’t ask for specific upload dates!

Originally posted by smol-jims

⚤= smut | ♞= angst | ☁= fluff

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Psychosis Day 8

You gave me so much,

Love,
Hope,
Warmth,
A shoulder,
A smile,
A purpose,

The feelings and emotions I only knew as clichés,
You plucked from some secret Shangri-La
And slipped into my pocket.

Like a canvas gifted paint
You gave my world color.

You gave so much,
So why?

Why is the only thing I have left
Heartache?

~deAngelo
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Going out && hoping to find discounted portable drives tonight hehehehe !!! Have a good Thanksgiving to those who celebrate it! ✨

Holding off the Zen feels update while I attempt to take advantage of the sales ((or camp around)) *v* hahaha ((dont mind zen’s thoughts im joking))

You and me were the keys to tragedy and fevered emotion.
So,
I want you to read this.
I want you to drown; Like my words are cinder blocks and my mind an ocean.
I want you to suffer for my devotion,
I want you devoted to my suffering.

Anything to know you still care.

—  deAngelo || Anything to know you ever did
my roommate is a vampire??

Chapter 1

This is Chapter 2 of this Carry On AU where Simon has no idea that Baz is a vampire until he walks in on him the catacombs. (this one is super angsty but I hope you enjoy)

853 words, no warnings


The room was silent ever since Snow helped me get back to the Mummer’s House.

I really thought that he would’ve killed me as soon as he found out what I was, but all he did was gawk at me while pacing the room, hands raking his blond curls.

My heart was beating out of control. What is going to happen to me? What are I going to tell my father? What is Snow going to do?

I wonder what he is thinking.


I don’t know what I am thinking.

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